Chapter One
C
harlie debated whether to kiss her boss or kick him in the balls. Paul was off his rocker with this one.
“That's right, ladies. This is your chance. We're going to feature the winning article in the Valentine's issue,” Paul said, puffing out his mouth-watering chest and grinning haughtily. “The selected piece will join âAphrodisiac Foods from Around the World' and âHow to Say I Love You in Twenty Languages' in
City Wings
' Valentine's edition.”
Holy shit! This was it. This was the chance Charlie had been waiting for. It was the break she needed.
“Our readers devour anything and everything having to do with international desires,” he continued. “It's a way to escape the daily grind and dream of possibilities. Who would have thought New Yorkers were so romantic?”
Yes, CharleneâCharlieâStanton wanted her writing to win. She wanted to publish a real feature, with her own byline, in one of the trendiest travel magazines for New Yorkers. No, she didn't want to compete against her friend and roommate, Kathryn Taylor, though. They'd worked together at
City Wings
for over two years, worked well together, and Paul was pitting them against each other. It was so messed up. A disastrous idea.
“Get out there. Do your research,” Paul said, circling his hand above his head like he was a Texas rancher. “Lasso someone that makes your body hum, and write about the perfect place to find love, ladies.”
“Seriously, Paul? Lasso someone that makes our bodies hum?” Kathryn rolled her eyes, then smacked her forehead with the back of her hand. “Wait. Hold on a minute. Wait . . . wait. I'm seeing a handsome man, in a far off and romantic place like Paris, sweeping me off my feet.”
Paris.
Kat had to go and mention Paris. Like, why? Did it really matter if Paris was the most romantic place on Earth if neither of them wanted to fly over and find out?
Charlie didn't travel well and wasn't in the mood for a trip to the doctor in order to get a prescription so she could get on a flight. Kathryn had to stop speaking about the perfect place to find love on the other side of the Atlantic. How did one argue the romance of Paris?
Wondering why she'd ever picked up the stupid vape stick when she'd never even smoked, Charlie reached for her pink sixty-dollar vaporizer, and twirled it in her fingers. She answered the silent question in her mind. The thing was a crutch. Something to keep her grounded when thoughts crowded her mind and she wanted to scream at the world. Screaming and throwing temper tantrums was not allowed in the grownup world. Puffing on vanilla-flavored vapor kept her mouth occupied. It kept her from engaging in the unladylike behavior.
“I think we can take a small detour from the publication's travel angle on this,” Charlie said. After all, living in New York did have its benefits when it came to an abundance of male prospects for the feature. “Why can't a woman find love in her neighborhood, and
then
sail off into a foreign and exotic land with the love of her life?”
“If it's done properly, I can see it working. However, any featured lovers must take off in the end for a foreign destination.” Paul nodded, tapping his fingers on the table as he considered her argument.
Maybe, just maybe, Charlie could convince the sexy tyrant to see things her way? Hope spread in her chest and she leaned forward in her seat.
“There is a pragmatic benefit, too,” Paul added. “If we concentrate on finding love locally, more of our readers will relate to the accessibility of that goal and can dream of escaping to a romantic place with their loves.”
“Exactly,” Charlie said, breathing with relief.
Paul encouraged her to continue, so Charlie barreled on. “The dating scene has evolved so much over the past few years. There's always the chance of meeting someone at a bar or a club. Online sites host a bunch of events in this city. And let's not forget the old-fashioned way of being introduced by common friends.”
“Great options.” Kathryn looked doubtful. Charlie and Kathryn had exhausted all those options, but neither had found Prince Charming at a neighborhood hangout. Her friend was even more disillusioned than she was. Kat didn't believe that love could last. Yet, she was blabbering about far-off and exotic locations. Maybe because Kat loved to travel and Paul was willing to tag along?
Doubtful. Charlie was screwed. Kat angled for Charlie to write about Paris. What was up with that? Why couldn't they keep it in New York? Considering how many people lived and worked in Manhattan, if you couldn't find love in the Big Apple, you couldn't find it anywhere.
