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I went with you that evening when Sofie came. You grabbed my hand rather tight when we got to the street. When we reached the cellar steps, I said: ‘They are playing cards; I saw the ladies’ shadows on your white curtain.’

‘Yes,’ you whispered in a tiny, frightened voice.

We went inside and you took off your outdoor clothes and we curtseyed to them all, first I and then you, and your mother said over the cards: ‘Has Ida behaved herself?’

‘Yes.’ That was the first lie you ever told, my dear.

‘Good, then you can go to bed. You know that you have to do your practice at seven o’ clock on Mondays. Good night.’

You received a kiss on the forehead and then went off.

‘Goodbye,’ I said almost like an explosion. And I ran home to Mamma so that I was quite out of breath:

‘They didn’t see anything.’

‘Oh, thank goodness for that,’ said Mamma, sitting down heavily on the sofa.

‘Well, it does Ida good to be a bit naughty occasionally,’ she said. I had surreptitiously taken hold of my homework from by the window.

‘I say, Olivia,’ said Mamma, ‘are you starting on your homework now?…Do you think Ida Brandt steals candles to read in bed?’

∞∞∞

Ida Brandt closed the letter and sat for a long time smiling and leaning her head on the window frame. The street lamps were being lit one by one over on the other side of the Lakes. She heard Josefine bring the supper and then go again, and she heard the old people in Ward A starting to turn in their beds.

She sat there for just a moment longer.

But suddenly, the keys rattled in the door in the women’s ward, and she jumped down with such a start that she overturned the chair. It might be the professor: he came at so many different times and the lamps were not lit.

But no, it was Mr von Eichbaum from the office, who said:

“May I go through, Nurse?”

“Yes, do.”

She lit the lamps; she had been so scared that she was quite out of breath.

Mr von Eichbaum stayed while she lit them.

“You know it’s damned curious,” he said in his slightly nasal voice, “how much I’ve been thinking about Ludvigsbakke since I ended up in this confounded office.”

“Yes, but it was so lovely there,” said Ida in a voice almost as though she were looking at it. “There was such a beautiful view over towards Brædstrup.”

“Yes, it was nice,” he said, smacking his lips. “Those were the days.”

He remained there while she fetched the ladder and climbed it to light the gas lamp above the door to Ward A.

“No,” he said as he watched her; there aren’t many to compare with His Lordship.”

They exchanged a few more words as she came down again and went into Ward A. The gentleman in there, who was sitting in the black easy chair, raised his head and watched her through his big, gloomy eyes as she lit the lamps on his table.

“Who is he really?” asked von Eichbaum when she returned.

“I don’t know,” she said. “A doctor.” And half laughing she said: “He is the only one I am frightened of.”

Eichbaum laughed. “But damn it all, he looks pretty quiet.”

“Yes, but I don’t know, he’s almost like a ghost.”

“A ghost?”

“Yes,” said Ida, apparently slightly embarrassed. “The ghost of somebody or other.”

Mr von Eichbaum continued to laugh; he did not take his eyes off her.

“Oh well, good night, nurse.”

Mr von Eichbaum nodded and let himself out, and Ida crept up the ladder to light the lamp above the door to the “Hall”. The sound of a high-pitched plaintive voice could be heard from the women’s ward. It was Miss Benjamin; she was always restless as evening approached.

Ida Brandt could not refrain from smiling as she stood there, humming gently as she divided up the butter for supper: she was thinking of Olivia’s letter.

And of Ludvigsbakke.

The patients working in the basement came up again and started wandering around in the anteroom, going to and fro in some curious way without heeding each other, while their clogs clattered ceaselessly across the floor.

Bertelsen, a tall man who had “come to a standstill”, went over to the washbasin in the kitchen to wash his hands, a pair of reddish, clammy hands – he had to wash them every ten minutes as though to cleanse them of some thousandfold sin.

“Come on, Bertelsen, you’ re clean,” said Nurse Brandt.

“Yes,” he said, suddenly stopping washing as though no longer remembering to do it. He went over to the table, stood there and looked at her for a while – as far as he was able, for his eyes never rested on one single thing:

“But what am I supposed to be here for?” he said suddenly.

