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“Lee, find Emily and take her down to the orlop. In the event Trevelyan has heard of our admiral’s
reward
for her, hide her there, wherever you think appropriate.”

Leander looked dazed and uncertain.

“Go! Now!”

Fly leaned into him and gave him an encouraging smile. “But don’t linger too long, Doctor. We may soon need you to wield a sword.” Leander snapped his mouth shut, cleared his throat, grinned self-consciously, and hurried off.

When he was gone, James removed two letters from the inside breast pocket of his uniform coat and held them out to Fly. “Should the outcome be … I would rest easier knowing …” He stopped, and began again. “There is one addressed to my wife and another to you. I have attempted to answer all your questions regarding Trevelyan. Just know that he was connected with the ugliest episode of my life.”

Fly accepted the letters with a comprehending nod. Silent seconds passed away before he was aware again of the vigilant eyes surrounding them. “Sir, the men … they are prepared to fight. They understand nothing of handing over prisoners in order to be left alone.”

James sighed. “I know that, son.” He raised his head to yell at Gus sitting up high on his platform. “Mr. Walby!”

“Aye, sir?”

“Get down from there this instant and get yourself below.” He turned to Fly again. “How far off is Gosport Yard, where our friends are set up in blockade?”

“We are not far off now, sir.”

“Let us pray they hear our guns.”

“Sir?”

With restored conviction and resolve, James settled his blue bicorne upon his head, and in a voice robust enough for all to hear cried, “Shall we give it a try, Mr. Austen? Shall we have a go at them?”

Understanding his captain’s meaning, Fly beamed. “Aye, sir!”

“Broadside!”

“Broadside it is, sir!”

“Turn her round, Mr. McGilp,” James bellowed to the coxswain, as he climbed sprightly down the ladder to the quarterdeck, “and let her fly.”

A roar of approval swept the
Isabelle
fore and aft as the energized men, seeing Captain Moreland striding with purpose down the deck towards the bow, high colour in his sunken cheeks and a glowing smile upon his lips, realized that he meant to fight. Fly followed, desperately trying to keep up to his revitalized leader, and was cheered to see the sailors’ reactions to the news. Mr. Crump gripped the larboard rail and showed his joy by dancing around on his one leg while Biscuit swiped the air several times with his cutlass. Bun Brodie released a guttural sound not unlike a foghorn and lifted a laughing Magpie high over his copper-coloured head. Bailey Beck clapped Morgan Evans on the back, almost knocking him off his feet, then pumped his arm in an enthusiastic handshake. The scarlet-jacketed marines all raised their muskets to their eyes, and the sweating gun crews rallied round their cannons and carronades on the larboard side of the ship, waving their rammers and fists in the air, ready to pour the gunpowder into the firing holes.

And the
Isabelle
turned her head slowly into the wind.

Within minutes, a second blast ripped from the
Serendipity.
This time it hit its mark, smashing into the mizzen topmast, snapping it in half and sheering away the lower platform, catching Gus Walby unawares on the ropes below and cruelly slinging him into the sea.

3:00 p.m.

(Afternoon Watch, Six Bells)

LEANDER SAID NOT A WORD throughout their journey from the hospital to his private cabin, located between the captain’s storeroom and the spirits room on the orlop deck. When finally he spoke, his tone was detached and formal, as if he were seeing Emily as a patient for the first time. “You’re to stay here.” He unlocked the low, thin door, held high the lantern he carried, and stood back to let her pass into the room. “I am sorry for the dampness and the strong smell of fish.”

Emily glanced miserably around his cramped quarters, which contained nothing more than a shabby hammock, a small bookshelf, and two wooden pegs on which he had hung a few articles of clothing. It was obvious to her why Leander preferred to sleep in the hospital. She stole a glance at him and her heart sank. He stared back at her, his features rigid, his eyes blank, as if she was not there at all, and solemnly he said, “I will not pretend that our situation is not serious. There are three of them to our one.”

“The
Amethyst – ?
”

“Our signals to her for assistance went unanswered.”

“Will you not allow me to stay in the hospital, Doctor?”

“It is Captain Moreland’s wishes – his orders – that you ride out the battle down here.”

“Would I not be put to better use helping you with your patients?”

“I – the men would only be anxious for your safety. You’ll be better off down here.”

Hearing the misstep in his speech, she scanned his handsome face, willing him to gaze upon her with adoring eyes as he once had, only to be disappointed when he blinked several times and looked away. A brooding silence fell between them. Emily’s arms dropped to her sides in defeat. She bit back her stinging tears in an effort to conceal her hurt and fear from him. Long, awkward moments passed before she broke their silence.

“Would you leave me the lantern? I do not like the darkness.”

“Of course,” he said, placing it on his bookshelf next to a slim volume of Robbie Burns’s poems. He gestured towards a small purple bottle slipped in amongst his books. “Should things get … intolerable, you might find a sip of that will help.” He frowned and started as if suddenly remembering something. Reaching into the pocket of his brown frock coat, he pulled from it a folded slip of parchment and held it out to her.

“Is it another letter to Jane you would have me read?” Emily asked.

“This one is for you.”

Emily glanced up sharply, daring to hope.

“There – there is information that has recently come to light,” he continued, his eyes full of sadness, “information gleaned from Captain Prickett and Lord Bridlington of the
Amethyst
with whom I had the privilege to dine last evening. It is the very best of news. Read my letter and take comfort in it, and know that you do have a life worth living.”

Emily looked puzzled. “You
tell
me this, Doctor, yet I hear no joy in your voice. What of that?”

From the far reaches of the orlop, a voice suddenly called out, shattering the unsettling stillness around them. “Dr. Braden? Are ya down here, sir?”

