A Mother's Love (14 page)

With my one phone call I called Shamar.

“Hello, hey it’s Daphne.” I said crying.

“I know what happened Sissy?”

“I don’t know I just snapped Mar. Can you come and get me?” I asked.

“Yeah sissy but I don’t think you about to get out right away you gotta get a bail hearing don’t you?” he said.

“No they just gave me a ticket. I don’t have to go to court until a later date but I need someone to get me when I get released in an hour.”

“Okay I will be there and stop crying.”

The little holding cell they had me smelled like piss, it was horrible. I didn’t know what had come over me. I had never had a fight in my life hell I didn’t even know I knew how to fight. This was something new to me. But all I know is she deserved it. How the hell are you going to be my best friend and then fuck the only man that I had and you knew that? She knew the pain I was in sharing Terance with his wife. And to think the bitch might be pregnant by him. This just made me cry. I was glad I whooped her ass, she definitely had it coming. It felt good punching her in her shit. She was scared too. Her little pretty green eyes are black now I bet. Just thinking about how scared Sherri was cracked me up. I started laughing, stupid bitch she fucked with the wrong one. Glad I had moved on.

Shamar came and got me and I was happy. When we got about two blocks away from the precinct he lit up a blunt I sure did need it. I got to telling him about what happened and he was laughing his ass off. We went to get something to eat. We sat in the restaurant and chatted about things. Mike was gone to meet the producers for his music. It felt good just sitting there chatting with my little brother. Our bond had definitely grown since the murder of Cash. I didn’t know what was ahead of me. Over the last month I had definitely changed every since I cut off my hair, I cut off layers it seemed like I was free to be who I wanted to be. I loved my Mother but looking in the mirror and seeing her was not a good thing, I wanted to make her proud so I stayed in the books and out of the streets. It was time I lived my life for me though now, I couldn’t live by my Mama’s rule because honestly I don’t think I really knew what she would have wanted from me. I know one thing Mama would have wanted me to be happy, and now I was. I had Mike, who was someone I really cared for and knew he felt the same, I had great siblings and we had a great bond, and then I had my career well I used to. But whatever shit I didn’t even like being a nurse. I liked to cook. I knew I was going to go back and be a cook. That was what I could do, start my own restaurant.

Chapter Twenty

Violet

I had to get up and get ready Kane was coming to get me. Now Kane was sexy as hell. He was dark skinned had dreads and was about 5’ 8. I didn’t know why I was sleeping on the nigga I was too busy in Cash’s face but since he was missing in action I was good. Kane had been trying to get with me for about six months but I had been playing but I needed a new sponsor. Chauncey was okay but he only came up on cash every now and then. Brian was too much of a school boy but he had cash also but I needed a street nigga to handle this. And Carlos kept me flooded with cash but that was only when he was in town. Speaking of Carlos I needed to talk to that little sexy muthafucka.

I texted him, “hey papi I miss u.” I fixed my makeup and waited for Kane to come get me.

              He pulled up in his black Chrysler 300 and I hopped in.

“Hey baby.” I gave him a kiss on the cheek. I had on some tight blue jeans with a black t shirt.

“What up sexy, what you tryna go do?” he said licking his lips. I still hadn’t given him no pussy and I could tell he wanted it bad.

“I told you I wanted to go shopping.” Yeah nigga you had to pay for this pussy.

“Um you must got some cash.” The audacity of this nigga but he had me fucked up, I pulled out my wad of cash, never a broke bitch.

“Yeah I do.” He started laughing.

Yeah this nigga was not getting no pussy if he was gone make me go in my pockets. I got a text from Carlos he said that he was gone be in town, tonight. Aw shit that what I was talking about. We hit the mall and to my surprise Kane paid for everything I bought. The nigga must have been testing me. Yeah he was trying to see if I was a gold digger. See a nigga never has problem spending cash on a bitch if he knows she got her own. Just in case anything happen he can always fall back on a boss bitch with cash. We ate at the mall in the food court. Kane was pretty cool and he was sexy as hell. I was going to give him some pussy too cause he treated me so good but not tonight Carlos spent way more major dough and I needed that. I made Kane drop me off at home I lied and told him I was on my period so we would have to make our date for another day. I was lying I was on birth control where I only had periods every three months and this was not the month for that.

