An O'Brien Family Christmas (9 page)

Matthew, of course, steadied her. “Something wrong?” he asked.

“Not a thing,” she responded cheerfully. “Nothing that a steaming cup of tea won’t cure.”

But even as she said it, she knew it wasn’t true. Only giving in to her feelings for Matthew was going to cure what ailed her. She just didn’t know if she dared risk it.

Matthew had been cornered by his sister and Mack the minute they returned from the trip to Howth.

“We need your help,” Susie told him, dragging him into the bar and ordering Irish coffees all around before Matthew could even speak up to say he’d prefer something a little less lethal.

“Okay, what’s this about?” he asked, looking from his sister to his brother-in-law.

Mack shrugged. “Ask Susie. She’s the one who has some kind of bee in her bonnet.”

Susie gave him a chiding look. “Quaint expression,” she commented. “I just have a few concerns. I think it’s my sisterly duty to discuss them with you.”

“Concerns about…?” Matthew asked, even though he had a feeling he wasn’t going to like the answers.

“You and Laila. Or, rather, your intentions toward Laila. We all did our part to make sure she came along on this trip, hoping that the two of you would mend fences and get your relationship back on track.” She studied him with a narrowed gaze. “I hope that wasn’t a mistake.”

“Why would you think it might have been a mistake?” Matthew asked.

“I’m not seeing any signs of progress,” Susie said, sounding miffed.

“You’re not the one who has to see them, now, are you?” Matthew responded.

“Then things are better between you?” she inquired hopefully.

He didn’t even attempt to hide his amusement at this sisterly concern run amok. “I’m satisfied.”

She seemed taken aback by his declaration. “Really? Seriously?”

“Yes, Suze. Things are progressing quite nicely, and I expect them to continue to progress. I assume I can trust you to leave the situation to me.”

His sister looked disappointed. “You don’t want my help?”

“Not so much,” he said dryly.

“Good luck with that,” Mack murmured.

Susie scowled at her husband. “I can mind my own business.”

Both men laughed.

“In what universe?” Matthew asked.

She gave him an impatient look. “Oh, for heaven’s sake, I’m just trying to help. Do you want Laila or not?”

“I want Laila,” Matthew said. “But I think I’ll go about winning her on my own terms, if that’s all the same to you. What kind of honeymoon are the two of you having, if you have all this spare time to worry about my love life?”

“Careful,” Mack warned. “I might take that the wrong way. You know perfectly well that your sister is excellent at multi-tasking, and meddling seems to be in her genes.”

“Well, I’d consider it a personal favor if you’d keep your wife focused on you and out of my business.” He held Mack’s gaze. “Please.”

With that, he stood up and walked out of the bar, but not before he heard Mack say, “I told you this was a bad idea.”

Susie, to Matthew’s surprise, laughed. “No, it wasn’t. I found out everything I needed to know. Matthew is firmly on the hook. Now I just need to focus my energy on Laila.”

Matthew groaned. He debated leaving his sister to her machinations, but he knew they’d backfire. He turned around and went back. He leaned down and looked his sister squarely in the eye. “Stay out of it, Suze,” he said quietly, holding her gaze. “I mean it.”

“I think he’s serious, Susie,” Mack commented.

“Oh, if he had any idea what was good for him, he’d have sealed this deal by now,” she scoffed. “He obviously needs some help.”

“Stay out of it,” Matthew repeated.

She only grinned. “You don’t scare me.”

“Well, I should. I know your secrets. I could spread them far and wide. A few of them might even stir up this happy marriage of yours,” he threatened with absolutely no intention of following through. He loved that Susie and Mack were finally together. He merely hoped to shake her up, make her think twice about messing around in his life.

“Secrets?” Mack inquired, looking from him to Susie and back again.

Susie patted his cheek. “Nothing for you to worry about,” she said, then scowled at Matthew and added pointedly, “nothing!”

“Try me,” he retorted, hoping the empty threat would be enough to at least slow her down, if not get her to forget her scheming.

He held her gaze steadily. She was the first to blink and look away. He heaved a relieved sigh and walked away for the second time. This time, though, only silence followed him.

Laila found half a dozen messages at the desk on her return from Howth. One was from her father. The rest were from Trace. Since her brother was less objectionable, she called him first.

