A Reason to Kill (Reason #2)
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A Reason To Kill
CP Smith
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Disclaimer: This book is a work of fiction and any resemblance to any person, living or dead, any place, events, or occurrences, is purely coincidental. The characters and story lines are created from the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously.
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Copyright © 2014 by C.P. Smith
First ebook edition: November 2014
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Acknowledgements
With each book, the list grows. I’ve met some truly amazing people on this road to publishing and appreciate everyone who has reached out to say hello or lend a hand. As always, my family is my rock and gives me what I need to follow this dream, and my girls, my dream team, they keep me grounded and love me in spite of my insecurities. Over the course of the past year I’ve developed friendships with readers that I now call my friends and feel blessed to have met them. To Kelly Marshal-White, a woman who amazes me daily with her positive attitude in the face of adversity, thank you. You’ve been a constant source of inspiration and I couldn’t have finished this book without your daily affirmations. To Deb Hawblitzel Schultz who reached out to me in January and hasn’t stopped encouraging me to write since day one, you’re the best! This is why I do what I do. You ladies connected with my characters and made sure that a stay-at-home-mom knew that she should keep writing. Finally, to Kellyann Armstrong. Thank you for Wet Max, Naked Max, and laughter in the middle of the night. I’d cuddle you but you’d hit me, so the next best thing I can do is dedicate this book to you.
Dedication
For Kellyann Armstrong . . . Squirrel!
Prologue
Love, crystal and pure cannot be thwarted.
Only stalled until its wings take flight and soar.
“So, you’re finally gettin' married, Jack.”
“Yep, Jenn’s the best fuckin’ thing that’s happened to me, Max. You know, if you’d stop fuckin’ around you could have this too.”
“Right, I’ve got lumber yards waitin’ on fuckin’ trees and a town that depends on my filling those orders. I don’t have time for love, Jack.”
“There aren’t many women out there can put up with men like us. You find one, whether you got time or not, don’t let her get away, Max. Trust me, I know.”
“Spoken like a true Gunnison. You saw, you claimed, and you conquered.”
“Fuck, no. I saw, I told her, and now I’m marryin’ her. The conquering was just the fun part.”
“Right, take no prisoners and keep them smiling all the way to the altar,” Max chuckled.
“Now you’re gettin’ it,” Jack laughed.
“All right, Jack, give my love to Jenn and remember, if you don’t treat her right, I’ll come down from Alaska and steal her from you.”
“You find the right woman, Max, you’ll know that’s impossible to do.”
“What? Treat her wrong?”
“No, Max, cause her a moment of pain.”
One
I’m going where?
Bright blue velvety skies, dotted with billowing clouds of white, were outside my window, but I couldn’t look. I’m sure it was lovely, maybe even the bluest God had created, but I was too busy praying while holding on tightly to the seat rests of this incredibly small plane to look. This flying tin can was taking me and my team to northern Alaska to study
Ursus Arctos,
or in layman’s terms the grizzly bear. Trails End, Alaska, was our final destination, and I wasn’t thrilled about the prospect of spending a few weeks in the wilds of Alaska.
As a Zoologist, I, of course, studied grizzlies, but not up close and personal. That was Donald’s job. He was head of my department and a man I’d unwisely had a brief relationship with a few months back. Unfortunately, for me, he had an important meeting he said he couldn’t miss, so I had to come in his place. We only had a few weeks before the bears started to migrate further north for the winter, and the Seattle Institute of Zoology or SIOZ whom I worked for and who monitored the bears needed their data.
See, the problem with being sent in his place is I’m a pencil pusher. I’d never head a research team in my life. Normally I would take their data once they’ve collected it and then graph it, write grant proposals or scientific papers outlining their findings. What I hadn't done was sleep in a tent, gather bear scat to determine diet, or pee in the woods. I was an analyzer, a keynote speaker for the institute not an expert in field study for pity’s sake. I’ve never camped in my life, let alone searched the wilds of Alaska for bears.
And there was one very important reason I didn’t.
Some would call me clumsy, but I preferred to think of myself as vertically challenged. Not to mention I hated anything creepy-crawly.
“You can do this, Mia. You will not be beaten by bear poop or uneven terrain,” I mumbled. Sadly, even I didn’t believe me.
