Filthy (New Adult Romance) - #3 Fierce Series (6 page)

I’m a selfish bastard. The least I can do is help her. She’s the only one who truly matters to me.

“Because I feel like I can connect with you now.” She hesitates. “I don’t know, I just feel so much closer to you now than I ever did before. It’s stupid, I know, but I really do feel like I’m more myself this way. I can be whoever I want and not think about what others want me to be. I’m free.”

“Free also means living in shame,” I murmur, coming so close I can feel her breath on my skin. My lips yearn for hers.

“If that’s what it takes to feel happy with my own life, then I’ll take it.”

“Lin … you know I want the best for you. I’m not it.”

“I can make my own choices. You’re helping me pay off my debt. Don’t tell me you’re not good for me.”

“But your parents—”

“I care about them. I don’t care more about them than I care about you. Why do you think I didn’t want to pull you into this mess?”

My eyes widen. “What?”

“Do you think you’re the only one who missed what we had?”

“No, but you knew we couldn’t.”

“That’s all in the past now.” She wraps her arms around my neck, tugging me closer. Her eyes are half-mast as she licks her lips in a way that makes me think of her, on her knees, sucking my cock. Goddammit, she’s Lin, for fuck’s sake, I shouldn’t think of her like that. Not like those girls. They were playthings. I used them to forget about her. I’m fucking bad.

“You don’t fucking know what I’ve been doing these past few years.”

She makes shushing noises. “I know.”

“You don’t know,” I murmur against her lips, almost kissing her. “I fucked girls like they were toys.”

“You won’t do that with me.”

“How do you know?” I’m talking with my eyes closed now, delirious with wantonness.

“Because you love me.” I suck in the air leaving her mouth. “I know you still do. Don’t deny it.”

“I’m not.”

“Then kiss me. Make me remember why I wanted you in the first place. Let me be that girl that makes you feel proud. Make me yours.”

Her lips shudder as they touch mine, a rush of ecstasy coursing through my veins. And then I plant my lips on hers. I can’t help myself anymore, nor do I even want to. I grab her face with my hands and kiss her as hard as I can. If she wants this, she’ll get this. Is it selfish if she wants it, too? Screw it. This makes us both happy. I’m going for it.

My tongue dips out to lick the seam of her mouth. She opens up and lets me in. Her tongue expertly teases mine, making me horny as fuck. A fire blazes through my body as my cock hardens. She tastes just like I remember—sweet, like lemon shortcake—and it makes me wonder if she tastes even better between her legs. I can’t wait to find out.

Probing her tongue with mine, I’m eager for her taste. Her touch arouses me, her fingers splaying on my back, digging into my skin. I love this abrasive side of her. I want more. So much more. For years I’ve waited, and now that it’s finally happening it’s more than ten-fucking times better than I imagined it to be.

My hand drifts down her neck as I kiss her jaw, my palm cupping her tit. She moans inside of her mouth, tilting her head back and allowing me access. I fondle her soft, plump breasts before ripping off her shirt.

“These babies are begging to let me lick them,” I murmur against her skin, dipping my hand into her bra. She takes in a sharp breath as I rub her nipple with my thumb, coaxing it to come out and play. Biting her lip, she digs her nails further into my skin, the pain stimulating me. I circle the crown until it’s hardened and then take her tits out of their holsters, freeing them in one go. She gasps as I set my eyes on her chest, marveling at the sight.

I chuckle. “Damn, I was right.”

“About what?” She grins, perking them up.

“Those tits of yours are the finest I’ve seen.”

She shakes her head, laughing, and I take the opportunity to cover her nipple with my mouth. Catching her by surprise, I give her nipple long, lavish licks while toying with the other. I tug and squeeze, making her moan so loud I groan with her.

“Fuck, I love this.”

She giggles. “I know you like fucking.”

“I like it with you especially.”

“Hmmm … Less talking more kissing.”

I kiss my way back up her neck, dragging my lips along the way. “Baby, I’ll put my lips in places that’ll make you beg for mercy.”

Her skin is turning crimson red, and I don’t know whether that’s because of my rough skin against her soft flesh, or the idea popping into her mind that I might actually put my dirty words into action.

