Read Alpha Doms Box Set: 9 Delicious Stories + 10 Sexy Heroes = 19 Reasons to Indulge Online
Authors: Christin Lovell
Tags: #werewolf, #werewolves, #menage, #erotic romance, #gay erotica, #bbw, #mm, #mf, #plus size heroine
I was trapped, forced to watch him as his
mouth descended on my breast. A crackled cry erupted from my chest
as he gently teased my peaks. The combination of his talented
tongue above with Jay’s devouring me below, I shattered. I
splintered into a thousand pieces.
My vision blurred as ecstasy washed through
me. Wave after wave of pleasure dizzied me. All I could do was
feel. They made me feel all they were giving me. They stripped away
every layer and laid me bare; they made me face my feelings, face
all I’d buried deep inside. They made me admit the depth of my
feelings for them.
As the fog lifted, I registered Jay kissing
his way up my body.
Eddie kissed my chin before tenderly
brushing his lips across mine. “Beautiful.”
Perfectly in sync, as Eddie righted himself,
Jay aligned himself over me, catching his weight on his elbows. His
eyes were glossy, but there was a hard edge, a darkness within
their depths reminiscent of a thunderstorm moving in.
His lips were swollen from tasting me; I
don’t know what came over me, but I got a thrill out of the sight.
Hesitantly, I leaned up and kissed him.
He deepened his caress as he slowly lifted
me into a sitting position.
Without prompting, I felt Eddie untie me. He
massaged my wrists, pressing a few kisses to my shoulders before
Jay took to rubbing them.
I smiled against Jay’s lips. “A girl could
get used to this,” I muttered.
He smiled; just by the feel of it, I knew it
was a smug grin. “Told you we’d take care of you.”
Hands free, I pinched his nipple.
Without warning, I was on my back, hands
pinned above my head with a wolf glaring down at me. Glowing gold
eyes narrowed on me; Jay’s lips curled into a snarl as a harsh
growl echoed around me.
Eddie snickered; he was amused, but
hyper-focused on Jay. “Pinching, nipping, biting…pain of any kind
in a sexual manner is the best way to entice a wolf.”
“
Hm. Good to know.” I
didn’t take my eyes off Jay’s wolf.
He closed his eyes, his muscles flexing like
crazy. When he opened his eyes, their color proved he had
temporarily leashed his wolf.
He gave me a once over. “You okay?”
I nodded my ‘yes.’
A cheeky grin split his face. “Good.” He
nipped my lips. “Next time, Callie Cat.” His eyes glittered with
mischief, with desire. He liked my move, but his wolf was too close
to breaking through.
I swallowed, lost in his sea of green and
gold. “Okay.” My reply was breathless.
“
Go put your hair up,
Callie Cat.” With one lithe leap, he was on the floor. He and Eddie
held out a hand towards me.
I’d never compared them physically
side-by-side before now. I knew it was odd considering how long I’d
known them, but I didn’t allow myself those luxuries. Ogling always
led to…well…this.
They were about the same height, but that’s
where their differences ended. Eddie, the quiet computer geek, was
also the most intense. He remained neutral, reservedly playful,
most of the time, but when he was passionate about something, or
someone, look out. He had no issues taking control of any
situation. He was the silent partner who saw everything, but didn’t
necessarily act on every impulse.
His tall, lean build had significant muscle
tone, but he wasn’t cut as sharply or thickly as Jay. His muscles
almost had a softness to their edges. Chocolate brown eyes could
appear dangerous or innocent. His medium-to-dark brown hair was the
single non-geeky thing about him. When he styled it, he had a high
Mohawk. Most days though, he tied the mane of his hair back, like
now. It was sexy as hell. Somehow it suits him.
Jay was the noisy, sometimes obnoxious one
in our group. He was the life of the party; he had a quick come
back to nearly everything. It was why we clashed at times. It’s
also what I enjoyed about him. He challenged me in ways Eddie
didn’t. He kept me on my toes, the same way he did every client and
pack member.
Jay was the pretty boy, truly a Channing
Tatum. He was just a nice guy who could hang with just about anyone
it seemed…at least for a little while. He was far more volatile
when you crossed him. The fear of the unknown was probably what
kept his pack in line. No one wanted to witness a pissed off
Jay.
