Read A Season of Miracles Online
Authors: Heather Graham
She was disappointed. And curious.
Jealous?
She wondered who he was meeting.
“An appointment,” he said lightly. “You're sure you're all right?”
“I've never felt better. Honestly.”
“All right, then.”
But he stood there, watching her.
“Well?”
“I need to see you in.”
“Oh.” She slid her computer key into the lock. The gate swung open; she stepped through, closing it behind her.
He nodded, then turned away, starting back toward his car.
“Marsâuh, Mr. Marston?”
He turned back.
“It was nice to meet you. And thanks for your concern.”
“Of course.”
He walked to his car, and she watched him drive away. Though it was cold, the bars of the gate suddenly seemed to burn against her hands.
She released them quickly.
Strange, strange night.
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Robert returned to Hennessey's.
Parking the car in the streetâeasy enough, with most of the evening's revelers Halloween-ed out and headed homeâhe left the driver's seat and checked his watch.
Too late for his original appointment, but he'd wanted to come back here, anyway.
He'd never seen anything like the way Jillian Llewellyn had looked at him. He hadn't expected to be welcomed into the company with pure joy and enthusiasm, but he'd never imagined anything like what he'd encountered.
She had looked at him withâ¦hatred? Horror?
Maybe pure blind terror. Or something else. He didn't know quite what. A combination of all those emotions.
He had felt shaken. For a moment a chill had settled over him, like something cold and horrible beyond words, and thenâ¦
Then she had started to fall, and the feeling had slipped away, and now he couldn't even recall exactly what it had been. Maybe he'd imagined it. And yetâ¦
At the bar, he ordered a beer. They'd dyed the beer with food coloring. Black beer. Interesting.
As he sipped, he eased back and surveyed the room. Nearly midnight. The band was playing ballads. The bar was still full, but the customers at the tables were beginning to head out. When people moved, he saw the fortune-teller.
Tarot card reader. Whatever. It was all just fun and bull.
As he looked at her, she suddenly stared up at him. Her eyes were golden. Amber, glimmering. She was an arresting woman, metallic in color. Even her skin was copper. She was both stunning and disturbing.
As she looked at him, she suddenly leaned back in her chair, gripping the table. She didn't seem to be doing anything else, certainly nothing threatening, but the couple who had been having their cards read suddenly pushed their chairs away.
He wasn't sure why, but he rose, walking over to her. She straightened, pointing at him.
But she didn't see him. He knew that, her eyes had rolled back into her head.
“Betrayer,”
she whispered. She began to croon and moan, weaving in her chair.
He felt the cold again. Like ice. Fear unlike anything he could remember. Yet he wasn't afraid for himself. He just knew thatâ¦
His head hurt. Pounded. He leaned forward, putting his hands on the table. “Stop it,” he snapped. “Stop it.”
She jerked forward; her eyes rolled into place. “You shouldn't have come,” she told him, visibly shaken.
“I shouldn't have come to the bar?” he asked.
“To Llewellyn,” she answered.
He eased down into the chair, staring at her. “Who put you up to this?” he demanded. After all, this was Hennessey's. A favorite hangout of Daniel's, Theo's, and probably Griff's, as well.
The name Llewellyn was Welsh. But Robert knew from his long conversations with Douglas that the family had been in Ireland for hundreds of years before he had picked up and made his way to the States.
“Madame Zena,” he said firmly, looking around the pub again for some sight of any one of the Llewellyns, “who put you up to this?”
“No one,” she told him.
“Well, then, listen to me,” he said, leaning forward. “I didn't come to Llewellyn to hurt anyone. As a matter of fact, I intend to protect certain people, even though they may not trust me. Protect them, and their interests. So you can call off the mind games. Iâ”
“You know nothing,” she said softly. “You are dangerous. More dangerous than you can ever imagine. You're so powerful and arrogant.” She leaned toward him, suddenly angry, but very still and quiet as she spoke. “You know nothing. And you do not care to learn.”
“Excuse me, Madame Zena,” he interrupted, puzzled and angry, and not knowing why he felt he needed to defend himself to a fortune-teller. “Look, I'm a decent human being, responsible, concerned, intelligentâ”
She didn't seem to hear him. “You may be all that, but it's not enough. Fear is a good thing, young man. Fear can create a quest for knowledge, because no man is so strong he can defy God, Heaven and Hell, and all the Fates. Get out of here. And don't come to me again unless your mind is open.”
She stood and, with a flourish, spun away from him, then rushed from the bar.
Startled, he sat back in the chair.
“Wow, that wasâ¦scary!”
He turned around and saw that the girl who had been in his chair just moments earlier had spoken. A pretty young brunette, she was clinging to her lanky escort, eyes wide, cheeks pale.
“Well,” he said with a shrug, “it's Halloween, after all.”
One of the bartendersâa freckled redhead wearing bobbing bug antennaeâcame walking over, wiping a glass as he looked out the door. “She didn't even get her money,” he said, then shrugged fatalistically. “Oh well, I imagine she'll be back.”
He returned to his position behind the bar.
“Look at the card that's turned over now,” the brunette said. She grabbed her boyfriend's lapel. “That wasn't my card.” She stared at Robert, scared again, shaking her head. “It's your card. It has to be your card.”
“So? I don't believe in prophecy. Fate is what we make it,” he said firmly.
“It'sâ¦it's still your card,” she whispered, then turned, heading out.
