Read A Village Dilemna (Turnham Malpas 09) Online
Authors: Rebecca Shaw
A Village Dilemna (Turnham Malpas 09) (20 page)
‘You’re not interested in staying married, then?’
‘No. Divorce is going through.’
‘Good man. I’ve enjoyed your company.’
‘And I yours.’
Bryn’s luck was in that day for he found Peter at home. He was sitting in his study reading a prodigious tome the size of which quite intimidated Bryn. ‘Sorry if I’ve interrupted …’
‘Quite glad of an excuse, actually. Sit down. What can I do for you? I hear your tour went well.’
‘It did. Yes, it did.’ Bryn sat on the sofa wishing Peter were wearing mufti. This clerical collar bit and the cassock felt like a barrier to normal conversation. He’d be confessing his sins if he didn’t watch it. ‘It’s like this. You know the plague pit; well, are we any nearer to having a service and a burial? If so, will there be a headstone saying who – or is it what? – is buried there?’
‘Two weeks today. I’m paying for the stone, I feel so strongly about it.’
‘That’s more than kind, that is, more than kind. I just wondered because those Americans of mine were fascinated by the pit and the idea of a burial. Yes, indeed they were. Does everyone know?’
‘It will be in the weekly newsletter on Sunday.’
‘Right. I see.’
‘How’s Dicky?’
‘Working. He said he’d never set foot in the Royal Oak again, but he has, so maybe there’s hope for him and Georgie.’
‘I sincerely hope so. They need each other. I’m just so sorry it all went wrong.’
Here we go, thought Bryn, confession time again. ‘He’s being stubborn.’
‘With good cause, I think. But I have talked to him and tried to get him to see reason.’
‘Well, old Grandmama Charter-Plackett is on the case so watch out. With her …’ They both laughed. ‘The other thing is did you know that the council are thinking of modernising the village? Zebra crossings by the school, lighting et cetera?’
‘I had heard rumblings.’
‘How would you feel about that? For or against?’
‘Half and half, actually. Lighting. Zebra crossings, possibly even one-way traffic …’
‘But not the whole hog surely? Think of the signposts. And whatever kind of lighting standards would they put up? Ruin the …’
The telephone rang and Peter lifted the receiver. ‘Turnham Malpas Rectory, Peter Harris speaking.’
Bryn watched his face change to complete puzzlement, then concern. ‘No, no, you’re all quite busy enough. I’ll come. Tell her I’m coming right away.’
Bryn stood up. ‘I’ll go. I can record you as half and half, can I?’
Peter didn’t appear to know what he was talking about. ‘Got to go. Sorry. Do you mind?’
‘Not at all.’ The two of them left together and Bryn stood in Church Lane to watch where Peter went. Mm, he thought, I wonder what’s happened?
Then he had a stroke of luck: one of the weekenders staying over for the week was setting off for a walk. He called a cheery ‘Good morning to you!’ as he passed.
‘Good morning! You won’t know me …’
‘I do. Bryn, isn’t it, used to be landlord at the pub. How’s things?’
‘Fine, fine.’
‘Coming back to take over again, are you, though that Dicky’s doing a great job.’
‘No, just back for a few days. I wondered …’ Bryn explained his mission and the weekender nodded his head in agreement. ‘Oh, I wholeheartedly agree with the protest. Disgraceful. We’re sick to death of government interference, sick to death. It’s diabolical what they think they can do with the country nowadays. Your life isn’t your own. We haven’t bought this cottage to find ourselves in a wilderness of signposts and traffic lights. Certainly not. You’ve got my support, definitely.’ The weekender strode away in his imitation Barbour jacket and walking boots towards Sykes Wood with a cheery wave and a thumbs up shouting, ‘Leaflets, leaflets, that’s what you need. And a big protest meeting to discuss strategy.’
Bryn rubbed his hands with glee. He appeared to be having a more profitable morning than he had first thought. Leaflets, though. He went back to Glebe House to rough one out. Perhaps even posters for windows.
Peter could hear Beth screaming as he crossed the school playground. He lengthened his stride and arrived full pelt in the hall, where he found her having the most terrible tantrum he’d ever seen her have. Miss Pascoe was struggling to calm her down but to no avail. The classroom doors were open and children were spilling out to witness this phenomenon.
