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Authors: Clare Naylor

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“Yeah. We do get on, don’t we?” Liv said, noticing that his eyes were exactly the same colour as her favourite sofa at home—a kind of velvety green. Well, he wasn’t a stunner at all, but yeah, she knew what he meant; they did get on.

“It’s just so easy talking to you. I love a girl with a mind.” He smiled. “Look I’ve got to go to Bosnia tomorrow, but I’m back next week. Do you think we could maybe hook up and have dinner or something?” he asked, his hand resting on her knee.

“I’d love to,” Liv found herself saying. And, even more weirdly, meaning. Will could not have been further from her ideal man if he’d tried. While Tim was tall and blond and rangy, Will was not. Most emphatically not. But there was something about him. He was smart and funny and made her laugh like nobody had made her laugh in ages. And when she looked him dead in the eye she found herself not minding that his hand was on her knee. Though with anyone else she’d have been sending telepathic messages across the room to Alex to come and save her or telling them that now was not the best time for a man to put his hand on her knee because she didn’t really want a relationship, as she was bruised and battered from her last one. But not with Will. Hmmm, she thought. That’s odd.

“Okay, one more drink for the road and I’d better be off. I’m supposed to be at this party . . .” Will looked at his watch and shrugged. “Oh, about an hour ago.”

As he walked towards the bar Liv picked up her handbag and surreptitiously did a few repairs to her booze-impaired complexion and unfashionably random hair. And then as she turned and watched him put his arm around some girl at the bar in a matey-friendly way she suddenly felt weird. Kind of like it should be her he was putting his arm around and wondering whose party he was going to. But that was ridiculous. She liked him, but no way did she fancy him. At all. He wasn’t her type. He had stocky little thighs and sofa-coloured eyes, but . . .

Well, clearly she did fancy him somewhere. Either that or she’d been besieged by some strange Darwinian need to wrest him from the grasp of the other girl and have him for herself. In fact, she spent the next five minutes wishing to God he’d come back and talk to her again. That he’d ask her where she lived or even just press his phone number into her hand. And when he did finally come over and begin to tell her about a story he’d covered on diamond smuggling in Africa she saw not sofa-coloured but dazzling green eyes and not stocky thighs but legs she’d like to feel protected by and feet she’d like to see peeking from beneath a sheet at the bottom of her bed. So this was it. This was what happened when you finally got close enough to a man to feel the charge of chemistry. It was something that she’d mythologized over the years but never quite comprehended. And when she’d finished telling him about her first pony she took a sip of her drink (mineral water, not some drink-him-kissable cocktail in case she were looking for an excuse) and found herself looking into his eyes with all the intensity of someone hanging onto a cliff face by her fingernails. She knew what that look meant. Though she may not have used it on anyone in a very long time. She knew that any second now she was about to kiss the first man other than Tim in five years and if she were going to slap his face it had to be . . . oh, about five seconds ago.

 

“Wow,” said Liv as she sat back and smiled a very small smile to Will. She looked at him and leaned in to kiss him again. It was nice. Really, really nice. But odd. She put her hand to his face and felt his cheek. It was a well-upholstered cheek and soft. With none of the chiselly hardness and cut bones of Tim. Will’s earlobes were soft and his hair kind of spikey. Liv felt like a blind person as she discovered this new man, cupped her hand around the back of his neck, explored his mouth. And she inhaled deeply and smelled the very different smell of his skin. The kiss was much the same as any other kiss, she supposed, but the taste of him was different. Was quite simply delicious. Liv wondered if other men smelled this good. Was this what she had been missing out on? she wondered as Will began to kiss her neck. Something she’d never been able to get Tim to do beyond Date Three. And something she was discovering she loved.

“I have to go.” Will gently pulled his face away from hers and raised his eyebrow at her. “Just promise me you won’t fall in love with anyone else before we have our first date.”

“Hmm,” said Liv with all that was left of her vocabulary.

“I’ll get your number from Charlie.” He ruffled her hair and walked off, leaving Liv watching and wondering how a man an inch shorter than she, with very unattractive tennis shoes on, could make her feel this way.

 

“Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god,” Alex shuttled across the room chanting in a footbally “ ’ere we go, ’ere we go” way.

“Yeah,” said Liv, sort of looking into space and seeing stars. “What was that all about?”

“You just snogged Will.” Alex was bouncing up and down on the sofa. “What was it like?”

