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The Elephant Girl (Choc Lit)

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Copyright © 2013 Henriette Gyland

First published 2013 by Choc Lit Limited

Penrose House, Crawley Drive, Camberley, Surrey GU15 2AB, UK

www.choclitpublishing.com

The right of Henriette Gyland to be identified as the Author of this Work has been asserted by her in accordance with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988

All characters and events in this publication, other than those clearly in the public domain, are fictitious and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental

All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording or otherwise, without the prior permission of the publisher or a licence permitting restricted copying. In the UK such licences are issued by the Copyright Licensing Agency, 90 Tottenham Court Road, London, W1P 9HE

A CIP catalogue record for this book is available from the British Library

ISBN 978-1-78189-119-3

Dedicated to the memory of my friend

Terhi Hannele Campbell

1968–2008

Contents

Title page

Copyright information

Dedication

Acknowledgements

Prologue

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Twenty

Chapter Twenty-One

Chapter Twenty-Two

Chapter Twenty-Three

Chapter Twenty-Four

Chapter Twenty-Five

Chapter Twenty-Six

Chapter Twenty-Seven

Chapter Twenty-Eight

Chapter Twenty-Nine

Chapter Thirty

Chapter Thirty-One

Chapter Thirty-Two

About the Author

More Choc Lit

More from Choc Lit

Introducing Choc Lit

Acknowledgements

First of all, a huge thank you to the Choc Lit team for helping me knock this story into shape, and for the gorgeous art work. You’re a real pleasure to work with.

A very special thank you to my critique partner and friend Pia Fenton, and my beta-readers Jenny Haddon and Kate Thomson. Also, to my sister Pernille, my parents Elsebeth and Bjørn, and my friend Jane Coulthard for their unwavering support.

A lot of ingredients go into writing a book, and not just coming up with a story, but also the technical or subject-specific references. Many people have been kind enough to help me with those, suffering lengthy phone calls and late night e-mails. Thank you to Lesley McCall for information on childhood epilepsy, and to Zofia Millar for her personal experience of living with epilepsy. She also has a mightily brutal red pen! To Jussi Kaur and Manjit Rooprah for help with Indian customs and for sharing their personal memories of Goa, Darshana Thakrar who proofread the phrases in Hindi, and Kelvin Woolmer for references to police procedures.

Also thanks to Liz Harris, Myra Kersner, Janet Gover, Jean Fullerton and all my other friends and colleagues in the Romantic Novelists’ Association. I’m proud to be a member of such a supportive organisation. (The parties are good too.)

And, as always, to Tim, Oliver and Ruby, who accept that I can be an absolute bear to live with at times.

Prologue

Ealing, London – 20 years ago

The car has pulled up alongside the park. Helen knows it because this is where she went to the circus with Mummy in the summer. Ealing Common. Mummy has told her that in the olden days people used to keep donkeys there. There aren’t any donkeys now, only muddy grass and heaps of yellow leaves blowing under the trees that go all around the common.

She knows it must be early, because it isn’t light yet. The street lamps are glowing orangey-red, and it’s very quiet. Other cars are parked near them, but the people who own them must still be asleep, because there’s no one around.

Someone brushes past the car. Helen flinches away from the window because he looks like a spaceman, but it’s only a cyclist all bundled up in black clothes, gloves and glasses that look like mirrors. He leans the bike against a tree and lights a cigarette, tapping the lighter against the palm of his hand.

Turning her head, she spots another man walking his dog. He’s huddled in a coat and hood and seems to be looking right at Helen although she can’t see his face. The dog is big with curly brown fur and a silly face, and it bounces around its master as they walk. She follows them with her eyes, glancing beyond them to the edge of the park where she can see more cars and a red double-decker bus driving past on the big, dangerous road. The bus is nearly empty, and the cars still have their lights on.

Helen yawns. She’s feeling sleepy, but it’s not the real sort of sleepy like when it’s bedtime. It’s the kind of sleepy that Mummy says she has to be a good girl and take her medicine for. The doctor calls it a medical condition, and Helen knows the name for it. It’s a long word which rolls off her tongue when she says it.

Epilepsy.

Plepsy, plopsy, flopsy, she chants silently. Flopsy is the name of her pet rabbit, who lives in a cage in the garden, and who eats carrots and apples and his own poo. She smiles. He sleeps a lot too, even when you hold him, and that’s why she called him Flopsy.

The dog is back. Fighting back the drowsiness, Helen watches it running playfully from tree to tree. She wishes that she didn’t feel so tired, then perhaps she could’ve played in the leaves too instead of sitting in the car, which is boring, boring, boring, but she can’t because they have to meet someone. Who, she asked, but Mummy wouldn’t say.

A little light flashes inside her head, and she blinks and rubs her eyes. This is what happens if she doesn’t take her medicine, she sees lights and colours that aren’t really there, and she worries because she doesn’t think Mummy gave it to her this morning. Mummy was in a strange mood, dressing her roughly without a word, no breakfast and no teeth-brushing. Helen didn’t dare remind her of the medicine.

