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Authors: H. Rider Haggard
“That we may learn presently,” answered Pag.
Then he threw himself down on the ice and shut his eyes like one who
wishes to sleep.
Thus the vision ended.
I, Allan Quatermain, woke up, to notice that, as on the previous
occasion when Lady Ragnall and I took the
Taduki
together, my trance
must have been brief. Although I had forgotten to look at the time, as
it chanced, I could measure its duration by another method. The
Taduki
herb, as I knew, soon burned itself away, yet, when I awoke,
the last little vapour, so thin and faint that it could scarcely be
discerned, was rising from its embers.
Good gracious! I thought to myself, how could all those things have
happened in that unknown land and age in much less time than it takes
the stump of a cigarette to die.
Then I remembered Good, for, although my head seemed rather heavy at
first, my brain was clear enough, and looked at him, not without
alarm, or rather anxiety, for if anything had happened to Good what
would my position be?
There he was in his armchair, his head lying back, staring at me with
his eyes half-opened, much as a cat does sometimes when it is
pretending to be asleep, but is really very wide awake indeed. Also he
resembled something else, a man who was drunk, an effect that was
heightened presently by his trying to speak and producing only
prolonged stutterings and a word that sounded like “whisky.”
“No, you don’t,” I said. “It is far too soon to drink. Alcohol and
Taduki
might not agree.”
Then Good said a word that he should have left unsaid, sat up, shook
himself, and remarked:
“I say, Wi—for you are Wi, aren’t you?—how in the name of the Holy
Roman Empire—or of the Ice-gods and the Sleeper—did I get out of
that canoe, and where’s Laleela?”
“Before I answer your questions, which seem absurd, might I ask you,
Good, what you considered your name to be when you were in the canoe
of which you speak?”
“Name? Why, Moananga, of course. Dash it all! Wi, you haven’t
forgotten your own brother, have you, who stuck to you through thick
and thin—well, like a brother in a book.”
“Then if you were Moananga, why do you not ask after Tana instead of
Laleela?”
“I wonder,” said Good reflectively. “I suppose it was because she was
out of the picture just then, lying at the bottom of the canoe
overcome with the horrors, or seasickness, or something, you know,
with that dear boy, Foh, sitting on her. Also, you needn’t be jealous,
old chap, for, although I did try to cut in when you were doing the
pious over that tomfool oath of yours and the rest of it, it wasn’t
the slightest use. She just smiled me out of court, so to speak, and
like you, made remarks about Tana. But where’s Laleela? You haven’t
hidden her away anywhere, have you?” and he stared round the room in a
foolish fashion.
“That’s just what I want to know,” I answered. “Indeed, to tell you
the truth, I never remember wanting to know anything quite so much in
all my life.”
“Then I can’t tell you. The last I saw of her, she was in the canoe,
trying to get the head of the crazy thing round with a paddle—which I
didn’t know how to do.”
“Look here, Good,” I said. “This is a serious matter, so pull yourself
together and tell me exactly what you remember just before you woke.”
“Only this. The canoe was bobbing about, being carried shoreward down
that infernal tide race or current between the two banks of ice, at, I
should say, not less than eight or nine knots. Moreover, it was
rocking because that fiddle-headed dwarf, Pag, nearly overset it when
he jumped out like a seal from a rock and began to swim toward the ice
bank we had left, because he thought we were all going to be drowned,
I suppose. So there remained only Aaka, Laleela, Tana, Foh, and
myself. Laleela, as I have told you, was trying to get the craft
round, Tana was wailing and sobbing, that plucky lad Foh was quite
still—I can see his white face and big eyes now, and Aaka, sitting in
the bottom of the canoe, gripping the thwarts with both her
outstretched hands but still looking very dignified, was making
unpleasant remarks to Laleela as to her having murdered you, Wi,
Aaka’s husband and her lover, or something of the sort, to which
Laleela returned no answer. Then, just as I was shoving away a cake of
floating ice which cut my hand, everything went out like a candle, and
here I am. For heaven’s sake, tell me, where is Laleela?”
“I am afraid, old fellow, we shall ask ourselves that question for the
rest of our days yet never learn the answer,” I replied solemnly.
“Listen, I saw a little more than you did. Pag reached the ice bank
and I pulled him to my side. He said that he had jumped out of the
canoe because it was too full and there were too many women in it for
his liking. But what the dear chap really meant was that he preferred
to return to die with me.”
“Good old Pag!” ejaculated Moananga—I mean, Good.
“After that,” I went on, “the canoe ran into the spindrift which the
wind lashed up, and the sea fog–-”
“Always get it with thawing ice,” interrupted Good. “Once nearly lost
in it myself off the coast of Newfoundland.”
“—and for a moment Pag and I lost sight of it. It reappeared between
two billows of fog a hundred yards or more away, and then—well, then
we saw a tall woman spring suddenly from the canoe into the sea. But,
as you will remember, both Aaka and Laleela were tall, exactly of a
height indeed, and neither of us could tell which of them it was that
the sea took. Next instant the mist closed in again.”
“Did you see the woman rise up in the canoe? Aaka was sitting down,
you remember.”
“No, we only saw the spring.”
“That sounds like Laleela,” said Good, “for she was standing. And yet
I do not think it can have been, for she was doing all she knew to try
to bring the craft round, thinking to creep back to fetch you by the
edge of the ice where the current did not run so fiercely. The last
thing she said was to call to me to get out the other paddle and help.
Indeed, I had it in my hand but, being a landlubber, hardly knew how
to use it.”
