A Desert Called Peace (40 page)

Behind Cruz, del Valle and First Centurion Martinez exchanged glances.
Oooo, that was
nice.
Good kid; very calm, very determined. He's done well. There's potential here.

Lying on his belly, waiting for someone to start pulling up the targets that would signal the enemy counterattack, Cruz thought,
damn, that was fun.
He didn't notice that his hands had started bleeding again.

The window-mounted air conditioner hummed loudly, causing the speaker to have to raise his voice to be heard. It didn't really matter; Carrera listened with only one ear, and absently, to the training status brief being presented. He relied more on his eyes and ears than statistical indicia, anyway.

The briefing officer, Tribune Rocaberti, was River Watch trained, Carrera knew. The briefing reflected that. It was also precisely why Carrera paid it little attention. The briefing was thorough, painstaking, and, inevitably, duller than watching paint dry.

Carrera had always found long meetings to be physically and psychically agonizing. He interrupted Rocaberti and told Johnson to stay and listen to the rest. Then he left the conference tent

"Take me to Imperial Range, Jamey," he told Soult.

"Sure thing, Boss."

Soult put the car in gear and pulled away on the packed gravel road for the hour and a half long drive to Imperial Range. Soult drove quietly for the first half hour, before reaching the paved highway that ran west to the Bridge of the Columbias and on to Imperial Range complex. He did risk a couple of glances over at his chief, noting that Carrera's face seemed troubled.

"What's bothering you, Boss?"

Of the people Carrera had assembled for his staff, only three— Soult, Mitchell and the sergeant major—were actually the kind of friends he would trust with a personal problem. He thought about whether this was the kind that he could . . . or even should.

"I am beginning to feel like a disloyal rat, Jamey."

"Lourdes, right, Boss?"

"Yeah," Carrera admitted.
Who said enlisted men were stupid?
"I find myself thinking about her at odd times."

"Uhhh . . . Boss . . . we all find you
looking
at her at odd times, too."

"Everybody's noticed?" Pat asked.

"I think so. I mean . . . well, I'm sure you try not to look and all . . . but, yeah; sometimes you're pretty obvious."

Carrera sighed and turned his face to the right, watching the trees go by. After several minutes he turned back.

"The problem is, Jamey, that my wife and kids are dead less than a year. It just seems
wrong
for me to be looking at another woman now. It might be wrong
ever
to look at another woman with . . . any . . . oh . . . 
significance."

"If you don't mind my saying so, Boss, that's bullshit. A man needs a woman. A soldier needs one more than most."

"Maybe," Carrera half conceded before turning his gaze back to the passing jungle.

The staff car pulled to a stop near the large asphalt parking lot where Sitnikov had once given his introductory presentation on tanks. There was an infantry cohort—the schedule said it would be the 1st Cohort—sitting on the mown grass east of the asphalt, eating lunch from pouches.

"Hey, Cruz, look. It's the Gringo."

By now, everybody knew who
the
Gringo was. It was also known that he was a former Federated States military officer. It was rumored that he had lost his family during either the terrorist attacks on the Terra Nova Trade Organization in the FSC or during the attacks shortly thereafter in the Republic of Balboa. No one, no one at Cruz's level, at least, knew for sure which it was, though.

Cruz looked up to see Carrera watching another century as they practiced mounting and dismounting from the Ocelots. Each cohort had four, for general support, in the Combat Support Century. Any couple of sections might need to mount them in the coming fight so all had to be at least familiarized beforehand.

Cruz asked a question of common concern. "Why do you suppose he's here with us?"

Not quite understanding, his squad mate answered, "To make sure we're training all the time, not eating properly, and getting little rest. Why else?"

"Don't be more stupid than you absolutely must," Cruz said. "No, I mean what is he doing here in Balboa? It doesn't make sense to me."

"I heard a rumor that he is planning to overthrow the government and establish himself as dictator. I also heard, from an equally reliable source, that he is an agent of the Gringo imperialists to make sure we never rise again."