My lips can’t help but move down to her beautiful tits again. Sucking hard, I pucker up her nipples and give both of them equal attention. My pants are tented as I unhook her bra and she lets it drop to the floor. I grasp her arm and hold her steady. Growling, I shove everything aside and push her down. She groans when I pull her zipper down and unbutton her jeans, ripping them down in one go. It’s motherfucking eat-out-time.

I tear down her panties, making her squeal. Her sweet, shaven pussy is on full display, and I swear to god, it’s the nicest pussy I’ve ever seen. Maybe it’s because it is hers.

I go to my knees, nudging her legs aside, and place my lips on top of her clit. Gasping, she tries to sit up, but I splay my fingers on her belly, holding her down while I lap up her pussy. Fuck, she tastes so nice. If I’d known this, I would’ve done it long ago. She drops her head on the counter as I lick and suck, teasing her clit with my tongue. I grin against her skin from the sounds she’s making; it’s fucking hot. I never knew bringing a girl home would make me this happy. Of course, it’s Lin … what else did I expect?

Her moans and whimpers become increasingly louder as I play with her clit, sometimes dipping my tongue into her pussy for that extra oompf. Her fingers reach for my head, twisting through my hair and grasping me hard. It makes me want to eat her more.

“Eating you on my kitchen table was always my best wet dream,” I growl.

“Oh, Jaret, fuck … I’m going to come.”

“Yeah, baby,” I murmur, sliding a finger into her pussy. “Drip for me. Let me feel you come.”

I slip my finger in and out, the wetness riling me up like nothing else. I can feel her pussy throb with need, and my cock responds with a thump just the same. Her swollen clit is pulsing, and the O’s and A’s become a delight to hear.

“Oh, yes!” she screams, grabbing my hair tight. Circling around inside of her pussy, I press my tongue against her clit, sucking hard. She explodes in delicious orgasms, her pussy clamping around my finger. Her pussy’s drenched and she moans loud, desperately clinging onto my hair. I won’t stop eating her until I know she’s satisfied.

Her body quivers and her lips are parted as she pants. I keep sucking and licking her sweet pussy, enjoying the rich taste and delicious moans. After some time, she giggles, pushing herself up on her elbows.

“Jesus … if I’d known this—”

“You’d fucked me long ago,” I finish her sentence with a cocky smirk on my face.

She rolls her eyes. “I didn’t want to say it like that.”

“But you thought it.” I come up to eye-level again, grabbing her legs tight. “And I’m game.”

She grins. “What are you gonna do now?”

The cheeky look on her face makes my cock harder, though I thought that wasn’t even possible. I drag her forward by her legs and then wrap my hands around her ass, lifting her off the counter. “In the bath you go, dirty girl.”

She giggles as I put her over my shoulder, walking to the bathroom.

“Jaret!” she yells. “What are you doing?”

I grab her ass firmly, raise my hand, and slap her hard. She squeals. “Taking what belongs to me.”

“Oh … I like you this way.”

“You’ll like me a lot less when I’m done with you.”

“I doubt that.”

I laugh as I put her down in the bath tub and turn on the faucet.

“What’s so funny?” She gazes at me while I take off my belt.

“You.”

“Pfft. Don’t think I can’t handle a guy like you.”

“We’ll see.” I curl my fingers around my shirt and remove it, catching her off guard. Her eyes shoot over my body, taking it in while she gulps with anticipation. I can tell she likes what she sees.

“Why …” she mumbles.

With a devilish smile on my face, I say, “My cock isn’t a fluffy toy. It isn’t loveable. It isn’t sweet. And I’m definitely none of that either. I’m fucking filthy, Lin. I spank your ass because I like it, make you suck because I want your lips around my hard-on, I want to fuck your wet pussy until you scream my name, and then come all over you.”

“Fuck me, yes please,” she says with half a moan.

I chuckle. “Damn, Lin, you’ve definitely changed.”

“You just haven’t seen me in a long while.”

“Time to change that then.”

I unbutton my jeans as she sits down in the tub, observing me from a distance. The water flows over her curves, bubbles adding to the richness of it all. I can’t wait to get inside. Both in the tub and her.

