Read A World the Color of Salt Online
Authors: Noreen Ayres
“You got no license to be a cowboy, dear.”
“That gives me even more freedom, then, doesn't it?”
“What about those other suspects, what's their names?”
“They didn't do Jerry Dwyer. I know it. I don't want to talk about it. Ray, the Dugdales are
out there
.”
“Hey, sweetie, why don't you go drop some coin in Vegas and come on back here and let me feel up your legs.”
“Raymond!” I found myself whispering as if I were the one having to keep my voice down. “Where's Yolanda?”
“She went down to the laundry.”
“Well, cut it out, Raymond. I feel bad enough about calling you at home, disturbing her.”
“You're playing cop, Smokey. You're not a cop.”
“There's nothing to get the cops involved with, Raymond, except to alert them to known felons tootling in their territory, and I'm sure they've got enough of their own to give away at raffles. Work with me, Raymond. Help me. I need some ideas.”
The Mexican man walked all the way down the side of the building to the dark lot in back. From the way his elbows moved as he stood there, I knew he was urinating.
I said then, “At least I brought along a whacker.”
“Now, listen up, pal. I know you can take care of yourself, but don't go doing anything stupid. Leave that thing where it belongs. Youâ”
“Why Raymond, I think you're mimicking me. âLeave that thing where it belongs.'”
He laughed, but homed in again: “I'll tell you what. Why don't you let me see if I can find a buddy who knows someone on the Vegas force, just to have somebody to call in case anything gets funny.”
“No, don't bother, Raymond.”
“It's no trouble.”
“Of course it's trouble.”
“You were going to ask me to drive three hundred miles ten minutes ago.”
The Mexican came back. Now he stood on a concrete bumper, hands in his pockets, as he looked at me. I put up one finger to tell him I'd be done soon. At the curb, a man got out of a car on the passenger side and headed toward the front door, passing close to me. He was grossly fat, with long brown hair arrowed down onto his shirt. He had a beard and the blackest elbows I'd ever seen. Not work dirt, but forever-there
dirt. When he glanced back, I felt a strange needle of fear.
When I hung up, I was going to go directly back to Henderson and come back out in the morning. I was going to go out the quicker way too, through Logandale, and not be driving alone in that dark country in a car that had a ninety-thousand-mile reading on the odometer. But when there's a blip in your nature that compels you to think that if you do just one more thingâcheck one more fingerprint card, study one more photomicrograph to compare this screwdriver with that doorknob; or, as a cop, compile one more plastic sandwich of transparencies for an “artist's rendering” of a suspect, or run one more vehicle ID number through the VINSLEUTH system while your FBI buddy is yawning and rubbing his eyes, this at three
A
.
M
. when your shift ended twelve hours agoâyou think that somehow, somewhere, you'll come up with something like a hit.
That same nature made me take one more turn back through town, where I saw a square-grilled vehicle parked deep behind the bar, red neon light from a rear window coating its dark sheen. A big flatbed truck was sticking out into the narrow driveway at the side, so I drove slowly up over the curb and into the lot until my headlights reflected off the white plate of the vehicle, the plate with a tin frame around it that said it was from a car lot in Victorville.
Inside the Eagle's Nest were about fifteen people, mostly on the old side. I looked for someone tall, someone blond, call him Ronnie Deutsch or Roland Dugdale.
At one table a young woman in a black loose-weave sweater and a black flower tucked in her white-blonde hair was speaking to a guy with hair so short it looked as though he had a bald spot in the back of his head.
The waitress, a girl who didn't look old enough to be serving drinks, said, “Diet?” and set a glass in front of the woman and slid a bottle of beer to the man. The woman in the black crocheted sweater laughed and switched drinks, saying, “Why do they always think the
women
take the diet?” as if the waitress were not still standing there.
When the man reached out to pay the waitress, I saw what I first thought was a yellow bracelet coiled along his forearm to the elbow. His profile showed a hook to the nose and a ridge of mustache. An odd feeling grew in the pit of my stomach.
I stepped up to their table, and in those few steps I could see that the bracelet was a snake inked among the black hair, and on the other arm there was a green peacock.
“Excuse me. I wonder if you could tell me if you all are from California?”
Phillip's face fell slack, and then recomposed. He pulled a chair over from another table and said, “Take a load off.”
“Thanks. I might need a ride back to California. My car's giving me trouble. I'll pay,” I said.
“I'd like to help you out, but I'm going to be here awhile,” Phillip said. “I'm curious, though.” He was smiling. “How'd you know I'm from California?”
“You look different,” I said, and nodded toward the patrons at the bar.
“I see what you mean,” the girl said, getting a smart look on her face. “I'm from Phoenix,” meaning Phoenix was definitely more cosmo than this hick town.
“You know of a place to stay around here, then?”
“There's a motel down the street. Two, in fact.” His eyes held directly on me without blinking.
“Where you from in California?” I asked.
“Beverly Hills.”
We all laughed. Fake it, Smokey. I said, “Me too.”
He said, “Goddamned small world, isn't it?”
The girl from Phoenix said, “You could probably stay at my aunt and uncle's. They got a place out on Overton Beach. I'm staying the weekâthey take care of my little boy.”