Green eyes with hazel streaks that were
often flecked with the gold of his wolf had most women swooning.
All he had to do was give them a charming smile, flash his hint of
a dimple, let them see that sparkle in his eyes, and they were
melting. His confidence bordered cocky at times, whereas Jay was
simply self-assured. It was his arrogance that helped him seal the
deal with so many clients though. Overconfidence, backed by solid
delivery, made him one of the best digital media marketing CEOs in
the Nation. He was a big hitter for a good reason: he actually had
the goods to back up his attitude.
Hesitantly, I slipped my hands in theirs.
Less than a second and my breasts were flattened against two strong
arms. They each secured me at the waist with their other hand. I
wasn’t used to men who offered me a helping hand, let alone tossed
me around with ease. It had me squealing with delight inside. For
once, I knew what it was like to be a dainty damsel.
Releasing me, Eddie sent me off with a love
tap to my rear. “Hair up high and tight, Callie.”
It was strange knowing they were watching me
walk away. Still in their shorts, I’d gotten over their lack of
nudity before, but I was hyper aware of it again.
They waited until I got to the bathroom down
the hall to exchange words. I frowned, my heart breaking at the
menace in their tones.
“
You stay out of my way and
I’ll stay out of your way. You got me?” Jay practically
growled.
“
I don’t like this anymore
than you do. It’s not my fault nature fucked up,” Eddie
snipped.
“
You can walk away
anytime.” Knowing Jay, his chest was puffed up and he was slowly
moving into Eddie’s space.
All I could do was stand inside the bathroom
like an idiot, frozen, unable to stop listening, unable to stop my
soul from being crushed.
“
Never,” Eddie
roared.
“
Then you help me and I’ll
help you this one time. After this, we can divide our time with
her. But if you ever hurt her, I’ll have
no
problem killing you.” He was in his
face. I didn’t have to be there to know when Jay delivered a threat
he was serious about, and he was in the person’s face.
“
Diddo.” Eddie’s voice was
tight, yet calm, a true threat. He meant it. He really meant
it.
I took shallow, deep breaths, fighting to be
as quiet as possible. How did this go so wrong? Before we took
things to this level, they were best friends. They didn’t start
that way, but they grew to be…and now it was gone.
This was a mistake.
I threw my hair up into a tight bun atop my
head. Grabbing a towel, I wrapped myself in it before sitting on
top of the closed toilet.
Books romanticized ménages. Movies were too
safe to ever have a lasting threesome, but I was learning now that
they might actually be more reality based than I thought. At one
time I thought having two men fight over me would be great, but it
was a selfish assumption. If you cared about the men at all, you
wouldn’t want to bring that upon them; you wouldn’t want to tear
their lives, their friendships, apart like that.
It didn’t take long before the guys came for
me. Jay got there first.
He squatted down to my level. “Hey. What’s
wrong, Callie Cat?” His voice was so soft, worry lit every word; it
was far from the tone he’d taken with Eddie.
Eddie moved in. He caressed my cheek before
tilting my chin up to look at him. “We can stop anytime,
sweetie.”
I closed my eyes. It was hard to walk away
with them standing before me, completely humbled and understanding.
It took effort to scrap for courage. “I don’t want this.”
Jay took a hard, shaky breath.
Eddie’s jaw clenched, but the rest of him
was still as a statue.
“
I don’t want you two at
each other’s throats over me or issuing death threats. You have to
understand that that hurts me. If you hurt him, Jay, you would be
hurting me, and vice versa, Eddie.” I sighed. “It’s inevitable at
some point that one of you will. It’ll be unintentional, but it’ll
happen…and I can’t handle the pressure...” I let the words fall
off. They knew.
“
I also can’t handle
knowing that I’m splitting up two friends. You guys are best
friends. And if being with me is going to ruin that, well, then, I
don’t want to be with either of you.”
Jay placed his hands on my thighs. He looked
directly into my eyes, sincerity shadowing his usually light glow.
“You have to understand that wolves are territorial, Callie Cat. We
don’t want to hurt each other or you, and we’ll always try not to,
but the lines have to be drawn. It’s not you; it’s our nature.”
