Leaning against his chest, I slip my arms around him. “Those women don't have public lives to compete with their private ones.”
He kisses me again. The strong taste of coffee lingers on his lips. “Speaking of private . . . Why are you doing the
Inside NashVegas
interview?” His hands wind around my hair.
“You know why. We talked about this.”
The amber lawn lamps begin to glow as the evening spreads over us. The pool lights click on and send a wavy radiance through the water.
“Don't see how it's going to make a difference.” Car takes another sip from his china cup, then makes a face. “Coffee's cold already.
Inside Nash-
Vegas
is a local. Melanie went national. Shoot, she went international.”
“Because I trust
Inside NashVegas
.” I twist Car's engagement ring around my finger. So stunningly beautiful, but not the one I pointed out to him, in fun, while shopping last Christmas.
“This one?” he'd asked, tapping his finger against the jeweler's glass case.
“Yes, isn't it lovely? Simple, yet elegant.”
So he knew. Even if we weren't talking marriage, he knew what I liked. I glance again at his engagement ring. It really
is
beautiful. Car has exquisite taste.
“If you trust
Inside NashVegas
,” he says, “then go for it.” He runs his hand absently down the side of my leg.
“It seems like the right time to speak for myself.” I say. “It was one thing when the tabloid headlines were lies. It's another when the story is perfectly true.”
From across the lawn, Juan straightens his back. Catching my eye, he waves, motioning for me to come. “Be back,” I tell Car.
“See, I plant lilies for you.” Juan waves his hand over an area of ground lighted by Victorianesque garden lamps. “And here, tulips. Bloom in spring.”
Dropping to my knees, I pat the fresh dirt, hoping not to pet a worm. “It's sort of late in the season. Do you think they'll do okay?”
My momma planted tulips every year. Then complained when Daddy booked her on so many singing engagements she couldn't enjoy her garden.
“I don't see the fruit of my labors,” she'd complain.
“Then stop laboring.” Daddy loved to tease.
Juan shrugs his response. “Yes, late, but they do fine.” His Spanish accent laces all of his words. “If no, plant something else. Why not try?” I smile. “I like your thinking.”
“This your garden. Juan take care for you.” He thumps his chest. A refugee from Nicaragua, he's the hardest-working man I've ever known besides my daddy.
Juan is shorter than me, with black hair and eyes and a thick mustache. His light-brown skin is tanned from working in the spring sun though he's rarely without his worn straw hat.
“I go now. Wife with baby.” He winces. “Two-month-old, a girl. She fussy.” He shakes his head with a sigh.
Rising to my feet, I lay my hand on his shoulder. “All babies are fussy, Juan.”
He removes his hat and gives me a half bow. “
Hasta luego
.”
“Until later.” I bow in return.
Picking up his tools, Juan heads toward the garden shed. “Wait, Juan. Let me send home some leftovers.”
He turns. “
Gracias, jefe
.”
Dashing past Car, who is engrossed in his periodical again, I bustle around the kitchen gathering leftovers for Juan's family. Just inside the pantry door is the picnic basket Car bought “for romantic afternoons in Centennial Park.”
Romantic picnics in the park? Zero.
I scoop the dumplings and remaining salad into plastic containers, then scan the refrigerator shelves. Might as well send along the fruit too. Did Gina buy a gallon of milk? Who's she kidding? I add it to the goodies.
The basket is enormous. Car had high expectations of himself. Or me. Never figured out who was supposed to coordinate the romantic afternoons in the park.
I cut two slices of pieâone for Car, one for meâthen put the rest in the basket.
“Where are you going?” he asks when I pass by again, tugging the basket along with both hands on the handles.
“Giving leftovers to Juan.”
“Aubrey, you pay him well. You have to draw a line between being his boss and his friend.”
I don't hesitate a step. “I choose to be his friend.”
Juan's smile rivals the garden lamps as I approach. “Thank you very much. I bring basket back tomorrow.
Gracias por todo
.”
“
De nada
.” I wave. “Hello to your wife.”
When I return to the porch, I sit on Car's knee.