“Will you tell me, what I am supposed to be here for?” His voice was raised as he repeated his words.

“You have to get better, Bertelsen,” said the nurse as she continued to prepare the sandwiches.

“Better!” His laugh was more by way of a snarl, and all his compact teeth could be seen. They gleamed, and it was as though they were the only things in his face with any colour to them:

“Better here, where I’m locked in.”

“And you must have something to eat,” she said. “And then that will be another day gone, Bertelsen.”

“Yes, I’m coming,” she shouted into the “Hall”, where the two patients had already seated themselves at the tables at the end of the beds, impatiently banging on the floor with their clogs. “I’m coming.”

She listened first at Nurse Petersen’s door; she was still fast asleep, and her breathing could be heard even out there.

“Nurse Petersen,” she shouted. “Time to get up.”

The loud breathing stopped, and at long last there came a sleepy, “All right.” Nurse Petersen was the night nurse. Ida took the food into the ante-room, where the man with the abdominal support was still shuffling around.

“You must have something to eat, Schrøder,” said Ida, facing him directly as though speaking to someone who was deaf.

“Hm.” He merely looked at her.

“You must have something to eat, Schrøder,” she repeated.

“Hm.”

“I mean
now.
” She continued to speak clearly, as though the man had difficulty in hearing. “Because the
doctors
are coming now.”

And, holding him in front of her, she guided him over to the table.

The doctors could already be heard on the stairs, and the keys sounded in the door. It was the registrar and two junior doctors, followed by Nurse Helgesen carrying the case notes. She carried them like an officer in a court of law clutching some legal document.

The patients rose from the table, and the three old bedridden patients watched the doctors through strangely half-glazed eyes.

“Nothing to report?” asked the doctor.

“No, doctor.”

The doctor went into Ward A alone and shut the door.

Quam, one of the junior doctors, sprang on to the table in the ante-room and brought his feet together.

“Heaven preserve us – what a shift – eleven new admissions and one of them pumped.”

“Was it opium?” Nurse Helgesen spoke to the junior doctors in a businesslike manner as though to colleagues.

“Yes, he’s a locksmith’s apprentice. They say it’s a love affair, and now they’ve dragged him up and down the floor for almost five hours – two men. Heaven preserve us.” Quam yawned: “Just fancy, human beings can’t learn to take things calmly. What do you say, Nurse Brandt?”

Quam jumped down, for the registrar was emerging.

“You can let the patient have a little fresh air,” he said; he was already at the door to the women’s ward.

Quam followed him at the end of the procession; he always wore white sports trousers on the days when he was on duty, and on reaching the doorway he shook his legs as though he wanted to shake the dust off his feet.

Ida provided the three old men with food; she had a gentle way of her own when raising them up in bed.

Nurse Petersen came out of her room, energetic and out of breath.

“What time is it, nurse?” she said to Ida – the lower part of Nurse Petersen’s body performed ten elegant oscillations at every step she took.

“My watch has stopped.”

“It’s getting late,” said Ida. It was always getting late when Nurse Petersen emerged in the evenings.

“Oh yes, thank you for waiting.” Nurse Petersen took out her keys – she was for ever making small movements with her fingers – “I’ll be quick with my tea.”

Ida just nodded; she was so used to having to wait for the others for half an hour after her duty. She sat down under the light in the Hall and started to sew.

How well she remembered him, of course, now she thought about it, at home in Ludvigsbakke – him and his mother, who always sat right up at the end of the table – she always sat up beside His Lordship at table.

And she went for walks on the dot, and had the two stone benches in the approach to the steward’s house where she rested.

“Hm,” she always said: “And here we have little Miss Brandt,” as though she discovered her anew each time.

The three patients sat playing cards at the end of the bed with their woollen trousers concertinaed high up on their legs. But Schrøder wanted to go to bed.

He was sitting in his bare shirt on the edge of the bed, his legs hanging down as though his bones were all loose.

“Bedtime, Schrøder,” said Ida.

“Yes,” he replied, though he continued to sit there with his head drooping down.

