Give Me Hope (16 page)

Forty-Five

She doesn’t answer, and I know she is contemplating her options and how few they are. But I need her to answer me. Finally she says, “I can go back to the shelter until I can right myself again. I’ve done it before, Mikah, I’ll do it again.”
 

My heart breaks. “No, you won’t. I will not let you struggle to make ends meet. I won’t let you roam around the streets of Minneapolis, and I will not let you be alone. Viv, please. Understand that I cannot walk away from you. I care to much about you.”

She is crying again, but she doesn’t argue with me.
 

“Look, Viv, I won’t force you to do anything you don’t want to do, but I ask that you consider something for me.”
 

She nods slightly through the tears.
 

“I have a condo by the river. In my building I own three units - mine, Red’s, and one that was meant for Celeste, my housekeeper. Celeste refuses to live in the unit. I want you to take it.”

“Mikah, I can’t...”

“Please, just hear me out?” I ask, and she nods. “Alston said yesterday that you won’t be able to return to work for a couple of weeks. How are you going to make ends meet if you aren’t working?”
 

“So this would only be for a couple of weeks?” she asks.
 

“If you wish, but let me finish. The apartment is yours, to do as you wish, decorate how you like. My crew is at your disposal. When the time comes and you can return to work, I want you to come work for me.”

“Doing what, Mikah, I have no skills. That diner was the first job I’ve ever held longer than a couple of weeks.”
 

I’m taken aback by her rebuttal - not because she is arguing, but because she is devaluing her abilities.
 

“I have an entry-level administrative assistant position for you. It will pretty much be answering phones, taking messages, making copies, things like that. It’s easy, relatively stress-free work, and more importantly, it comes with a salary you can live off of. You won’t have to be on your feet, and it would even offer medical benefits so that you can pay your own way for the things you need if that is what’s important to you.”
 

“What about the apartment? There is no way that I can afford it, even with a salary.”

“We can work out a lease. You can pay me rent every month, if that’s what you need to do to feel comfortable.”

Her brows pull together. “How long do I have to think about this?”

“Until you’re discharged, but know this: I will not allow you back into that apartment, period. And I will not allow you on the streets or anyplace where Riley can track you down. So until he’s caught and this matter is resolved, I need you to come and stay where I can be close to you, keep an eye on you.”

She doesn’t answer me but nods, acknowledging that she’s heard me. I didn’t expect an answer from her, at least not right away, and I don’t get one.

Forty-Six

The room has been completely silent for a while, and the loud click of the door makes us both jump. Looking toward the door, we see Dr. Alston coming into the room.
 

“Am I interrupting?” she asks both of us.
 

“No,” we say in unison, and Vivienne smiles, giving me hope that she’s not upset with me.
 

Dr. Alston laughs. “Well, okay then. Vivienne, I have some good news.”

“Yay! Do I get to get out of here?”
 

“I’ll get to that. First of all, your shoulder and wrist look great. I will let you take off the sling, but I’d like you to wear the brace for at least another couple of days. You can take it off to shower, but put it back on when you’re done. Okay?”
 

“Okay, is that all?”
 

“Eager, aren’t we?” Dr. Alston smiles at Vivienne. “Your lung is still healing. While the outside is nearly completely healed, which is nothing like anything I’ve ever seen before, it’s still a bit inflamed. But it’s nothing that will keep you here in the hospital.”

“What about the baby?” I ask, and Vivienne looks to me for reassurance.
 

I move closer to her, hoping to provide a little more comfort, and she surprises me by putting her hand on my back. I feel a rush of pleasure through my body that has to do with something more than the fact that she is touching me, and I realize that she is tracing her fingers absently along my right wing. When her fingers cross over to normal skin, the difference in the sensation is marked.

“The baby is doing fine. You’re measuring a little bigger than fourteen weeks, but clearly that’s due to the fact that you’ve been eating more food.” She looks pointedly at the remains of Vivienne’s sandwich on the tray. “What with the unnatural rate at which you’re healing, I’m not going to be concerned right now about weight.
 

“Also...I didn’t ask you during the ultrasound because I didn’t want to get you worked up, but I was able to determine Baby Callahan’s sex, and I’ve taken the liberty of putting the proof in here.” She pulls out an envelope from her pocket. “I’ve never been wrong,” she says a little smugly, “but it’s not guaranteed. And I’d rather you look when you’re ready to find out. If you choose not to look, well, it will be a surprise when you have the baby.”

 
“Okay,” Vivienne says, taking the envelope. “I’ll let you know next time whether I’ve decided to look. Now can I leave?”
 

