A Sailor's Honour (5 page)

‘But why put pressure on me?' Weber asked. ‘What could I possibly have that they want? What has this got to do with me?'

‘I don't think it has anything to do with you,' De Villiers said, looking for the right answers as he spoke. ‘Not directly, anyway. I think it has something to do with me. Putting pressure on you is just another way they can put pressure on me, and make sure I do as they say.'

Weber didn't answer. De Villiers continued. ‘The other thing about them is that they won't harm a child or a woman, not if they can help it.'

‘How can you be sure?' Weber asked.

‘I worked for them, and I know. They are Calvinist to the core.'

In a sense, De Villiers was relieved. The demand that he should go to Hamburg meant that there was some rational purpose behind Zoë's abduction. People with rational demands tend to act rationally towards their captives; otherwise their demands would not be met. And he thought he knew the men concerned. As long as he cooperated, Zoë would be safe.

The problem was that De Villiers was not the kind of man to give in to an unlawful demand. He suspected that his brother-in-law was the same.

‘What's the third thing?' Weber asked, interrupting his thoughts.

‘They'll be safe,' De Villiers said. ‘They know me and they know they won't get anything out of me unless they can prove to me at all times that Zoë is safe. They know I don't trust them and won't give them what they want unless I have proof that Zoë is safe.'

‘Who are these people, Pierre? Who are they?'

‘They're soldiers. I am sure of that. From long ago. I know them from the Angolan days.' He addressed Weber's fear. ‘I know them and their kind. Believe me: they want something from me and as long as I have whatever it is that they want, Zoë and Liesl will not be harmed.'

‘But what if you're wrong?' Weber asked.

‘Johann,' De Villiers said slowly. ‘They've chased me through the Kalahari and detained me and tortured me for months. And they got nothing out of me. They know me. They know—'

‘But what if you are wrong, Pierre?' Weber repeated. ‘What then?'

‘If I'm mistaken,' De Villiers started. His voice broke. ‘If I'm wrong, they're already dead.'

De Villiers couldn't think clearly. His instincts cried out for immediate action, not for waiting, but his training as a Special Forces soldier required him to do some careful planning before he made a move. It was difficult to keep an open mind on the issue when he had no idea where his daughter was. Or how she was coping. He knew he needed some sleep, but first he had to persuade Emma to take a flight to Indonesia and to stay there until he had found Zoë.

‘Why?' Emma kept asking.

‘Because I have a job to do and I don't want you to be in danger while I'm doing it.'

‘This is my house and this is where I'm staying until you bring my daughter back.'

She blames me for this, De Villiers thought, and she's right to.

He pleaded with her. ‘I'll get her back, but I need you to be far away …'

‘Why? Just tell me why I should go.'

‘I've had trouble with these men before.' She deserved to know the truth, but this was not the time to tell her.

‘Who are they?' Emma asked.

De Villiers ignored the question. He had a fairly good idea, but he could not work out why.

‘And you think it is they who have taken Zoë?' Emma asked.

‘I
know
they have taken Zoë. They've also taken Liesl Weber in Durban. They won't hurt them, I'm sure.'

‘How can you be so sure?'

‘They want something very badly, and they want it from me. This is not about them, it's about me. Do you understand now why I want you out of the way?' he asked.

Emma knew just enough about his past to be able to venture a guess. ‘You're going to kill someone,' she said.

De Villiers thought about it. ‘If I have to, I will.'

Emma didn't waste time making her decision. ‘I'm not going,' she said. ‘If you're going to do something on your own, not working with the police, I had better be here to look after you when things go wrong.'

‘But, Emma,' De Villiers tried to argue, ‘what could go wrong? What?'

Asking a question was an unpersuasive way to start an argument and she pounced immediately. ‘You could get hurt. You could be locked up. You could be shot.' When she saw him shaking his head as she spoke, she added, ‘You said yourself that they are dangerous.'

