A Rockstar's Valentine (5 page)

   To put an end to this awkward staring, I step outside and lock up the house with my key. "You look great Jax, that's a nice shirt." It really is as it hugs him in all the right places. His arms look amazing too! Jax seems happy enough to just stand there, so I pass him and make my way to his car. I hear a painful growl so I quickly turn around. "Jax?"

   "Ah baby, those trousers....They are...Well...Fuck your ass looks amazing!"

   I laugh. "God Jax, I thought you were hurt!"

   He playfully pouts and points down to his groin. "I am right here."

   I throw my head back in laughter. "Stop acting horny and show me a good time."

   His face turns serious. Oh shit, what did I say wrong? He closes the distance between us in a couple of strides and pushes me up against the car and leans in close. "Oh
,
I'm going to show you a good time all right."

Chapter 8

    Jax pulls up in a part of London that I'm not familiar with. I get out and I'm puzzled as to why he has brought me here. As far as I can see, everything around here is closed. I can't see any restaurants either, I thought we were getting something to eat.

   Jax grabs a hold of my hand as we walk together to the end of the street. I begin to hear laughter and music and when we round the corner I freeze. "Wow."  I whisper but Jax heard me.

   "You like it?"

   I peel my eyes from the gorgeous sight and look up to Jax and see he looks nervous. For my reaction maybe? "It's so pretty Jax."

   He breaks out into his full megawatt smile and pulls me close. I take my eyes away from Jax and look back to the beautiful sight in front of me. It looks exactly how I imagined a winter wonderland would look like. I see a small fairground, people happily walking around with hot chocolate clutched in their grasp. Music is playing throughout, there is even a dancing area and also what looks like an open log cabin. Tiny pop up restaurants are scattered all around as well as carnival games and gift stalls. Everything is covered in fake snow and twinkling fairy lights. It looks like a picture come true.

   Jax leads me around the small fairground and we even go on a few rides. They're mostly for small children but we laughed at one other. After he saw me looking at the hot chocolate stand he immediately brought me one, a large one with cream, marshmallows and chocolate sprinkles. I looked to Jax as we happily walked around in the snow, it was such a weird picture Jax looking like such a bad boy in a pretty scene like this. He would touch me or hold my hand whenever he got the chance and I really liked that. He even joined in on a carnival game and won me a pink fluffy unicorn. I held it with pride.
 

   "You hungry?" He asked after an hour of enjoying ourselves. When I answered yes he led me to an area that looked a little more private. We walked inside what looked like a log cabin, but one wall was missing! There was a log fire that was lit; it made everything feel really cosy. We sat face-to-face on a small table and I hugged my new fluffy teddy tightly with a big goofy smile on my face.

   Jax smiles across at me. "You really like that thing don't you?"

   I giggle. "Of course I do."

   "Well you better take care of it."

   "I promise." And my smile becomes even wider.

   A waiter approaches us then and we order something to eat. I'm surprised at how good the food tastes. I make
'mmmmm'
and
'arrr'
sounds throughout like an idiot which makes Jax laughs. Jax's laugh is a great sound, deep and husky much like his singing voice. While we eat it never feels awkward or forced, it feels natural and I start to relax a little more around him.

   After dinner I try to get Jax to do a little ice skating with me, but apparently rock stars don't do that sort of thing. Instead we go over to where the main stream of music is coming from
;
it looks like the other half of the missing cabin we ate in. We dance a different dance to the one we shared last night. His hands are around my waist with mine wrapped loosely around his neck, my unicorn hanging down his back. We smile at each other as we sway
;
even though we're dancing differently I'm just as affected.
 

   "You look beautiful."

   "Thank you, you look very handsome." Although that wouldn't be the word to describe him. I just feel shy saying it to his face.

   "Fucking sexy."

   I laugh. "I was thinking the same thing."

   He smiles down at me. "Of course."

   He pulls me tightly up against him and leans in to kiss me. I eagerly return his kiss. I can feel his thick arousal pushing up on me and it makes my heart beat faster. Jax breaks our dance and speaks into my ear in a rough voice. "You wanna come back to mine?"

   All I can do it nod my head. I break out i
n goose -bumps.

   This is it!

   We quickly get into his car to his place. I'm feeling a little awkward
;
here we are sat together knowing what's going to happen when we get to Jax's. I think he knows this so he turns on the radio and the sounds of
Coldplay
singing
Viva La Vida
fill the silence. Jax starts to sing.

For some reason I can't explain

Once you go there was never

Never an honest word

And that was when I ruled the world

   He gives me a smile and I can't help myself, I have to sing along. We sing together and when the chorus begins we sing so loud.

