Abducted by a Prince (31 page)

Lily craned her neck to see the other drawings. Then she glanced up at Ellie in confusion. “But … these are pages from a book!”

“Yes, I
am
making a book,” Ellie said. “I’m drawing the pictures and writing the story.”

Lily looked up at her in openmouthed amazement, as if it had never before occurred to her that books didn’t appear magically in a store or library, that an actual person
wrote
them.

“Would you like for me to read you a little of it?” Ellie asked on impulse. “Just the beginning, so that you can know what the story is about?”

“Oh! Oh, yes, please.”

Ellie collected the pages into an orderly stack, then seated herself in one of the pale green armchairs by the fireside. She was intending to instruct the girl to sit on the rug to listen, as Beatrice and Cedric had always done as children. But without warning, Lily climbed onto Ellie’s lap and snuggled into a comfortable position.

It seemed the most natural thing in the world for Ellie to put her arm around the girl. Lily tucked her head in the crook of Ellie’s shoulder, released a contented sigh, and then gazed down at the pile of papers, clearly waiting for the story to begin.

Ellie couldn’t find her voice. She needed a moment to absorb the joy of cuddling a child on her lap, to relish having that small form curled up against her. It felt lovely and humbling to be the recipient of such trust. But in light of her plan to depart soon, should she even be encouraging this closeness?

She drew in a shaky breath. It would be wiser to send the girl straight back to the nursery. Wiser to maintain a distance between them. Yet Ellie
had
offered to read the story, and now she couldn’t bring herself to disappoint the little girl.

She picked up the first page. Completed in watercolors, it depicted an adolescent girl in a fancy blue gown with a tiara nestled in her flowing, coppery hair. Behind her, a king and queen beamed proudly at their daughter.

“‘Once upon a time, there lived a princess named Arianna. She was an only child and rather naughty, for she was greatly indulged by her parents. On the occasion of her fifteenth birthday, the king and queen invited everyone in the land to a huge celebration. There was dancing and feasting and games. But then something dreadful happened. While playing hide-and-seek, Princess Arianna tried to trick the other children by hiding where no one would find her. She ventured too far into the Forbidden Forest and soon lost her way among the thick, dark trees…’”

While turning the pages, Ellie glanced down to see Lily’s reaction. It was a delight to view the rapt attention on her face. Never before had Ellie had the opportunity to read her book aloud to a child. By the time she’d conceived the idea for it, Beatrice and Cedric had been too old for fairy tales. So Ellie had kept the book her own precious secret, working late at night in the privacy of her tiny bedchamber at Pennington House. Damien had looked at bits and pieces of scenes from later in the saga. But not even he had heard the story from the very beginning.

Reading the short script at the bottom of the pages, she gave Lily a few moments to study each illustration. And she allowed herself the pleasure of watching the little girl. She could see something of Damien in Lily’s smile and in her cheekbones, though her face was much more delicate. Her fair coloring must have come from her mother. Damien had mentioned that his previous wife had been a dainty blonde.

What a sad circumstance for the girl to grow up without ever having known her mother. Ellie’s own mother had died when Ellie had been about the same age as Lily. Ellie had clear memories of a dark-haired woman, of a lovely voice singing, a soft hand on her brow, a warm smile and comforting hugs.

Lily had only ever known Miss Applegate, the nursery maids, and Mrs. Tomkins. From her own experience, Ellie knew that no matter how kind and caring servants were, it was not the same as having one’s own mother. Lily deserved to know that special love. Yet who else could fulfill that need but her father’s wife?

And Ellie would be moving away from this house very soon. She would finally achieve her cherished dream of having a cottage where she could be free to pursue her art. To that end, she and Damien had made a mutual agreement to live apart. The marriage had been arranged so swiftly that there had been no time to consider the effect of it on his daughter.

Guilt nibbled at her, but she pushed it away. At least Lily
did
have an attentive father. Damien adored her—as Lily did him. What would he say if he were to see Ellie and Lily nestled together in this chair? He would be angry, and justifiably so. He wanted Ellie to stay out of his daughter’s life, and she couldn’t blame him. He was only trying to shield Lily from being hurt.

