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Authors: Ashlynn Monroe
A Gift of the Darkest Magic
by
Ashlynn Monroe
A Gift of the Darkest Magic
Copyright © 2012, Ashlynn Monroe
ISBN: 9781937325329
Publisher: Beachwalk Press, Inc.
Electronic Publication: July, 2012
Editor: Leigh Lamb
Cover: LFD Designs
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Would you be willing to betray the person you love in order to save their life?
Clarissa’s husband Matt is dying of cancer. They’ve tried everything that medicine has to
offer, both traditional and experimental, and nothing’s worked. Clarissa spends her days in the hospital, watching the man she loves slip closer and closer to certain death.
When her sister tells her she knows a way to save Matt, but it involves visiting a local
club run by vampires, Clarissa is outraged that her sister would believe something so insane. But then she learns the truth.
Braden, the sexy and mysterious vampire who runs the club, does indeed have the means
to save Matt, but he demands a high payment in return. He doesn’t want money, her blood, or
even her life…he wants something she never expected. Clarissa has a choice—spend twenty-four
hours in Braden’s bed or let her husband die.
But what she never foresaw was how much more the vampire would truly want after he’d
given her the gift of the darkest magic.
Content Warning: infidelity, light bondage, anal sex, and rough sex
Dedication
I’d like to dedicate this to cancer survivors and to anyone who’s ever lost a loved one to
this terrible disease…you have my support and prayers. **HUGS**
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Chapter 1
The quiet drip of the IV and the occasional bleep of the monitor were the only sounds in
the dim hospital room. Clarissa Blair held the cold hand of her husband, Matthew. Matt’s
diagnosis of cancer, just after Christmas, had been a horrible surprise. His condition rapidly deteriorated. The vibrant forty-year-old lay reduced to a thin husk, wasting away in the small room on the fourth floor of Mercy General Hospital. Clarissa could only wait and mourn quietly.
She’d tried to hide her pain and stay positive for Matt, but it was getting harder to pretend as he slipped closer to the end of his life.
Their twin seven-year-old daughters spent a lot of time with her mother. She didn’t want
them to remember their father as the corpse she saw each day when she came to the hospital after work. Her life was a cycle of working and grieving. She knew the girls missed her, but she just didn’t have the strength to be there for them and keep up with the day-to-day battle of holding herself together. Matt was leaving them.
The sound of the door opening roused her from the dark, sad thoughts. She stood up and
hugged the visitor. “Hi, sis.”
Caren, her younger sister, breezed into the room smelling of sunshine and fresh air, in
contrast to the stale stench of death she’d come to associate with her husband’s hospital room.
“How is he today?”
Her sister’s sadness only added to the weight in Clarissa’s heart. “About the same. The
nurse said last night was tough, but he pulled through. He’s a strong fighter.” She knew the last words sounded bitter. He was the strongest man she’d ever known; she couldn’t understand why
he couldn’t beat the disease ravaging him. His once handsome face was pale and sunken. Her
Matt had left long ago, leaving the dying man in his place. Her Matt would never have
abandoned her and their daughters as this man was doing.
For a long moment, Caren looked into her face. She knew Caren wanted to say
something, but was holding back.
“Go ahead and say what’s on your mind. You’re always so afraid of saying something
that’ll make me cry. I’m past that stage now. Just talk, you’re irritating me.” She knew her shrill
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statement bordered on cruel, but she didn’t care. What was the use of pleasantries when her
whole life was over and she’d never be happy again?
“Sorry, sweetie,” Caren whispered, laying a gentle hand on Clarissa’s shoulder.
The simple act of kindness tore at her soul, making her want to lash out again. She
shrugged off her sister’s caring touch. The unwavering love in the deep turquoise eyes, the same shade as her own, sent a little stab of guilt through Clarissa. “I’m the one who should be sorry, but seriously just tell me what’s on your mind.”
Caren gave her a weak smile. “You know I love Matt too. He saved my life when Jim
was beating me. If he hadn’t intervened and made me come to stay with you guys, I’d probably
be dead right now.”
Clarissa nodded. Matt had no siblings. She’d married him when Caren was still in high
school and he’d taken to her sister as if she were his own. It was just one of the many traits that made her husband completely irreplaceable. “I know.” She sighed.
“I think I know a way to repay the favor and save him, but I need your help,” Caren
whispered.
Clarissa’s eyes narrowed. Her whole body began shaking. “How dare you!” She hissed at
her beloved younger sister. She’d never felt such a hateful, intense fury toward the other woman before.
“Really. I mean it, Clarissa. I think I know a way that we can save Matt’s life.” She said
the words with genuine hope.
“We’ve tried faith healers, herbs, expensive specialists, what more can there be? I can’t
believe you’d spout such bullshit. Especially when he’s so close to…” She couldn’t say “the
end”, but it was true. Her husband only had a few more weeks to live, maybe less. The doctors had made it perfectly clear. It was time to give up hope. She’d already picked out his casket and bought the plot. Matt was gone.
