ALIEN SHIFTER ROMANCE: Alien Tigers - The Complete Series (Alien Invasion Abduction Shapeshifter Romance) (Paranormal Science Fiction Fantasy Anthologies & Short reads) (179 page)

Chapter 8

“So I was right!” she exclaimed angrily. “You had only one reason to bring me here. You only want a wife to take care of you. You don’t want a wife you love.”

“Elise!” Stina and Lars chorused.

“Stina, if you don’t mind, I need to speak with Lars alone.”

Without a word, Stina scurried into the house. Elise mounted the steps and sat down on the rocking chair she’d bought, while Lars leaned against a railing across from her.

“I thought you came because you loved me,” he said. “I thought you
wanted
to marry me.”

“I came,” Elise returned, “because I saw an opportunity to earn some money. I brought Stina and Karin with me because they wanted to come. If they hadn’t, I would have come alone. They’re the ones who came looking for husbands.”

“But in Bishop Hill, we courted for years. I was sure you came to marry me.”

Elise felt a tug at her heart, not because she felt guilty but because she felt bad that Lars had put so much emotion into their life together. They had never even discussed marriage. How could he think that she would come to Forestville with that in mind? Other than because he had mentioned the men here wanted wives in one letter, that is.

“I’m sorry if you got that impression, Lars. I certainly hadn’t meant to lead you to believe it would be that way.”

“Are you looking for another man?”

“Actually, Lars, I’m not looking for
any
man. Like I said, I came looking for opportunities, for financial independence. I suppose you could say I came for the suffragist movement. I’ve been alone for seven years now, Lars. I’m used to it. So far, I’ve lived in an orphanage, in a single room in a boarding house, with an Irish family who took me in for rent, and with the Bengtsons. It’s time for me to learn to fend for myself in case I never have a husband. I think I would like to do it at least a year before I make any decisions to marry.”

“A
year
?”

“Yes, Lars. I would like to be responsible for myself for at least that long. I believe I need to do it that way.”

Lars pushed himself off the railing and stood before her. “Then I’ll give you that time. We can continue to court while you fend for yourself. When you feel you’re ready, we’ll marry.” He paused then said, “By the way, why are you home so early?”

“Only two men came for lessons, so I made it quick.” Remembering what Moya said about his concern that Lars would see them, she decided to eliminate him from her explanation. “I decided to come home a different direction tonight to get an idea of how the city is laid out.”

“That makes sense.” Leaning over, Lars turned her face upward with his fingers under her chin. “I’ll say good night now.” He bent over and gave her a peck on the lips. “Night.”

“Good night, Lars,” she replied absently.

During that entire conversation, Lars hadn’t mentioned love once. On one hand, she could understand what her father had meant by not marrying somebody who couldn’t tell her that he loved her. On the other hand, didn’t a man’s actions mean just as much? Anybody could say the words “I love you,” but if that person didn’t show her that was the case, how could it truly be love? Maybe this was something she needed to take into consideration.

***

Two days later, Elise was home alone, sitting on the sofa and reading a book she’d bought on the trip from Illinois. A knock on the door startled her. Folding over the corner of the page so she didn’t lose her place, she set the book on the end table she’d purchased from a local woodworker.

When she opened the front door, there stood Moya. Her heart again seemed to skip a beat. This was an entirely new feeling, one that she didn’t know how to categorize. She knew one thing, though. She was thrilled to see him.

“Moya, what a pleasant surprise!” she exclaimed. “Please, come in.”

“Are you alone?”

“I am.”

“Good,” he said with a grin as he entered the house. “I
vouldn’t vant
somebody to
tink
ve vere
meeting behind Lars’ back.”

“You don’t have to worry about him, Moya,” she replied, closing the door behind him. “I told him that I’m not interested in marriage for at least a year.”

The smile dropped from Moya’s lips, and his eyes sagged at the outer corners. Elise motioned for him to have a seat on the sofa, and after he sank onto one end, she sat down on the opposite end. She moved so she could face him with her leg resting on the cushion between them.