“I'll do just fine.”
“We ought to get you something to drink,” Phillip said. “I stay off the sauce. This is as high as I get.” He took a swig of his diet. “You don't love me now, you miss out.”
Now he was looking at the blonde and she was smiling back, running her tongue halfway around her mouth. Her upper body jerked, and I imagined the arch of her foot sliding up Phillip's shin, her flexing toes going for the groin.
Phillip gave her a deep wink so I could see it, and then, as a rap song came on the box, and someone at the bar said, “Turn that shit off,” and someone else said, “Right, turn that junk off, Mackie,” Phillip put a finger under my chin and said, “How's our little cop-ette from L.A. today, Miss Brandon?”
The girl from Phoenix said, “Oh, wow.”
Phillip dropped his hand, wagged his head at me, and said, “What's your next move, Suzy?”
“Where's Patricia Harris?” I said.
“Now, you think we've gone and done something to your friend, don't you?”
“That's about it. I'd like to know how your brother just happened to move into her apartment complex.”
“Hey, it's a small world.”
“Cut the bull-puckey, Phillip.”
“Your friend has got a mind of her own. I noticed that.”
“Where is she?”
“Her and Roland are home watching TV, I guess. Countin' pinto beansâhell, I don't know, I never been married.”
“What do you mean, married? She couldn't have gotten married.”
The girl with the white hair was flicking her eyes back and forth at us, hanging on to her beer. The skin above her breasts was flushed, and her nose had a damp sheen on it.
“Where is she?”
He said, calmly, “She's the other side of the lake. We got a claim out there we're guarding for a man, make sure thieves don't run off with the equipment and sell it to Jackson Drilling. Look, honey, don't imagine trouble where there isn't none. She's doing just fine.”
“Aren't you supposed to be reporting to somebody?”
“That's the wonderful thing about this country, you know it? Man makes a mistake, he does his penance, he's free to go friend-up the beautiful women.” He hung his gaze on the girl again, and smiled. She looked at me with a hard glare.
I went back to Henderson to the motel, and slept. It was pointless for me to try to find the spot where Ralph Polk parked his motor home in the solid blackness around a giant lake in a country of wild burros.
The next morning I went the short way to Overton, and stopped in at the restaurant before I headed out for the other side of the lake. I had pancakes and wished I hadn't. When I went to pay the check, the man who was framed in the long open window behind the woman who took my money said, “You hear Leon got his water truck fixed?”
She answered him without looking back. “No, I didn't hear that. That's a good thing.”
The man moved back and forth, doing things at the grill. He said, “Ronnie Deutsch bailed him out.”
She nodded and was toiling with the till, my money in hand. She asked me, “You have anything smaller?”
I shook my head. “Ronnie Deutsch?”
“Yeah, you know him?” she said.
“I think so.”
“Good boy, that Ronnie.”
I said, “I met him once when I was passing through a while back. If that's the one.”
“Must be another Ronnie Deutsch. This one's not from around here.” Her glasses slipped from her nose and fell onto her chest, dangling from a red cord. Her ash-blonde hair was pulled close to her head so that she looked like a post with features.
“He come around a lot?”
“When's the last time Ronnie's been around, Myron?”
“Huh?” the man at the window answered, the arms going wide and back again like a man at a piano.
“Ronnie Deutsch. He's been around when? Wednesday?”
“I saw him this morning.”
I spoke to the cook directly then, over Mrs. Cook's shoulder, till she handed me the change and stood away. “He was in this morning, here?”
“He's over the hardware store right now.”
“Can you tell me . . . did he have a tall, pretty redhead with him?”
Myron did something back there that sent up a lot of steam. The woman moved away to clean a table. Myron came back to the window with a smile on his face. He looked at me as he patted something I couldn't see,
pat-a-pat-a-pat
, like a tortilla maker, and said, “Not yet. But, then, it's only eight-thirty.” Then he laughed a phlegmy laugh, until he had to cough and turn away from the window. “Gimme a cigarette, Mavis.”
“You got half a lung left, you want a cigarette.”
“I don't have half a lung, I have two good lungs with a tickle, and that's the God's truth.” He winked at me and said, “Woman's gonna be the death of me yet.”
The hardware store looked like a warehouse, covering many hundreds of square feet. It was loaded up with everything from clothes to chainsaws. I completed a quick round of the store and didn't see Roland, didn't see Patricia. I took another tour and dawdled at the hammer rack, thinking maybe he was having keys made in the back, or a screen cut or a pipe severed.
On my way out, I stopped at the cash register and asked a man who was sticking price tags on silver bolts, “Was there a man in here a while ago, tall, light hair?”
His left top incisor and the tooth next to it were a dark silver; at first I thought they were missing. He wore an orange-visor cap with a fish emblem on it. He said, “You're my first and best customer, doll.”
An older man in a gray shirt pulled up from kneeling at the bottom of one aisle, hung a plastic packet on the peg-board, then turned to me and said, “We got a real good buy on Christmas lights.” Only these two in the store.
“People in the restaurant said they saw Ronnie Deutsch in here. You know him?”
The older man said, “No, ma'am. I don't. But if he comes in, I'll sure tell him you're lookin' for him.”