“How are those local options working for you?” Kat asked, snapping her fingers before Charlie's eyes.
Kat continued on her Paris Romance 101 introduction, but if Charlie was honest with herself, she had to admit she was just as disillusioned as her friend with the local love options. She couldn't truly get behind any romance for herself. Sometimes things weren't fair. Like maybe it wasn't about the location. Maybe it was about the fact that Charlie hadn't let any guy in since her divorce. She simply couldn't. It was too difficult to decipher their intentions. Did they like her for her? Or did they like her for her trust fund?
“Not fair. Maybe it's been bad timing for me. I really haven't tried too hard. It's been difficult to trust anyone since my divorce, so maybe I'm the problem and the scene is just fine.”
Paul cleared his throat and held up a hand. “You're not the problem, Charlie,” he said, covering her hand with his own. “Your asshole ex is. So let's take jerks like him out of the equation for the benefit of this piece.”
Whatever. She needed to relax. And just flirt. Like Kat and Paul were doing.
“This is a very incestuous organization,” Charlie said, pointing from Paul to Kathryn to the door. “Between you two and the accounting department, a tree house should be the official headquarters of
City Wings
. You're all too tight.”
The conference room filled with laughter. Paul and Kathryn had known each other forever, so they had no problem teasing or hitting below the belt. When it came to Charlie, they treated her with kid gloves. As if her divorce had been the end of her life. It hadn't. It had actually opened her eyes to what she really wanted. More than anything, she was so over the money-grubbing scumbags of the world.
Charlie was ready to move on from sitting-duck status. She was doubly ready for a real sex lifeâsomething she hadn't had with the exâbut she needed to learn how to compartmentalize physical and emotional.
Shit. Shit. Triple shit. She had to stop thinking so hard. Everything she wanted would come, after she had her byline. First, she had to prove herself as a competent and successful writer to her family. It was a matter of professional and personal honor.
“We're looking for love, not sexy interludes,” Charlie said, an idea sparking in her mind. “Sexy interludes. But. Fine. Okay. Got it.” She placed her palms flat on the table and stood. “If we're really looking for the perfect place to find love, why not a cruise ship? It's textbook romance. What about one designated for singles? Passengers board with an agenda. Just think how much fun we'll have writing about a cruise, Kathryn.”
“Nope. There is no âwe.' You can sail away on a Love Boat, and Kathryn will fly off and take her chances in Paris,” Paul announced. Kathryn tried to argue he reverse the assignments because she was nervous about running into a past fling, but thankfully he didn't budge. Charlie got the cruise. She sent up a silent prayer of gratitude. She didn't need the added stress of flying if she was going to concentrate on her feature.
“Good,” Paul said. “Time for you ladies to bring out the claws and get down to work. You each have your assignment. Your expense accounts will be adjusted and ready to go by noon. See Justin for the details. Get me your stories by next Wednesday. I'll decide which one gets published in the Valentine's issue.”
“On what criteria will the winner be chosen?” Kathryn asked.
“Whatever I want,” he said with a devilish grin. “I'm the boss.”
* * *
Two thousand dollars was more than enough money for roundtrip bus or train fare and a reservation on Lovers Sail Tours. Just over a day on the bus, then she'd sail out from Miami on Thursday. Then off to romantic Cozumel. Add the singles on board and she was sure to get enough material for a winning feature.
Charlie reserved an inside cabin on the sixth deck and booked an excursion port. Lovers Sail recommended the “romantic” experiences, and was even willing to pair them up if needed. Partners would be determined once on board.
Clearing her immediate departure from the office with Paul, Charlie went home to pack.
* * *
With her expandable carry-on-size suitcase and leather backpack ready by the door, Charlie grabbed her cell and called for dinner. She ordered shrimp pad Thai, red curry beef, and two orders of the crab Rangoon appetizer, hanging up just as the front door crashed open.
“Charlie, I'm home,” Kathryn called, her forehead wrinkling as she took in the packed bags.
