A Class Apart (67 page)

Bob was talking about the Arts Conference that he was attending later that evening, and Jenneen remembered that she too had been invited. She was rather regretting not accepting now that she knew Bob v as going to be there, when the camera pulled back to a two shot, to reveal the woman sitting beside Bob.

Jenneen sat forward as the woman began to speak. “. . . yes,” she was saying, “yes, I still do some eventing myself on occasions, but not often. And Bob used to, in his younger days, didn’t you?” she said, turning to look at him.

Bob laughed, and it was then that Jenneen noticed that they were holding hands.

“Have you ever found it to be a strain on your marriage; with you being so busy with your horses and Bob being away such a lot?” the interviewer asked.

“Not a strain exactly,” was the reply, “but I have to admit I do miss him when he’s not at home.”

The interviewer turned back to Bob. “I believe that you are flying to New York on Friday.”

Bob nodded.

“Would that be anything to do with the rumours that you are to make a film of the
Queen of Cornwall
?”

Bob laughed.

“We’ve heard rumours that you might have found someone to play the part of the Queen. Can I ask who it’s to be?”

“Only rumours,” Bob answered. “We did have someone in mind, but that has fallen through now.”

“And you, Mrs McElfrey. Will you be going to New York with your husband?”

“As a matter of fact,” she said, “I am. I don’t usually go with him, but we thought that perhaps we would make this trip into a holiday. It might be the last one we have for a little while,” and she turned to look at her husband again.

Dumbfounded as she was, Jenneen didn’t miss the sudden flash of discomfort that flitted across Bob’s face before he smiled.

“I suppose your husband’s heavy workload prevents too many holidays?” said the interviewer.

“Sometimes,” Linda smiled, and she looked at Bob again before she leaned forward, her face more than a little flushed. “Actually, I’ll let you into a little secret. The real reason that Bob and I won’t be taking too many holidays, at least in the next year or two, is that we are expecting our first baby in February.”

Jenneen turned her head towards the engineer, dimly aware of the interviewer gushing his congratulations. “Oh my God!” she muttered. “Oh my God!” She jumped to her feet. “Where’s the phone?”

The engineer pointed her to the main office outside. Thankfully there was no one in it. Quickly she dialled. It was a long time before Ellamarie answered.

“Ellamarie!” Jenneen cried.

“It’s all right, Jenn, I’ve seen it.”

“Oh my God!” Jenneen gasped. “Ellamarie, I don’t know what to say. Did you know?”

Ignoring the question, Ellamarie said: “Can you come over, Jenn? I don’t think I could stand to be on my own tonight.”

Jenneen looked out to the edit booth where she should be right now. If she walked out she knew she would be putting her new programme in jeopardy. Oh hell, what could she do? Thinking fast, she said: “Look, I’ll come as soon as I can. But meanwhile, call Kate and get her to come round right away. Oh Ellamarie, I’m sorry.”

“I know,” Ellamarie said, and she hung up.

Ellamarie looked at the phone for a long time before she dialled Kate’s number. What could any of them do? She had lost him for good now, she knew that. And in case she had ever doubted it, he had allowed Linda to announce it to the world. But her friends would help her through this, they had to.

Kate sounded rushed when she answered the phone. “I’m dashing to the airport,” she explained. “Nick’s waiting for me in New York. Didn’t Jenneen tell you? No, I didn’t see the news tonight, did something happen? Nothing? Oh, you are funny at times, Ellamarie. Look, tell you what, I’ll call over on my way to the airport, how does that suit? No, no of course it won’t be any trouble; my flight’s not until much later. Oh, what a lovely thing to say, of course you can drive me to the airport. Must rush now, see you later,” and she rang off.

Calloway used his own key to let himself into Kate’s flat. As he turned to close the door behind him she rushed past, carrying a pile of clothes, and disappeared into the bedroom.

He hung up his coat and followed her in. “What are you doing?” he asked, seeing the open suitcase laid out on her bed.

For a second she tensed, then abruptly carried on with what she was doing. I’m going to New York.”

“New York?” he said, starting to walk towards the bed. “Are you being sent on an assignment? You never mentioned it.”