“I am, Mr. Brockley.”

“And will ya be along, then? The hospital – I’m worried it’ll soon be full, sir.”

“I am coming straightaway.”

Emily snapped in exasperation. “You are always needed somewhere! Why, I can hardly complete a sentence let alone a conversation in your company without someone listening in or pulling you away or beating to quarters or drowning or needing you to stitch up their bloody head! And now … you are needed
again.
” With a sharp intake of breath, she caught herself, regretting her words.

Leander lifted his chin. “There are many things I cannot change and that is one of them.”

She sighed and shook her head. “Doctor, will you not stay a moment? I should like to hear this good news from your own lips.”

“I should go.” He bent his tall frame to pass through the low door. Out in the darkness of the deck, he paused, briefly, before setting off, firm resignation evident in his stride.

A forlorn emptiness pressed down on Emily as she watched him go, disappearing bit by bit into the obscurity like an elusive dream. He was nothing more than a grey shape in the black shadows when a thunderous explosion ripped through the air and the
Isabelle
pitched and groaned with a hit. Panic arose in her breast as she listened to the crew’s suppressed but distinct outpouring of horrified anger in the distance. In the furore, she was certain she discerned the chilling words,
“man overboard.
” Her pulse accelerated with anxiety for the
Isabelle’s
crew. They were no longer faceless, nameless sailors; they were her friends, companions, brothers she had never before known, cherished substitutes for her lost parents. Her family.

“Who is it that has fallen now?”

Cold dread coursed through her veins as she realized, with a battle looming, a rescue of the poor soul would be impossible. The
Isabelle
shuddered as her larboard guns boomed and jumped in answer to the enemy blasts. Emily imagined the men falling dead, bloodied and torn apart by grapeshot, or worse still, alone and injured on the deck, pleading piteously for help that would be a long time in coming, if ever. Her mind raced to Morgan Evans, who only minutes before had said good-bye to her in the hospital after he had haltingly dictated a touching letter home to his Welsh sisters. She thought of Fly Austen and Captain Moreland running steadfastly about, assuring, assisting, and encouraging their men while standing in the direct line of enemy fire, and of little Magpie, his head still in bandages, and dear Gus Walby, proudly wearing his bicorne, both of them heady with adrenaline as they carried out orders and fought alongside the older men. Wild-eyed, she peered into the spreading gloom for a final glimpse of the one man she cared for above all others, and hysterically she cried out, “Leander!”

For a moment, there was a haunting silence, as if the battle had ended and all hands were lost, then at last she heard the welcoming echo of his returning footsteps. He soon appeared in the dim illumination of her lamplight, an expression of expectation on his face, staring at her with wide eyes as her own filled with tears.

“I cannot bear this coldness between us any longer,” she choked out. “I – I have relied so completely on your friendship these past weeks. I am well aware that I may not see you again. Will you – could you not at least shake hands with me?” She extended her trembling right hand as the tears started down her face and whispered, “Would you leave me thus?”

He stood stock-still, his auburn brow etched in sorrow, and for the longest time said nothing. Only when the pervasive wails of war intensified did his words at last tumble out. “If I had not heard the name of Mrs. Seaton and learned of your background and parentage and understood the reason for your unhappiness and nightmares; if everything was different, if everything was put right in the world – had we been born in the same circles – not opposite ends of the earth – and I wasn’t simply a ship’s doctor – then – then – I would never leave you.”

It was Emily’s turn to be rendered speechless. She gave him a tentative smile and her eyes never wavered from his face.

He nodded towards the letter she held to her breast and gently said, “I cannot stay long, but I shall stay here while you read it.”

Tearing it open, she hungrily swept its contents.

Dear Madam;

Should we not have an opportunity to speak again in private I feel compelled to inform you that I am now aware that you are the granddaughter of King George and will henceforth address you as the Princess Emeline Louisa. I can only speculate what unfortunate circumstances resulted in you being taken prisoner on the
Serendipity
and now understand why it was you were travelling across the ocean under the name of Mrs. Seaton. But know this – it has been my pleasure and an honour to care for your wounds these past weeks. You have proven to be a most affable and courageous patient.

Rejoice in the knowledge that your lady-in-waiting and your husband, Frederick Seaton, were rescued from the wreck of the
Amelia
and are safely home in England under the care of your Uncle William, the Duke of Clarence. It is my hope that this news will safeguard you from your blackest hours.

I bid you Godspeed,

Your Faithful Servant,

Leander Braden.

Emily’s fist tightened around the letter and her shoulders sagged as she fell against the cabin door, sinking to her knees, murmuring thanks like the tranquil sea after a tempest. Transfixed in happiness, she sat there until her spent sobs had turned to laughter and eagerly she looked up at Leander. “I travelled under the name Mrs. Seaton for no other reason than for my safety. Frederick Seaton is my cousin. He is not, nor ever shall be, my husband.”

Leander’s lips parted in surprise.

“There is so much that I need to tell you, Doctor. So much that I need to explain. Give me a chance to tell you about myself and when you have learned all, tell me there is some hope.”

“Hope? When we belong to such different worlds?”

“It is your world, not mine, to which I wish to belong.”

Leander stared at her in mute elation, then dropped down next to her. There he lifted her little white hand that bore the scars of her leap from the
Serendipity
and, closing his eyes tightly, held it to his cheek, then to his lips, letting it linger there. When he opened his eyes again, their sea-blue colour was more striking than ever, and the fine lines around them crinkled in mirth. He seemed as content as he had been that gusty morning when they had sat together on the
Isabelle’s
waist within the shelter of the smaller boats.