“You’re back?” he asked when she reached him.

“Just walked in.”

“Meet me across the street in the park. We need to talk.”

“I can’t right now. There are some guys coming over to speak with Nell about a possible family connection, and I promised to be there.”

“If you think someone should be there, Abby will go,” Trace said. “This is important, Laila.”

“Does this talk have anything to do with Dad calling?”

Silence greeted the question.

“You’re not answering me, which can only mean yes,” she said.

Trace sighed. “Then he did call you,” he said, sounding frustrated. “I told him not to, that I’d talk to you.”

She echoed his sigh. “What’s this about, Trace?”

“He’s reconsidering what happened. He wants to talk to you about coming back to work. First, though, he wants to know if it’s true that you and Matthew are through.”

Her brief moment of hope faded. “We’re not,” she said succinctly. “I imagine that changes everything.”

“Just meet me and let’s talk about this. I have a plan.”

“Has it occurred to you that the mere necessity for having a plan to deal with Dad pretty much says how dysfunctional all of this is?”

Trace laughed. “Of course, but we’re talking about Dad. It just comes with the territory. The key to success is accepting that and playing the game more skillfully than he does. Ten minutes, Laila.”

“Okay, fine,” she agreed.

Moments later as she walked past the bar, she noticed Matthew stalking away from a table, leaving Susie and Mack behind. He didn’t look overjoyed.

“Problems?” she inquired when he exited the bar.

“Nothing that strangling my sister won’t resolve,” he said darkly.

“You know you don’t mean that,” she said.

“Well, of course I don’t mean it,” he said irritably. “She’s just exasperating. She’s all starry-eyed these days and thinks she can manipulate the rest of the world into being the same way.”

“Ah, she’s matchmaking,” Laila concluded. “I think it’s sweet.”

“You wouldn’t say that if you’d been there.” He waved off the subject. “Never mind, I’ve neutralized her.”

“How so?”

“I threatened to reveal all her deep, dark secrets to Mack.”

Laila laughed. “Susie has no deep, dark secrets. She’s the epitome of the wholesome, all-American girl.”

“Of course she is, but it’s made her nervous. Maybe that’ll keep her in line for a while.”

“Boy, are you an optimist,” Laila said.

He shrugged. “Probably.” He regarded her with a narrowed gaze. “Where are you going, by the way? You’re not meeting up with Gram, Sean and Liam, are you?”

“Not right now. Abby’s going to fill in for me. Trace wants me to meet him across the street in the park. Apparently he’s determined to mediate yet again between me and my father.”

Matthew looked surprised. “Really?”

“So he says. I have my doubts that he has that much skill at mediation, but I’m willing to listen. Since a lot appears to hinge on you and me being through, I don’t see this going anywhere.”

“I probably shouldn’t, but I find that oddly encouraging,” Matthew said. “Do you want backup?”

“No, thanks. Trace isn’t the problem, and my father’s thousands of miles away. I’ve got it.”

Matthew pressed a quick kiss to her cheek. “Good for you. I’ll see you later. Want to walk over to the pub with me? I can stop by your room and you can tell me how things went with your brother.”

“Sure.”

“Then I’ll see you at six.”

Laila gave him a wave, then headed across the street. Just inside the park, she found a bench in the quickly fading sun. It wasn’t especially warm, but she turned her face up and closed her eyes.

“You praying for patience?” Trace inquired as he sat down beside her and stretched out his legs.

“Am I going to need it?”

“We’re talking about Dad, so of course,” he said.

“So, what’s this proposition he wants you to make to me? And what did he offer you first?” Trace winced.

She patted his knee. “Don’t feel bad. It’s not your fault you’re always going to be his first choice. So, what was it? Did he offer to step down as president of the bank? Give you his seat on the board? What?”

“He mentioned a few things along those lines,” Trace admitted. “Frankly, I tuned him out. When he finally let me get a word in edgewise, I said no. Again. And told him he was being a stubborn idiot for not making the exact same offer to you.”

“Trace, we both know that is never going to happen. Even if he begged me to come back, the most he’s going to offer me is a vice presidency, and he’ll do that grudgingly. He doesn’t think I have what it takes to run the bank.”