“I don’t think Laleela could have done such a thing, Good. Suicide was
against her principles. Indeed, she reproached me upon that very
matter. Also, her own country was just ahead of her, and she would
wish to reach it, if only to make sure that Foh and Aaka—yes, Aaka—
met with a good reception. Yet who knows?”
“Aaka had a very bitter tongue,” remarked Good. “Also, by then,
Laleela saw that we could never get back against that race, and she
was mad with grief; so, as you say—who knows?” and he groaned, while
I—well, never mind what I did.
For a time there was silence between us, a very depressing silence,
because both of us were overcome. It was broken by Good asking humbly
enough if I thought he might have some whisky now.
“I don’t know, and I don’t care, but for my part I mean to risk it,” I
said, and going to the side table I helped myself freely, as did Good,
only more so.
Teetotallers may say what they like, but alcohol in moderation often
is a friend in trouble. So, at least, we found, for, as we put that
whisky down, our spirits rose considerably.
“Look here!” said Good presently while he lit his pipe and I occupied
myself in hiding away that confounded
Taduki
outfit, which I both
hated and blessed. I hated it because it seemed to be possessed by an
imp which, like a will-‘o-the-wisp, led one on and on to the edge of
some great denouement, and then, in the very moment of crisis,
vanished away, leaving one floundering in a bog of doubt and wonder. I
blessed it because these dreams it gave were, to me at any rate, so
very suggestive and interesting.
“Look here!” repeated Good. “You are a clever old boy in your way, and
one who thinks a lot. So be kind enough to tell me what all this
business means. Do you suggest that you and I have been reading some
chapters out of a former existence of our own?”
“I suggest nothing,” I answered sharply; “the thing is beyond me. But
if you want to know, I don’t much believe in the former existence
solution. Does it not occur to you that we must all of us, perhaps
fifty thousand, perhaps five hundred thousand years ago, have had just
such ancestors as Wi and the rest of them? And is it not possible that
this drug may have the power of awakening the ancestral memory which
has come down to us with our spark of life through scores of
intervening forefathers?”
“Yes, that’s right enough. And yet, Allan, in a way, the thing is too
perfect. Remember that we understood and used the language of those
prehistoric beachcombers, although we have forgotten every word of it
now—or at least I have. Remember that we saw, not only our own
careers, but those of other people with whose ancestral memories we
have nothing to do; moreover, that some of those people reminded us,
or at any rate me, of folk whom I have known in this life; just as
though the whole lot of us had reappeared together.”
“That’s the very point, Good. Men are queer bundles of mystery. For
the most part, they seem quite commonplace, what might be called
matter-of-fact, yet I believe that inside there are few who are not
stuffed with imagination, as our dreams show us. Supposing that we are
dealing with our own ancestral pasts; if that be so, we could quite
well invent the rest, using the staff that lies to our hands, namely
our knowledge of others with whom we have been intimate in life. These
would be the foundation upon which the dreams were built up, the bits
of glass that make the pattern in the kaleidoscope.”
“If so, all I have to say is that your kaleidoscope is an uncommonly
clever machine, because anything more natural than those dirty people
upon the beach I never knew, Allan. Still, one thing seems to support
your argument. Wi, the great hunter of the tribe, who by birth and
surroundings was a most elementary savage, showed himself much in
advance of his age. He made laws; he thought about the good of others;
he resisted his perfectly natural inclinations; he adopted a higher
religion when it was brought to his knowledge; he was patient under
provocation; he offered himself up as a sacrifice to the gods in whom
he no longer believed, because his people believed in them and he
thought that his voluntary death would act as a kind of faith cure
among them, which is one of the noblest deeds I have ever heard of
among men. Lastly, when he saw that a confounded hollowed-out log,
which by courtesy may be called a canoe or a boat, was overcrowded and
likely to sink in a kind of ice-packed mill race, he thrust it out
into the stream and himself remained behind to die, although it
contained all that he cared about—his wife, another woman who loved
him, his son, and perhaps, I may add, his brother. I say that the man
who did these things, not to mention others, was a hero and a
Christian martyr rolled into one, with something of the saint and
Solon, who I believe was the first recorded lawgiver, thrown in. Now,
I ask you, Allan, could such a person by any possibility have existed
in paleolithic or pre-paleolithic times at that period of the world’s
history when one of the ice ages was beginning? Also the same question
may be asked of Laleela.”
“You must remember,” I answered, “that Wi was not such a hero as you
suppose. He offered to sacrifice himself chiefly in order to save his
family, or one of them, just as most men would do in like
circumstances. As regards Laleela, she and everything about her were
mysterious—her origin, her noble patience, and especially her self-control. But it is quite obvious that she belonged to another stratum
of civilization, I presume that which we call neolithic, since she
told me—I mean Wi—that her people grew crops; kept cows, with other
domestic animals; had some advanced form of religion with a divinity
that was symbolized by the moon; and so forth. Well, there is nothing
strange about all this, since now we know that in prehistoric days
races in very different stages of advancement existed in the world at
the same time. It is quite possible that Wi and his company lived in
their paleolithic simplicity, let us say somewhere in Scotland (those
red-headed wanderers who descended upon them suggest Scotland), while
Laleela and her people existed perhaps in the south of Ireland or in
France, where the climate was much warmer and the ice did not come.”
“Probably; Wi and Co. might have lived anywhere in a cold district and
gone to any warmer shore—perhaps one washed by the Gulf Stream,”
answered Good. “At any rate, one thing is obvious. If there is
anything in this dream of ours, it tells of a tragedy that must often
have happened in the world. I mean, the coming of an ice age.”
“Yes,” I said. “All about the northern shores there must have been