A Warrior's Path (The Castes and the OutCastes) (29 page)

As we have forever been,

Love is always.

“Shuson says it better with
Sing the Long Lament
,” Li-Reg said.

“Why would a Bael care about romantic love?” Farn asked, for once sounding curious instead of hostile.  “Are there even any females of your kind?”

“There are no female Baels,” Dirge answered, sounding defensive.  “We are all of us male, but even a Bael can dream of falling in love.”

Jessira had trouble getting her head around
such an incomprehensible concept: the Baels as romantics.  A bubble of laughter worked its way up her throat.  The notion was just so ridiculous.

Cedar
had the flat, pained look of someone unable to feel further surprise.  “Just finish your story.”

The general cleared his throat.  “There’s not much more to tell.  The Baels studied and learned all Hume could teach us.  He even directed our forebears to Hammer’s library, which thankfully still stood, and with Master Hume as our inspiration, this knowledge was shared with all our brethren. 
Over time, we all came to believe as SarpanKum Li-Charn.”

“And what do the Baels believe?” Lure asked.

“We believe all those who can reason are our brothers, and we believe it is wrong to kill our brothers.”

“It doesn’t seem like that particular lesson took hold very well,” Jessira said.

“I know it seems like it hasn’t but it actually did,” Dirge replied, turning to face her.  “Since Hammer’s fall, no other cities have been razed.  Very few caravans even.  Even the ghrinas…”

“OutCaste
s,” Jessira corrected, interrupting the general.  She hated that word: ghrina.

Dirge tilted his head slightly.  “Even th
ose OutCastes who were thrust from their homes were spared as much as we could, and now, here you are, representatives of a place hidden and protected from us and Mother.  We allowed the survival of your forebears.  The Baels.  For the three centuries since Hammer’s fall, we’ve done all we can, often at the cost of our own lives, to deceive, delay, and subvert all of Mother’s plans.”  He turned to the Ashokans.  “Or have your war colleges not studied our stupendous incompetence?  In battle, you kill ten or more of us at the cost of only one of your own.  We are not so stupid as you might believe.  We decimate the ranks of the Fan Lor Kum by design.”

“Why?”
Cedar asked.  His eyes bored into those of the general.  “Why did you believe Hume and these books your people claim to have read and not your own Mother?  Your creator.”

Li-Dirge hesitated, and it was Li-Reg who answered.  “Mother is insane.  She has always been, and our fore
fathers knew it as well as we.  Master Hume’s words were simply water in a thirsty desert.  We yearned for something other than blood and murder.”

“Our appearance seems designed for battle, but appearances can be deceiving,” the general said.  “War is not for us.  Our size and strength allow us to fight well, but our will to
battle has always been weak.  We are more naturally historians or philosophers.”

“I’m done for,” Lure said just then.  “The last one is yours.”  He’d just finished with Keemo, and,
Jessira’s younger brother looked tuckered out.  He had the ashen look of someone completely exhausted.  He swayed on his feet and would have fallen if a Bael hadn’t reached out and gently helped Lure find a seat on the ground.

Jessira didn’t want to Heal any Purebloods, but
Cedar had asked her to do so.  She moved to stand next to the only Pureblood still injured: the Kumma Rukh.  “I can help with your rib,” she said.

“
Thank you,” Rukh said, sounding genuinely grateful.  “Breathing easily makes life so much more pleasant.”

Jessira didn’t smile
at his quip.  “Yes it does.”  She had to step closer to examine his chest.  Her nose wrinkled.  The Kumma stank.  He smelled of smoke, sweat, and blood, but she probably smelled just as bad.

“You don’t believe the general, do you?” Rukh asked.

“No,” Jessira replied curtly, hoping the Kumma would leave her be.  Cedar had ordered her to Heal the Purebloods, but right now, she didn’t want to talk to anyone.  She needed time to think over the night’s revelations.

Rukh lowered his voice.  “The general mentioned something to us, something he didn’t tell you,” he said, softly.  “Have you ever heard of
The Book of First Movement
?”