Dropping my pants and boxer shorts to the floor makes her eyes big. She seems momentarily shaken by what she sees. I get this reaction often, but I like seeing it on her face the most. She sits up straight as I step inside of the tub, my cock pointing right at her. When her fingers wrap around my base, I’m caught by surprise. I’m barely in and she’s already jerking me off. Fuck. She makes me so fucking horny I could blow my load twice.

She gets on her knees, her body glistening from the water, and opens her mouth to let me in. Once my cock touches the tip of her tongue, I’m fucking done for. I groan, “F-fuck.”

She wraps her lips around my shaft and starts to suck. Slowly, but steadily, she teases me until I’m fucking pulsing inside of her mouth. I reach for her hair, take a fist and grip it tight. Her moans vibrate against my cock, making me want to come inside of her mouth … but I won’t. There’s something I want more than her mouth, and it’s to feel her soft flesh around my cock as I bury myself deep inside of her.

She sucks and licks my cock, covering it with her saliva as she takes me deeper and deeper. I push her head closer and she takes me further in. I love how she doesn’t protest against any of my selfish acts. I guess she really does want me. It feels nice, for once.

“Fuck, baby,” I whisper as my cock throbs against the roof of her mouth. She takes her lips off my shaft, breathing in long, shallow breaths. I reach for her hand and lift her up to her feet.

“I thought you wanted this?” she asks, confused as I spin her around and wrap my arms around her waist, kissing her shoulder and neck. My cock prods her delicious, firm ass.

“You’ve got something I want more than anything.” I drag my lips up her neck, leaving pecks everywhere I go. “I want to feel you, Lin. I want to be inside of you, and feel you come all over my cock.”

She sucks in a breath. I reach for the cabinet beside the bath tub and take out a condom. While kissing her shoulder blade, I quickly put it on, then return my attention to her. A tiny squeal escapes her mouth as I bend her over and she catches herself on the rim of the tub. Before she can protest, I push the tip of my cock against her entrance and grab her ass, spanking it hard. The moan-cry that she lets out riles me up so much I plunge in immediately.

“Oh, fuck!” she says, holding the rim of the tub as I fuck her tight pussy. Goddamn, she’s nice. Her wetness is such a fucking turn-on, it won’t take me long. Her legs tremble as she fights to stay upright while I thrust into her like an animal on a craze. I’m overtaken by wantonness as her flesh tightens around me, her muscles enveloping me with sweet pressure. Digging my fingers into her skin, I spank her ass, her yelps causing me to fuck her even harder. My cock pulses in her pussy, and I reach for her clit to make her pop again. She’s so loud, the neighbors could hear her moans, if we had them. Lin’s never been the dirty type, but tonight it’s time to let go of the shame and just give each other what we want. And what I want is to fuck her until she begs me to come.

Her murmurs are almost inaudible, but I can make out the words ‘harder’ and ‘more’. So I flick her nub and whisper, “Yeah, baby, come all over me.”

Goose bumps riddle her body as I pump her and rub her clit until she screams. Her pussy starts pulsating again, milking my cock. She’s coming all over me, I can feel her muscles tighten around my dick.

“Oh, fuck, yes,” I groan, thrusting hard.

“I want to taste it,” she moans.

“You don’t know how badly I wanted to hear those dirty words, Lin.”

Right before I blow my load, I take out my cock, rip off the condom, and let her take over. Her fingers push me over the edge. My seed spurts out in jets as I let out a roar. Her mouth is open, her tongue licking her lips as I come all over her face. The come is dripping from her chin when I’m done. Fuck me, she just let me come all over her … am I dreaming?

And then she starts licking my cock. Jesus Christ, that’s the best feeling in the world. I swear, I’ve died and gone to heaven.

When she’s done, she smiles, looks up at me, and licks her lips. Heavily panting, I sit down in the tub with her and stare at her. Now that all that tension has flowed out of us, I finally have the time to really sit and admire her beauty. I like that she just gave me everything I wanted from her and more. I love that this is more than just lust and fucking. Her grin makes me smile. Yep, there’s definitely more.