Untamable (4 page)

She moaned, arched her back, thrusting her breasts into his touch.

His rumbled growl sent shivers down her spine. “Don’t move.” The rough voice didn’t quite sound like his.

“You’ve…got…to be kid…ding.” She squirmed, craving to be closer to him.

His entire body trembled. “The beast.”

“I don’t give a flying fuck about your beast.”

Neon green eyes bore down at her. “You’d better care, because he’s screaming to flip you over and fuck you so hard you won’t be able to walk tomorrow.”

God help her, she wanted him to do it. She wanted to be on all fours, him towering over her, thrusting inside her. She wanted to rest her head against his shoulder, expose her throat for him while he took her. That’s exactly what she wanted.

He growled, yanking her pants and underwear off. They went flying across the room to land in the fireplace.

“Hey!” She shoved at him to move so she could try to rescue them.

“Forget them. If I have to buy you a thousand pairs, I’ll make it up to you. But not right now. I’ve got something entirely different in mind.” He winked, easing some of her shyness.

She still had to fight the urge to cover herself, but this was Jasper. The man she’d fantasized about for years, the man she loved. The wolf who she knew would never let her go, never hurt her, and most of all never stop loving her.

* * * *

Jasper hadn’t wanted her to know he was still a virgin too. But he’d waited so long to have her and hated to see the insecurity filling her.

He suckled a nipple into his mouth, and his teeth grazed the hard point. Her body arched off the bed when the graze became a tender bite.

“Oh god.” She hissed, slamming her head back against the mattress, which gave him complete control over her body.

Jasper couldn’t take any more. He had to have her. He moved over her, his legs straddling her smooth soft body. His cock rested on her stomach as he moved closer to continue and suckle her breasts. He flicked his tongue over her nipple while rolling the other one between his fingers. His body burned with desire. He wanted to be inside her more than anything, but with what little control he had, he needed to slow down.

She arched off the bed, but was shoved back down with one strong hand on her hip. Jasper’s teeth dragged across her pointed nipple. The rich taste of her was driving him insane. He tugged it to an even firmer point before releasing it to give the other the same attention.

“God, you’re beautiful. I don’t know how Cole kept men away from you.”

She snorted. “Please, like any other man could ever get this far with me.” Her smile made his heart swell.

He trailed his lips down her soft, velvety stomach, which quivered with his touch. She writhed under him. The more she thrashed, the more she rubbed her wet pussy against his cock. He grew hotter until he burned to have her. He burned so hot he was sure he’d burst like a volcano any second.

The whiskers, which had grown since his shift, scratched against her skin, leaving small red streaks where his face skimmed her flesh. He gazed up at her to see eyes shining bright. She thrust her hand into his thick, wild hair.

He moved his head to press a kiss in her palm, hoping to reassure her. Jasper gripped her knees, spreading them to accommodate his shoulders. The silky flesh glided over his own skin. Lowering his head between her legs, he inhaled the sweet feminine smell of her pussy.

He resisted the urge to peek into her mind. He wanted to know everything she desired, but he craved her to tell him.

Jasper leaned down, his breath brushing through her coarse auburn curls. He pushed his face closer, trying to hold back, but the smell coming from her pussy enticed him and drove him mad with desire. He inhaled deeply before looking up her body to meet her eyes.

“You smell so good. All these years I’ve held back when I scented your arousal around me. Never again. The beast has smelled it, and after he tastes you, I won’t hold back ever again.”

Her breath hitched at his words. “What about the man? Will
you
hold back? ’Cause I want more than just the beast. I want you.” Her voice dropped an octave to a tone he barely recognized.

Jasper grinned. If only she knew. He’d never be able to hold man or beast back now. “Babe, I love you. I’ll never be able to hold back again.” He skimmed through her curls with his lips to find her slick folds.

He lowered his hands down her thighs to her pussy. She hissed out a breath. Then he flicked his tongue in one long swipe from clit to asshole. Her body tensed as a soft moan slipped from her lips. He repeated the lapping, but stopped at her clit.

* * * *

Sidda almost screamed when his mouth closed over the little bud. He mimicked the suckling motion he’d given her nipples. She fisted his hair to hold him in place. He groaned and vibrations from his throat spread over her sensitive flesh, pushing her toward a cliff. One she knew for certain she wanted to jump off.

Imagining him fingering her was nothing compared to the real thing. Two of his fingers prodded at her opening. She wriggled, trying to scoot away from the slight burn they created. He flicked his tongue across her clit. The burning heat he produced spread from her clit outward, urging her to arch off the bed. Her hips rose from the bed, thrusting her pussy farther into his face. He sucked harder.

“Jesus, Jasper, please.” Pleasure too intense washed over her.

He released her clit with a pop of suction. “Please what?” His voice was deep and thick with desire.

“I want…no, I need you inside me. I don’t want the first time I come with you to be without you inside me.”

Lines drew together on his forehead with the forming frown. “What do you mean the first time you come with me? Have you ever come before?”

She nearly laughed at his outraged and hurt tone. She grinned and threaded her hands through his hair to tug him up to face her. His body glided easily over hers. Both were drenched with sweat. His face hovered just over hers. “I’ve had an orgasm before, haven’t you?”

