A Rockstar's Valentine (8 page)

  
"But you already know how to do it! You cut my hair all the time!"

  
How many times do I have to explain this? "Yes, but I need to do three years to do everything I want to do."

  
"Yeah, yeah, yeah, alright I get it, yadda, yadda, yadda. I know what I would rather be doing though."

  
I hear Jax laugh from behind me and strong arms surround me. I love being in his arms. "I would like nothing more than to have my way with her again Jess, but my girl has to learn so she can reach her dream." Jax adds into the phone.

   I look at our reflection in the mirror, not surprisingly I have that dreamy look on my face. One of our many nights together, Jax let me know all about his dream of becoming a rock star and he asked me mine. My dream seemed silly compared to his massive one. He wanted a huge career, arena tours and screaming fans but all I wanted was to become a hairdresser. I wanted to be able to do everything in the beauty world and maybe just one day, have my own salon. It may be a small dream compared to Jax's, but it is still my dream and going to college will help me get there. Jax knew that, the same as all of his gigs helped him get a little closer. He knows how much this means to me and he doesn't think of mine as a small dream, he thinks mine is just as important as his and that means so much to me. He even told me if he had the money right now he would buy me that salon and yeah, I fell in love a little more.

   Jax begins to kiss up my neck so I bring mine and Jessica's conversation to an end.

   "When do we have to leave?" Jax growls into my ear

   "Thirty minutes."

   "Better get to it then." He picks me up and with my legs wrapped around him he slams my back onto the wall. I have just finished doing my hair and my man knows not to throw me on the bed and mess it up. I am going to get thoroughly fucked up against the wall and I can't wait!

   After being slammed into, bitten, licked and royally fucked I scream my release into Jax's mouth as he blows his load inside of me. After two weeks of having sex Jax demanded I go on the pill so he wouldn't have to use a condom anymore. I was a little scared at first but after a talk with my doctor I was fine. I'm still new to all of this sex stuff. Now we never use a condom and I love the feeling of nothing between us and I know Jax does. He tells me every time he is inside of me how much he loves it.

   Refreshing myself and making sure the just fucked look isn't as noticeable before I leave for college, I say goodbye to the guys. They all give me knowing looks and little comments. Yep, they just heard me right now. I've grown to love Jax's best friends as much as my own. I count them as my friends now too, family even. Yes it's quick, but that's how they make me feel. They have always welcomed me and have always been more than nice. They all keep an eye out for me at the gigs because I'm Jax's girl. They're my brothers. The only thing that isn't perfect right now is that my guys don't like Jax's guys. From the start they have made it perfectly clear how much they dislike Jax and his friends. They hate me going along to their shows and it's horrible when Jessica comes along. She loves to come and gets on with the band great, but she gets shit from Sam whenever she's here. Constantly texting on her phone during the show and I know they argue about it before and after. I hate that I am the reason but she can do what she wants. I can't turn her down when she wants to come along. So apart from the guys trying to break me and Jax up nearly every day, everything is pretty sweet.

   I get into the bands car and wrinkle my nose. It smells weird in here. Jax sees my face and looks guilty. "I'm sorry babe. The guys had the car last night. From the smell of it, they had their fun in here."

   He rolls down the windows and starts the car. I get another whiff and I gasp. It smells of pussy, it's a strong smell so I'm guessing more than one girl was in here last night. I look down at my seat in disgust. "Ew!" I immediately want to get out of the car because I don't want any part of my body touching where some disgusting groupie touched, or came.

   Jax chuckles and I shoot him a glare, I can't believe he brought me in this car when it stinks like this and it's not just the smell of dirty pussy I can smell. Jax gives me a quick kiss and drives off. "You didn't have to bring me."

   "I did, you're my girl. I wanna take you." He shuffles in his seat. "Is it only girls?"

   I frown. "What?"

   "Are there only girls in your class?"

   Oh for God's sake. "Yes, there are only girls in my hairdressing course." He visibly relaxes. "But there are other courses at the college Jax. There are guys around too." I see him tense, I think this is funny. "Sometimes we even practice on them."

   "What the fuck!" I can't help but giggle. "Kendal this isn't a fucking joke."

   "Oh fucking relax rock star, yes there are guys but I don't like any of them." I grab his hand and kiss it. "I love you." I reach down and grab his crotch, he instantly gets hard.

   "Christ, don't babe. I'm gonna lose control."

   I giggle and let it go. I love when he goes alpha male on me, especially in the bedroom.

   He pulls up outside my college ten minutes later and straight away he spots a group of guys outside. I hide my smile and get out the car, pulling my hair kit from the back seat. If you didn't know from the small suitcase I pull along, the uniform I am wearing tells everyone I'm one of the hairdressing girls. Black trousers and a black zip up tunic with white diamantes and name tag. The hairdressing girls wear black, beauticians wear white. As soon as I'm finished in the black uniform I'm wearing the white. I want to be able to do everything I can, so when I own my own place, I know everything.

   As soon as I place my case on the floor I am grabbed from behind and spun around. I gasp from surprise, not from being scared. I know who has a hold of me and I will never be scared of Jax. He may look dangerous, but he would never hurt me. He cups my face in his large rough hands and captures my mouth in a hungry kiss and I melt. I forget where we are and what I am doing until I hear whistles and shouts of encouragement. I break away and blush. "I fucking love it when you blush." I duck my face, God this is embarrassing. I grab my case handle and look back up and see Jax looking behind me. I turn and see it's the large group of guys outside of the college grounds. So that was a show of claim, figures. Jax sees me notice and smiles, dimples and all. "I had to show them you're mine." I really, really, really want to argue, but I can't.