"Oh,
antania
shit. He spends way too much time training us to think he's against us. Nothing he's done suggests anything but that he's on our side. He spends all his time out in the field with us, trying to make sure we're ready to fight. That means he is not trying to keep Balboa down. I heard he refused the command of the legion, so it doesn't look like he wants to be dictator. No. He is here for some other reason. If he really did lose his family, like rumor control says, could it really be that he's here just for revenge?"

Sergeant del Valle, who
was
at a level to know why Carrera was there, interrupted the conversation to say, "Why he's here is none of your goddamned business, Privates. And since you two seem to have all this idle time on your hands to philosophize, you can wash out the Ocelot tonight after we're finished."

Casa Linda
, 26/5/460 AC

While the maids puttered and dusted, Lourdes sang, softly but happily, as she busied herself with preparations. Carrera and his boys, most of them, were coming home from Fort Cameron for the first time in weeks.

"Over there, Maria," Lourdes said to a maid. "Put the whiskey out where they can find it first. After all that time in the jungle they'll want a drink. And I want Patricio . . ."

Lourdes stopped with sudden confusion. She steadied herself with one hand on the dining room table while pulling a seat out with the other. She sat down heavily.

I
want
Patricio? I missed them, sure, but . . . no, girl, be honest with yourself, at least. You missed
him
; Patricio. It was that name that set your heart to beating fast.

Why? Why should I? He hardly ever even talks to me outside of my job. "Translate this, please, Lourdes." "Is my car ready, Lourdes?" "Lourdes, have you seen the report from Professor Ruiz?" He cares more for his men than he does for me. At least he'll spend time with them when he isn't working.

Lourdes looked into the next room where, over the fireplace mantle hung Linda Hennessey's portrait.
How can I compete with
that
?
I'm pretty enough, I guess . . . no gross defects. Not a
lot
of equipment but it isn't bad, what I do have. But she's dead, so she's a saint. Sometimes I hate that picture so much!

The woman stood again, a trifle unsteadily, and walked into the living room. She looked up at Linda's portrait and asked aloud, "Do you want him to be alone? I could make him happy; I know I could. But he sits and stares and pines and, when he thinks no one is looking, he cries for you.
Would you mind so much . . . ?"

The portrait didn't answer. Lourdes turned on her heel and walked up the stairs to Carrera's room, near her own. She stood there quietly, at the foot of his bed, merely sniffing. It smelled
right
to her, whatever trace of him was left in the bedding and furniture. She went to the clothes hamper, opened it and pulled out a T-shirt left from his last, very brief, visit home.
Have to speak to Lucinda about cleaning out the hampers more regularly,
she thought.

Scrunching the T-shirt in her hands she pressed it to her face and inhaled through her nose and deeply.
Oh, yes, this smells
just
right. Why are men so stupid that they can't tell a proper match the way women can?

Presidential Palace,
Ciudad
Balboa, 13/6/460 AC

"
Tio
Guillermo, you were badly mistaken."

"Mistaken, Manuel? How?"

"They are going to get this legion finished, and
properly
. And there's precisely
nothing
I can do about it. I haven't ever seen anything like this level of . . . oh, efficiency. Certainly not since I left River Watch."

"I assumed you would do your duty and sabotage them, Manuel. Obviously you have failed," the president sneered. "You were born a failure. You remain one, a disgrace to a proud name. I wish the gringos had killed you twelve years ago. Your existence is an embarrassment."

Rocaberti cringed under his uncle's tongue-lashing. "Uncle, whatever I am, I can't do this. Parilla? You know him. He isn't so bad. But that gringo of his? Uncle, he frightens me. And Jimenez, you remember him? Jimenez wants me
dead.
He blames
me
that he lost the fight at the Estado Mayor; blames me for losing most of his men. I see it in his eyes. Can't you please,
please
get me out of this?"

"No. Get back to where you belong and
report,
at least, if you are too much the coward to do anything else. Go and at least
pretend
you're someone with balls!"