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing

Roman Cavalry choirs are singing

Be my mirror, my sword and shield

My missionaries in a foreign field

  We laugh all the rest of the way to Jax's. I'm thankful to Jax for helping me not feel so awkward.

Jax stops the car in a large car park surrounded by apartments. They're not exactly shit little flats, Jax words not mine. That's what he said he lived in last night, these are quite big and they have four bedrooms, the large bedroom split into two bedrooms without the landlord’s permission. So technically it's a three bedroom.Not exactly little by any means.

   He holds my hand as we walk up the steps to his front door. I've noticed since I met him last night Jax has many sweet little traits. We step inside and I hear male laughter. Jax shuts the door as quietly as he can, ushering me into one of the bedrooms. But he isn't so lucky. "Jax?"

   "Shit." Jax curses.

   The guy I remember is called Rhys from last night joins us in the hallway and flashes me a kind smile. "Hey there Kendal. Have a nice time?" All I can do is nod, this seems a little weird. "Good. So, what are we up to now then?" He adds in a childish tone and a twinkle in his eye as he looks toward Jax. I blush because he knows exactly what was about to go down and he's just here to torment his friend.

   "Rhys." Jax warns but his friend ignores him and looks back to me.

   "You want a drink Kendal?"

   "Errmm." I don't know what to do or what to say. I want to disappear with Jax in that room but this is his friend and I don't want to be rude. I look to Jax for help but he's no help, he's glaring at Rhys who is still looking at me. Leo comes bouncing around the corner and I try my best not to picture him getting a blowjob. He wraps an arm around my shoulders and pulls me away from Jax. "Come on girl, let’s have a drink. Looking good by the way. Don't know if I like the top or the trousers better."

   "Leo." Jax growls from behind us and I hide my laugh. Leo sits me down beside him on the sofa and before Jax can sit on my other side Rhys pushes past him and wedges himself past Jax, winning the empty spot. I see Jax doesn't look very happy, one look at me and I see the tension ease away as he sits down in a chair and gives me a smile.

****

   An hour has passed and I'm still wedged in between Rhys and Leo. They are hilarious and I don't think I have laughed this much in a long time but I would still rather be in that room, alone with Jax. I can feel his eyes on me and whenever I look up at him his gaze heats me. Leo and Rhys have enjoyed teasing him
;
they asked about our date and told me Jax has never gone on a Valentine's Day date before. "Valentine's was yesterday." I reminded them.

   "It's a Valentine's date Kendal." Jax answered me and fuck if he didn't make me want to jump on him and attack him in front of his friends.

   Suddenly Jax is standing up and stands in front of me, grabs my arm and pulls me up. "Out."

   At first I am scared he's talking to me but when I look at his face he's looking at the two men behind me. They both get up and come to say bye to me, Jax doesn't let his arm drop from around my waist while they each give me a hug. "That was fun." Leo kisses me on my cheek.

   "Hope I see you again." Rhys says and gives Jax a weird look.

   "Come on man! The pussy is waiting!" Leo tries to hurry Rhys out of the door.

   "We can't let Max have it all." Is the last thing I hear before the front door shuts behind them.

   Jax tightly takes hold of me. "Thank fuck for that, I thought I was going to have to kill them both." He quickly lifts me and my legs wrap around him. "I finally have you to myself." He growls as he walks us to the room he tried to get me in earlier.

   I'm happy we are finally alone too, now the real fun can begin.

Chapter 9

  
Our lips are locked in a war with each other and I'm not backing down. I kiss Jax back as hard as he is kissing me. While I'm being kissed senseless I hear the bang of the bedroom door slam shut. I'm guessing Jax kicked it shut which is a good thing too because I'm not letting his body go. I'm clinging to him like a monkey in a tree. That doesn't seem to bother Jax though, but no matter how hard I'm holding onto him Jax manages to detach my arms from him and throw me down on the bed. For a split second I'm a little scared, but when I bounce on the bed I let out a relieved giggle. Jax wastes no time at all and crawls up my body. He slowly rubs his face along me as he crawls higher and higher, groaning when he rubs extra hard on my most intimate areas.

   When he finally reaches my mouth he covers it with his. Man, Jax can kiss good! I'm suddenly pulled up in a sitting position and my top quickly removed. Jax’s eyes focus on my breasts and I smile with pride. Thank you white, lace push up bra for making my girls look great! He dives his head straight into my cleavage and makes a sound so animalistic it sends shivers all over my body. He pushes me back down with his head between my boobs and I feel his hand brush up to cup one breast. He pulls my bra down a little and makes me gasp loudly from a sensation I've never felt before. It shoots pleasure between my legs. I look down and see Jax has his mouth all over my nipple. The feel of him alone is such a huge turn on, but watching him as well makes it even hotter.

   My underwear has become so damp it's getting slightly uncomfortable.