Authors: Virginia Boecker
finally catch on. ‘It has to do with his curse, doesn’t it?’
George scowls. ‘How d’you know about that?’
‘John told me.’ He raises his eyebrows at that. But I go
on. ‘So that’s it, isn’t it? There’s a wizard cursing Nicholas,
and you want me to find him and take him out?’
He shrugs. ‘I dunno. I mean, now that I know what you
are, it seems the most likely possibility. We’ll find out for
sure tonight.’
I shake my head. ‘I’m sorry,’ I say. ‘I can’t find your
wizard for you. In case you haven’t noticed, I’m in a lot of
trouble. I have to get out of here.’
‘How exactly d’you plan on doing that?’ George says.
‘You’re the most wanted person in the country. They’ll be
looking for you.’
‘I know that!’ I say. ‘Why do you think I was trying to
take Nicholas’s stuff?’
‘To fulfill your dream of opening a china shop?’
I glare at him. ‘I don’t have time for this.’ I move towards
the door again. ‘You’ll just have to get someone else to find
your wizard for you.’
George gets to his feet and steps in front of me. ‘You
know I can’t let you do that.’
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I sigh. ‘I don’t want to hurt you, George. But if you get in
my way, I will.’
He holds up his hands but doesn’t move. ‘You want
to leave. I get that. If I were you, I’d want that, too. But
you have no clothes, no weapons. And no money to get
those things.’
‘No thanks to you,’ I mutter.
‘Even if you did, you have no safe way to get around.
With the reward they’re offering, you’ll have people after
you everywhere you turn. Pirates, hirelings, mercenaries—’
‘I can take them.’
‘Yes, but for how long? Long enough to make it across
the country? All the way to Gaul? That’s where you’re
going, isn’t it?’
I don’t reply.
‘We can help you,’ George continues. ‘If you did this for
us, if you helped us find the wizard cursing Nicholas and
stop him, I reckon he’d give you whatever you want.’
It’s a tempting offer. Still, I hesitate. Finding the
wizard isn’t the concern; I could do that with ease. It’s
not that Blackwell is after me; he’s after me anyway. It’s not
even Caleb.
There’s something else bothering me. Finally, I land
on it.
‘Why me?’ I say. ‘There are other witch hunters who
could have done the job for you. Ones you wouldn’t have
had to break out of jail, or who weren’t wanted criminals.
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I’m sure you could have found someone willing.’ Not
Caleb, of course. But I can think of several others who
might’ve done it. For the right price, anyway.
‘I don’t know why you, either,’ George says. ‘You heard
Peter. We thought you were a mistake. If we’d got to you
earlier, when we were supposed to, none of this would have
happened. It didn’t make it easy on us, either.’
‘Why didn’t Nicholas just tell me this?’
George’s eyes widen. ‘Didn’t know you were a witch
hunter, did he? Thinks you’re an innocent girl, doesn’t
he?’ He shakes his head. ‘I’ll tell you, you had us all fooled.
I thought you were a spy. Fifer and Nicholas think you’re
a witch. And John…’
‘John what?’
‘He just thinks you’re a mistake. That’s all.’
‘Oh.’ This bothers me for a moment, but I shake it off.
‘As I say, Nicholas doesn’t know what you’re supposed
to find,’ George continues. ‘He hasn’t told you what he does
know because he thought you were too fragile to take it.’
‘Fragile?’ I scoff. ‘I could kill you right now, using only
my thumb.’
To my surprise, this makes him laugh. ‘Aye. But have
you looked in the mirror lately?’
I ignore this. ‘So that’s it then? I just have to help him
find this wizard?’
He nods.
I consider it. As much as I hate to admit it, I do need
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help. That much hasn’t changed. I still need a way to leave
the country and money to do it with. And it might not be a
bad idea to have Nicholas’s protection. He’s been in exile
a long time and managed to keep Blackwell at bay. Maybe
he can do the same for me. If I had to guess, I’d say I’m
going to be in exile for a long time, too.
‘Fine. I’ll do it. I’ll find your wizard for you.’ George
sighs in relief. ‘Not so fast,’ I add. ‘I have a few conditions.’
‘Oh?’
‘First, I want a guarantee you aren’t going to use me to
get what you need, then turn me over for the reward.’
‘Nicholas would never do that.’
I think Nicholas would absolutely do that, but I don’t
bother to argue. ‘Fine. Then after it’s over, he won’t have
any problem escorting me wherever I want to go.’
George nods. ‘If that’s what you want.’
‘Second, I don’t want anyone else to know about me.’
This makes him frown. ‘Nicholas is bound to find out,’
he says. ‘If he doesn’t figure it out on his own, the seer will
surely tell him.’
‘I know. But it’s not just Nicholas I’m worried about.’
I think about the others. Peter’s a pirate, no doubt skilled
with a sword. Fifer is Nicholas’s ‘star pupil’. There’s no
telling how many ways she could curse me. Then there’s
John. He wouldn’t hurt me, I know that. But I think if he
were to learn the truth about me, it would be just as
unpleasant, in a different kind of way.
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‘So do we have a deal?’
George nods. Then he sits back down in the chair and
beckons to me. ‘So, can I see it? Your stigma, I mean? I’ve
never seen one before.’
‘There’s nothing to see.’ I touch a hand to my stomach.
‘It only shows itself when I get injured, then vanishes
when I heal.’
George grins. ‘I could stab you…’
I point my thumb towards his eye.
He cracks a laugh. ‘I’m joking. But that’s clever, it
disappearing like that. Keeps you from getting caught.
Explains why Fifer didn’t see it when she cleaned you up, or
John when he examined you.’
I feel a sudden jolt at the thought of John looking at –
and possibly touching – my bare stomach.