Dr. Alston rolls her eyes. “So impatient.” Then she asks, “Where are you going to go?”
 

My ears perk up and my heart sinks, dreading the answer.
 

“I can’t discharge you unless I know you’re going somewhere safe,” Dr. Alston continues. “Hospital policy. Do you have something set up?”

She nods.
 

I grow hopeful that she will take me up on my offer.
 

“Mikah has offered me a place to stay for a while, until I can get back to work and on my feet. I’m going to go home with him.”
 

YES!
I shout inside my head, and at the same time Vivienne gently pats my back, right between my shoulders. I have the sudden thought that Vivienne has been in my dreams with me.

“I think that is a great idea. I’ve scheduled an appointment for you for two weeks from tomorrow at ten. And no working at least until then, okay?”
 

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Okay, here are your discharge papers.” She hands Vivienne a stack of papers. “You cannot walk out of this hospital – it is a liability – but someone will come with a wheelchair to get you in a little bit. That’ll give you a chance to get packed up, and then that’s it, you’re free to go.”
 

“Thank you, Dr. Alston. For everything.”
 

“You’re welcome, Vivienne. It’s what I’m here for. I rather look forward to seeing you under happier circumstances. I will be in touch in a couple of days to see how you’re doing. I’ll see you in a couple of weeks, but feel free to call me if you need anything before then.”
 

As soon as the door closes behind Dr. Alston I turn to Vivienne. “Thank you. For not putting up a fight about my request.”

She lets out a breathy laugh. “Yeah, ‘cause you gave me so many options. But in the end, you’re right, I really have no place else to go, and I’d much rather be closer to you.”
 

I lean over and kiss her forehead. “Thank you, thank you, thank you.”
 

“For what?”

“Giving me hope.”

Sneak Peek

Do you honestly think I would leave you hanging again?

*** Sneak Peek at Give Me Desire ***

The following is subject to change prior to publication.

Releasing Dec. 31
st
, 2013

“Do not toy with me.” His anger radiates off him in waves and the temperature in the room rises.
 

“It is done, Master. I’ve completed the task you’ve assigned me.” He does not look upon the other man’s face as he speaks. He’s kneeling some distance away, causing him to shout to be heard.
 

“Get up!” The evil voice fills the room, stunning everything inside.
 

The young man stands but does not raise his head.
 

The scene changes, and instead of a small, dark room, they are in a cavernous one, with strange pockets of steam rising through cracks in the rock floor. Somewhere nearby echoes of the hollow screams of tortured souls can be heard.
 

“Your job was simple, you were to kill her. Here you stand, not only her blood but the blood of at least two others on you. And yet I do not believe you have completed your task, minion. Why is this?”

“I don’t know. I left her dead, she was dead when I left.” He begins mumbling – low and incoherently - and twitches as though he can’t stand his own skin.
 

“Ah, but she is not dead. If she were dead, I’d have all my powers back, and...” Suddenly the room is lit up by a bright white flash. The air is instantly charged, static making hair stand on end, and the young man crumples to the ground. “And I’d be able to kill you.”

“No! Don’t. Don’t hurt him,” a female voice says, and a girl runs from behind a rock to be at the young man’s side.
 

“Who are you?” the dark, mysterious man shouts.
 

“What are you doing to him?” She looks down at the crumpled form on the floor and reaches out to touch his dirty blond hair. Looking up in the direction of the voice. “Who are you?”

A deep, throaty laugh comes from the man in the shadows, making the hairs on the back of her neck stand to attention. “I am your worst nightmare, child.”

The echo of heavy footsteps across the rock floor fills the cave, each step getting closer. She cowers, trying to pull the young man with her, but she fails. She lets him slump to the ground as she scrambles backwards on her hands and feet.
 

“What are you going to do to me?” she whispers breathlessly. Her body shakes in fear.
 

There is no response as the shadowy figure keeps walking closer with slow, measured steps.
 

“It is not you I wish to harm, child. It is this boy who needs a lesson in obedience.” There is an edge of reverence in his voice, as though he’s longing for something.
 

“What are you going to do to him?” she asks, the fear dropping away from her voice.
 

“If he’d done what he was supposed to do, I’d do nothing to him. But he has failed me and he deserves to be punished, perhaps tortured.” The voice is menacing and yet also strangely enticing to her.
 

“Take me instead,” she says, and she rises to her feet.
 

The footsteps stop. “What would I want with you, girl?”

“Anything, everything. Let Riley go and take me instead.”

“Tell me your name, child.” It comes out a growl.
 

“Nyssa.”