Ellie reached the final page in the stack, wherein Princess Arianna escapes from the clutches of a wicked witch only to become lost again in the vastness of the Forbidden Forest. With a hint of regret, she placed the paper with the others on the table beside the chair.

Lily tilted a worried expression up at her. “Will the princess ever find her mama and papa again?”

Smiling, Ellie brushed back a lock of hair from the girl’s cheek. “Yes, she will, I promise you that. But first, Arianna will have many more adventures. She will learn to be brave and strong, and not to be quite so naughty anymore. Only then will she find her way back to her mother and father.”

Lily had a solemn look on her face. Anticipating a plea for another installment of the story, Ellie dropped a kiss on the top of that golden head. “I believe it’s time for you to return to the nursery. We wouldn’t want Nurse to become alarmed by your absence. Up you go, now.”

Instead of arising, Lily threw her arms around Ellie’s neck. “Nurse said that you’re my new mother. May I call you mama?
Please?
”

A flood of affection caught Ellie unawares. How marvelous it was to feel such a close connection to this sweet child. Awash in the euphoria of unguarded emotion, she hugged Lily close. “Of course you may…”

Even as the impulsive words left her lips, Ellie realized her mistake. Oh, no. She oughtn’t encourage any familiarity. She was supposed to remain aloof and detached. But she couldn’t bring herself to retract the permission, especially not when Lily beamed at her in delight before scrambling off her lap.

As Ellie arose from the chair, she tried to think of what to do. Damien would be furious if he heard Lily addressing her as “mama.” Yet how could she explain that to the little girl? Perhaps there was a tactful way to instruct Lily to remain in the nursery henceforth, and never to come back here for any more visits …

“Papa, you’re home!”

It took a moment for Lily’s glad cry to register. Then Ellie looked over her shoulder to realize two things in quick succession. Lily had never closed the door. And Damien stood behind them in the doorway, his shoulder propped against the frame and his arms crossed.

He was not smiling.

Dear God. How long had he been standing there?

Lily started toward him, then came back to grab Ellie’s hand and drag her forward on resisting feet. “Papa, guess what? Mama has been reading me a story.”

“Indeed?”

His voice had a cold undercurrent. He directed a piercing stare at Ellie, and she strove not to quail under the force of it. Yet she felt lower than a worm slithering through the bowels of the earth. He had every right to condemn her.

As he bent down to greet his daughter, a smile banished the fierceness from his face. He ruffled her hair, saying, “Nurse has been looking for you, princess. She was certain that you’d run away into the Forbidden Forest, never to be seen again.”

Ellie’s mouth went dry. Oh, no. He must have been standing there for a
long
time.

Lily giggled. “How silly. I’ve been right here with Mama.”

“So you have,” he said, one black eyebrow lifted in clear rebuke of Ellie. He looked back at Lily. “It’s time to go upstairs now. Our tea is growing cold. Cook has sent your favorite jam tarts.”

“Can Mama come, too? Please, Papa?”

Ellie’s gaze met his. He looked exceedingly handsome today in a dark green coat that enhanced the color of his cool, critical eyes. In spite of his obvious displeasure, she felt a shiver of attraction scurry over her skin. How could she feel so enticed by him even in the face of his anger?

“I’m afraid I’m rather busy with my work today,” she told Lily. “It takes quite a lot of time to sketch all the pictures for my story.”

Lily gave her a woebegone look. “But it will only be for a little while.”

Ellie was about to voice another firm refusal when Damien stepped forward to place his hand at the small of her back. “If it pleases you, Lily, I’m sure that
Mama
can spare the time. Shall we go?”

Ellie found herself directed out the door and down to the end of the corridor, where a small staircase led up to the upper floor. It was painfully clear from Damien’s harsh expression that he didn’t desire her company. He merely had a soft spot when it came to his daughter’s happiness.

Lily skipped ahead of them, bounding up the steps with all the enthusiasm of youth. Ellie was keenly aware of her husband’s hand burning into her lower back. He must think that she would balk if he didn’t force her to accompany them. His nearness made her all the more conscious of her dreadful blunder.