Jessira didn’t bother replying and just shook her head ‘no’.  And she didn’t care to learn about this
Book of First Movement
.  Couldn’t the Kumma take a hint and shut up?

Apparently not, because he kept talking.  “Legend says it was written by the First Father.  It was supposed to be the last work of his hands and lost during the Night of Sorrows.  The stories also say the pages of the Book are blank to all but the purest of heart, but the general said Hume was once able to read
a single line of the book.  It said:
Believe my song and serve greatness.
”

Jessira didn’t bother hiding her eye roll.  “Am
azing,” she said in a flat, disinterested tone.

Rukh
grimaced.  “I can tell you’re not impressed,” he said, “but you need to hear this.  You know, when I first met you, I thought my duty was to kill you out of hand just for being alive.  Many Ashokans would have.”

By the barest of margins,
Jessira overcame her sudden fury and disgust for Rukh. Though she would have loved to tell him to take his words and shove it up his back passage, duty wouldn’t allow it.  Whatever was going on here, Stronghold needed more information.  And what better source than this Ashokan, a possible leader of the Sil Lor Kum?  Her people’s survival might depend on what Jessira learned, which meant she had to follow the same advice she’d wanted to give Lure: never poke the bear.

“
Then why didn’t you?” she asked, masking her anger with a flat, lifeless tone to her voice. 

“I have a brother who is
a Sentya.  His name is Jaresh.”

She pa
used, studying his face, searching for the lie.  A Kumma with a Sentya brother?

“It’s the truth.  Our
nanna is the ruling ‘El of our House, and he adopted him when Jaresh was only three.”

“Why
do you suppose I might care?” Jessira asked, interested in his answer despite her anger.

“Because I
didn’t
kill you.  I could have, and I didn’t because of my brother.  Jaresh was an orphan, and Nanna saw it as his duty to raise him because of a promise he made to Jaresh’s birth father.  There’s never been someone adopted into one of our Houses who wasn’t also a Kumma.  It cost Nanna quite a bit at first when he did what he did.  We lost a lot of contracts with other Houses, and they wanted nothing to do with us, but my parents never regretted their decision, and I’m grateful Jaresh is a part of our family.  I love my brother.”

“Why are you telling me this?” Jessira asked, some of her anger cooling.

“I don’t know,” Rukh said.  “Maybe I don’t want you hating us and thinking we’re all the same.”

“Hate isn’t what I feel toward you Purebloods,” Jessira replied.  “It’s
pity.”

Rukh
rolled his eyes.  “Fair enough.  I guess we deserve that from your way of thinking.”  He sighed.  “Look, I said what I said to let you know Ashoka is changing.  Maybe there will come a time when ghrinas – I mean the OutCastes – will have a place among us.”

“How very generous,” Jessira said with a smirk.  She knew he was trying to make a connection with her, but she couldn’t help but mock his eagerness.  He sounded so sincere, like
he was offering her some great prize by accepting the OutCastes.  His sentiments didn’t impress her.  If Ashoka evolved as Rukh said it might, it would be a cause for celebration but also for sorrow.  It shouldn’t have taken them so long to act in a moral fashion.

“Fine.  Hate us. 
Pity us, feel contempt …I don’t care,” Rukh said, a surge of annoyance in his voice.  “All you need to do is listen.  What I know can’t be lost.  You need to hear this.”

Jessira
forced down her own anger, burgeoning once more in response to the Kumma’s.  She didn’t want anything more to do with Rukh Shektan, but Stronghold needed her to keep him talking. “What is it?” she asked as patiently as she could.

“Before I left Ashoka, I found a reference to
The Book of First Movement
.  There was only one, in all of the volumes, scrolls, and books in all of Ashoka’s libraries; just one, and this in someone’s journal.  And what the author of the journal said matched exactly what the general claimed.  He was from the last caravan from Hammer to Ashoka, and he claimed it had been Hume who had read that first line.”

“So
.  The general knew this line…it doesn’t prove anything.”

