The Whispers (5 page)

What he’d seen, what he’d
done,
had awaked some sleeping dog within him. It was pacing. Eloise didn’t know him—who he was, where he was.

But that voice kept ringing and the crows kept crying. She kept seeing those hands, nails caked black with something, sifting through the pictures. She watched the news, waiting for the story that would make things clear. But there was nothing, until finally one morning after she dropped Amanda off at school, she just couldn’t take it anymore. She knew what she needed to do, even though it seemed crazy. She drove to the police station, intending to ask for Ray Muldune, The Hollows Police Department’s only detective. What was she going to say to him? She had no idea. She just knew that it was the right time and he was the right person.

When she arrived, the station house was vibrating with urgency. A girl had been reported missing last night. A frantic, all-night search was still under way.

Then she saw the picture that was circulating. A plain girl, with straight blonde hair and smiling dark eyes—Sarah. She was an only child, a talented violinist, a good student, someone who would never be late without calling her mother. Eloise realized that she recognized the girl. Eloise had cleaned the Meyers’s house once when she took on jobs to help Alfie make ends meet. It had been a big, gorgeous place with no one home, just a key under the mat at the door.

“I need to see Ray Muldune,” Eloise told the female officer at the front desk.

“In reference to?”

“I may have some information about—Sarah.”

The woman held her eyes for a second, a cop’s stare—assessing, suspicious, wary. If she recognized Eloise, she didn’t say anything. The officer picked up the phone in front of her. “Someone with possible information about Sarah.”

It wasn’t a minute before a gray-haired man with a thick unkempt mustache (his wife hated it) was standing in front of her. He had dark circles under his eyes, a look of terrible weariness that was more than fatigue (unhappy marriage, struggling with his teenage children, fed up with his job).

“Can I help you?” Something crossed his face. Recognition. He knew who she was.

There was something about him. Something strong and appealing, a man who handled things, who didn’t rest until a job was done. He was the right person to talk to; she was sure of that. His name had been in her head, even though she’d never met him. Of course, The Hollows was a small town. She’d probably heard everyone’s name at least once, knew what most people did for a living.

“Can we speak alone?”

He squinted at her, then led her into his office. She told him the truth—everything, from the accident, to the first vision about the girl in the well. (He liked that; a fact he could confirm. He opened a notebook, jotted something down, then turned back to her.) This was long before computers were a feature on everybody’s desk. He watched her attentively, head tilted, eyes narrowed, as she recounted the visions she had about Sarah.

Well, she didn’t exactly tell him the whole truth. She told him about the man who took Sarah, everything about him, even the things she had not acknowledged fully to herself, including what she thought might be the first letter of his name. The words just tumbled out of her, almost as if she didn’t have anything to do with what she was saying.

She didn’t tell him exactly the way Sarah had died. That was not the reason she’d had the vision; she knew that. She was here to help them find her. She was here to make sure the man didn’t do what he would eventually do to another girl. It was a cold, hard certainty within her.

“You said dirt under his fingernails,” Muldune said when she was done. He was doodling on a pad in front of him. (Something he did that helped him think. His wife hated that, too. She hated a number of his little quirks, things he was powerless to change.)

“Not dirt,” she said. “Oil maybe.”

“Hands calloused, dry?”

She closed her eyes, trying to remember. “Yes,” she said finally. “I think so.”

“Like maybe he worked in a garage?”

Eloise shook her head thoughtfully. It sounded right, but she’d reached the end of her knowledge, and that horrible thrum of anxiety had subsided. She’d done what she needed to do. A tremendous wave of relief and fatigue crashed over her.

“Well,” he said after another moment. “Thank you for your help. We’ll be in touch if we need any more information.”

A respectful blow off—which was actually fine. She wasn’t one of those glommers-on, someone who wanted to help solve crimes, or stand on the sidelines watching the investigation unfold. She didn’t want attention or credit. She wanted to do what she had been asked to do, nothing more.