“You're sweet to look after Juan,” he says. “Forgive me, but I grew up with Grace Carmichael, and she enforced strict protocol between the family and the servants.”
I smooth my hand over his chest. “It won't be like that around here. People are people, no matter what their bank balance. Giving the basket of food to Juan is the best feeling I've had in a long time.”
He reaches for my hand and kisses my fingers. “Guess I have to give up some of my traditions to live with a wild woman like you.”
I run my hands through his hair, making the sides and ends stand up. “Car, back to the Fourth . . . You know I have to do the Sandlotter concert in Music City Park. I do it every year. Besides,
Inside NashVegas
is scheduled to be there, and I invited Jennifer Nettles and Joe Diffie. It's way too late to cancel on them. It would be rude.”
Car's expression darkens. “Mom sent out invitations. She'll be humiliated.”
I lift my hands with a shrug. “She should've checked with me.”
“How do you know she didn't?”
“Because Piper would've told me.”
He sighs. “No chance of her making a mistake?”
“Sure, but in the ten years she's worked for me, she's never missed a personal appointment like this.”
“Babe, sooner or later you're going to have to work the Carmichael schedule into your life. You missed Easter week at the St. George Island house because you were performing in Centennial Park for the Oasis Center fund-raiser. You missed Grandma Carmichael's eighty-fifth birthday party for the AMAs.”
My blood pumps with adrenaline. “Are you keeping score? Music City Park is not a bargaining chip. You can either come with me to the event as a doting fiancé or go to your parents, but I'm going to sing for baseball and the city's youth athletic league.”
He presses his hand on my leg. “What am I going to tell my mother?”
Glancing into his eyes, I feel his dilemma, but it's not mine to resolve. “Tell her to come to the Sandlotter game. Bring her friends. She's chairwoman of, what, five charity organizations?”
He frowns, then slowly smiles and breaks into a laugh. “I can see the ladies of the auxiliary sitting in the stands rooting for the home team.” He yanks me toward him and kisses me, his hands sliding low on my hips. “I'll take care of it. But please, Brie, let's work on coordinating in the future.” He buries his face in the crook of my neck. “Wanna go for a swim?”
Grinning, I look over at the pool. “Guess so. I can get my suitâ”
He rises from the chair and peels off his shirt, slapping his lean, sinewy chest. “Already got it on.”
Laughing, I shake my head. “Go ahead. Skinny dip if you dare. But I have one word for you: paparazzi.”
“What? Come on, Brie . . .”
“Nothing doing. Trust me, it's not a risk worth taking.”
Smiling, he grabs his shirt, flopping it over his shoulder. “Guess you're right. Too much public exposure is . . . too much public exposure.” He wraps me close and walks me inside. “Let's take this conversation upstairs.”
“I love baseball. To me, it stands for everything great about summertime, our country, and our history. There's nothing like the crack of a wood bat.”
âAubrey James, The Tennessean, on her
participation in the Sandlotter Fund-raiser
Midmorning Monday, Piper and I huddle up in her office off the great room
and go over my schedule, making adjustments, canceling what we can so I can rest in between
Inside NashVegas
sessions, making sure we note the appearances I don't want to cancel.
“
Inside NashVegas
segments are going to be more like a video biography,” Piper says. “But they do want to do a couple of planned segments to capture you in everyday life, the things you do around here when you're not on the road.”
“Like what? Me watching you work is pretty boring TV.”
She laughs. “They mentioned a cooking segment.”
“What? Did you tell them?”
She shuffles through a neat stack of papers. “No.” Her voice is barely audible.
“Piper, tell them. I don't cook.”
“Watching you cook would be hilarious TV.” She gets up to fax some papers. “Are you okay with this interview thing?”
I gaze out the window. “I am. Oddly enough. Feels like a journey of discovery.”
“See, God is already turning Melanie's bad into
good
.”
“Maybe.” I let my devoted Baptist friend's comment glance off me.
“Maybe? One of these days you should stop and let God catch you.”
With my chin in my hand, I mutter, “Maybe.”
“Final thing on your summer schedule, Aubrey, the Coming Home Gospel Celebration at the Ryman with Ralph Lester and his band, plus a half dozen gospel singers. This is the one where they're doing a tribute to your parents. We gave them a tentative yes last spring.”