“No.  Not when taken alone, but we have records of how all the other cities fell…Ajax, Rock, Goshen, Karma…the Chimeras were led much more effectively in those campaigns; better than they have ever since Hammer’s fall.  Since then, they’ve always attacked in ways guaranteed to maximize their own losses and minimize ours.  Our war colleges have noted this, and we’ve wondered about it.  We thought it was because the Baels weren’t too bright, but it turns out they are.  You’ve met the general and his aides.  They should be better at tactics
and strategy than what we’ve seen.”

Jessira glanced about.  The Ashokans were clustered a few feet away, while
Cedar stood guard near Lure.  Her brother lay on his back with eyes closed on one of the few areas of the nearby ground free of blood and gore.  The Baels had finished stacking the Tigon corpses and spoke quietly in small clusters, their voices deep rumbles.  A few of the beasts stood beside the large fire still burning in the center of the bowl.  Someone ignorant of the lethal history between the three groups might have believed this to be a peaceful scene.

Jessira wasn’t fooled. 
Cedar was tense, as were the Ashokans.  None of them looked happy.

“Even our own caravan…we killed four thousand of them,” Rukh continued, interrupting her reverie.  “Did you know that?  With a little over three hundred warriors.  The Baels could have chosen
from a whole host of options to launch their assault and limit their losses, but instead, they attacked uphill and against what was essentially a fortified position.  They paid dearly for their stupidity, but I’m thinking it wasn’t stupidity.”

“Your caravan paid a dearer price, and our histories tell nothing of the
Baels’ supposed compassion,” Jessira replied, put off by Rukh’s expertise in battle.  She was a scout.  Nothing more.   The Kumma, like all his kind, had probably studied the art of war from childhood.

“We paid a
heavy price for the captain’s mistake,” Rukh said.  “He shouldn’t have kept our forces unified.  He should have split us up.  If he had, more of us might have slipped the Chimeras’ trap.”

Jessira shrugged her shoulders, annoyed.  “I
’m still not sure what you’re trying to say.”

“When you put it all together: the Baels incompetence since Hammer’s fall; what happened here and the conversations we’ve overheard; and the line for
The Book of First Movement
, which they could have only known if Hume told them…I think they’re telling the truth.  Your people need to know that.”

“I think you’re being naïve
.  It’ll take more than a nice story to make me believe that what Dirge told us is the truth,” Jessira replied.  “Now, can we please stop talking and let me just fix those ribs?” she asked, changing the topic to something she knew more about.

Rukh sm
irked.  “As angry as I’ve made you, I surprised you didn’t tell me to Heal myself.”

Jessira grimaced. 
How had he guessed her thoughts?  “Just be quiet.  I really don’t want to talk about this any more.”

“As you wish.”

“This might hurt,” Jessira warned as she pressed her hands gently against Rukh’s ribs, seeking the locus of his pain.

A sharp hiss was
her only warning before his hand, viper fast, clamped against her wrist.

“You found it,” Rukh said.  “No need to push any harder.”

“It feels like you have two broken ribs,” Jessira said with a frown.  “You’re lucky you didn’t puncture a lung.”

“Tell me about it.”

“You Kummas are tough.  I’ll give you that,” Jessira said.  “Are you ready?  I’ll have to press again.”

Rukh nodded.  “Do it.”

“Take off your shirt,” Jessira ordered.

Rukh did as she asked.  He was lean and well muscled, but not heavily so.  And against the right side of his chest was a bruise the size of a melon.

Jessira put her hands over his broken ribs and pressed gently.  She conducted
Jivatma
through her arms and into her hands, changing it so it bled through her fingers and into him.  He hissed when her mental touch poked at his cracked ribs.

She took a breath, exhaling sharply.  Now came the
challenging part.  She stretched out her
Jivatma
, teasing it until it was needle-thin and precise – not a raging torrent.  It was so difficult. 
Jivatma
had a natural tendency to flow like a flood.  It was a hard to keep it tight and focused.  Sweat beaded on her face by the time she was finished.