“Aowww.” Charlie pretended to rush and hide the luggage in the closet. Relieving her friend of the large brown bag, she peaked inside and squealed. “Fuck-me boots! Way to go, babe.”
“Got you something, too.” Her friend dangled a smaller bag, stuffed with tissue paper, and dropped onto the couch. Kathryn patted the cushion at her side.
Charlie sat and clasped her hands between her knees. She watched her roommate pluck tissue after tissue from the bag and fling them extravagantly over her shoulder. Amused with Katherine's stripper imitation, Charlie covered her mouth with her hand and made her eyes extra big with excitement. “Should I blush before or after the big reveal?”
“I'm sure you blushed enough while you were packing,” Kathryn said, pulling out a package of batteries and waving them in the air.
Charlie burst out laughing and grabbed the batteries. “Thank you. These are much appreciated and will be put to good use.”
“I hope not,” Kathryn said, lifting a red lace thong from the bag. “I think you should get more use out of these.” Next came the black lace and, lastly, the silk.
“You're too much,” Charlie said. “You do know this is a work trip?”
“So what?” Kathryn replied, shaking her head. “A good reporter explores all avenues.
All
. Figured you could wear the granny panties the first night, but you'll need these for the next three.”
Kathryn had assumed correctly. She had packed nothing but cotton underwear. Shaking her head, she stood and reached for the new lingerie. “For your information, I don't wear granny panties. They're cotton bikini panties. Practical. Pretty and sexy, too.”
“Sure. If you're in high school.” Kathryn scrunched her nose. “I take that back. Have you seen what those girls wear?”
“These are adorable,” Charlie said. “Thank you.” She walked the few steps to her suitcase and folded the new underwear into the outside pocket.
“Wait. One more thing,” Kathryn said, dangling a skimpy pink string bikini from her fingers as she walked toward closet. “Pack this.”
“No way,” Charlie protested, sliding palms over hips. “Have you seen
these
?”
“I certainly have. You have a rockin' bod. You're not covering it with that stuffy one-piece you've had forever.” She fit the bikini into the same pocket Charlie had placed the underwear in, then propped one hand on her hip and held out the other. “Give me that fugly suit.”
“I like my fugly suit,” Charlie replied, laughing and waving a dismissive hand through the air. The intercom buzzed. “Saved by food delivery. If you want dinner, you'd best be nice to me.”
“I am nice,” Kathryn insisted. “Didn't I just give you a sexy bikini and killer panties? Do I need to deliver a ripped man to your bed?”
“That would work,” Charlie answered, plucking a five from her wallet for a tip and sashaying to the door.
Once they'd devoured the appetizers, finished half of each entrée, and switched dinners, Charlie confessed to packing mostly conservative outfits.
“My cruise-appropriate clothing is pre-divorce,” she explained. “They're a little traditional, considering my mother had a hand in selecting my honeymoon trousseau, but it's fine. I'm not cruising as a participant. I'm cruising as a professional observer.”
“Seriously? You packed
those
clothes?” Kathryn placed the red curry beef on the coffee table and stood. She disappeared into the bedroom, clearly on a mission, leaving Charlie cringing on the couch from the noise of the massive storage bins being dragged out of the closet.
“I can't fit into your clothes,” Charlie called, imagining her friend tossing short and skimpy dresses over her shoulder. “Don't bother. Even if I could get your miniskirts over my hips, they'd reach my knees.”
“I'll admit we have different shapes. You're blessed with knockout curves, I have more height, but we're almost the same size,” Kathryn said, emerging with her arms full of casual, bright-colored clothes.
“They still have tags on them,” Charlie said.
“I picked them off the clearance racks at the end of the season and haven't had a chance to wear them yet.” Kathryn held up a neon-green tank top that said something about giving her coffee before speaking. “These will help with getting people to talk openly with you. They invite conversation.” She placed a pink one over her chest. It read,
Ask Me
. “If being a non-intimidating professional is your goal, these will work in a casual setting. You could wear them by the pool bar.”