“
You leave that bullshit to
us, sweetie. That’s between me and Jay.”
“
But if it’s in your nature
to fight and be territorial, then what’s going to stop you from
acting on your anger with him?” I had to know the truth.
“
You. Like you said, it
would hurt you.” He glanced down sideways at Jay. “We may not agree
on everything, but we would never intentionally hurt
you.”
My gaze traveled between the two men.
“Promise?”
“
On the Bible, baby.” Jay
kissed my forehead as he stood.
I eyed Eddie expectantly. “Promise.”
I shook my head in approval. “Good.” I
straightened, relief elevating my soul. “So when do I get to tie
you boys up and have my own brand of fun?”
They exchanged a look, each turning towards
me with a devious smirk.
“
The day after never.” Jay
threw me over his shoulder and made a beeline for the
bedroom.
“
Hey! That’s not
fair!”
“
Life’s not fair, Cal.” He
set me down on the floor.
Eddie breezed past, taking my towel with
him. “One foot on each stool, Callie.”
Jay spun me towards two six-inch wooden
stools. They were stationed about a yard from the end of the bed,
in the center of the floor. Jay lifted me at my waist and helped me
land solidly on each. My legs were further than shoulder-width
apart. It was an uncomfortable stance, but not one that was
unmaintainable.
Leaning down, Jay kissed my exposed neck.
“Behave, and I’ll consider your request.”
Eddie tossed a few items on the bed,
stepping in front of me to block my view. Out of the corner of my
eye, I caught him pass off something to Jay. “Eyes to the front.”
He cradled my face. “Do you trust us?”
It wasn’t the question itself that ruffled
my nerves, but rather, the implication that I would have to with
what was to come. Swallowing hard, I nodded before remembering I
needed to speak my answer. “Yes.”
Tenderly, he brushed his lips across mine.
“Then trust us. Whatever we do is to give you greater
pleasure.”
Gathering my hands behind my back again, Jay
pressed a soft kiss to the center of my back. “Trust us, Callie
Cat.”
Something about their approach wrenched
emotions I was unaware of from my core. No one had taken care of me
the way they had. I trusted them more than my own parents, more
than I even trusted myself.
Silk encased my wrists, slithering around
them before constricting them when bound.
Eddie’s eyes glittered with approval.
Knowing obedience pleased them encouraged me. He captured my lips
once more; slowly, sweetly, he assured me. “I love you,
Callie.”
Damn. What were these boys doing to me?
With a wink, Eddie moved behind me and Jay
came forward. “Lean into me, Callie Cat.”
Trust. This was about trust.
Obediently, I leaned into Jay. I gasped, my
heart sprinting as he reached around my hips and spread my ass
cheeks. This was a whole new level of trust I didn’t even give my
doctor.
I closed my eyes, cringing as Eddie smeared
cold gel around my puckered hole. I found myself pressing harder
into Jay as Eddie massaged the area.
My eyes and mouth flew open as Eddie dipped
a single digit inside.
As if knowing, he stated, “Trust us,
Callie.”
“
Let me tell you that while
I probe your ass,” I snapped.
The guys laughed. Jay kissed my forehead.
“It’ll be worth it, baby. Trust."
“
Yeah, yeah. It better be.”
I glared up at him.
The cocky asshole wore an amused grin,
openly challenging me.
Jay monitored my reactions to Eddie’s every
move. I knew by watching him that they were silently communicating.
This time it didn’t annoy me though; rather, it was comforting.
They were taking every precaution, which I appreciated. It made
trusting them easier.
I bit my lip as pain slowly gave way to
pleasure. There was no way I was admitting that it felt good. But
then, I felt the small, cold plug slide into place, and I couldn’t
fight it anymore. I expelled a breath, a soft moan escaping at the
end.
Jay smiled wide, knowingly, as he released
my cheeks. “Told you, Callie Cat.”
I glowered at him.
He chuckled, his eyes never leaving me as he
helped me straighten. “I think we need to teach her a lesson about
trust, Eddie.”
I knew I was brooding, but I hated not
having the upper hand. There was something overly humbling about
being brought to your knees in front of strong men you loved. You
didn’t want to show that weakness; I didn’t want my vulnerability
on display, especially when my lack of employment had me feeling
that already.