“I’m not pulling your leg, or giving you false hope. I saw it work!” Caren’s eyes were
large and wild as she finished her statement.
“You saw what work?” Clarissa couldn’t hide her anger, or her annoyance. She just
wanted to have her last painful moments with the man she loved in peace.
“Do you remember Tiffany Morgan, the woman with the sick little girl?”
“Sure, the kid was in Marcie’s class, they were in kindergarten together. The girl had
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some sort of heart thing, right?”
“She did. I work with Tiffany. She appreciated how much you and Matt helped when
things were bad and she thought she was going to lose her daughter. I finally made her tell me how her daughter recovered miraculously overnight.”
“God works in mysterious ways, Caren. I’m sure the mother had nothing to do with her
daughter’s recovery, other than giving her love. Sometimes you get the strangest ideas. I can’t believe you’d bother the woman about such a terrible time in her life.” She blew the bangs out of her face. Her sister could be so irrational. For as much as she loved her, times like this tested her patience with Caren.
“Tiffany is a regular down at The Full Moon Club. She said the owner, Lord Drago, gave
her something to give her daughter that no doctor could.” Caren was speaking quickly. There
was a haunted quality to the look in her eyes.
“Lord Drago? Who calls themselves ‘lord’ anything? That place is full of wackos. If the
club wasn’t so exclusive and impossible to get into, no one would even go there. The girls who lurk out front all day and night look like they’re one hit away from an overdose. I wouldn’t trust anything that came out of the building.” Clarissa put her hands on her hips and glared at her sister. She was desperate, and people in her state were easy to exploit. Now it seemed her sister had fallen into the same trap she’d already stepped in.
In the beginning, Clarissa spent thousands of dollars on pills and herbs that made claims
they could stop, and even reverse, the growth of cancer cells. Glancing at her husband, she
frowned sadly. The treatments might have even hurt him, considering how quickly his health
declined after she began trying to save him with alternative medicine, but it was clear traditional medicine had nothing miraculous to offer them.
“I know it sounds crazy. I’d never thought I’d say something like this, but Tiffany
showed me the pictures of her daughter, one taken each hour for twenty-four hours after she used the blood.”
“Blood! You want me to use blood on my husband? Great, give him AIDS to save him
from cancer. Just leave. I’m sick of this. Let me have my last days with him in peace.”
“No. I love him too. He’s too damn good to die and you know it.”
“What I know is that what he’s got doesn’t care if he’s a good husband and father, a good
brother. This disease is going to kill him no matter what we do. He’s sleeping and we’re getting
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loud. Go
now
!”
“I’m going to the club tonight. Tiffany is getting me in. I wanted you to come with me.
I’m afraid. Tiffany told me they pay her to give blood at the place, live donation. She said they drink blood there, but their blood has magical properties. That’s why she knew what the blood could do. She said it took her months to get one to give her a little blood. She put it on candy, fed it to her kid, and a day later the kid was out of bed and playing with toys like she’d never been sick.” Caren took a firm hold of her sister’s shoulders and shook her slightly. “The kid was
dying, and then she wasn’t. I don’t care how creepy or gross it sounds. If there’s a way to save Matt, I’m willing to risk my life to get the stuff. I wanted you to come with me, but if you won’t I’m still going.”
Clarissa pushed her sister’s hands off. “You’re fucking crazy! What kind of crap is this?
Vampires? Come on, Caren, you don’t believe in vampires, do you?”
“Maybe. I don’t care who or what is in that club, as long as Matt lives. He deserves to see
his kids grow up. You two are like the perfect couple. I don’t want to see that end. I’ve seen what this is doing to you. His death is killing you. I can’t lose you both. Please, if I get some, will you try it? What do we have to lose?”
Clarissa stood shaking. She wrapped her arms around her middle. She fixed her attention
on her sleeping husband. He was one of a kind. Caren was right, she felt like she was dying with him. She didn’t want to leave her kids alone, but the part of her that was fun and happy would die when Matt took his last breath. She wouldn’t have the will to go on.
Her head snapped back in her sister’s direction. “Tiffany really said something she got in
that club saved her daughter? What time?” she questioned quietly, fueled with determination.
“She did. Nine. I’ll pick you up,” Caren answered with no emotion in her voice. “We
will
save him.”
“God help us, if whatever we get there hurts him worse. I’ll kill us both.” She stumbled
back numbly into the chair next to the bed, watching him sleep.
She caught a glimpse of her sister’s blonde head ducking out of the door. They looked
very much alike, but their personalities couldn’t have been more different. She loved her
irrational, emotional, funny sister, but she hoped the girl wasn’t leading her down a dark rabbit hole she’d never crawl out of again. Matt was worth any risk, but she didn’t want to cause him any additional suffering. His death would be hard enough without having to endure regrets over
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his last days.
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