guy coming, friend of Drew’s, just bought a chain of
chemist shops, looking for someone like Tom as far as I can
make out, to advise him a bit. I told him I knew Tom, and
he seemed interested in meeting him.’
Octavia thought fast. If Tom could get a new client, it
would make everything much better; he’d be on firmer
ground, she’d feel less guilty, and it would be a lot easier to
begin to sort things out.
‘I think that might be rather nice,’ she said. ‘I’ll ring Tom
and ask him if he’s—’
‘Good. About one, then. Really casual, dress comfy.’
Octavia knew what dressing comfy meant at the
Bartletts’; not quite new Armani jeans, last season’s JP Tods,
a slightly washed-out Joseph sweater; and a really casual
lunch for a few old friends meant twenty or so people, all
networking furiously, over a champagne buffet of asparagus,
salmon, carpaccio, wild strawberries .
. . She felt tired just
thinking about it, but she picked up the phone and rang
Tom’s office.
‘Sorry, Octavia, he’s not here. Gone to Birmingham. Big
meeting with Bob Macintosh. All day, till late. Coming
back tomorrow. You could try him there.’
She phoned Bob Macintosh’s secretary, asked if Tom was
with him.
‘I’m not too sure, Mrs Fleming. They had an early lunch,
do you want to speak to Bob?’
‘Oh, yes. If that would be all right.’
Bob Macintosh was friendly, expansive, asked her how
she was. ‘I’m fine,’ said Octavia, ‘thank you. I wonder if I
could possibly speak to Tom. I’m sorry to bother you but
something’s cropped up.’
‘Tom’s gone, love, an hour or so ago. It was only a fairly
quick meeting we had. Said he had another appointment.’
‘I see,’ said Octavia slowly. Misery hit her, cold, solid in
her stomach. She could imagine what the other appointment
was; with Her. So much for it being over. There she’d
been, trying to help him in his bloody business, pushing
clients his way, and all the time he was rushing off to get
into bed with his mistress.
She put the phone down and sat shaking slightly. Well,
she supposed it was no more than she could expect. She
certainly wasn’t going to go to any filthy lunch parties now,
just to further the cause of Fleming Cotterill. She phoned
Lauren, said she was terribly sorry, but Tom was out of
London that weekend; Lauren made a rather halfhearted
attempt at pretending that Octavia would be welcome
without him, and was clearly relieved when she said she
didn’t think she could.
‘The nanny’s away, I’d have to bring the baby.’
‘In that case, it might be better not. Well, see you on Wednesday, Octavia.’
And now the weekend stretched in front of her, empty,
lonely, full of wrenching jealous misery. It wasn’t fair. She
couldn’t even go and spend time with her father, as she
often had on such occasions in the past. It would be much
too difficult. And she didn’t want to see any of their friends,
it would be bound to lead to inquiries, speculation. So it
was just her and the children. And too much time to think.
Unless … On the spur of the moment, she picked up
the phone, dialled Pattie David’s number, said she could come to the meeting, but she’d have the children with her.
Was there any way Pattie could help?
Pattie was thrilled. Yes, of course she could; the twins
were almost Megan’s age, they could all watch a video
together. ‘And then my daily will be in the house, keeping
an eye on Megan — she’d be delighted to look after the
baby.’
‘She’s an awfully good baby,’ said Octavia. ‘Anyway, it
won’t take long, will it? The meeting?’
‘It might,’ said Pattie. ‘There’s never any telling with
these things. And of course with Gabriel Bingham coming …’
‘Oh, yes,’ said Octavia, carefully vague, ‘I’d quite
forgotten he was coming …’
She called Caroline, told her to get the children’s things
packed, and then left a message for Tom saying what she
was planning to do, and that she presumed he would be
staying in London.
She felt much better suddenly; tough, cool, decisive. A
woman on her own, an independent woman, doing what
she wanted, going where she liked, following the causes she
was interested in. Very contemporary. The only flaw in the
whole thing was that Gabriel Bingham would be there,
misinterpreting all her actions, being snide about her
motives. Well, maybe he wouldn’t turn up. You never
knew your luck …
Julie Springer, the young account executive in charge of
press relations at Fleming Cotterill, was feeling rather
pleased with herself. It had been a bit slow in her
department during the last three weeks, so the call from a
journalist on the Independent, asking her who Fleming
Cotterill’s major clients were, was particularly welcome.
