A Hoboken Hipster In Sherwood Forest (13 page)

But wait—did Robin call me comely?

"Have no fear. I will follow and lie in wait close behind, bow drawn. Once you lure them outside, I will act."

I narrow my eyes. "Are you sure this will work?"

He laughs. "Not at all. But 'tis half the fun not knowing, is it not?" He slaps me on the shoulder, so hard I almost fall over. Ugh. This guy really needs to get out more, to work on his definition of fun.

"My young Christian," Robin continues, his voice taking on a more serious tone. "
‘Twas you who first suggested we rob the rich to feed the poor. Forsooth, I have not returned here since those first days. Mayhap there are a few hidden treasures inside that the sheriff’s men have not discovered. Would it not be grand to retrieve them?"

Oh, I see. Use my own words against me, why don't you? How can I refuse now?
Very Medieval Psych 101. Eesh. The things I do for the poor people in the land! If only all these charitable works were tax deductible back in the 21st century.

"Okay, then. Let's do it," I agree, against my better judgment. I look at the dress, then at Robin. "Um, do you mind?" I ask. I'm not changing in front of him.

He laughs. "Modest, are ye?" he teases, but thankfully turns around. If only he knew that it wasn't modesty, but my female anatomy that I'm concerned about.

Quickly, before he changes his mind about looking, I slip out of my tunic and throw the gown over my head. The fabric flutters over my skin, draping my body in seductive softness. I run my hands down the front of the garment, rejoicing in the feel of silk against my bare skin. It feels so nice to dress like a girl again. And in such
a gown! It's emerald green and empire-waisted, with embroidered cuffs, neck and hemline. I wish I had a full-length mirror so I could experience the full effect. I have the inexplicable urge to twirl around and let the breeze take my skirts. To dance through the field like Julie Andrews and sing about the hills being alive with the sound of music.

But then Robin might get a tad suspicious, I guess. After all, I'm supposed to be a dude. I have to play like this is embarrassing, not glorious.

"Ugh," I say, trying to hide my pleasure at my new apparel. "This thing, uh, smells like perfume or something. Stupid women, always dousing themselves with the stuff."

Robin turns around to inspect me, his green eyes widening as they catch my appearance. His tanned face visibly pales and, to my utter secret delight, his mouth drops open.

"Wow," he murmurs.

I can feel my cheeks heat. "Like it?" I ask, suddenly forgetting I'm supposed to abhor the feminine look. I twirl around to give him the full effect, enjoying his flabbergasted stare. Does he think I'm pretty? Is he attracted to me? Am I turning the legendary Robin Hood on?

He shakes his head, as if trying to break the spell. “ ‘Tis nothing," he mutters. "Just... for a moment there..."

"What?" I start,
then stop, scolding myself for my vanity. As much as I secretly want him to think I'm hot in the dress, it might prove counterproductive in the long run. I mean, what if he suddenly realizes that I'm really a girl, now that I'm dressed like one? What would he do? Berate me for lying? Kick me out of camp? Then again, maybe he'd be so blown away by my beauty that he wouldn't care that I'd deceived him. He'd simply sweep me into his arms and say—-

"I think you need some breasts."

Hmph. Well, there goes that fantasy down the drain.

"Um, breasts?" I ask, raising my eyebrows and trying to ignore the disappointment roiling through my stomach.

"No one's going to believe you're a woman with a chest like that," he says, chuckling. He reaches into the saddlebags again, this time pulling out two apples. Unceremoniously, he grabs the neckline of my dress and plops them inside.

Sigh. I reach up to adjust my newfound cleavage. This is seriously sad. I can't believe I thought for a moment that he was really attracted to me. What had I been thinking?

"Better?" I ask, rolling my eyes.

"Aye." He grins, completely oblivious. "Now you look buxom as Little John's mum."

Oh-kay then. There's an image I didn't care to conjure up.

"Um, great. Super," I mutter. "So, um, you want me to just walk right up to the castle and knock on the front door or something?" Better to concentrate on the mission, I think. Before I strangle him for his stupidity.

