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Authors: Michael Hemmingson
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Pictures of Houses with Water Damage: Stories
Pictures
of
Houses
with
Water Damage
stories
Michael
Hemmingson
Why Don’t You Use Your Parking Space?
Looking for Wanda Beyond the Salton Sea
You Will Not Believe What Happens to Me, and Does it Matter?
Solid Memories Have the Lifespan of Tulips and Sunflowers
What Happens When My Wife’s Ex-Boyfriend, Back from Iraq, Pays Us a Visit
Pictures of Houses with Water Damage
You Can Call and Ask a Question
For
you
and
in memoriam
Barry Hannah
1942 – 2010
M
id-afternoon that Saturday I notice my upstairs neighbors have been using my parking space to have a yard sale, although there is no yard attached to this apartment building. They are selling things, everyday things, the things people discard, and they are making some money.
Two women in their late twenties live upstairs, right above my apartment. I often hear their feet as they walk around. One of them is a new tenant; she moved in after the other woman’s boyfriend, a rap singer of some sort, moved out.
I’m annoyed. This is my parking space; they are using my space and didn’t ask if I needed it, if it was okay.
This bothers me.
I wonder how long they’ve been at it. I’ve only noticed it now, mid-afternoon, because I slept until 11:30.
I have a hangover.
I go outside. Only one of the women is there, the new neighbor, she is blonde. She wears big blue-rimmed sunglasses and blue shorts and her blonde hair is in a long ponytail held back by a blue ribbon. I look around at the stuff: clothes, utensils, books, men’s shirts, some recording equipment, a turntable, some vinyl records that probably have warped out here under the sun. I wonder if the other woman’s ex-boyfriend knows she is selling his rap gear.
The other woman, the neighbor who has been upstairs for two years, is Asian. I don’t know what kind of Asian. I know her name is Lisa because when she fought with her ex-boyfriend, he’d yell her name a lot. Lisa this and Lisa that and Lisa you bitch and Lisa
Lisa Lisa stop stop stop it now!
I approach the blonde woman.
Hi, she goes.
Did you think of asking my permission? I say.
I don’t understand, she says.
This is my parking space. I pay rent on it.
Oh, she says; the landlord told Lisa it was okay.
But did you think of clearing it with me?
She goes, All I know is the landlord told Lisa it was okay.
I call the landlord. He did tell her she could use the parking space. But as long as it was okay with you, he says; she was supposed to clear it with you. Are you saying she didn’t?
No, she did not.
Young people today, he says. No one asks anymore, no one says ‘please’ or ‘thank you’ or ‘excuse me’ anymore. Have you noticed that? he says.
I think I have, I say.
It’s their parents’ fault, the landlord says; folks don’t teach their kids manners anymore because they don’t have manners themselves. Has this inconvenienced you at all?
No, but it could have.
I understand, he says.
If I needed the space …
I know; she should have asked.
An emergency …
I’ll talk to her, he says.
No need …
I’ll talk to her, he says.
Outside, the blonde girl is saying something to Lisa, who has come down from upstairs. I look out the window. The blonde points at my door. Lisa glares at my door. Her cell phone rings. Her cell phone is in the front pocket of her jeans. She answers it. I know it is the landlord, because when she gets off the phone, the two start to pack things up and take the items back upstairs.
I want to tell her she can stay; she can keep selling. I don’t. I expect her to knock on my door and go, Sorry. Or something. She doesn’t.
I find the blonde attractive. She looks like someone I was once going to marry and have children with, and then it fell apart and left a hole in my heart, left a fear of getting close to someone again. She looks too much like this woman, this blonde, as I watch her go up and down the stairs.
I’m not sure if it is my imagination or if this is true.
For the past month, I have been working on a screenplay set in a science station at the South Pole, titled
It’s Very Cold Down Here
. I’ve been writing it for a producer who will probably not produce it because I’ve written something for him before and he didn’t get the money together, but he did pay me. I have cashed his recent check and I have two more months to get him a ninety-to-one-hundred page script.
It is not coming along well.
I sit at my desk and stare out the window a lot, then type in a scene with a penguin. The window at my desk looks onto my parking space and the courtyard of the building. The past two weeks, I have been seeing the blonde a lot, coming and going, sometimes with a bicycle. Over the course of two weeks, the blonde looks like she is losing weight, perhaps from bike riding or maybe she’s not eating like she used to, she goes from slightly chubby to slender and every day she looks more and more like the person I once loved and still love.
Speaking of which, I think it is she, the one I once loved, who has been calling on the phone; it rings now and then, at any hour, and there is no voice on the other line, just breathing. The caller ID is blocked. I am almost certain it is she. Why doesn’t she speak? What does she want to say? Why doesn’t she just simply say
hi?