“Does it bother you that you don’t need to worry about Lars?”

“I’m not sure I shouldn’t worry,” he admitted. “I don’t trust him.”

“Why not?”

“
Tings
I’ve heard. Let’s not talk about him.”

When he also shifted on the couch, bending his let under him so he could face her directly, their knees bumped. Excitement raced through Elise again. Why did this keep happening? This time it was an innocent, unintentional contact, but it still sent flames raging through her.

“
Vat
brings you to Forestville?” he asked, seemingly unaffected by their touch.

“You already know. Lars asked me to come and bring some young women with me. He said that the men working on logging needed a translator and a teacher. It’s obvious that you speak English very well, though, so I’m not sure he was being honest with me. I’m just glad I was able to get a job. Do you mind if I ask how long you’ve been in America?”

“I came over
vit
my
fader
and my five brothers
ven
I was sixteen.
Dat
vould
be seven years ago.”

So Moya was twenty-three years old, and he had a come to this country with his father and brothers. Why not his mother or sisters? Before she could ask, however, he answered her unvoiced question.

“My mother died, and Pa
vanted
to start a new life here.”

“I see,” she said. “Why are you here in Forestville? Is this where your father wanted to be?”

“No, I came on my own. I
vanted
to see more of America. I liked it here, so I stayed.”

“It is a beautiful place with all the trees and the river.”

“
Vat
about you?
Vy
vere
you
villing
to come here to earn a living? Could you not earn
von
in Bishop Hill?”

Elise explained her life up until that point to him. They spent a long time talking about themselves and getting to know each other. Occasionally, he would touch her arm or twist a lock of her long, straight hair around his finger. Each time he touched her, she wanted to throw herself into his arms. She could hardly bare the sensations inside her.

After a couple of hours, he announced that he should leave before her roommates returned for the night. With his hand behind her neck, he pulled her toward him. She steeled herself for what was to come as her face neared his.

His lips met hers tenderly. When she didn’t resist, he embraced her, crushing her upper body against him. She felt as though she would float away, and she grabbed his upper arms. His muscles were so hard! She ran her hands lightly up and down them from his elbows to his shoulders.

Oh, how she loved the feel of him! How she wanted him to lay her back on the sofa and …

He broke the kiss and stared directly into her eyes, his own pale blue eyes capturing her complete attention.

“I
vill
come again,
min kära
. I promise.”

Unable to speak or move, she sat on the blue velvet sofa while he strode to the door.
Min kära
, she thought. My dear. Lars had never called her anything other than her name, never a single term of endearment like Moya. Was he falling in love with her? Was
she
falling in love with
him
? Is that what all these new feelings meant?

Chapter 9

Moya and Elise met secretly for several weeks before Stina walked in on them talking at the kitchen table one day.

“What are you doing here, Moya?” Stina asked as she came in early from one of her jobs.

“
Yust
visiting
vit
Elise.”

“What would Lars say if he knew about this, Elise?”

“He probably wouldn’t like it,” Elise replied flatly, “but I don’t care, because I’m my own woman. I don’t need his permission. Why would you even ask? You know how he is. He’s over-protective, and he certainly doesn’t own me. I can speak with whomever I want.”

“
Nuting
in happening, Stina,” Moya told her. “
Ve yust
like to talk. I came from Småland
yust
like her parents, so
ve
have
someting
in common. I
vas
telling her
vat
it’s like
dere
.”

“And look,” Elise said, spreading her arms wide, “we’re sitting at a table talking over coffee. It’s all very harmless.”

Despite Stina’s suspicious expression, Elise hoped Stina believed her. Really, all she could do was hope because if it got out to Lars that she and Moya were visiting regularly, Elise wasn’t sure what he would do. She had a feeling that he could get very angry.

Besides, it was only today, the first very cool day of autumn, they had enjoyed coffee while chatting. Otherwise, they sat on the couch, and before Moya left, he kissed her, each time getting a little more passionate.