Peter scooped her up and carried his grunting, snarling daughter into Miss Pascoe’s office. He closed the door
behind him with his foot, sat in the chair and hugged her hard. ‘Hush! Hush, my darling child, calm down. Hush! Hush!’ He tried to rock her but she was fighting him like a hell-cat. She beat her fists on his chest, grabbed his hair to pull it, pushed at his chest with her fists to be released but none of her strategies worked because he held her so firmly. Finally her strength ran out and she burst into tears, flushed and exhausted by her outburst.
Peter stroked her hair and gently rocked her, allowing the tears to flow. Slowly the crying lessened and he was able to get a tissue from Miss Pascoe’s box on the desk to wipe her eyes. ‘There we are. There we are.’ The two of them sat quietly hugging each other until Beth relaxed against him, shielding her face with the tissue. She’d laid it fully open so that it completely covered her face. He could feel her shuddering as she strove for control. ‘There we are. That’s better. How about going home for the rest of the day, eh?’
He thought he detected a nod.
‘What do you think, eh?’
He got a positive nod this time.
‘They’re all out playing, your class. Shall we wait till they come back in?’
Beth nodded again from under the tissue. She laid her head on his chest and enjoyed the security of his arms round her helping to make everything right. Gradually the love he felt for her reached her innermost turbulent being and she began to relax. ‘Daddy?’
‘Yes, my darling.’
‘Sorry.’
‘You must have had good reason.’
Beth nodded.
‘No.’
‘I see. Does Miss Pascoe know why?’
‘No.’
‘Is it something you’ve done and shouldn’t have?’
His answer was a shake of Beth’s head.
‘Well, then. I think she’ll be needing her room. Let me dry your eyes again and we’ll leave. Blow everyone out playing. Head up and we’ll march home. How about it?’
‘They’ll all see me.’
‘Of course they will, but who cares? You and I, we’re tough.’
Beth took the tissue from her face and he could have wept at the sight of her distress. Her sweet rounded cheeks were streaked with dusty tears, her eyelids swollen, her lashes still dripped a tear. Carefully he reached out and wet a fresh tissue under the washbasin tap and cleaned her face. ‘There, that’s better. Let me straighten your hair. Now you look like new. I think we’ll say sorry to Miss Pascoe tomorrow, shall we?’
Beth nodded. She got off his knee, and prepared to show herself to all and sundry.
Peter opened the office door and found Miss Pascoe in the book corner picking up the books Beth had apparently flung about.
‘There you are! Going home? What a good idea. We’ll talk about it another day, shall we, Beth?’
Peter answered for her. ‘Thank you. I’m so sorry.’
‘Don’t worry, Rector. We’ve seen worse, believe me.’ She patted Beth’s cheek. ‘See you tomorrow, Beth, bright and shining new.’
Beth refused to look at her because she was so
embarrassed. How could she explain to Miss Pascoe that she’d realised that very morning what it was her daddy had been trying to tell her on the evening with the parish photo albums? Tell her that she’d seen a photo of her real mother but at the time hadn’t understood what it meant, but now she did? That they had the same colour hair and the same rounded cheeks. Tell her how she’d made her mummy cry like she’d never cried before, tell her she, Beth Harris, wasn’t what she thought she was and that she’d three sisters she hadn’t known about. That when she looked in the mirror she didn’t know who she was. Was she Elizabeth Caroline Harris any more? Now she
knew
she wasn’t normal would they let her sit the exam for Lady Wortley’s after Christmas? Maybe they wouldn’t want her, not when they knew she didn’t belong. If she’d got it right her daddy must have done what you did to get babies … So was she Beth Meadows, really, and one of those flower girls? But she couldn’t be because Elizabeth wasn’t a flower name. So she didn’t even belong to them either. Her daddy slotted his key into the Rectory door and together, hand in hand, they went in.
‘Would you like a nice cold drink, darling? You must be thirsty.’
‘Yes, please.’ Daddy went into the kitchen, poured two glasses of that fizzy real lemonade they both liked, and together they went into the sitting room to sit on the sofa and drink it. Daddy pulled the coffee table closer so she could put her glass on it when she’d finished. She’d better say it. Might he be cross? She glanced at him and saw he wasn’t cross, only hurting. ‘Sorry, Daddy, for screaming.’