Ida had to get up before Schrøder managed to lift his legs with some difficulty, as though this was something that required serious thought. “There,” she said, smoothing the blankets with both hands. “It’s a lot better when you lie down, isn’t it?”

She continued to help with the blankets while hushing Bertelsen; he was always so aggressive when playing cards. Then she heard Nurse Petersen’s keys and started putting her sewing away; all she had to do now was open the door to Ward A.

The gentleman in Ward A was sitting by the table and only looked up briefly to start writing on his big papers again. He wrote nothing but numbers and more numbers, slowly as though he were printing.

“I will just open the shutters,” said Ida, as she opened the big window.

But he made no reply and just went on writing. Here, in Ward A, Miss Benjamin was the patient who was heard most clearly, for she was right up against the wall.

Nurse Petersen was standing outside at the peephole when Ida came out.

“He’s one I wouldn’t mind getting rid of,” she said. She came from Flensburg and still spoke with an accent – and they both remained at the peephole. The gentleman in there rose slowly, and he seated himself quietly up on the windowsill.

He sat there without moving, staring out into the night, at the stars.

“Good heavens, he just always sits there working things out,” said Nurse Petersen.

“Dr Quam says he wants to discover the laws,” said Ida.

“Poor man,” said Nurse Petersen, who understood nothing at all, and she gave a maidenly toss of the head before leaving the peephole.

Ida opened the door to the noisy ward and went in. Two porters were supporting a lifeless body between them; its arms were draped over their shoulders as they dragged him along.

Josefine, sitting on the bench beneath the windows and trying to get two men to eat something, nodded in the direction of the porters.

“What a job! They’ve been at it for five hours.”

The porters turned just by the door leading to the “good” ward, as Ida came in, and one of them, looking at the hanging head, said:

“He’s actually quite a respectable chap.”

“Yes,” said Ida, looking at the face with lips open like those in a mask – and the porters turned round and continued to drag the body around.

In the quiet ward, the doors to the individual rooms were open, and the patients were dozing on their beds. In the dining room, with her opera glasses before her and buttoning her gloves, sat Nurse Friis, who was off that evening and going to the theatre.

“Ah,” she said. “There we have our assistant nurse.”

“Give me a hand, will you?” she held out one hand towards Ida, who always had to “give a hand”. “I’m going to be far too late.”

Ida buttoned the glove while Nurse Helgesen, who was sitting, arms crossed, in her favourite position behind the urn, said in her very clear voice:

“What did that blouse cost?”

“Thank you, nurse.”

Nurse Friis looked at herself one last time in the little mirror in the corner; she was still wearing the coat she had received as a twenty-two-year old ten years ago, and her hair had to be waved in her own quite special way around her temples.

“I got it from a cousin in Aalborg,” she said, referring to the blouse.

Nurse Krohn and Nurse Berg, who were drinking their tea at the other end of the table, said: “Oh dear, now we shall have to start thinking about winter clothes.”

And they started to talk about hats.

“I make my own,” said Nurse Helgesen behind the urn.

Then a large female figure appeared in the doorway.

“There’s a fine smell in here,” she said, putting a white hand up to a broad nose while looking at Nurse Friis. This was Sister Koch, the senior nurse in the women’s ward.

“Yes,” said Nurse Friis, who was ready at last and had taken hold of her opera glass. “I don’t like to smell of carbolic outside the hospital.”

“Good night.”

Sister Koch came in and sat down over in the corner with her hands on her knees like a man.

“May I be here for a bit?” she said.

And Nurse Helgesen, who had nodded to her, said from behind the urn, “Nurse Friis is very fond of clothes.”

Nurse Berg and Nurse Krohn continued to talk about hats, and Nurse Koch, scratching the grey hair tied up at the back of her neck in the much same way as one ties a piece of rope said:

“Buy yourselves a couple of fur hats, ladies, they don’t wear out.”

The two laughed and went on discussing hats: they had more or less to suit the way you did your hair; and they started to talk about hair while the two senior nurses asked about the new patients.

“There were eleven today,” said Nurse Helgesen.

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