‘So what does it look like?’
‘What?’
‘Your stigma,’ George says. ‘Is it awful?’
‘Oh. No. I mean, it’s not as bad as you’d think.’ When I
found out we were getting stigmas, I panicked. I imagined
the worst: a brand, a scar, something raised and raw
and ugly. But it’s small and delicate – elegant even, like
handwriting done with a fine pen.
‘Did it hurt?’
I don’t answer right away. The marking ceremony took
place right after I took my final test as a recruit. That test is
something I don’t like to think about, much less talk about.
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I must have been in shock after it was over. I don’t really
remember if it hurt or not.
‘A little.’ I don’t want to talk about my stigma anymore.
George presses on. ‘It’s magic, isn’t it? I mean, it has
to be. Don’t you think that’s strange? That a witch hunter
uses magic? That doesn’t seem right, does it? Who gave it
to you, anyway?’
‘Yes. No. I guess. I don’t know.’
And I don’t. I’ve thought about my stigma, thought
about it until my head spun. Why did Blackwell give
us magic when he hates magic? When he blindfolded us
and led us behind closed doors and had us marked, how
did he know it would work? Caleb said one of the wizards
we captured did it, but how did Blackwell know it
wouldn’t kill us?
This is when I usually stopped asking, because I knew he
didn’t. We were his experiments. His subjects. And if
he killed one of us, he’d simply find a replacement. Just
as he always did.
George looks at me for a moment. ‘How exactly did
you get mixed up in this? Witch-hunting is a really serious
business. And you’re just a girl.’ He frowns. ‘How did
this happen?’
I think back to the day Caleb first approached me
about being a witch hunter. It started out ordinarily enough,
but by sunset I had already taken my first frightened steps
down a path I knew there was no coming back from.
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But the idea of Caleb walking it without me frightened
me even more.
‘Caleb convinced me to go with him. He was my best
friend. The only family I had.’
George looks skeptical. ‘Fine way to treat your family.
Forcing them to do something like that against their will.’
I shake my head. ‘It wasn’t like that. He didn’t force me.’
‘You wanted to be a witch hunter?’
‘I – no. I wanted to be with Caleb. It was what he wanted.
And I trusted him to do what he thought was best.’
George makes a face. ‘The best for you or for himself?’
‘What’s that supposed to mean?’
He shrugs. ‘Seems to me he was more interested in
advancing himself than he was in keeping you safe.’
‘You don’t know what you’re talking about,’ I say. ‘He’s
always taken care of me. He’s always kept me safe.’
‘Didn’t do a very good job of it, did he?’ George replies.
‘Girls who are safe don’t get thrown into prison and
sentenced to death. He left you there to die—’
‘He didn’t leave me to die,’ I say. ‘He was coming back.’
‘Oh, aye, he was coming back. To escort you to
the stakes.’
‘Stop.’
‘You know I’m right. Surely you know that.’
‘Stop,’ I repeat. ‘I’m serious, George. If you say another
word against Caleb, I’ll leave. I don’t care what you offer, or
what happens to Nicholas.’
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‘Elizabeth—’
‘Not another word!’ I’m shouting now. ‘Or I swear,
I’ll—’
The sound of someone clearing his throat interrupts
me. I jerk my head around and there’s John, standing in
the doorway. He’s wearing a thick black travelling cloak,
a large canvas bag slung over his shoulder, traces of rain
still on his face and hair. He must have got back and come
straight upstairs.
George stands up. ‘Didn’t hear you come in.’
John shrugs. ‘Sorry to interrupt. I knocked a few times,
though.’ He looks at me, then back at George. ‘Nicholas
wants to see you,’ he says. ‘He’s downstairs.’
George moves to the door, eyeing me warily. Probably
thinks I’ll try to escape again.
‘I thought I’d clean up,’ I say.
‘I’ll ask Hastings to prepare a bath,’ George says. Then he
leaves. John lingers, looking at me with the strangest
expression. His eyes travel from my hair, which I know is
still covered in flour, to my grubby, egg-stained trousers,
then to my hand, which is fully healed now and still
unwrapped, back to my face.
‘We leave at five,’ he says. ‘Be sure to wear something
warm.’
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We leave at five o’clock, right on schedule. Peter and Gareth
stay behind; apparently Veda has a fear of all old men,
except Nicholas. I wonder why.
Outside, the night is cold and crisp, and I’m grateful
for the clothes Hastings brought me to wear. Close-fitting
green trousers and a soft white shirt. A long black velvet
coat and knee-high black boots. Fifer’s clothes. I knew by
the scowl she gave me how much she hated having to
hand them over.
Nicholas says it’s an hour’s walk to get there, none
of it on open road. He knows the path well, directing us
around trees and over fallen branches, until we’re deep in
the woods. The moon is completely black tonight, not a
single sliver of light to guide us. I walk beside George,
and while I’m used to walking in the dark, he’s having
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trouble. He stumbles every few feet, tripping over fallen
logs and into potholes.
‘A pity Veda can’t see in the daytime.’ He pitches forward
again, and I grab his arm to keep him from falling. ‘Honestly,
is the bit about the moon really that important?’
‘The bit about the moon?’ Fifer tsks beside me. ‘The dark
phase of the moon is only the most significant aspect to
divination. The time when seers are at their most powerful.
And you call it “the bit about the moon”.’
‘Well, not all of us are witches,’ he replies.
I feel Fifer’s eyes shift to me when he says it.
‘You said the phase lasts three days,’ George continues.
‘Can’t Veda see at any point during that time?’
‘Strictly speaking, yes,’ Nicholas replies. ‘But the energy
is strongest in the first few hours. We want to take advantage
of that. Anyone with any seeing power will be looking in