‘That’s all right. I feel like screaming sometimes when
things get too much. The thing is to get out in the open
why
you screamed.’
Daddy was so gentle when things were upset. He always understood. She couldn’t bear making Mummy cry again as she had that night; she had to sort it out with him, not her. Very softly she told him why she’d screamed and cried and thrown the books about. It had boiled up inside her into a huge balloon and it burst at school. ‘I was crying because all of a sudden I understood what you meant.’
‘I thought perhaps it might be so.’ Daddy was being so careful not to hurt. But he had hurt her that night, though she hadn’t realised at the time. She needed to get Daddy to sort it out. He’d always said they could ask anything they wanted and he’d try to answer truthfully.
‘Daddy, you’re my real tummy-daddy, aren’t you?’
‘Yes.’
‘But Mummy isn’t my tummy-mummy?’
‘No, because Mummy’s place for growing babies till they’re ready to be born isn’t there, so she can’t. It’s like I said when you were very small.’
‘So instead, this Suzy person had us.’
‘Yes.’
‘I see. So was my mummy pleased when she knew?’
‘She wanted you both so very much.’
‘So am I a Harris or a flower girl?’
‘You’re a Harris because Mummy and I adopted you, for ever and ever and ever. You are ours by law. It’s all written down.’
‘I’m glad about that. I’m glad I’m a Harris.’ She felt a sharp pain of fear in her heart. ‘That Suzy person can’t come and get me, then?’
‘No, she can’t.’
‘I don’t think I’ll bother to see the flower girls and the Suzy person. I won’t have to, will I?’
‘Definitely not.’
She’d asked as much as she could. She couldn’t be bothered to try to understand any more of it at all. She was worn to a shred with the whole thing. ‘I’ll watch TV now.’
Beth switched it on quickly to put him off explaining any further. Oh, good, that was the phone ringing again. As her daddy went to answer it she lay back against the cushions and prepared to forget the whole thing. But couldn’t, at least not quite. This
Teletubbies
was ridiculous. There was nothing on. Maybe she’d go back to school after lunch. But what would they all think? They’d tease her. No, she’d go back tomorrow when she felt better. Mummy would be home before long. Mummy. Mummy. Mummy. Mummy. The word ran like a well-beloved tune through her head.
Having run off far more copies of his leaflet than he’d any right to do on someone else’s computer, Bryn set off to push them through every village door. He was surprised at how vicious some people’s letter boxes were; his knuckles became quite tender. At some doors a dog snatched it straight out of his hand, which served to remind him not to let his fingers linger the other side of the letter boxes for too long. It was quite soothing wandering along in the sun stuffing the leaflets in every door. The blasted council mustn’t succeed or it would ruin everything he’d planned. Bryn decided to give our Kev a call, ask him about further developments. Now the council had changed their routines and become less keen on allowing the general public
to attend their meetings it was becoming increasingly difficult to learn about future plans, so our Kev had to be kept sweet. As he reached the bottom of Shepherds Hill and was crossing over to do the other side and so back to the village he thought about inviting our Kev out to a meal. But he felt that was going too far. No, he’d simply hand over more dosh, that was the best way. Money spoke to rats.
He met quite a group of mothers coming home with their children from the school. ‘Good afternoon, ladies, would you be so kind as to take time to read one of my leaflets. You may live outside the boundary of Turnham Malpas but it will, I’m sure, be of interest to you, with your kiddies attending the school.’ He smiled sweetly at the children; he even chucked one little boy under the chin as he’d seen politicians do and began handing out leaflets, but he hadn’t bargained for their vigorous reaction. ‘We want some traffic control, it’s our kids’ lives that are at risk.’ He thought this particular mother was about to strike him.
‘Is that what it’s about?’ another asked.
‘Thank you, but no.’ The third mother stuffed his leaflet down his shirt neck.
Bryn protested. ‘I say, I say. Please.’
‘We’ll stuff them all down your neck if you want.’
Bryn backed off. ‘Sorry, ladies, but it’s a free country …’
‘Not so’s I’ve noticed. Buzz off.’