              I got in the shower and changed into something sexy for Carlos. I put on a little blue dress, which was his favorite color, no panties, and some black pumps. I lied and told Aunt Tesha that I was going to a club so she wouldn’t be so nosey. Carlos told me to take a cab to the hotel and he gave me the room number. It was a nice hotel everywhere Carlos took me was nice. That’s all he like to do was spoil my fine ass. I arrived at the hotel and headed to the elevator. All eyes were on me from men to women, the women hated while the men dreamed.

              I headed to his room, I knocked and he was looking good as usual. Carlos was a Mexican; he was heavy in the drug game and ran drugs for some Mexican guy. I didn’t know all the information and I really didn’t give a fuck about it as long as he was paid. I walked in the room and he smacked my ass. I sat on the bed.

“Give me a drink, papi.” I said he went to the bar.

“Why did you have to catch cab,” he said in his broken English, ooh his accent was so sexy.

“My car broke down,” I lied. He had given me six thousand dollars to get a car last month. I blew that shit partying and on bullshit, I could get a ride anyway.

“Look we go tomorrow to car and get a new one.” He said bringing me my drink. I took out my X pill and popped it and drank the liquor.

“No papi you don’t have to I’m fine other people can drive me around.” I said.

“No girl of mine is going to be in cars with niggas, no we go tomorrow.” I didn’t wanna argue so I just didn’t say anything.

Plus the effects of the pill would start and I did not wanna be stuck on bullshit. He sat next to me and started rubbing my thigh. Yeah now that what I am talking about get down to it. I liked having sex with Carlos he had a big dick and he knew how to work it. And he definitely worked my little ass all night.

              The next morning we caught a cab to a car dealership and Carlos bought me a Mercedes, he paid cash. I was excited I knew Carlos had cash but damn. He had to get on his flight in the afternoon so I made sure I showed him how grateful I was and sexed him like crazy in the car. He got on the plane at around 2 that afternoon and I was sad, I really liked Carlos, I think. I got back in my ride and headed home. I got dressed and was glad Aunt Tesha was gone to work I didn’t wanna answer any questions. I put on my usual booty shorts and headed back out to floss in my ride.

              I knew exactly where to floss and who to floss with my bitches Miona and Cashmere. We had been friends for a long time and they were my besties. Miona had two kids already so she really didn’t get out much. Miona was mixed with white and black real pretty with long ass hair. She had an average body not a really big butt or breast just average. I rolled up on her first. I knew she was in the house so I rolled up in her projects. All eyes were on me, niggas knew who I was so they were all in my face wondering what nigga had paid for my ride. I called Miona and told her to come downstairs. She came out about five minutes later. She walked up to my car and started laughing.

“Cash letting you stunt today huh?” her long hair was down and out of her usual ponytail.

“Bitch naw I ain’t heard from that nigga but this my shit. My papi bought this for me. “

“Aw shit bitch.” She got in.

She couldn’t leave so we sat and chatted about bullshit for about an hour. I was telling her about how I had to whoop Cash’s ass and I ain’t heard from him since. She said ain’t nobody seen him around neither, my thoughts was he went out of town to hide his fucked up injuries.

“There go Mer Mer.”Miona said looking up the street.

Knowing these muthafucka they probably told her about my new ride. Damn hood rats ran they mouth. She walked up to the car with a big ass smile. Cashmere was not cute at all. She was black as hell, with a big gap. But she had a nice ass shape. She had a Beyonce body.

“What up bitch!” she said smiling.

“Hey bitch you see me.” I pointed to my ride.