"Aye. Tell them you are starving and try to draw them outside. I'll take care of it from there."

I square my shoulders, firming my resolve. "Okay. Let's do this then."

Eager to be away from him and his stupid belief that all women should grow up to look like Little John's mum, evidently the Jenna Jameson of Nottingham, I stalk across the field. I can feel Robin's eyes on my back, following my every move, so I pick up my pace. Flat-chested, indeed! I'm so sick of that. Why are guys so hung up on big boobs, anyway? What good do they really do them?

I walk up a small hill and at the top catch my first glimpse of the castle. It's beautiful. Built entirely of gleaming white stones, it stands tall and majestic on the moor. But as I get closer, I realize that it's in dire need of repair. The stone foundation is crumbling. The banner flags waving from the turrets are tattered. The iron front gate is hanging open, and in the courtyard I discover the dilapidated remnants of a fiefdom torn apart: broken market stands, empty cages, animal bones bleached white from the sun. It's bleak. Depressing. I wonder what Robin will think when he sees the state of his ancestral home. Poor guy.

I reach the massive wooden front door of the keep and knock as instructed. An iron peephole slides open with a loud creak, and a beady eye peers out at me with suspicion.

"Who goes there?"

I bow my head and then look up through my eyelashes, giving my best little-girl-lost look. I'm not as good at it as say, Kat, who has perfected the art of getting whatever she wants in life with a mere batting of her eyelashes, but if Robin's right, this man won't have seen a woman in weeks, so I doubt I have to achieve a Kristin Stewart level of pouting. "Just a poor humble woman," I say, "hoping for a few crumbs of bread from your majesty."

"Beggars are not welcome here," the voice says harshly. "
Begone."

"But sir," I say coyly. "I'd be willing to trade a lot for just one slice of bread. A lot!"

"A lot? Like what?"

Jeez Louise, this guy is dense. Obviously he's never had the pleasure of a stripper showing up at his front door with a pizza delivery that's, 'Ooh, just too hot.'

I jut out my left hip. "You know, like... let's get it on?"

Oh god, I sound like Marvin Gaye.
But whatever. I mean, I might as well throw all my cards on the table, right? I need to flush him out—get the door open— and obviously he's not doing so well with the subtle hints.

"I beg your pardon?" he repeats, disbelief in his voice. Not surprising, I suppose. I mean, how many medieval women show up to castles on a daily basis to try to hook up with the guards? I'm guessing about zero.

"Yes. Like, ooh, me so horny," I add, starting to get into the act. "For much... rutting." Isn't that what they called it back in medieval times? I mime a few thrusts for good measure, thankful there are no video cameras in medieval times, guaranteeing my actions won't end up on YouTube. "Me love you long time."

I hear a noise behind
me and my face heats. No video cameras, but a live audience. Doh. I didn't think Robin would be close enough to hear me. Is he snickering? How embarrassing.

Silence from behind the door.
A moment later, it creaks open. Wow. Robin was right. It's amazing what guys will do for a little nookie.

"Come in, come in," the guard says impatiently. He's a heavyset man with a salt and pepper beard and a bulbous nose. "I'm not supposed to open this door, you know. The sheriff would have my head if he knew."

I step back a few paces instead, trying to lure him out so Robin can do whatever he plans. "I'm shy," I say, swaying side to side. "Maybe you should come and get me."

The guard grins and pulls off his helmet, revealing a shock of unruly black hair and a dire need for modern dentistry. Not exactly knight in shining armor material, this guy. Robin better make good pretty quickly, 'cause I so don't want to follow through with my promise of rutting.

"Ah, my lady. I shall come get you indeed," he says, leering at me. He steps out into the open, meaty arms outstretched, lecherous fingers waggling and ready to probe. In a split second he'll be in grabbing-distance of my breasts. And I so don't want to know how he likes them apples.

Whoosh! I feel the wind change as an arrow flies, seemingly out of nowhere and straight for the charging guard. He realizes this just in time and throws himself to the ground to avoid being pierced. His helmet goes flying, landing at my feet. The arrow harmlessly bounces off the
stone wall.

