A Working Stiff's Manifesto
Copyright © 2002 by Iain Levison
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eISBN 978-1-56947-920-9
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Contents
WOULDN'T WE ALL BE HAPPIER SOMEWHERE ELSE?
THE INTERNET-BRAINWASHING DEATH RAY
For Marion
I'd like to thank (in alphabetcal order) the following people who gave me either encouragement or beer money during the writing of this book ⦠Andrew Langman, Matt Lewis, Faith Manney, Betty Mizgala, Patti Pelrine, Kate Pennell, Larry Platt, Mark Scepansky, Graham Weddington, and, of course, my mother.
It's Sunday morning
and I am scanning the classifieds. There are two types of jobs in hereâjobs I'm not qualified for and jobs I don't want. I'm considering both.
There are pages and pages of the first typeâjobs I will never get. Must know this, must know that. Must be experienced in this and that, for at least six years, and be fluent in Chinese, and be able to fly a jet through antiaircraft fire, and have SIX YEARS experience in open-heart surgery. Starting salary $32,000. Fax your résumé to Beverly.
Who is Beverly, I wonder, and what does she know that I don't? She knows she's getting a paycheck, for starters. She can't do any of the things required for the job, I'm sure, or she would be doing them, instead of fielding phone calls. If I knew Beverly on a personal level, could I get a job doing something at her company? Is that why they don't put Beverly's last name in there, to discourage would-be stalkers like me from schmoozing up to her in a bar? From finding out details of her personal life and bumping into her on the subway, after waiting for four hours, then asking her out for a drink; then, after a night of passionate sex, offhandedly wonder if they were hiring for anything down at her firm? I continue on down the column, learning more and more about skills I don't have, about training I will never get, about jobs needed in fields I never even knew existed.
Sometimes the Jobs-I-Can't-Do sections contain a hidden morsel, though. The words “WILL TRAIN” always trigger a Pavlovian slobbering in any qualified bullshit artist. If they're going to train you, what difference does it make what you used to do? “COMPUTER PROGRAMMER, WILL TRAIN.” I know what a computer is. It's one of those TV things with a typewriter attached by a cord. If they want to train me to program it, fine. Then I keep reading. This is an ad for a computer school, where they teach you all about computers for $2,500, then get you a job data processing, also known as typing, for nine dollars an hour. I keep looking.
Today, all the WILL TRAINS are for jobs I don't want. “MOVERS NEEDED, $8/hr. to start. WILL TRAIN. Guaranteed overtime.” This ad is of the second type. Moving furniture isn't so bad. It's hard work but it has its perks, one of which is you never need to work out when you're doing it because your muscles are torn to shit at the end of every day. Eight dollars an hour is low for New York. After taxes that'll leave about six. Still, I can deal with that. The problem is the guaranteed overtime. They are obviously understaffed and are trying to make it look like keeping me at work for fourteen hours a day will be doing me a favor. They'll think because I answered this ad that I'm going to be enthusiastic about showing up on Sundays and holidays. “You wanted overtime,” they'll crow, “isn't that why you answered the ad?” I move on down the page.
“FISH CUTTERS NEEDED, $12/hr. to start.” This is a combination of both types of jobsâa job I don't want and a job I can't doâall wrapped up in one neat little package. I worked for two years as a fish processor in Alaska, so I know a thing or two about fish, but I can't cut them and I don't want to. But I can talk fish with just about anybody. I can bullshit my way through an interview no problem, and by the time they realize I can't cut, I'm already on the payroll. Then they'll either have to teach me or fire me, and firing me will involve admitting a mistake, so teaching me it will be. Twelve dollars an hour. I'm set. Rent will be paid.
There's a definite trick to applying for jobs for which you are not qualified. Knowing something is key, even if it is just one little fact that you can throw out. You can usually get these facts by listening to boring people. I once spent five hours on a train down to Florida listening to the guy in the next seat ramble on about the woes of house painting, and two days later I was painting houses in Miami after wowing the interviewer with a verbatim rendition of the speech I had just heard. So, with fish I'm set. Just a few mentions of salmon fishing in Alaska, and I'm in.
Another fact about interviewers is that most interviewers just want to hear themselves talk. In the average job interview, I'm usually lucky if I can get a word in edgewise. Interviewers have a captive audience who want something from them, so they can babble away uninterrupted about their restaurant, their business, their life, their opinion of the president, or any subject on their mind. Who's going to disagree with them? It's the perfect dictator's forum. “No, sir, actually I think the President's doing a fine job,” and my application is ripped to shreds the minute I'm gone. I've sat quietly while interviewers tell me facts about their wives, their careers, their golf handicaps, even their first sexual experiences. And they rarely ask anything about me.