As they mounted the stairs, she cast him a sideways glance. “Damien … I must explain—”

“Explain what?” His voice was clipped, his gaze furious. “For God’s sake, Ellie. You knew how I felt on this matter. It will make things so much more difficult for Lily when you leave here.”

Feeling the prick of tears, Ellie glanced at him before turning her head down. “I
am
sorry,” she murmured, biting her lip. “I didn’t mean for her to call me Mama … but she
asked
me … and she looked so darling … well, I just didn’t
think
…”

His silence only contributed to her misery. Her throat felt taut, her stomach sick with tension. She couldn’t blame him for being livid. They both knew that Lily would feel betrayed by Ellie’s inevitable departure. And that Damien would be left with the task of consoling the grieving little girl.

Then, as they reached the top of the stairs, he surprised Ellie by rubbing his palm over the middle of her back in a comforting gesture. Bending his head close, he said in her ear, “I will admit, the little scamp
is
hard to resist. Only look at her now.”

Lily stood waiting in a doorway up ahead. With her hands on her hips and a stern expression on her face, she resembled a miniature governess. “Do hurry, Papa, you are walking far too slowly.”

“Some people prefer not to gallop through the house like wild horses on the loose,” he said dryly.

As they strolled forward, Ellie cast a cautious glance at him. His expression no longer looked quite so forbidding. Had he decided to forgive her? No, it was more likely that he’d just temporarily set aside their quarrel for Lily’s sake.

A pudgy, gray-haired woman in aproned gown and mobcap hovered just inside the door. She bobbed a curtsy. “Bless you, sir, for finding the little miss! Why, I’d only rested my eyes for half a minute and she was gone.”

“She was safely visiting with Mrs. Burke.” Once he had introduced Ellie to the kind-faced nursemaid, and had dispatched the servant to the kitchen to fetch another teacup, Lily slipped her small hand into Ellie’s.

“I have a hobby horse, Mama,” she said, apparently inspired by her father’s remark about wild horses. “Come and see.”

Ellie found herself being drawn across a schoolroom with several small tables and matching chairs, and tall windows that let in the afternoon sunshine. There were low shelves filled with many books, a world globe on a pedestal, and framed prints of alphabet animals on the walls. Nostalgia filled her as she breathed in the familiar scents of chalk dust and book bindings. Having spent most of her life as a pupil and then a governess, she had always felt at home in a classroom.

Lily hopped onto a rocking horse in the corner and began to ride back and forth with great enthusiasm. “Look, Mama. I’m practicing for when Papa buys me a real pony. I
hope
when I am seven.”

“Ten,” Damien said firmly, coming up behind Ellie. “And that’s only if you’re a good girl and learn proper behavior.”

Stepping forward, he plucked Lily off the rocking horse and set her standing on the floor. Then he crouched down in front of her, placing his hands on her small shoulders. “I am sorry to end your fun, Lily. But I must have a word with you. Two days in a row, you’ve left the schoolroom without permission. You have caused Nurse
and
Miss Applegate to worry needlessly about you.”

Lily tucked her chin down, her lower lip suddenly wobbling. “I’m sorry, Papa. I know … I know it was wrong.”

“I will have your promise that it won’t happen ever again.”

In a very small voice, she said, “I promise.”

“Excellent. And I shall be watching to make sure that you
do
obey.”

He cupped her chin in his large hand, running his thumb over her cheek in a loving caress designed to take the sting out of his reprimand. He had done a similar thing to
her,
Ellie realized, when he had glided his hand over her back out in the corridor. That small touch had been a balm to ease her wretchedness.

But it was too much to hope that he had forgiven her. Not when she was guilty of the deplorable act of setting his daughter up for heartache. Though at least now, he had made certain that Lily wouldn’t be paying her any more unexpected calls. Perhaps that had been part of his purpose, to keep the two of them separated.

Ellie told herself to be glad. Yet she couldn’t deny she would miss visiting with the little girl. Being with Lily helped to fill the empty place in her heart left by the loss of her family.

Rising to his feet, Damien smiled down at his daughter. “I believe I’m hungry for a tart now,” he said. “I presume Dora will be joining us for tea today?”

Dora?