“You could go back, prove him wrong.”

“Not if the cost of doing that is walking away from Matthew.”

Trace’s gaze leveled. “You told me before we left home that it was over between you. I thought you only came along on this trip so you wouldn’t be alone for the holidays.”

“I thought it was over.” She shrugged. “Now, not so much,” she admitted. “And before you get all worked up, I have no idea where this is going, but I’m not just walking away because my being with Matthew makes Dad crazy. I’m happy when I’m with him, Trace. I see myself in an entirely different way. He’s good for me like that.”

She regarded her brother earnestly. “Do you know what it’s like to grow up with everyone around you thinking you’re stuffy, reliable and boring?”

“Reliability is a good quality,” Trace countered.

“But stuffy and boring aren’t. Heck, I was boring myself. Remember Dave? He was perfectly suitable. Dad adored him. But even you thought I’d wind up bored to tears if I stayed with him. Matthew’s taught me how to live. Really live.”

“You’re talking about a wild, passionate fling,” Trace said. “I get that. You were probably due, but come on, Laila, you can’t live your life that way. It’s not realistic. Life is about compromise and being sensible, about making plans and sticking with them.”

She gave him a long look. “Is your marriage to Abby that dull?”

He immediately bristled. “Of course not. We have—” He hesitated.

“Passion,” she said heatedly. “That’s what you have. Don’t you think I can see that every time I look at the two of you? I want that, Trace. I want to feel alive when someone walks into a room and looks at me. I want my heart to pound when someone says my name. I want to see the same look in a man’s eyes that you get when you see Abby, as if you’re seeing the sun, the moon and the stars all wrapped up in that one person.”

“And Matthew makes you feel like that?” he asked skeptically.

“Yeah, he does,” she said softly. “And maybe it can’t last, but for now I want it, big brother.”

“Even if you wind up with your heart broken?”

She nodded, then answered with absolute certainty. “Even then.”

“Okay,” he said, sounding resigned. “You know all I really care about is your happiness. If Matthew can give you that and you consider it a fair trade-off for losing the career you always wanted, it’s your call.”

She sighed. “It shouldn’t have to be a trade-off, but yes, it’s worth it.” It had taken her a while to realize that, but she understood it now. Life without that blood-sizzling excitement was hardly worth living.

“Shall I tell Dad that, or do you want to return his call?” Trace asked. “Maybe he’ll have a change of heart if you tell him what you just told me.”

She chuckled. “No, if I tell him that, what he’ll have is a heart attack. You call. Tell him whatever you want to, but the bottom line is no. I won’t take the job under his conditions.”

And truthfully, she didn’t want to risk listening to any of his persuasive arguments, especially knowing the price tag that would go along with them.

“No second thoughts?” Trace asked.

“Not a one.”

“Okay, then. I’ll tell Dad.”

As they walked back to the hotel, Trace draped an arm around her shoulders. “I’m proud of you,” he said.

She regarded him with surprise. “Why?”

“For knowing what you want and sticking to your guns. I know it’s not easy. They say that Mick O’Brien is a master manipulator, but I think Dad’s tactics are just as sneaky. For what it’s worth, I think you made the right choice.”

“You do?”

“Yep, but the first time I see you crying over Matthew, I’m going to punch his lights out.”

She smiled at the fierce note in his voice. “Goes without saying,” she said.

She just prayed Matthew would never give her—or her brother—any cause to make good on his threat.

6

“H
ave you seen Ma today?” Mick asked Thomas and Jeff when they met in the hotel bar late in the afternoon before heading out for the evening with the rest of the family.

“I heard she was taking the train to Howth and spending the day with that old friend of hers,” Jeff said. “Matthew told Jo that he and Laila were going along. Surely they must be back by now.” Eyes twinkling, he asked, “Did you give Ma a curfew?”

Mick regarded his brother with annoyance. “Hardly the point,” he grumbled. “What is Matthew thinking by encouraging Ma to spend time with that man?”

Thomas didn’t even try to hide his amusement. “You don’t think Ma is perfectly capable of making her own decisions at this stage of her life? Do you know nothing of our mother? She needs encouragement from no one. She’s always done exactly as she pleased.”