“Nice. Really nice, Al. I mean . . . lovely. He kissed my neck, which was insanely nice. And now he’s gone. That’s my first kiss with anyone other than Tim for—”

“Five years, yeah, I know, but . . . well, you’ve broken the spell, Livvy. You’ve done it. I am so proud of you.” Alex hugged a still grinning and slightly bemused Liv. “Do you like him?” Alex asked.

“I don’t know. I mean he was funny and sweet and tasted lovely but soooo not my type.”

“You liked him. Wow.” Alex kissed Liv on the cheek and danced around on the sofa a bit more. “Which is a bit of a shame, actually, because, well, here you are about to have a new boyfriend already and I’ve just been over at the bar talking to Ben Parker.”

“Whhhaaaaaaa?” Liv swivelled her head round, but the fug of smoke was now so dense that she couldn’t see a thing. “Where?”

“He’s living in Paddington apparently. Working as an archaeologist in the city.”

“But how? I mean, Alex, oh my god.”

“My god, you didn’t tell me how gorgeous he is. I mean that boy is so handsome it’s
wrong.
And such a rocking body.”

“He’s still good-looking?” Liv asked.

“I would pay money to watch him chew gum.” Alex grinned.

“In which case I would probably pay money to watch the gum that he had chewed.”

“Great, because we’re all going to dinner, so hurry up.”

 

Liv scooped herself together and filled in the cracks with her concealer in the back of the taxi while Alex and Charlie discussed their next skiing holiday in Sun Valley. She was glad of the break as she was able to scoop her thoughts together. Not only had she just been snogged deliciously by an unlikely man, but she was about to go and have dinner at the same table as Ben Parker. She hoped he hadn’t seen her snogging Will and planned her opening gambits, which ranged from witty to saucy to prosaic. She knew she’d be chicken and have to settle for prosaic, but it was going to be accompanied by enough eyelash batting to start a wind farm and power the national grid, so it didn’t really matter.

 

“And you’re sure he’s not balding? Not receding?” Liv quizzed Alex as Charlie paid the cabdriver.

“Not even slightly. I told you he’s perfect,” Alex reassured her.

“Maybe just a bit paunchy, though?” asked Liv. Then realised that she did seem to be doing paunch these days, so what did it matter? She grinned to herself and thought of Will and the neck kisses.

“Not even slightly paunchy. Washboard all the way. I told you—it’s
wrong.”

So all was well. Liv was well and truly back in the saddle. Bye-bye, Tim, she thought as she walked through the restaurant door. Let the good times roll.

 

The table was at the far end of the room and Liv strained to see Ben Parker without looking. That Could I Be More Casual If I Tried thing. She was, of course, seated in Purdah at the wrong end of the table, being neither rich nor Julia Roberts. It was the same crowd as the races but looking a bit more glassy-eyed and blotchy. There were at least twenty people munching bread rolls at the intimate little gathering, and all of them were waving so many knives and flashy watches and suntanned arms about that it was all Liv could manage to read the menu three inches in front of her face, let alone spy the last man she loved but one through the sea of swaying drunkenness.

“So we want to hear all the details about last night.” Charlie slapped a short man on the back. “How was it, mate?”

As the man revealed to the table how he’d scored with a supermodel (funny how a fat wallet can compensate for a height discrepancy, Liv mused; maybe he stood on it), Liv and Alex deliberated over Greek salad or something that would make them miserable tomorrow for a starter.

“Deep-fried Camembert.” Liv decided on miserable tomorrow so as not to look like a vain anorexic tonight. “So where is he?” she whispered behind her menu to Alex.

“Over there.” Alex pointed with her seventy-seventh glass of white wine in the direction of a strange two-headed monster in the corner.

“But that’s Amelia,” Liv said, taking in the back of Amelia’s blond hair, then noticed that there was indeed someone attached to her face. “And . . . that’s Ben Parker,” Liv hissed as she suddenly realised that the two-headed monster wasn’t that at all. It was Amelia and Ben. Ben Parker was the guy from the bar earlier. Calvin Klein beach-scented Ben who had put his arm around Amelia—Ben whom Liv could now see quite clearly, the mouth, the long legs, the smooth back, the green eyes that . . . she hadn’t seen, hadn’t gazed into, for nine years. Ben Parker. And oh, Ben Parker who was, Liv realised with a lurch of her heart, unless she was completely mistaken, Perfect Amelia’s boyfriend.