De Villiers descended into a series of denials, starting with, ‘I said they were dangerous to you, not me,' but Emma would hear nothing further.

In the end, they had the first serious fight of their marriage and lay in bed with their backs to each other.

De Villiers lay still although he couldn't sleep. He was certain that Emma wasn't sleeping either. Her breathing was irregular and she lay too still. She was a restless sleeper at the best of times, lying now on this side, then on that, then turning over onto her stomach, and often bumping into him. Sometimes she kicked him hard enough to wake him up. But most of the time she held a foot against him, or had an arm across him, deliberately maintaining some form of physical contact as if she could possess him merely by a touch. She always lay close to him, even when she had her back to him.

But now she lay away from him at the edge of her side of the bed.

‘I'm not going,' she said quite clearly in the middle of the night.

De Villiers sighed and turned over. He put his hand on her shoulder. She was trembling and he realised that she was crying. He knew about his wife's resilience. She was from a small Indonesian village that had seen more than its fair share of death and destruction. There, the enemy was not human, but a mountain that regularly spewed hot lava and ash into the air to chase the villagers living in its shadow from their homes and to kill the stragglers who slowed down to look. De Villiers was aware of the fact that Emma had lost most members of her family in such an event. Her father was the only one left, and he refused to leave.

But Emma had left her home behind, and it had worked to De Villiers's advantage, because that was how he was able to meet her when they were both in London. Having fled from the countries of their respective births, they had fallen into each other's arms with the desperation of the lonely and the lost.

Emma did not often cry, but she was crying now.

‘Okay,' he said. ‘You don't have to go.'

She turned to face him. She knew him as well as he knew her. She knew that, just as much as she would not leave her home until her child had been found, De Villiers wouldn't stop searching until he had found Zoë, no matter what official restrictions or prohibitions there might be against his being personally involved. They
were
personally involved. It was
their
child, not some stranger's. ‘Promise me you will be careful,' she said.

‘I will,' he said.

They found comfort in their lovemaking. Neither found it odd that they could make love under such circumstances.

De Villiers woke up early. He could hear Emma in the kitchen and knew she would be bringing him coffee and a biscuit. There was something wrong with the scenario and it had kept him awake long after he and Emma had made up. Now, with the sun up, the question surfaced more clearly. What did Liesl Weber have to do with any of this? Or put another way, how could she possibly be involved?

De Villiers had got to know Liesl Weber well. Less than a year before, he had spent nearly three months in her house. She had looked after him as if she were his personal nurse when he was undergoing radiation therapy for his cancer. On days when Johann Weber needed his car, she had driven De Villiers to the Oncology Centre and had waited for him in the reception area when he was called in for his turn under the radiation machine. It was Liesl Weber who had talked him out of his misery and self-pity, who told him that cancer was not the end of the world, that he should fight it as if it were an enemy soldier on his spoor. And on the subject of spoor, it was she who had traced !Xau, his bushman companion on a long trek though the Kalahari when he had been hunted by soldiers of 32 Batallion, to Schmidtsdrift, and it was she who had accompanied him to see !Xau. It was Liesl Weber who had helped him to find closure of a sort by persuading him that, although his memory of the events that followed his flight through the Kalahari was fragmented, it wasn't inaccurate. The existence of !Xau was proof of that.

He owed Liesl Weber.

The smell of coffee interrupted his thoughts. He opened his eyes to find Emma next to the bed.

‘What have you decided?' she asked.

He sat up. ‘There's something odd about Liesl being abducted at exactly the same time as Zoë,' he said. ‘It must mean something. I just can't work out what.'

Emma nodded and sat down on the edge of the bed. ‘There must be something common to the two of you,' she said. ‘Could it be something you did together?'

The question was too vague to have an answer and De Villiers thought of something else. ‘Last year,' he said, ‘just before I was to catch my flight, they arrived at Liesl's home looking for me. She lied to them, saying she didn't know where I was, but then she and Johann arranged for me to catch an earlier flight, which I did.'