What I wouldn’t give to be back in my loft that overlooked Puget Sound with its magnificent views and kick-ass fireplace (The sole reason I’d bought the loft). That fireplace, covered in river rock with its huge timber mantel reminded me of a log cabin my family had rented one summer. I wanted that loft the minute I walked in and remembered those two blissful weeks on Baker Lake with my family—and the ultimate golden boy in the cabin next door. Blonde-haired, blue-eyed, Josh something or other had been a teenage girl’s dream (Even if I never got the nerve to speak to him.) I never saw him again, though I have often wondered if he’d ruined me for all other men. We all know how first lust has a way of clouding a young girl’s memories and making skinny man-boys into never-to-be-forgotten perfect males. It might also explain why at the age of thirty I still hadn’t married.
However, I was married to my work, which explained why I was currently heading towards the mountains.
Trails End, Alaska, pretty much said it all in my book. It was the end of the road, the end of civilization, and more than likely the end of my career if I screwed this up. I was a city girl and me in the field leading a team—
big
disaster in the making. Hell, this was going to be the biggest disaster in the history of disasters if I didn’t get a handle on my fears of bugs and inability to stay vertical.
I knew I had limits on what I could handle, and camping in the woods, surrounded by bugs, pushed me way beyond those limits. I’m not proud of the fact that bugs give me pause they just do. It’s not as if I was a Prima Donna by any stretch of the imagination. I’m just girlie
and pretty much hate anything that isn’t cuddly, frilly or smells good.
This self-awareness of my limitations is why I’d always been an analyzer and not a field researcher. I mean, why torture yourself when you can support the team with your sterling ability to write a powerful grant application or give well-received presentations to the board. Everyone knows it takes all the phases of research, from gathering data to writing grant proposals, to bring awareness to the dwindling grizzly population. Essentially for my part of the research team I’d become the one who kissed ass for money, while the others did the dirty work.
My love for animals and most importantly bears, I’d inherited from my father. He’d grown up on a farm in Oregon surrounded by animals and made sure I had a variety growing up. We’d had chickens, goats, and a feisty ferret named Oscar, but
never
anything creepy like a snake. Even then, my father knew it had to be cute and somewhat cuddly. I’d asked for a pony once, like all little girls do, but my parents were well versed in my vertical challenges and had not only said no, but hell no!
You see I’ve always been lousy at anything that required athletic ability. Even ballet had been a challenge. Unfortunately, all the kids knew this about me and never picked me for games that required walking. Therefore, I learned to play by myself. I’d been content playing with my dolls or reading a book about fairy princesses while the other kids climbed trees. However, for an outgoing child it was rather lonely. Then again, when you had as many animals as I did I guess I was never truly alone. My best friends had just been of the four-legged variety.
My obsession with bears started about the age of ten when my father took me hiking one day near our home. A feat, now that I think about it, amazed me in its daring. Anyway, that’s when I’d seen my first adorable bear cub, and as far as my ten-year-old mind was concerned, there was nothing cuter, and I’d wanted to take it home instantly. My father explained the cub needed to stay with its mother, but I’d never forgotten that round bundle of black fur and my obsession with all things bears began.
Taking a deep breath, I tried not to think about who was flying this death trap. When I opened my eyes, I caught Lucy Daniels my intern from the University of Washington who at twenty-four was fresh-faced with cornflower blonde hair, bright green eyes, and ready for anything. And Frank Jessup, a fellow Zoologist who at twenty-nine had dark brown hair, big blue eyes, a medium build but a killer smile, and both were grinning and laughing at me.
“Do you hate to fly?” Lucy chuckled.
“I hate to die,” I whined.
“Don’t sweat it, Curly’s got this. That old man’s been flying for fifty years,” Lucy told me, but I still wasn’t convinced.
Curly, our pilot, was older than time with glasses as thick as coke bottles. He was a round man with ruddy cheeks and surprisingly, no hair, as his name would lead you to believe. He’d met us in Fairbanks and loaded the whole team and our equipment for the one-hour plane ride to Trails End. And from the amount of time that had passed,
slowly
I might add, I’d say that hour was up.
When I chanced a glance out the window, I saw huge mountains as far as the eye could see. Then finally, after an hour of sudden drops in altitude that left my stomach in my throat, Curly announced through the headphones “Hold on, we’re comin’ in for a landin.’”
For some insane reason, I dared to look as we landed, but all I could see was water—lots of it.