She left then, got in her car and drove home and cleaned the house. Maybe that was it, she told herself as she scrubbed the floor with a nearly religious zeal. Maybe that was the final event. Sarah was gone—not in the foyer, not in the kitchen or the upstairs bath.

The house was quiet except for the soft mewing of Oliver, the new kitten that she had brought home for Amanda. Alfie had always been allergic, so they’d never had pets. Oliver wasn’t much of a consolation prize, but he brought some much needed cuteness and comedy relief into their grim little house where the dead dominated.

Eloise had thought a kitten might be good for her daughter, who recently seemed to have discovered rage. Amanda was angry at Eloise—for having a doctor’s appointment that morning Alfie and Emily died, for the
crazy visions
, because Eloise had forgiven Barney Croft.

How do you
forgive
the man who killed your family? What right do
you
have to
forgive
him?
Amanda
had shrieked
,
when Eloise shared her experience
.
Dr. Ben said that anger was healthy for Amanda, way better than the depression that comes from turning anger inward. But it certainly wasn’t pleasant—the screaming, the door slamming, the sudden hysterics. Eloise’s nerves were frayed.

She’ll work through it
, Dr. Ben promised.
Trust me, you would rather deal with this than the alternatives. Speaking of which—how are
you
doing?

•    •    •

Detective Muldune knocked on her door at five to midnight. It was a loud, insistent knock that woke both Amanda and her instantly.

“Who is it?” Amanda whispered. She was still sleeping in Eloise’s bed, a habit Eloise had no intention of trying to break right now.

“I have no idea,” she said. As Eloise climbed down the stairs, she saw the flashing lights in her driveway, Detective Muldune standing on her porch with his shield out. Eloise experienced a dump of fear.
Oh, G
od
, she thought.
I knew all sorts of things I shouldn’t know. Maybe they think I had something to do with it?

“Mrs. Montgomery, can you open the door? Detective Ray Muldune of The Hollows PD.”

She pulled it open, aware that Amanda, who was creeping down the stairs behind her, had come to sit on the middle step. Was Amanda going to have to witness Eloise being hauled off by the police?

“Can I help you?” she asked.

“I don’t know,” he said. “
Can
you?”

The desperation was coming off of him in waves. She saw that he was alone; there were no other cars, just his empty prowler in the driveway, red lights silently spinning.

“We can’t find her,” he said. “We have no leads. Her parents are beside themselves. We’ve had people out looking for nearly forty-eight hours. Time is running out.”

Eloise shook her head. She thought her job was finished; she didn’t know what to say. Was she supposed to help him further?

“Trust me,” he said. “I wouldn’t be here if I had
anywhere
else to go.”

“Let me get dressed,” she said. He offered a solemn nod and walked off her porch back to his car. She quietly closed the door and turned toward the stairs.

“You’re
going
with him?” said Amanda. She wore this particular angry scowl when she looked at her mother now.
She hates me
, Eloise thought.

“I have to,” said Eloise moving past her.

“You don’t
have
to do anything,” she said nastily.

“I think I do,” said Eloise.

“You’re going to leave me here? It’s the middle of the night.”

“You can come,” Eloise said.

“The hell I will,” said her once sweet daughter. Amanda got to her feet and stormed up the stairs past Eloise. She slammed her door so hard that the china in the cabinet downstairs rattled, channeling Emily.

“This is
bullshit
,” her daughter screamed through the closed door. “You. Are. Not. A. Psychic.”

A psychic? The word conjured women in flowing skirts and headscarves, crystal balls and fortune-telling cards. Is that what she was?

Eloise got dressed and tried to push open Amanda’s door. It was locked.

“Amanda,” she said. “I know you’re angry. Try to understand, okay?”

Nothing.

“I didn’t ask for any of this,” she said. She rested her forehead on the door. “I’m just—” What? What was she doing? “I’m just trying to do the right thing.”

Nothing.

“I love you.”

Eloise waited.

“I love you, too,” Amanda said after a moment. That was something, at least. She didn’t open the door, though. It had always been a rule of the family, never part without saying “I love you.” They both knew the worst thing could happen.