His eyes narrowed, and green slowly turned to burnt orange. “With my hand!”

“And me with mine.” She bit down on her bottom lip to keep from laughing.

A split second later, she lifted her head to meet his lips in an urgent kiss. Her lips devoured his. Then his mouth parted, and his tongue met hers. She tasted herself on his tongue. Shocked and repulsed, she tried to deny the slight intrigue it stirred within her. She stopped fighting and sucked his tongue into her mouth. He groaned into the depths of her mouth.

Above her, he rotated. His thick cock pressed at her entrance. A moment of panic swept over her. He was so large and that hole so small. She tensed to pull away, to break the kiss. Instead, he took control, deepening it. His tongue massaged the roof of her mouth, sending bolts of lust through her with each touch.

He pushed ever so slightly inside her. The burning from his fingers had only been a fraction of the stinging pain she now felt. She gasped, tearing her mouth away from his. His body went still except for the slight rock of his hips. Jasper’s head fell to her neck, the mark pulsed when he grazed his cock against her. She focused on the pulse, and the pure pleasure he felt poured through their bond to ebb her pain. Hardness pushed against the tight opening. But as he eased inside her, even his pleasure seeping past their bond didn’t vanish the pain of her stretching. She pressed her palms against his chest, hoping he’d stop. The burning was nearly too much.

He groaned against her ear. “Holy shit.” He thrust deeper into her. His breath was ragged.

Every brain cell she possessed said to shut her legs and push the object impaling her out. Yet the lust within screamed to open her thighs and allow him to reach all the way into her. She did, and the pain began to fade. His muscles flexed beneath her palms running down his back. She closed her eyes to just feel him.

He rocked his hips, slowly thrusting into her and then slower out. Just as the head of his cock reached her opening, he delved back in. His animalistic grunts and quiet growls rumbled in his chest to vibrate hers. Again he moved out of her, but this time when he thrust back in, she raised her hips, meeting his flesh. She gasped when he hit that secret spot inside her she’d tried so hard to find. That bundle of nerves she could never quite find on her own beckoned him.

He tensed, his body growing stiff above hers. “Mark me, please, Sidda. I can’t last much longer, and I want your mark.”

Sidda’s eyes snapped open. His beautiful tanned flesh glistened with sweat. She licked her lips. He turned his head, exposing his neck to her. A sign of pure trust, complete and utter love.

Her mind might not agree, but her body and heart said she needed to mark him. What was more, she craved putting her mark on his neck for all to know he belonged to her as she to him. She scraped his flesh with her teeth.

He growled above her. “Hard. Break the skin, taste me. Let my blood flow into you. Our blood will run through each other’s veins then.”

The thought of his blood in her should have scared her, disgusted her even, yet it didn’t. Some part of her knew without this he’d never truly be hers. She closed her eyes. The last thing in the world she wanted to do was hurt him.

His movements grew erratic, and he thrust wildly into her. An ache started to peak inside her. He thrust deeper, holding himself buried inside her before pushing as far as he could into her. She bit, and she bit hard.

The flesh broke, sending metallic blood over her tongue. She gagged but managed to swallow. Instantly, his pleasure intensified within their bond. She took it inside, screaming her release. Her body clamped down around his, and his dick jumped inside her. She gasped when it swelled slightly inside her convulsing pussy. Cum spurted into her, and her body begged for more.

“I love you, please don’t leave me again,” she cried out against his shoulder, kissing the swelling red bite.

“Never. I love you more than life itself.” His voice was strangled.

All her doubts about his love faded to nothing. He was hers, and she’d never be without him again. The bond from the mark linked them together, for life. God help them both.

Chapter Four

Sidda yearned to believe that Jasper would always be hers. That he could fulfill every promise he’d made during the last few hours, but knew deep down that he couldn’t, regardless of what he said. Her heart told her to stay in the moment of ecstasy, to wait, enjoy the aftershocks and the joy of being with the man she loved for the first time. She couldn’t. The pessimistic side of her wouldn’t allow it.

“Jasper,” she said, her voice a whisper.

“No, Sidda, don’t ruin this. I’ll never leave you again. Be happy that we’ve finally found our way back to each other.”

“I don’t think you can promise me that. I mean if you’re the North American Alpha then you can’t stay here with me. Your pack will need you. All of the packs will.” She hated the helplessness she felt.

She lay still when Jasper propped himself up on his elbows to look down at her. His face grew slack. “I don’t care if they need me,
I
need you.” He kissed her lips.

The bond connecting them let his love flow to her, making her heart swell. “What about your pack, your brothers? You said once that your mother had given birth to three of you.”

Jasper’s eyes filled with rage. “Not much of my past is clear from before the attack, but I remember there being three of us. My mom had been scared and running from the men trailing us. She’d screamed for the three of us to hurry, but that’s all I remember. I found some of the old pack members who’d fled the attack and returned to Romania. According to them, my dad, the Alpha of the Blue Moon Pack, was scared for my family and sent us here to the outskirts of north Georgia while he tried to control the threat of a second pack war.”