She was a very nice girl, clearly well informed on the nature
of the business; she said she was doing a round-up of firms
like Fleming Cotterill, for a big feature on Tony Blair’s first
months in power, and had already talked to the people at
GJW and Fishburn Hedges. She was also more courteous
than most journalists, thanked Julie for her help and warned
her that she might need to ring her again.
‘Just to check a couple more things. Would that be all
right?’
Julie said it would be perfectly all right and put the phone
down, smiling. Tom and Aubrey would be pleased.
Julie decided to follow up the information she had given
her with a letter confirming it. Her last boss had always told
her to do that. She addressed it to the girl, whose name was
Diana Davenport, at the features department at the Independent and took it down to the post room herself to make sure it got the next mailing out.
‘Well, that was very satisfactory, wasn’t it?’ said Gabriel
Bingham. ‘I enjoyed your little trajectory in the direction of
the Newbury bypass. Very ingenious.’
‘That was not ingenious,’ said Octavia irritably. ‘It’s
perfectly true. There is more development, more building
planned now, just because the new road’s there. It’s
dreadful. After all they—’
‘Yes, yes. I was listening. Very intently. Anyway, I hope
your colleagues are going to proceed in an ordered,
professional manner now. Getting seen as a load of green
do-gooders won’t serve them at all well.’
‘I think they — we — know that,’ said Octavia. ‘And
you’ve certainly rammed the point home. Several times.’
‘Inserting it firmly was more what I intended.’
‘It sounded like ramming to me,’ she said.
‘An unattractive word, ramming.’
‘Yes. Quite onomatopoeic, too.’
He looked at her and grinned suddenly. ‘Shall we
continue this extremely intellectual discussion over the half
of bitter I promised you?’
‘Most unfortunately I can’t,’ said Octavia coolly. ‘My
children are at Patricia David’s house. I have to collect them
and go on to the — our cottage.’
‘Ah. So you’ve quite put yourself out to come to this
thing tonight. Very exemplary. Well, I mustn’t stand
between a woman and her maternal duties. What about the
uxorial ones?’
‘What?’
‘Where is your husband? On his way, is he, bombing
down the M4 in a BMW, unleaded petrol obviously, green
wellies and shooting stick in the boot? And a couple of
bottles of vintage port for tomorrow’s dinner party?’
‘No,’ said Octavia, and tears suddenly stung at the back
of her eyes. ‘No, he isn’t, actually. He …’ She heard her
voice wobble, swallowed hard, turned away.
‘I’m sorry.’ The voice was quite different suddenly,
gentle, quieter. ‘Very sorry if I upset you. I didn’t mean to.
I was only teasing you.’
‘Yes,’ she said, still looking away, not trusting herself to
face him. ‘Well, perhaps you should choose your targets
with a bit more care.’
‘What’s the matter?’ he asked. ‘It’s not just what I said, is
it? You’re upset about something else.’
‘No,’ she said firmly, turning, smiling at him rather
distantly. ‘I’m not upset. Now I must go. Excuse me. Pattie,
hi, I’m over here. I really should be getting back to the
children. Do you mind if we go?’
She tried not to, but as she pulled the car door shut, she
glanced up at him; he was standing quite near, staring down at her intently, his expression concerned still, pushing his hand through his wild hair.
‘Sweet man, isn’t he?’ said Pattie, moving off with a
violent jerk.
‘That’s not quite the adjective I’d apply,’ said Octavia.
‘Mummy, there’s a man at the door.’
‘Just coming.’ Octavia had been engrossed in an article about the party
Prince Charles had thrown for Camilla ParkerBowles’
fiftieth birthday; she struggled back to reality, hoping it was
Bill Dunn, come to do the grass. It needed it very badly.
But it wasn’t Bill.
‘Oh,’ she said. ‘Hallo.’
‘Hallo, Mrs Fleming. Peace offering. It’s not vintage, I’m
afraid, but it is Bollinger.’