I go down to the fish store and we talk fish. This is a high-end fish store, catering to the eclectic needs of housewives from the best areas of New York, I am told. The manager, John, needs someone with a “good attitude,” who is “presentable.” An ass-kisser with a good haircut. It's the same thing everyone wants, every business from IBM to the local transmission shop. I happen to have a good haircut, and I am relentlessly polite, at least for the first five minutes I meet someone. He tells me to come back tomorrow for orientation, wearing khaki pants and a blue shirt. No questions about fish cutting ability are ever asked.
I have a job. Here we go again.
In the last ten years, I've had forty-two jobs in six states. I've quit thirty of them, been fired from nine, and as for the other three, the line was a little blurry. Sometimes it's hard to tell exactly what happened, you just know it wouldn't be right for you to show up any more.
I have become, without realizing it, an itinerant worker, a modern-day Tom Joad. There are differences, though. If you asked Tom Joad what he did for a living, he would say, “I'm a farmworker.” Me, I have no idea. The other difference is that Tom Joad didn't blow $40,000 getting an English degree.
And the more I travel and look around for work, the more I realize that I am not alone. There are thousands of itinerant workers out there, many of them wearing business suits, many doing construction, many waiting tables or cooking in your favorite restaurants. They are the people who were laid off from companies that promised them a lifetime of security and then changed their minds, the people who walked out of commencement with a $40,000 fly swatter in their hands and got rejected from twenty interviews in a row, then gave up. They're the people who thought,
I'll just take this temporary assignment/bartending job/parking lot attendant position/pizza delivery boy job until something better comes up,
but something better never does, and life becomes a daily chore of dragging yourself into work and waiting for a paycheck, which you can barely use to survive. Then you listen in fear for the sound of a cracking in your knee, which means a $5,000 medical bill, or a grinding in your car's engine, which means a $2,000 mechanic's bill, and you know then that it's all over, you lose. New car loans, health insurance, and mortgages are out of the question. Wives and children are unimaginable. It's surviving, but surviving sounds dramatic, and this life lacks drama. It's scraping by.
It wasn't supposed to be like this. There was a plan once, but over the years I've forgotten what it was. It involved a house and a beautiful wife and a serviceable car and a fenced-in yard, and later a kid or two. Then I'd sit back and write the Great American Novel. There was an unspoken agreement between me and the Fates that, as I lived in the richest country in the history of the world, and was a fairly hard worker, all these things would just come together eventually. The first dose of reality was the military. I remember a recruiter coming to my house, promising to train me in the marketable skill of my choice, which back then was electronics. I remember the recruiter nodding vigorously and describing all the electronics that the army was currently using. They would train me and train me, he said.
This was my first hands-on experience with an experienced corporate bullshit artist. They trained me and trained me all right. Mostly, they trained me to use a rifle and to interrogate Russian and East German prisoners. These are skills that very few electronics firms are in need of. But surely, speaking Russian and German comes in handy, no? No, actually. Not if your main strengths in the language concern tanks and troop movements. Once we get past “Where is your artillery?”, a phrase that doesn't come up much in everyday conversation, I'm pretty much lost in either language.
Then there was college. The conventional wisdom is that you are unemployable without a college degree. That you are often unemployable with one is something a lot of people spend a lot of money to discover. An English degree qualifies you for either secretarial work (typing those papers gets your fingers plenty of practice) or teaching English, an irony that seems lost on most English professors I talk to. This is a field that exists to duplicate itself, and, of course, to provide star athletes with legitimate courses they can take on their way to NBA and NFL careers so that they can “attend” college and earn passing grades.
So that's how I wind up here. No wife, no serviceable car, no fenced-in yard. I've obeyed the rules, done my time, and I'm right back where I startedâan inch above the poverty line with no hope in sight. Instead of my house and beautiful wife, I've got a tiny one-bedroom New York City apartment, which, for financial reasons, I have to share with a roommate who makes a first-year frat boy look like Martha Stewart.
But before I start my new job, I have promised a day's labor to Corey, my roommate. Corey is in much the same boat as I am, only he had the good sense to drop out of college the minute he became disgusted with it, which was after six weeks. So when the Student Loan people call, it's usually for me.
After his brief college experience, Corey came to New York to work in the film industry, imagining himself shooting up the glamorous ladder of success to become a director. He did direct a small film, an independent production, and the experience left him so drained that now he barely has the energy or enthusiasm to do carpentry work on other directors' movie sets. “You wouldn't believe the bullshit,” he tells me. I'm sure I'd believe every word of it. Most of his time and energy was taken up not with camera angles and script supervision, but with trying to get cops not to tow his car every time he set up on a street corner to shoot a scene. Waiting in line to obtain permits, paying parking tickets, and giving money to homeless people to keep other homeless people from jumping in front of the camera is what filmmaking is really about, he explains.