“Hey now” She said.

She wanted to go floss but Miona couldn’t leave her kids so we let her out and went to floss in the city. We were driving around the city loving all the attention. We were high and feeling damn good about ourselves. We stopped at a little corner store to get some more blunts. I told Cashmere to watch the ride. I went in and saw this lady staring at me. She looked familiar, she was in a Beamer. I went in the store and ignored the stares.  She was with another chick they were older about in their thirties or late twenties. I paid for the blunts and walked out the store.

              When I walked out the store the lady was right by the door apparently waiting for me.

“Ain’t you Violet?” The one who was driving asked.

“Yeah that would be me, why?” I said with major attitude.

“Bitch where the fuck is Cash at?” She said and starting pointing in my face.

“What the hell lady is you geeked, I don’t know where the nigga at?” I said with major attitude who the fuck did she think she was.

“Bitch I know you been fucking him so tell me where he at?” Ooh I see this must be his wife.

She was pretty with caramel clear skin. Her weave was definitely on point it was a simple sew in with curls. Her body was definitely a brick house she was bad. She was looking for Cash she must have thought he ran off with me. Shit I didn’t know where the nigga was at, but I wasn’t going to tell her that. I smiled.
 

“Wherever he at bitch, he licking this every night, yeah he finally left your ran down ass.” I started walking away.

“Bitch don’t walk away from me. Tell me where Cash is at?” She ran up in my face.

I had enough. She called me a bitch about three times now and now she was showing her ass in front of all these people. I punched that bitch in her face. I got to whooping her when I felt a hand grab my weave. It must have been her fat ass friend. But before I could react my girl got out the car and started tearing her ass up. I heard sirens and we left those old bitches on the ground.

              We sped away laughing the whole way. Silly ass rabbit, oh well I guess Cash had left her but it wasn’t with me so she needed to get her facts right. I was going to hit the club scene with Cashmere but I didn’t feel like it. I dropped her off and hit Kane up.  I needed some dick after the day I had just had. I know I had just had sex with Carlos but I needed a nigga to tear this up. I lied and told Kane I was on my last day yesterday. He told me he would come get me. I told him I would meet him at the hotel, I wasn’t ready to come up with a lie to Aunt Tesha yet about my new car.

              I made it to the hotel first and put the room in my name. I had picked up some pajamas to sleep in because I was staying all night. I hardly ever stayed with Aunt Tesha and she never really asked what I was doing too much working she probably thought I was in bed myself. Thirty minutes later I heard a knock at the door.

“Who is it?”I had to make sure it was Kane and wasn’t a damn housekeeper or room service.

“Me babe”

I went to open the door. He smiled when he seen me. I only had on some boy short panties. My perky titties was sitting up. He immediately began to kiss me.

“Damn you know how to surprise a nigga.” He said.

He wasn’t wasting anytime as he got on his knees and at my love box. I must tell you it was good too I was moaning and gripping the sheets so hard. I hadn’t had somebody eat this pussy so good in so long. Man this nigga must have been hungry. He got up and I was about to return the favor but he had another idea. He pulled out his dick and it was big. He immediately put it in me. That shit hurt.

“Slow down baby that hurt.” I whined.

“Take this shit ma. You a big girl?” He was right.

I start gyrating my hips hoping that the pain would ease up. It did and it started getting good. I was giving him the best of me because he damn sure was giving me the best of him. The orgasm I had was making me exhausted I should have popped an X. His fine ass was digging in me so tough I had to catch my breath I definitely had never had it like this before. After we had sex we sat up and had pillow talk. I usually never talked to a man after sex he would fall asleep or I would but Kane was nice he kept me laughing. He let me know that he was kid free and bitch free too so he was free for me I never had that before. Carlos had a wife, Chauncey had a baby mama, Cash had a wife, and even Brian had a girlfriend. Nope never had a man to myself.

“Violet I like you girl.” He said looking at me.