‘I can see. Honestly, you really shouldn’t have.’
‘I think I should. I felt rather guilty on Friday night.’
‘Oh, it didn’t matter. Please come in, I was just going to
make a cup of tea. Poppy, this is Mr Bingham. Darling,
would you put the kettle on?’
‘I remember you,’ said Poppy. ‘We met you in that wood.’
‘Not actually in the wood,’ said Gideon, who had
appeared at the door. ‘It was a clearing.’
‘It was a clearing of the wood,’ said Poppy, ‘so—’
‘Poppy, I said could you put the kettle on. Mr Bingham,
please come in.’
‘Mum, Minty’s crying. I heard her from the garden.’
‘Oh, I’ll go and get her. That was a short sleep.’
‘I hadn’t realised family life was so demanding,’ he said.
When she came back, he was following Gideon out of the
door.
‘He’s going to bowl for me,’ said Gideon.
‘Gideon, Mr Bingham hasn’t come all this way to be
dragged straight into a game of cricket.’
‘It’s not a game, it’s just so I can practise my batting. And
he said to call him Gabriel.’
Gabriel Bingham’s eyes met Octavia’s over Gideon’s
head. He smiled at her, then turned and followed Gideon
out into the garden.
‘That was very kind of you,’ she said quite a lot later, as
they sat drinking tea.
‘Not kind at all. I love cricket. Played for my school.’
‘Did you?’ said Gideon, his eyes shining.
‘Yup. First Eleven, actually.’
‘Golly.’
‘My finest hour was when we beat — well, another
school, and I made eighty-nine, not out.’
‘Which other school?’
‘Harrow. Not hard to beat, actually.’
‘And where did you go to school?’ said Gideon
‘Er, Winchester,’ said Gabriel Bingham, avoiding
Octavia’s eye.
‘Winchester and Harrow. What a very egalitarian occasion
it must have been,’ said Octavia mildly. But she smiled
at him; he smiled back.
‘I’m going to Winchester, I hope,’ said Gideon. ‘You
have to be clever to go there, though. What’s your job?’
‘I’m an MP.’
‘Are you? Our daddy knows lots of MPs. Have you met
him?’
‘No.’
‘Mummy, can I fill the paddling pool? It’s so hot,’ said
Poppy. ‘Minty’d like that.’
‘She might not,’ said Gideon.
‘Of course she would.’
‘How do you know?’
‘Gideon, stop it,’ said Octavia, wearily. ‘I agree with
Poppy, Minty probably would like it very much. Now go
and help Poppy get the pool out and fill it, would you?’
‘But, Mum—’
‘Gideon. I mean it. Otherwise, no hamburger on the
way back to London.’
‘I can see you’re a very harsh mother,’ said Gabriel
Bingham.
‘I’m quite strict. Actually,’ said Octavia.
‘Well, they’re very nice children. And this is a very nice
place you’ve got here.’
He looked round; they were sitting on a small paved area
outside the kitchen door, set with a wooden table and
chairs, and marked out by a trellis covered in climbing roses
and honeysuckle. In front of them was the daisy-covered
lawn, bounded by a thick hawthorn hedge, and beyond that
the rolling, tree-studded Somerset landscape.
‘And nice village? Friendly? Do they approve of you?’
‘I think so. I mean, we do try to join in.’
‘Go to the fete, use the shop, all that sort of thing? Very
commendable.’ His eyes were amused, but there was an
edge to his voice.
‘Look,’ she said, ‘it’s very easy for you to sneer. I might
tell you that this cottage had been empty for three years
when we bought it, it was derelict, so—’
‘Calm down,’ he said, smiling. ‘My word, you’re touchy.
I was only teasing you. I’m sure the village are very
fortunate to have you here. Anyway, where is the husband?
I’m beginning to think he doesn’t exist.’
‘He’s working. In London.’
‘I see. Do you often come down here on your own?’
‘Oh, yes,’ she said quickly, ‘quite often.’
‘I see.’
There was a silence; then she said, ‘How did you know
where I was, anyway?’
‘I asked the saintly Mrs David.’