After a few weeks I find myself wanting to say hello to the blonde whose name is Heidi because I have heard Lisa and someone else call her Heidi. She looks like a Heidi; sometimes she wears her hair in two braids. It no longer bothers me that she looks like the person I used to love and that I think keeps calling at all hours and not saying a word.
I hear Lisa’s new boyfriend, this tall guy with a lot of tattoos whose name I do not know, say something about Heidi’s birthday next week. He asks: What are you going to do on your birthday, Heidi?
I don’t know, she goes, probably nothing, she says.
You have to do something, he goes.
I have nothing to do, she goes.
She has nobody, I thought. She’s like me; she is alone.
Maybe we’ll take you out to dinner, Lisa goes.
You don’t have to, Heidi says.
We’d be glad to, Lisa’s tall boyfriend with tattoos says.
Oh, don’t worry, Heidi goes.
No one should be alone on a birthday, he goes.
I have—before, she goes.
Like me, I think. I remember a birthday, a Thanksgiving, a Christmas, two Christmases, before the one I once loved moved in with me, and we were “dating” (if that was what it was, we were having sex), did not come to see me, be with me. She said society put too much pressure on these days, these events; too much expectation, she said, too much opportunity to disappoint and hurt. She said: Why become a slave to false constructs of celebration? When I showed up at her door with flowers, champagne, and a present, she burst into tears and said: Being kind and romantic is not always the best thing. She said: I’m not used to men being nice to me.
I think about this and I think that Heidi might be the same. She is saying she does not want to celebrate, but deep down she wants attention and gifts and kindness and maybe even some affection.
We’ll do something, Lisa says.
If you insist, Heidi says.
We insist, the tall boyfriend with tattoos says.
What I do is something stupid but I do it anyway because I think she needs it and it makes me feel good to do it. It also makes me feel devious. And stupid; desperate. I have a vase full of flowers, fifty dollars worth, delivered to her door upstairs. I almost order the flowers from the Internet, but realize I will have to use my credit card, and she could call the company and ask who sent them, because they are going to come from ‘A Secret Admirer’ and I don’t want her to know it is I. Frankly, I have no desire to get to know her, to talk to her, to date her, to be intimate. She looks too much like You Know Who, as I said, and right now I don’t need the complication of someone in my life, I have to finish this damn screenplay and make money otherwise I will have to step outside into the world and get a regular job which I hate doing. I’d much rather write screenplays and watch TV and DVDs.
I walk three blocks down the street to a florist that is across the street from a gas station. I pick out some flowers, a blue vase, and write down the address for delivery. I accidentally put my apartment number down, too used to doing that when writing my address, I put ‘3’ and then change it to ‘8’ which is easy to do, the numbers resembling each other, she is in ‘8’ and I put ‘Heidi’ on the front of the card, I write I hope these put a smile on your face because your smile makes your face beautiful and sign it your Secret Admirer.
I pay for the flowers and walk away and I wonder what the hell I am doing. I do not know this woman, barely spoke to her; I had accused her of being rude. I miss sending flowers to someone; I used to send them to the one I once loved and was going to marry; she would always smile when she got flowers and I loved to see her smile because that meant she wasn’t sad and she was sad all the time, she was bi-polar, that’s why it never worked, she was always depressed, always believing that things were doomed, nothing would ever work out, she would be a horrible mother, she couldn’t have a child with me, but when she had the flowers she would be happy and say thank you and kiss me and act like everything would all right and good from then on.
I think Heidi is sad. She looks sad. I could be projecting. I am aware that this happens to people who are alone. She is alone, she has no one, it is her birthday. But maybe she wants it that way. Maybe she’s gotten out of a bad relationship.
Speaking of bad relationships, Lisa has been fighting with this new boyfriend lately, like she used to fight with the rap singer boyfriend, only these fights are less verbal and more physical—twice I have heard them hit each other, scream and yell, and then he runs away, runs down the stairs, and she calls him names and tells him to never come back but he comes back the next day.
The florist across the street from the gas station told me the flowers would be delivered by 3 P.M. This does not happen. I specified that time because I notice Heidi leaves on her bike, which is painted blue, every day around three-thirty and returns around seventhirty. I have no idea what she does—a part-time job, maybe, or school. I want her to be home so I can hear her reaction.
She does not come home at the time she usually does. There is no one up there. I call the florist but they are closed. I am going to have words with them tomorrow. A woman in a beat-up silver Toyota Corolla pulls into my driveway at 8 P.M. I am about to go out there and tell her not to park in my space; she gets out of the car with a vase of flowers, goes upstairs, knocks on the door. No answer. She leaves the flowers at the door.
I step outside, as if I am going to get my mail from the group of mailboxes on the side of the apartment building. I see the flowers at the door upstairs. The arrangement looks nice. Again, I wonder what the hell I am doing, spending that kind of money on someone I don’t know just because she reminds me of someone I once loved and was going to have children with and broke my heart and left me sad.