I hear the clicking of her keyboard. Outside the window, the sky is perfectly blue. Cloudless. “What do you think?”
“It's up to you. This is the fifth tribute to your parents you've been invited to do. Turned them all down before.”
“It just feels awkward, you know?” A redbird flits past and lands on the low branches of a nearby maple. “My life isn't very
gospel
these days.”
Behind me, Piper's sigh causes me to glance around. Her thin, black-rimmed glasses ride low on her slender nose. “You can change your life anytime . . .” She stops, holding up her palms. “Never mind. No sermons. Do this for your parents, if you want; otherwise, don't.”
I hesitate for a second. “When is the event?”
“August sixth.”
“I'll do it. Find out the rehearsal schedule. Do I need to bring my band, or am I singing with Ralph's?” I turn back to the window as the redbird spreads its wings and launches from the branch into the sunlight.
I wonder what it would be like to fly.
“That I knowâRalph's.”
“Fine, I won't have to assemble the band after giving them the summer off. The Sandlott gig is their last performance until the fall.”
“Ladies, top o' the morning to ya.”
Zach strolls from the foyer into the great room, his fake Irish lilt barely audible amid his strong southern drawl.
“Top o' the morning?” I repeat with a laugh. “Zach, ten thirty hardly qualifies for top of the morning.”
Piper closes out my schedule, and I head to the kitchen. The sweet cinnamon scent of Gina's homemade breakfast buns has been teasing my senses all morning.
Zach meets me at the island counter, picking up a plate and fork with his eye on the cinnamon buns, though his fork is poised over the pineapple and strawberries. “I've got some news for you.”
“Ami's pregnant.” I pick up a plate and do not hesitate to tear away a cinnamony bun.
Zach ha-has with a shake of his head. “I wish.” Married three months, thirty-eight-year-old Zach claims
his
biological clock is clanging like a four-alarm fire. “You have a meeting with Nathan Brack, your new, charming, wonderful label president.” He stabs a bun with his fork and drops it to his plate.
Jerking open the refrigerator for a Diet Cokeâneed something fizzyâI roll my eyes with an exaggerated sigh. “What for?”
Zach reaches around me for a bottle of FRESH! “To get reacquainted, I reckon.”
“Should I enter with, âAre you still a jerk?' ”
Zach scowls. “Aubrey . . .”
Piper joins us in the kitchen. “You're three months late with your next album. I'm sure Nathan will mention it.”
“Because we were renegotiating money with Greg,” I counter, pouring my soda into a glass of ice.
Zach cuts a bite of his cinnamon bun. “Greg Leininger put SongTunes so far in the red BMG doesn't know if they can pull it out.”
“How?” Piper demands. “Look at all the top artists he's signed. Greats like Emma Rice, Aubrey, Paul Kirkland. Mallory Clarkâshe's new, but her first album went platinum.”
“Greg was the artists' friend,” I say.
“Right,” Zach says. “So much so he wasn't BMG's friend. Can't say as I blame them for bringing in Nathan Brack.”
I swallow my Diet Coke with a cough. “Blame them? The man is all about himself, Zach. His way or the highway.”
My manager shoots me a warning look. “Better get over it; he's calling the shots.”
My legs quiver a little. “Zach, what will this to do my renegotiations with SongTunes?”
He swigs from his water. “Well, that's the thing.”
I slide over next to him. “Zach, what's the thing?”
“He's playing hardball, Aubrey.”
“I shouldn't be surprised.”
“Is he calling off her renegotiation?” Piper asks, her voice moderated. “Worse. If Aubrey doesn't deliver her next album by the end of summer, he's going to sue.”
“Sue?” A string of blue words fly out of my mouth. “Cretin. I told you, he's a cretin.” I kick the service cart.
Zach gently grabs my arm. “Simmer down, Aubrey. We can open up renegotiations in due time. But let's tap dance a few rounds with Nathan, hear what he has to say, give a little.”
“Give a little?” I look at Piper. “Finally, he's lost his last marble.”