•    •    •

Ray Muldune’s car was overwarm and smelled of fast-food hamburgers. He filled his seat, belly hanging over his belt. His jacket was wrinkled and soft with overwear.

“I brought you something,” he said. He pulled it out of his pocket and let it rest in his open palm. It was a red Goody barrette. There was one in the box in the man’s room. This must be the other one. “A volunteer found this in the woods.”

They both looked at it. Eloise wasn’t sure why, but she didn’t want to touch it. She looked away, watched a squirrel run lithely across a branch of the great oak tree in her front yard.

“I don’t know how this works,” he said. His wedding ring looked uncomfortably tight on his finger.

“Neither do I,” she answered. She wrapped her arms around herself. It was so cold. She was always so cold lately. She felt as if she’d be shivering even if it were a hundred degrees.

“I don’t believe in this kind of thing,” he said. He kept his eyes on the cheap plastic bauble, not on her.

“I don’t blame you,” she said.

After a moment, she reached for the barrette. At first, there was nothing. It was just a piece of plastic and metal, no energy at all. But then she was there, in the woods. She was above them while he carried her carefully between the trees. Her hair snagged on the branch, and the barrette fell onto the ground.

“It’s hers,” she said.

Muldune was looking at her strangely.

“What?” she asked.

“I just lost you there for a minute,” he says. “You were a million miles away.”

“He knows her. But she doesn’t know him,” Eloise said. “He saw her, but she didn’t notice him. No one ever does. Once he saw her, he followed her all the time. He has access to the school.”

It came out of her in a strange tumble, facts that she had no access to moments before. There was something else. She’d seen it before, but it was just out of reach. What was it?

“Someone saw a car by the side of the road,” the detective said. “It was parked in the shoulder by The Hollows Wood.”

It came to her then, something about the mention of the woods. She’d lost that piece. “The blind,” she said. “He took her to a hunters’ blind.”

Muldune sat up at that. He put the car into reverse and backed out of the driveway.

“Okay,” he said. He pulled out onto the rural road and started to drive. “Where?”

“Somewhere in the woods,” she said. “He walked miles with her. He’s tall and strong. He works with his hands.”

“We tried to bring the car owner in,” he said. It was more like he was speaking to himself, though, as if she wasn’t really there. “But we can’t find him.”

“Is his name Tommy?” asked Eloise. The name was just in her head. Muldune didn’t say anything. “Does he work with cars?”

Still nothing from Muldune, but he was driving faster. She knew where he was going. He was taking her to where the car had been parked. At first, she didn’t think that was right. The man had been on foot. But then she put it together: he’d driven first and then come up the back way. That’s how he’d made it there so quickly.

After a bit, the detective pulled over. They both got out of the car and headed between the trees without a word to each other. He had a big powerful flashlight that illuminated the way before them. They walked far, getting breathless and tired. Muldune followed close behind Eloise, who had no idea where they were going. But she did know. Of course she did.

When the flashlight beam fell upon the hunters’ blind, almost invisible among the trees, Eloise stopped. A wave of nausea hit her so powerfully that she almost doubled over with it. She had to lean against a tree until it passed. All the while, Muldune kept his eyes on her. He had no idea what to do with Eloise—he was afraid of her, confused by her. He didn’t want to believe in her. All of this, she could read in his concerned frown.

Muldune pulled a radio from his belt and turned it on, its staticky hum filling the night. He spoke softly in a language of shorthand and number codes that she didn’t understand. She heard the trickle of a creek, and she turned toward the sound. Muldune’s flashlight beam filled the area. She saw what she didn’t want to see. One slender white arm. That coldness inside, it spread.

She folded herself over and started to cry.

•    •    •

Eloise thought that justice was a funny thing. It was a big idea, a romantic one. It was imagined like a satisfying end to a story. Justice must be served. Is one
served
Justice, like a meal at a table? Or does one
serve
Justice, like a maid in a grand house? These are the thoughts that Eloise was having as she sat at Barney Croft’s sentencing.