The guard looks up at
me, furious to learn this was all a trap. I'm pretty surprised Robin was going to shoot him, too. But I don't think he'll accept my apology.

"Bring it on, bad boy!" I taunt, positioning my hands in front of me. I can so take him. After all, the dude's going into this thinking I'm some random medieval maiden, not a 21st-century grad of the Central Park Self Defense Weekend Academy. He's so screwed—and not in the way he was originally hoping.

He lets out a battle cry as he lunges at me. I wait 'til he's close, then calmly knee him in the groin, just like I was taught eight hundred years from now. And just like any 21st-century mugger/serial killer/bad blind date who won't take no for an answer type, the guy buckles over in pain. I grab his abandoned helmet and smash it against his skull. It makes a loud thunking sound, kind of like when you crack a coconut, and the guard falls to the ground, losing consciousness. I whack him again, just in case.

I drop the helmet and grab his sword from its sheath and wave it in front of my face. "
Woot!" I cry, triumphantly, raising the sword in the air in triumph. "Oh yeah, baby! Who's your daddy?" I look around for Robin.

"My father? Why, the former Lord Locksley, as I told you before. Why do you ask?" Robin says, stepping out from his hiding spot.

I roll my eyes. "Uh, that was sort of a rhetorical question."

Robin shrugs,
then takes a look at the incapacitated guard. He grins, throws his arms around me and twirls me in a hug. "Good work, Christian," he praises.

"Thanks!" I cry. I'm enjoying the feel of his body pressed against mine way too much. The sword drops to my feet.

He sets me back on the ground and reaches in to grab the apples out of my bodice. "Most difficult to hug you with these in," he says with a laugh.

Suddenly the whole situation seems so funny and absurd that I start laughing too. He pulls me close to hug me again and this time there's no fruit in our way. I can
feel every contour of his body against mine. Every muscle. Shivers trip down my spine. He should not feel so good. He should not feel so—

He releases me from the hug and our eyes meet for a moment. Suddenly the smile fades from his face. His pupils darken and he just stares at me, a shadow crossing his handsome features.

"This may sound absurd, but I must say you look quite lovely in that dress," he murmurs. "It's... strange."

Not really, I want to say. Actually it makes perfect sense. 'Cause I'm a girl! But I chicken out. If I tell him now, he'll totally flip. Why, oh why did I think it was a good idea to lie in the first place? If he knew I was a girl right this moment, I'm pretty sure he'd kiss me. He'd lean down and press those amazing lips against mine...

Either that or he'd be really, really pissed that I've been lying to him all this time. Better change the subject.

"Whose dress is it?" I ask, desperate to stop the wildfire heat spontaneously erupting throughout my body. Hugs and compliments are one thing, but I'm pretty sure he'd be freaked out beyond belief if the eunuch suddenly tried to jump his bones.

" ‘Tis Marion's," he says with a small shrug. He looks down, kicking the ground with his toe. "One of the few things I still have of hers."

For some reason the spoken reminder of Robin's true love dampens the air and weighs down my former light-headed giddiness. It shouldn't, I know. After all, it's not like Robin and I are some couple. We aren't in a relationship. Heck, he doesn't even know I'm the proper sex.

Still, the hurt in his voice, the pain clouding his emerald eyes, the way his mouth lovingly forms her name sparks a longing ache in my stomach. In my soul. If only someone would love me that strongly. Mourn me when I'm gone. I'm sick of being the one who loves more. The one who stands by her man, only to have him run over her heart with a semi.

Maid Marion is a total stupid idiot. She had someone who loved her. Who wanted to care for her and protect her and marry her and have babies with
her. And she threw it all away. Betrayed him, left him, didn't even give an explanation as to why she'd gone.

And what did she gain from trampling this man's tender heart? Money? Power? Prestige?

Puh-leeze.

And now Robin is a broken man. Scared. Angry. Vengeful. Even if he does someday get over Marion, which could take years, it'll be forever before he trusts again. Before he allows someone access to the soft spots. The spots he now knows could get hurt.