1973 - Have a Change of Scene (25 page)

So I was taken to the Homicide department. The Lieutenant in charge was a small, white-haired man with steel blue eyes, a red face and an aggressive jaw.

He asked a lot of questions, but by this time I wasn’t in the mood to talk. I sat dumb, staring down at the floor and even when he slapped me across the face, I still said nothing. So, finally, they put me in a cell.

I sat there, hating myself because I had caused the death of a man who had gone so much for me and who had left me the bulk of his riches.

They brought me a meal which I didn’t eat.

Later, O’Halloran came into the cell and with his thumbs hooked into his belt, he regarded me.

‘You’re in real trouble, buster,’ he said and his husky voice sounded surprisingly gentle. ‘What did you want to sound off for? There’s still time. suppose you give it to me the way it happened?’

I looked directly at him.

‘I killed her,’ I said. ‘The rest of the performance is up to you people.’

O’Halloran scratched under his right armpit.

‘The Lieutenant wants to know if you’ll make a statement.’ He shifted his cap to the back of his head.

‘Listen, buster, if I were you, I wouldn’t, but I’m doing what I’m told.’

I could see he was worried.

‘Why wouldn’t you?’ I asked.

He took off his cap, stared at it, then slapped it on his head.

‘Between you and me, I think you’re a nutter and I don’t believe you knocked her off. That’s why I think you should sit tight and keep your trap shut until you get an attorney here.’

‘You think I’m a nutter?’

He nodded.

‘Yeah all along. The moment you hit this town, that’s what I thought. Now take my advice. You sit tight. We’ve called Paradise City. There’s a bit shot attorney coming with your partner, Mr. Luce. They’ll fix this. You sit tight.’

The last thing I wanted was for Tom Luce to get me out of this mess.

‘Tell the Lieutenant I’m now ready to make a statement.’

O’Halloran shifted from one foot to the other.

‘Look, fella, you may be a nutter, but you have something I dig for.’ He leaned forward and lowering his voice, he went on. ‘You don’t understand the trouble you’re in. Look suppose I call Miss Baxter and tell her - she’ll help you. How’s that, fella?’

Jenny?

I saw now that Jenny had gone the way Judy had gone - a wonderful memory, a dream, but no longer for me.

‘Tell the Lieutenant I’ll make a statement,’ I said.

O’Halloran wiped the sweat off his face with the back of his hand.

‘You could talk yourself into a fifteen year stretch,’ he said and I could see he was really worried.

‘Even if they think you’re a nutter, you couldn’t get out under ten.’

I leaned back against the prison wall, suddenly relaxed.

‘Tell the Lieutenant I’ll make a statement.’ In my mind I saw Sydney with his kindness and his talents, buzzing around me. ‘Fifteen years - ten years? Well, it will make a change of scene, won’t it?’