Casa Linda
, 15/6/460 AC

Carrera, Parilla, McNamara, Johnson, Kennison, and Sitnikov sipped cool drinks on the rear deck of the house, overlooking the Gulf of Balboa. The atmosphere was informal but there was business to attend to. The legion was almost finished with the second phase of their training, what would be called ACT—or Advanced Combat Training—for infantry and tankers in the Federated States Army.

Setting down his drink, Carrera began, "Aleksandr, how do you rate our men?"

Sitnikov had been asking himself the same question for weeks. He made his answer honestly.

"On a purely technical level your men have done well, especially with the heavy vehicles. My instructors say that they have learned to drive, shoot, and maintain better and faster than a typical group of Volgan recruits would have. This is unsurprising, to a degree, since both the Civil Force and the new Legion have been able to be very selective in the recruits accepted. However, you have weaknesses in higher-level maintenance. Your NCO's seem as good, or probably, since they are regulars, better than average Volgans. However . . ."

"However?" Carrera prodded.

"However," Sitnikov continued, "I cannot say as much for all of your officers. You have some very good ones, to be sure. Tribune Jimenez, in particular, would be a credit to anyone's army. There are others. Would you like to see what my instructors have to say about the legion's leadership?"

At Carrera's nod Sitnikov turned over a list of the
Legio del Cid's
commissioned leadership, tactfully without including any of Carrera's hand-picked old friends. Comments were written beside each man's name. Most were in blue, and terse. Carrera quickly gathered that these the Volgans considered good enough. Others, the best, were in black. Jimenez's name appeared in this way. About twenty names were in red. The Volgans viewed these very unfavorably. Carrera noted that Manuel Rocaberti was on that list before he passed the sheets to Parilla without comment.

Parilla noted it too. "We can't dump Tribune Rocaberti, Patricio. Too well connected, he and his family. He's the president's nephew, after all. And the president
must
have his spy in our ranks. At least with Manuel, we know
who
the spy is."

"Ummm," Carrera answered doubtfully. "Sitnikov, this about matches my own assessment. Which is why I called you here today. We have a shortage of effective, combat capable officers. I would like to make up some of that shortage from you. Also some of the maintenance deficiency. What do you say?"

Sitnikov sat silent for a long minute. When he answered, it was a deliberate, measured response. "Some of my men, maybe even more than half, would probably like to stay. Many have found girlfriends. Two, to my certain knowledge, are planning on getting married. I do not know how my government would react to that, however. If they say no, the idea of being stateless does not appeal."

Carrera looked to Parilla. Parilla gave a nonverbal assent, a shallow nod.

"What if you men could become citizens of Balboa, Aleksandr, with jobs and ranks in the LdC roughly commensurate with—okay, maybe a
bit
below—their current ranks in the Volgan Army? Would that sway them, do you think?"

"Some of them have wives, children. They would not leave them behind . . . well . . . most of them wouldn't."

"Do you think the current regime would let the men's families emigrate?" Carrera asked.

Sitnikov couldn't know for sure, but thought it likely. He reminded Carrera that not all of the Volgans were, themselves, first class military material. He had been forced to take some marginal characters, men whose only real qualification was linguistic, to meet the numerical requirements of the training mission.

"Yes, I know," answered Carrera. "I wasn't planning on keeping all of you. Moreover, while I can offer you pay and rank, I must insist that Balboans and my own people fill all combatant command positions. Most of your men will be on staff or in support. Some may be serving in positions either below their grade or below their ability."

Sitnikov laughed. "That, Legate, is no problem. It would help, though, if you could hold out a promise of equal opportunity to command once we've been citizens for a few years."

"I can do that," Carrera agreed readily. "Now find out who will stay and who will go at the end of the training period. Get me a list as soon as you can . . . say, by the end of the week. I expect you to weed out the trash yourself. Give it directly to me as the sergeant major and Tribune Kennison are going over to al Jahara to look things over."

At that moment Carrera spied his slender secretary through a door.
Jesus, what a nice rear end.
He called, "Lourdes, have you finished making the flight arrangements for Carl and the sergeant major?"