Elise looked forward to those kisses, too. Yes, Lars kissed her good night after his visits, but she felt nothing when he did. Moya made her want for more every time. She was starting to wonder if they would do more than kissing, too. Oh, how she longed to go further.

Every time he kissed her, her body quivered with anticipation of something more. Her mind went to places she’d only heard about from other young women she’d known in Bishop Hill. Her friends who were married all said that sex was a wonderful thing, despite what their mothers had told them. They claimed that their mothers probably just told them it was terrible to keep them from wanting to have sex before marriage.

Elise frowned. She hadn’t had a mother to tell her how bad it was, and her father had never even mentioned it to her. Of course, that was only natural. A father shouldn’t tell his daughter things like that. That was a conversation that only a mother should have with her daughter. She did wonder, though, what her mother would have told her if she had been alive when Elise reached puberty.

“Are you okay?” Moya asked.

Coming out of her daydream, Elise glanced around the room and saw that Stina was gone.

“I’m fine,” she replied. “Where did Stina go?”

“To her room. I should go now. Next
veek
, could
ve
go for a picnic by
de
river? Before it gets too cold.”

“I would like that,” she agreed. “I’ll even make the food.”

“I’ll bring
de
vine
. I make my own.”

Elise had only tasted wine a few times, but she wasn’t about to tell Moya that. If he wanted to bring wine, let him. She didn’t have to drink it if she didn’t want to.

With Stina in the house, Moya rose, wandered to the door, and left without a backward glance. That day he hadn’t gifted Elise with a kiss like she’d come to love. She wondered if he was as upset about that as she was.

When the front door closed behind him, Stina poked her head out the door of the bedroom she shared with her sister. “He didn’t leave because of me, did he?”

“I doubt it,” Elise said. It was most likely a lie, but Elise didn’t care. She wasn’t going to let Stina think that there was anything more between her and Moya than a friendship.

“Do you like him?” Stina asked as she joined Elise at the table.

Elise nodded. “He’s a nice man.”

“No, do you
like
him? Do you want him to be your suitor?”

“I don’t think so,” Elise said. Again, she lied. She liked Moya a lot, much more than Lars.

Stina gave Elise an exaggerated pout. “That’s too bad. You could have a wonderful husband if you did.”

Stunned, Elise stared at her roommate. “What are you saying? That I should tell Lars to leave and let Moya court me?”

“Why not? You seem to like Moya more than you do Lars, so it would make more sense.”

Shaking her head, Elise wandered to the living area and sat on the Victorian chair with blue velvet covering the cushions. “I can’t. I told Lars that I wanted to make my own living for at least a year. I need to keep to my word.”

Stina joined her and sat on the sofa. “Didn’t you come here to find a husband? And wasn’t that husband supposed to be Lars?”

“Like I told Lars, no, I didn’t come here for that. I came to see more of the country, to be an interpreter, and to teach English to Swedes.”

Stina sighed. “I wish I could find a nice man like the two you have. Back in Bishop Hill, I had several beaus, and you had one. Here, I don’t have any, but you have two. It isn’t fair. I
did
come here to find a husband, Elise, and I haven’t met a single one that I like. None of them seem to like me, either.”

“Would you like me to ask some of the men from my classes? We’ll be starting on Saturdays soon because it’s getting dark so much earlier. I could see if any of my students might be interested.”

Her blue eyes widening with excitement, Stina exclaimed, “I would love that. I just want to be a wife. If I could, I would take …” She stopped, and her face reddened in embarrassment. “Never mind. I’m just excited.”

“That’s okay,” Elise urged. “You can tell me.”

“I was just going to say that, if you ever get tired of one of your men, I would be happy to take him.” She paused again then added quickly, “They’re both very nice and quite handsome. I could be happy with them.”

Elise laughed. “I’m sure you could be. Either one of them would make a good spouse.”