“Women,” the man said. “You know the old saying. Can't live with 'em, can't shoot 'em, either.”
He hurried after the brunette.
Robert looked at the card on the table. He didn't know much about tarot cards, and he certainly didn't believe in their ability to foretell the future.
But even he recognized the Grim Reaper.
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The dream came suddenly.
She smelled smoke. And then there was the rustling sound of dry kindling as it caught fire. The acrid smell of something burningâ¦
Flesh.
Pain, a searing painâ¦
She awoke with a violent start and jumped out of bed, screaming, “Fire! Henry, get Grandfather!”
With her eyes open, she saw that there was no fire. She stood dead still. No smoke, no fire, no scent of burning flesh.
Her door suddenly burst open.
There was Henry, Grandfather's assistant.
Henry was seventy, a spring chicken compared to Douglas Llewellyn. He stood in her doorway in his proper pajamas and robe, snow-white hair beneath a bed cap, as if he were a character right out of a Dickens novel.
“Jillian?” he cried, looking frantically around.
Embarrassment filled her. She'd been dreaming.
“Oh, Henry, I'm so sorry. I had a nightmare, Iâ¦I guess.”
He exhaled a vastly relieved sigh. “Oh, my dear girl,” he said.
She walked to the doorway, setting a hand on his shoulder. “Henry, are you all right? My God, I can't believe I was screaming like that. I wouldn't have worried you for the world. How ridiculous. I guess it happened because it's Halloween.”
He smiled. “Why, Miss Jillian, you've never been afraid of Halloween, or the dark, or things that go bump in the night.”
She lifted a hand. “I'm at a loss myself. But I'm sorry.” She set her palm on his chest. His heart rate was slowing.
“I'm fine, Miss Jillian. Just fine. The old ticker is pumping just as it should. Shall I fix you a drink? A hot toddy?”
“No, no more alcohol,” she said.
He arched a brow.
“I had a few Guinness Stouts,” she told him.
“Well, then, what say we share some hot chocolate?”
She smiled. “Sounds good.”
As she had since she'd been a little girl, after her mother died, she slipped her hand into his. They walked out to the second floor landing and down to the kitchen together.
As they chatted, memories of the awful vividness of the nightmare faded.
She didn't tell him much about her Halloween evening at Hennessey's, though. And she didn't say a word about the tarot card reader, or the arrival of Robert Marston.
Eventually, warm and relaxed, she yawned, thanked Henry and headed up to bed.
She tried to sleep, but she couldn't. Suddenly, after all these years, she hated the dark.
She rose. The main light would be too bright. Even the reading light by her bed would be too much. She turned on the bathroom light, then left the door open a crack and lay back down in bed.
Better, but stillâ¦
She'd never been afraid before. Of the darkness, of the night. If there were ghosts in her life, they were good ghosts. People who had loved her. Her mother. Her father.
Milo.
Her eyes fell on the snow globe that sat on her nightstand between the lamp and the silver-framed picture of Milo and herself. Always smiling. No matter what pain had plagued him. He had loved art and music, dance, theater, the world. An eternal optimist. The pain was okay, because he was living, still with her, still seeing the world. Death would be okay, too, because then the pain would be gone, and there was a better world.
He had given her the snow globe. It played a beautiful, if somewhat sad, tune, though the title was a mystery. It held a wilderness scene, with horses and riders racing through a winter landscape. She shook it and watched the snow fall.
“I wish you were with me, old friend,” she said softly.
A few minutes later, she felt an odd sense of peace settling over her.
Finally she slept. And the dream didn't come again.
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Connie was the first to enter Jillian's office in the morning. She stepped in humming, then came to a dead halt. A scream escaped her, and she clamped her hand over her mouth to stop it.
Someone rushed in behind her, and she spun around. Daniel Llewellyn.
Like her, he stood dead still. Staring. At the cat.
“Jeeves isâ¦dead,” she said.
“Sure looks like it,” Daniel said.
“Hey, what's all the commotion?” Griff demanded, walking in behind them.
They both looked at Griff with almost as much surprise as they had stared at the cat.
“You're early,” Connie said.
“Keeping on my toes,” Griff said lightly, then saw the cat. “Whoa, what happened to him?”
“Connie?” Joe rushed in, looking anxiously at his wife. “I heard you screaming. Whatâ”
“It's the cat,” she explained.
“The cat?” Joe queried, puzzled.
“Jeeves apparently climbed up on Jillian's desk to die last night,” Daniel explained. “We shouldn't have kept a cat in the office in the first place,” he muttered.
“I looked after him,” Griff said, walking over to the dead cat, picking it up. “He's cold. Dead a long time. What could have happened to him? There are no dogs in here, no cars to run him overâ”
“Maybe he was just old,” Joe suggested tactfully. “I mean, no one knew much about him.”
“Should we haveâ¦an autopsy?” Connie asked. “An investigation?”
“Cut him up?” Griff demanded indignantly. He stroked the dead cat, looking hurt and troubled.
“I don't think we can call the police in over a dead cat,” Daniel said dryly.
“But⦔ Connie began, and shivered suddenly. “A black catâ¦just dead. On Halloween.”
“In Jillian's office,” Joe said.
“And after last night,” Connie moaned.
“Last night?” Daniel queried.
“She passed out at the bar,” Joe explained.
“The golden girl got drunk and passed out?” Griff said skeptically.
Connie offered him a withering glare. “Of course not, she justâ”
“It was the fortune-teller,” Joe said.