“Didn’t I tell you he was going out with Amelia Fraser? I must have missed that bit out, Livvy. I’m sorry, babe; it totally slipped my mind. Too much of this stuff.” Alex sloshed wine from her glass onto her bread roll and giggled. Liv didn’t. “And he’s quite bright, too, Robert was telling me. Got a Ph.D.,” Alex said, not noticing that Liv had ground to a halt. She was neither chewing nor talking nor moving. But she was thinking and watching Ben as he and Amelia got cosy. As he muttered something delicious in her pink little ear and she smiled and whispered something back. Liv was thinking that Ben Parker was indeed very bright. And, true to Liv’s dreams, hadn’t lost anything. Merely gained. A lot. Including a girlfriend. Neither had he lost his effect on Liv’s glands. She nearly laughed out loud, vomited, and ran away at the same time.

“I promised Laura that I’d help her alphabetise her self-help library tonight,” Liv murmured to Alex as she feebly stood and picked up her bag. She cast one more glance over her shoulder at Ben Parker. She was nauseous with wishing she were back in that farm building lying on the straw with him now. Just one last time. So she could die happy. His hair was short and chestnut brown, his face and arms tanned, with a few freckles; he was no less and much, much more than she had remembered. Even in her dreams, the ones where he’d do all the things to her that Tim had long since stopped doing, Ben had never looked this good. “Bye.” And Liv staggered, only slightly, but there was a definite weakness in her knees, out of the restaurant and into the balmy darkness.

Chapter Eight

You Have New Male Waiting

P
addington Market on a Saturday was definitely
somewhere
to be in Sydney. If not exactly
the
place, it was certainly a port of call for every self-respecting Sydney-sider who wasn’t on the beach, a yacht, or lunching
a deux
on the waterfront. As the sun rose, the stall holders would assemble outside the church on Oxford Street and lay out their wares. Not a manky cauliflower to be found anywhere. There was the inevitable mixture of muesli-type people in Birkenstocks and high fashion—candles and joss sticks next to beautifully hand-beaded bodices, corn fritters baked by chicks in dreadlocks, and a bearded Aborigine selling herbal lotions and potions. Antique stall holders locked horns with the man selling Gregorian chants and Techno whose tinny tape deck scared away potential toby-jug buyers. In a baking hot sun-soaked corner at the back of the market, dangerously close to the noodle-and-dumpling stall, Liv wiped the sleep from her eyes. Coming to, she began to fumble with a few pairs of knickers as James assembled an expert sun canopy from a piece of tarpaulin and turned the rough planks of wood into a leopard print backdrop for Greta’s Grundies.

 

“They look fabulous.” Liv lifted up her sunglasses and peered at the improved garments. And they had improved dramatically. With Liv’s chest as the model 36C and Alex’s as the 34B they had spent all week pinning each other into newspaper patterns and worked out the sizes in between and beyond and had the spectrum pretty much covered. They’d even designed and made up beautiful gold labels, which they’d spent the last two nights sewing carefully into the seams.

“Just as long as business is a bit better than last Saturday,” sighed James. “Apart from the couple of bras we sold to Nicole Kidman, we barely covered the stall hire.”

“Ah, but I wasn’t here last week.” Liv winked. Thankfully James and Dave had overlooked her peccadillo on the grounds that it made her One of Them, as both had, at one time or another, slept through an entire day’s trading on the stock market, numerous lunches with friends, and on one occasion James had failed to wake up for his own birthday. “You see, I’m your secret weapon. I can bond with women . . . perfect ploy, eh?” she said, smoothing a turquoise bodice out onto the display.

In fact, Liv had spent the entire last week feeling good. Despite the fact that Ben Parker was quite clearly beyond reach until he realised that life with Amelia was shallow and superficial and he wanted a real future with a woman who might not have pinprick thighs but was funny and lovely and kind to animals and could balance the household accounts with the precision of a tightrope walker. Or an accountant. At which point he’d have to divorce Amelia and marry Liv. And it was okay, Liv was prepared for the fact that this may take a few years, marriage, and several children before he realised this, but in the meantime she had decided she was going to have lots and lots of sex. It was the new balm for her wounded heart, and then when Ben did come round she’d have that glint of terminal satisfaction.

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