She dragged a bundle of underwear out of a drawer and flung it into the suitcase. “No, I’m going to New York because Nick’s there.”

Her father stopped in his tracks, and stared at her. “Nick!”

“Yes, Nick.”

“But I thought . . .” He stopped, and Kate carried on with her packing, trying to stop her hands shaking. Her father watched her, as determinedly she moved between the bed and the wardrobe. “You mean to tell me,” he finally managed to splutter, “that you’re actually going running to him, after what he did to you?”

Kate’s fingers tightened round the dress she was holding. She hadn’t reckoned on her father coming here tonight, and the effort of keeping her mind empty of the things Jenneen had told her was becoming too great. Slowly she turned to face him. “And what did he do to me, Daddy? Just what did Nick do to me?”

“Kate, for God’s sake, you can’t have forgotten already.”

Kate was looking into the face she had known and loved all her life. Even now that she knew what he had told Nick, she still didn’t want to believe it. But she had spoken to Nick, and he had told her himself. He had told her that she must come to New York right away. “Don’t see your father first,” he had said, “just get on the next flight.” And that was what she had intended to do. But now he was here, and despite her anger and confusion, she knew she didn’t want to leave him like this. She loved him, and no matter what he had done he was still her father.

He started to walk towards her, and despite her turmoil, she felt herself beginning to slip into his arms.

“Daddy, oh Daddy,” she cried, “what is happening? Why did they say all those things? Tell me they aren’t true. Please say you never said any of it.”

“Sssh,” he whispered, holding her and stroking her hair.

“Please,” she begged him, “please say it’s not true.”

“What have they been saying? Who have you been talking to?”

She looked down as she felt him take her hand in his, and a sudden wave of disgust twisted her gut. She leapt away. “No!” she gasped. “No, you can’t touch me. You mustn’t. Not after . . .” her voice trailed away.

“Darling, what is it?” Her father tried to take her in his arms again.

“No!” she shrieked. “They said . . . Jenneen, Nick, they said . . . No, don’t come near me. You can’t. You shouldn’t be here. Oh my God, what’s happening? I’ve got to go to Nick.”

She looked around the room in desperation. She wanted to get away from him, but at the same time she wanted him to take her in his arms and tell her it was all just a nightmare. If she faced what in her heart she knew to be the truth then she would have to accept that this was the end for her and her father. That they could never see one another again.

“Kate,” he said.

She looked at him and saw the love in his eyes. It was the love she had always seen in his eyes – ever since she was a child.

Seeing her weaken again he held his hand out to her. Very slowly she lifted her own and placed it in his. “There, there,” he soothed, “let’s just gather up your things and go home, shall we? I’ve got the car waiting downstairs.”

She buried her face in his shoulder. “Oh Daddy,” she sobbed. “Everything’s going so horribly wrong.”

“Shush, my darling. Everything’s going to be all right. You’re very tired, that’s all. You need a nice long rest. Come along now.”

He lifted her face and looked into her eyes. She tried to blink away the tears, tried to think of what she should be doing, but her mind had ceased to function. Her father had run her life for so long that the only thing she could do was listen to him now. He was the only one she could trust. Her friends had lied to her. They must have. Hadn’t they lied to her before about Joel? And now they were lying to her again. Her father could never be capable of what they were suggesting. It was horrible and disgusting.

Gazing into her eyes, as she looked up at him so helplessly, he felt an overpowering surge of love flood through his body. And with it went his last vestige of control. Slowly he bent his head and placed his lips over hers.

She didn’t resist. Paralysed by the sheer horror of what was happening, she felt her father’s mouth moving gently against her own. His arm circled her shoulder, holding her in the way he had when she was a child. But she was no longer a child, and something a long way inside her started to scream that this was wrong. That what he was doing to her was evil. This man was her father, and he was holding her and kissing her like a lover.

“No!” She flung herself away from him. “It can’t be true. Why are you doing this?” He made to grab her but she backed away. “I’ve got to get away from you,” she cried. “No, don’t touch me. Oh my God, Nick! Yes, Nick. I must go to him.”

“Kate, you can’t,” her father’s voice was pleading.

“Stop it! Please, just stop.”

Calloway tried to pull the suitcase from the bed. “I won’t let you.”