Emma was nonplussed and stood up. ‘Are you telling me that these people were looking for you last year already? You didn't tell me.'

‘I've told you before, Emma, that there are things that you don't need to know.'

She interrupted him. ‘When those things, as you call them, affect me or my daughter, or even you, I am entitled to know,' she said.

De Villiers had no answer. How could he tell her that he might have to return to South Africa, not for the purpose of further treatment, but to ensure that Liesl Weber was rescued? It seemed to him that the simultaneous abductions of Zoë in New Zealand and Liesl Weber in Durban would require an operation that ensured that they were rescued simultaneously. Trying to rescue one before the other would leave the second at risk.

Even as Emma stood over the bed glaring at her husband, his mind was working on a scheme. But De Villiers knew only too well that he could not be in two places at once. Going to South Africa meant leaving the search for Zoë in the hands of a police force ill-equipped to deal with the situation they were facing. It also meant making parallel arrangements of his own.

Johann Weber had put off phoning his sons, hoping against hope that the police would make some progress and bring Liesl home safely, but he knew he could delay no longer when the second phone call came.

Years ago, he had been sent to Pretoria to tell three men that they were going to be hanged the next day, that all their appeals had been rejected and that the state president had declined granting clemency. That was hard, but not as hard as this, telling his sons their mother had been abducted, and not by the criminal elements they would have suspected from the UK, but by a sinister force acting beyond the scrutiny and reach of the regular army and police.

Both Michael and Jake wanted to return immediately to assist in the search, but Weber had to discourage them. He didn't want them in reach of danger here. He'd rather they stayed where they were while he found a way to resolve the matter.

Now he sat in his study with his fingers unwittingly caressing the lion's claw he had taken to wearing as a lucky charm all those years ago. But he drew no strength from it and felt the fear rising in his chest. What do you do when someone abducts your wife, someone powerful, whose motives are unclear? Do you do as they say, or do you fight back? Fight back how?

He knew that Pierre de Villiers was going to have to come to South Africa to resolve the issue, but he couldn't wait for De Villiers to arrive. He needed to do something now.

But what?

‘I have to pee,' Zoë said.

They had removed the tape from her mouth against a promise that she wouldn't scream. That was two nights ago. The Range Rover Sport was making good time around the lakes southeast of Rotorua. They had glided past Lake Rotoiti and Lake Rotuohu and were a few kilometres north of Lake Rotoma when the little girl spoke. ‘I need to pee,' she said a second time.

‘We're almost there,' the driver said. ‘Can't you wait?'

‘I have to go now,' Zoë said. ‘Now.'

The driver lifted his foot from the accelerator but didn't stop immediately.

‘Please,' she said. ‘I have to go now.'

The two women in the back with Zoë were thrown forward against their seat belts when the driver suddenly slammed on the brakes and pulled to the side. ‘You go with her, Sandy,' he said without looking back.

‘No names,' Zirk Bester had said when they were lying in wait for Zoë to come out of the school grounds, but now he was the first to break the rules.

‘No names,' Mooikats Britz whispered.

The woman on the left got out and guided Zoë onto the ground. The ground was soft and slippery. She led the girl towards a large kaori tree at the edge of the forest on the side of the road. It was dark save for the car's lights. The mist had come down and there were strange redlined streaks of light in the mist between the trees.

‘Sit here,' Sandy said. ‘Here behind the tree.' She watched as Zoë pulled down her pants and squatted.

‘Turn around,' Zoë said. ‘I can't go while you watch.'

Sandy turned her back. She waited for the familiar sounds, but a car came past from the opposite direction and she ducked behind a shrub to hide.

‘Hurry up,' Zirk Bester shouted. ‘We don't have all night.'

Sandy came out of her hiding place and jogged to the kaori. ‘Come on, girl,' she said. ‘We have to go.'

There was no answer from behind the kaori. Sandy slowly walked around the tree and came back to the Range Rover. ‘Where is she?' she asked.