   After saying our goodbyes and me agreeing to let him pick me up at the end of my day, he gives me another kiss and I walk to my class. I have an excited feeling bubbling inside, I always get like this whenever I come here, I love it that much.

   This is the start of my second year and I can't wait to get started. As I sit down and wait for the teacher, a smiling and very pretty blonde sits down beside me. "Hey, mind if I sit here?"

   "No." I smile back.

   She places her hair kit next to mine and sits on the seat next to mine. This isn't a normal school class so we don't sit at tables; we sit at a station that looks identical to what you see in the salons. Here they're in groups of twos and this happy blonde has taken the one beside me. "So I saw you out there with that fine piece of ass."

   She wiggles her eyebrows and I laugh. "Yeah, that's my boyfriend Jax. He just wanted to warn off the guys, he can be a caveman sometimes."

   She laughs. "Sounds like my type of guy. I'm Tanya by the way."

   I smile back. "I'm Kendal."

The End

Thank you for reading, if you haven't read Rockstar Daddy, the next book in the Decoy series, then here is the prologue.

Prologue

Kendal

      "Is it time?"

  I look to my best friend Jessica, who's sitting on the edge of my bed. She checks her phone and nods her head slowly. I walk towards my little bathroom where I left the pregnancy test sitting on the edge of the bath. I couldn't sit in the same room with it. It felt like it was screaming at me and demanding attention. I feel sick to my stomach I'm that nervous. I can't believe I am having to do this! I'm twenty years old, I'm too young to be a mum. On the plus side, I knew who the father of my baby. I suppose that's good news. It doesn't make me feel any better though.

  I have been with my boyfriend, Jax for two years. He is amazing. He's six feet tall, has big, broad shoulders, messy jet black hair, and smoky gray eyes that could heat my body with a certain look. He screams sex appeal with that sexy V right below his toned and well-muscled stomach. I get horny just looking at him. That's probably why I'm in this mess to begin with - because we have so much fun enjoying each other's bodies. No matter how often we did it, we could not seem to satisfy that need for each other. The only problem is that other girls also get flushed when they are around Jax. They throw themselves at him even when we’re together, which pisses me off but it's all part of the deal because he's the lead singer of a rock band called Decoy.

  The band is becoming really popular, and that means more attention from the girls. When he’s on that stage, they all scream for him. He assures me that he loves me and he doesn't want any other girl. I believe and trust him with all my heart, but this is just the beginning. Since the band is composed of four good-looking men, they have a lot of groupies. His band mates Rhys, Leo, and Max take advantage of all the beautiful girls who follow them around. I feel like I'm keeping Jax back. It's not that I hate what Jax does. I just did’t want to keep him from living his dreams, and having a girlfriend while being on the fast track to becoming a famous rock star can keep you from a lot of things. I love him so much and I feel like I'm keeping him back. Crazy, right? What kind of girl wants to dump her sexy rocker boyfriend, so that he can tour with his band and enjoy the rocker lifestyle and the girls that come with it? Oh yeah. That's me.

  My friends Sam, Mark, and James act like my big overprotective brothers. The fact that my boyfriend is in a rock band doesn't go over well with them. Sam is the most pissed of the three because I take his girlfriend, and my best friend Jessica to Decoy's gigs with me. I assure them that we are perfectly safe because the guys in the band look after us. I think that is one of the reasons why Sam does not like Jessica being there. All the guys in the band are seriously good looking. Obviously, I think Jax is the hottest but the other guys get just as much attention. Max, Leo, and Rhys can be very flirtatious. They keep it to a minimum with me because I'm Jax’s girl, but since they’re not truly friends with Sam, they don't hold back where Jessica is concerned. Lately, I’ve started to bring along Tanya, a girl I met at college. She's pretty cool and loves their music, plus she's single so there’s no jealous boyfriend on my case.

  I reach for the pregnancy test and take a quick glance. My heart sinks and my whole world stops. Two lines, that means it’s positive! Shit, I cannot be pregnant. I was sure we were safe all the time. I mean, I forgot my pill a couple of times but then I made sure Jax wrapped up or did the naughty pull out trick. I suppose that was dumb of us and did not actually work, because why else would I be standing here staring at two lines? 

  I walk out of the bathroom and as soon as I lock eyes with my best friend of ten years, I break down. She comes running over to me and I cry in her arms for what feels like hours. She smooths my bright red hair out of my face and looks me right in the eyes.

      "What are you gonna do Kendal?"

  I know I cannot have an abortion. That is just not me, I could never do that. My parents are going to kill me! Oh no, I'm going to trap Jax. I still have to finish college.

      "I'm keeping the baby, but I don't know what I'm going to do about Jax."

Jess scrunches up her nose in confusion.

    "Jax? What do you mean? He's the baby's dad."

"I cannot do this to him, Jess. He has his band to think about. I've nearly finished college, so I can get a job. I can support the baby on my own."

    "Kendal, you cannot do that. He has to know you’re pregnant. It is his baby too, so it's his responsibility as well. He will help you through all of this. It is not just your fault, you both did this. Let him help you."