Mummy’s big shopping bag is lying on the back seat next to Helen’s car seat. It’s a cream cloth bag edged with red ribbon and red carry handles, and it has a picture on the front of an Indian prince riding an elephant. Mummy has a lot of handbags – and lots of nice clothes too – but Helen loves this bag best because it’s embroidered with gold beads and red sequins.

She lifts the top of the bag and peers inside. Perhaps Mummy put the medicine in there. Secretly she hopes not because she doesn’t like taking it. She only really likes Calpol. The epilepsy medicine is a red liquid which tastes horrible, and she has to wash it down with something. Water is best; orange juice just makes it taste even more yucky. But the medicine isn’t in there, and instead the bag is stuffed full of boring-looking papers and computer discs. She sighs and looks out of the window again.

Her gaze falls on a car on the other side of the road. She can’t remember if it was there when she and Mummy got here, but she’s sure she’s seen it before. She looks at it more closely. It’s a small blue car with a dent in the door. She cranes her neck, straining against the seat belt which is attached to a clip on the side of her car seat, but she’s firmly stuck.

A lady is sitting in the blue car, and even though she’s wearing a large coat and a thick scarf around her neck, Helen recognises her. This lady used to be Mummy’s friend, but not any more. Now she sometimes stands outside the house where they live, and when Helen points her out, Mummy runs out into the street and shouts go away, leave us alone. Helen feels sorry for the lady who looks like she’s lost something precious, but she doesn’t like to say anything. Sometimes Mummy can be a bit scary, a bit like Auntie Letitia, actually. Helen likes Auntie Ruth better, even if she cries a lot when she thinks no one is watching.

Helen lifts her hand and waves, but the lady tugs up the collar of her coat then slides down in her seat as if she wants to sleep, and Helen can only see the top of her head. She considers telling Mummy about it, but Mummy is busy talking on the car phone. She’s keeping her voice down, and Helen can’t make out what she’s saying. She knows she’s not allowed to interrupt, and she doesn’t really want Mummy to go chasing after the lady anyway, leaving her alone in the car, so she keeps quiet.

Blue streaks of light blink in her head, and everything around her turns a hazy sort of purple, like smoke. Helen knows what’s happening to her. It’s called fitting, and it means that her head goes funny. She doesn’t like the fitting; before it starts, it makes her tremble all over, and it’s always horrible afterwards. But there’s nothing she can do. Helpless in her car seat she gets that sick blue feeling of being all alone which she knows so well. Terrified, she tries to call out to Mummy, but the words don’t seem to come out of her mouth …

Helen returns to the world around her. Her eyelids flutter but feel like they’ve been glued together, and she’s too tired to try and open her eyes yet. Her arms and legs are heavy, and she’s thirsty. She rubs her eyes and opens them slowly. She doesn’t remember why she fell asleep. Was it night time? So why isn’t she in her bed like she always is when she wakes up in the morning? Then she remembers that she’s in the car with Mummy, and that Mummy was on the car phone when Helen started fitting.

Except Mummy isn’t on the phone any more. She’s still sitting on the front seat, but her head is dangling in a funny way, and her arm is lying on the other seat as if it just fell there. The lady from the blue car is leaning over Mummy and has both her hands on Mummy’s chest.

‘Oh, God!’ she cries. ‘Oh, dear God!’ She lifts Mummy’s chin up and puts her mouth over Mummy’s as if she wants to kiss her, but it’s a weird kiss where she blows air into Mummy’s mouth.

Helen twists in her seat and presses the button on the seat belt clip. The seat belt snaps out. She isn’t supposed to do that when they’re driving because Mummy says they might have an accident, but they’re not driving right now so she thinks it’s probably okay.

‘What’s the matter with my mummy?’ asks Helen, and leans forward. She doesn’t like what the lady is doing, and she can’t understand why Mummy doesn’t push her away. There’s a knife with red stuff on it on the other seat next to Mummy’s hand, and Helen recognises it as the one Mummy uses for opening letters. She doesn’t understand why Mummy would bring it in the car.

The lady ignores her and keeps blowing air into Mummy’s mouth. Helen is just about to push the lady away because she doesn’t think Mummy really likes what she’s doing to her, but then she sees that Mummy’s white shirt has gone completely red at the front as if someone has spilt paint all over her. Her eyes are open and looking at Helen, but she doesn’t seem to see her, and some red stuff is coming out of her mouth where the lady is blowing. It’s all over her neck too.

Helen hits the lady on the shoulder with her fist. ‘Leave my mummy alone!’ she shouts angrily. ‘Stop biting her!’

The lady pulls away from Mummy. She has tears in her eyes, and her lips have gone red from the stuff from Mummy’s mouth. ‘I never meant
 …
’ she whispers hoarsely. ‘I’m so sorry.’

Helen freaks out. Shrieking, she jumps back and cowers in the corner of the back seat looking for somewhere to hide, something to hide behind, but there’s nothing there, not even the elephant bag with the papers.

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