“Let go,” she cried, trying to pull it back again. “Let go, let go.”

“Kate,” he begged, “listen to me. You can’t go to him. You’re making a terrible mistake. He doesn’t love you, you’ve got to believe me. He doesn’t love you.”

“He does!” she yelled. “He loves me, and he wants me. Oh, let go.” She tugged at the suitcase again.

Her father tore the case away from her and threw it across the floor. “You’re not going anywhere. You’re staying here, with me.”

“No,” she screamed.

He looked at her with eyes so determined, she felt herself begin to give way again.

“Oh Daddy, don’t, don’t,” she wailed. “Don’t you see? I love him,” and she ran from the room.

He found her in the kitchen, rummaging frenziedly through a drawer, searching for her passport.

“Kate,” he said, swallowing hard. “You’ve got to listen to me.”

“No. I don’t want to listen to you any more. Leave me alone. Just go away and leave me alone. Haven’t you done enough damage?”

“Please. Just listen. You can’t go to New York. You can’t go to Nick. He doesn’t want you, Kate. He doesn’t need you. It’s me who needs you. Can’t you see that? I need you here, with me. I need you. Don’t leave me, Kate. I’m begging you, don’t leave me.”

She tried to push past him. He caught hold of her by the shoulders, and forced her to look into his face. “You can’t do this to me, Kate. You can’t leave me. He’ll never be able to do all the things for you that I can. Don’t go, my darling, please say you won’t leave me. I love you, Kate. Don’t you understand that? I love you.”

Kate stared at him in horror.

“Kate,” his voice was a little calmer now, and feeling no resistance from her he pulled her towards him and pushed his mouth against hers.

“Noooooo!” she screamed, and with every fibre of strength in her body she pushed him away. He fell back against the wall.

She watched him as he pulled himself up again, and started to come towards her. She stepped back, holding her hands out in front of her, and shaking her head. She was sobbing, and whimpering, begging him to stay away, but he kept on coming.

“Kate, don’t look at me like that. Don’t look at me with your eyes like that. It’ll be all right, don’t you see? Everything will be all right.”

“Don’t touch me.”

He took her hands, and pushed her back against the cupboard.

She closed her eyes. “This isn’t happening,” she whispered. “Please God, this isn’t happening.”

“Don’t say that.” His face was very close to hers. “You love me too, Kate, you know you do. In your heart, you know you do.”

“No, please. Oh God help me. Help me, someone please, help me!”

She tried to pull her hands away, but his grip was too tight. And then he had her hands pinned behind her back, and he was pushing himself against her. He pressed his mouth to hers again, and she wrenched her head away, choking on the bile in her throat. His hands were fumbling with her shirt, and she could feel them hard against her skin.

She screamed, and managed to break free. She fled to the other side of the kitchen, trying to catch her breath. He turned to face her.

“Don’t come near me,” she sobbed, as he started to walk towards her again, but he didn’t stop. She fumbled with the drawer behind her, and dug her hand inside.

“Kate,” he said again.

“No, stay where you are. Please, stay where you are. Don’t come any closer.”

He kept coming.

Her fingers curled round the handle of the knife. As he sobbed on her name she thrust the knife between them, but it was too late, he was already throwing himself against her.

Their eyes locked in disbelief. She watched her father’s face as slowly it began to contort in agony. Then silently he fell away from her, leaving her clutching the knife, her face wide with horror.

Seconds later she spun round as a knock on the door echoed through the silent flat.

Two hours later, Ellamarie was still waiting for Kate. But Jenneen would be here soon, there was no need to panic. Don’t think about Bob, don’t think about him being at the Arts Conference with his wife. Don’t think about all the cruel things he said. Close your eyes, don’t look round the room, it will only remind you. How many times had she said all these things to herself, but still she thought, and still she looked.

Where was Jenneen? Why didn’t she come now? Kate had said she’d come . . .

The minutes slipped past and still there was no knock on the door. She stood at the window, looking out on the empty street. The night was so silent, if only something would happen. If only someone would come. She pressed her face against the windowpane. Bob! Oh Bob! She could see him walking round the corner now. There he was, taking his keys out of his pocket. He was coming in. He had come back to her.