Angel Lane (28 page)

“Okay, now. Inside and take a hot bath,” Josh commanded. “And I expect you two to be in bed in your pajamas with your prayers all said by the time I get home.”

“Yes, Daddy,” they chorused. Then, before they went in the house, Mandy turned and hugged Jamie fiercely. Not to be outdone, Lissa hugged her from the other side.

“That was a real movie moment.” Emma sighed as she and Jamie started for the car while Josh nudged his daughters back into the house.

“This is not the movies,” Jamie reminded her. “And after the Sunday school program I'm cooling it with these guys.”

“Those kids need a mom.”

“Go for it,” Jamie told her. “You've got my blessing.”

“I would if I thought there was a chance. I saw how he looked at you. He's hooked.”

“I'm into catch and release,” Jamie retorted.

Josh trotted up to them, ending the conversation. He opened the doors for them, and then took over the driver's seat, squeezing his massive frame behind Jamie's steering wheel. Moving the seat back helped some, but he still looked too big for the car.

He shouldn't even have been in the car at all. What was she thinking? “You so don't have to do this,” she reminded him.

“I know. I want to.” He smiled at her. “Makes me feel noble.”

“Okay, fine,” Jamie said irritably. “If you get hypothermia, don't blame me.”

“I'm too tough for that,” he said, and edged the car out onto the snowy road.

They had a couple of slippery moments, but Josh easily kept
the car on the road. By now, most people in their right minds were tucked safely indoors so the town lay quiet as they sledded around the frosted lake, which lay under a blanket of white, fringed by fir and alder trees with snowy coats.

“It's like Narnia,” Emma said softly.

“It does feel magical,” Jamie had to admit. If this were some other man, some other time, she'd have sworn she was falling in love.

They got to Emma's safely. Josh waited until she was through her front door before sliding the car away. It was a small, chivalrous gesture, and Jamie was beginning to suspect that it was typical of this man.

“While we're out is there anything you need from the store?” he asked.

“I'm fine,” she said.

“I know,” he said with a smile, “but do you need anything?”

“I'll be okay.”

He nodded and fell silent, and they drove the rest of the way with only the soft hum of her radio going. Sheryl Crowe and Sting began to sing “Always on Your Side.” She suddenly wanted to cry.

She dammed the tears back and quickly got out of the car the minute it came to a stop in her driveway. It was still snowing, gently though, with little flakes drifting down like the last remnants in a snow globe.

Josh unfolded himself from the car and walked around to where she stood by the passenger door. He lifted her hand and put her car keys in it. “Back safe and sound.”

“I'm sorry you have to walk home in the cold.”

“Me, too.” He closed her hand around the keys. “Call me if you need anything,” he added.

“I'll be fine,” she insisted. “I'm sorry . . .” About a lot of things.

“It's okay.” He gave her hand a squeeze, then pulled a flashlight out of his coat pocket and set off down the driveway.

She watched him walk away under an arch of bowing trees, snow drifting around him, and was possessed by a sudden, crazy urge to chase after him, to grab him and kiss him and tell him to come in the house and get warm. Instead, she ran inside the house and shut the door and locked it.

 

Josh had gone to college in Idaho, so snow didn't bother him. He was at home skiing on it, driving in it, and walking in it. He also liked to end a day in the snow in front of a roaring fire.

Lissa had been conceived in front of a fire on a snowy night. That one last ski run had chilled Crystal to the bone and he'd been more than happy to warm her up. And boy, had she gotten warm in a hurry. It made him hot just remembering.

But the memory quickly cooled, leaving him feeling empty.

He could have done a good job of warming up Jamie Moore if she'd have let him in.

If he wasn't a cop.

Josh couldn't help what he was. His life path had been set from grade school when he was on the Safety Patrol, holding out that flag at the crosswalk, helping students get safely from
one side of the street to the other. Boy Scouts, Ski Patrol—if it involved helping other people and keeping them safe, he'd done it. It was probably in his DNA. How did a man change his DNA?

He didn't. He trudged on. Jamie had been right about one thing. It was a long way from her house to his.

 

 

 

 

H
eart Lake was still a winter wonderland on Sunday morning, but that didn't stop Josh from making sure the girls got to Sunday school. Crystal would haunt him if he didn't. He also made sure Lissa made it to her new friend Damaris's house. They had all kinds of special girl plans for the afternoon, and Liss hopped out of the truck with a plastic bag filled with mysterious essentials for a good time and a two-liter bottle of pop because Crystal had been big on never going to someone's house without bringing something and he suspected that she'd want her daughters to do the same.

On his way home he drove past Jamie's driveway. He couldn't help wondering what she was doing to pass the time. She had plenty of wood for her stove; he knew that. Maybe she'd thought of something she needed from the store. Remembering how
cute she'd looked the night before in that black sweater and those butt-hugging jeans, he could think of something he needed.

Damn it all, there had to be a way to convince this woman that he wasn't like that piece of shit she'd been married to. He wanted to help her heal her broken heart, but going over to her place when she'd made it clear she didn't want him around would be dumb.

Almost as dumb as wanting her in the first place. He forced himself to drive on by.

He resisted the same temptation on Monday when he was on patrol and saw that her shop was closed. If she needed anything she had his number. She had his number. Period.

He frowned. Women sure complicated a man's life.

He finally finished dealing with the fallout of morning traffic accidents due to icy roads and decided to swing by and check on Mrs. Kravitz and see if she needed anything. There was one woman who would be happy to have his help.

“How nice of you!” she declared. “I was just wondering how I was going to get to Vern's to pick up my blood pressure medicine.”

“I'll get it for you on my lunch hour,” Josh promised. “Anything you need from the store?”

“Oh, I couldn't.”

“Sure you could. What would you like me to get?”

Ten minutes later he left with the ten-dollar bill she'd insisted on giving him and a list of groceries that would probably total closer to twenty. But he wouldn't tell her that. Instead, he'd mysteriously lose the receipt. How many other folks were in
Mrs. Kravitz's shoes right now? he wondered. He stopped by the station to see who else was around and found Martinez at his desk, writing a report. “Hey, when you're done with that, I've got an idea.”

 

They had finished making calls and were dividing up their list of known needy subjects when Chief Romeo walked in. “This is a chance for some good PR,” said the chief after Martinez told him what they were up to. “You two stay put a minute.”

“Gawd,” muttered Martinez. “How much you want to make a bet this ends up involving Quinn?”

Sure enough. The chief returned wearing a big grin. “Okay, guys. You both got a ride-along.”

The two cops exchanged looks.

“Martinez, you're taking Mayor Quinn. Armstrong, you've got Lezlie Hurst from the paper.”

Josh let out a heavy sigh. “You know, Chief, we weren't out for publicity.”

“I know. But it's good for the force. People need to see us as the good guys. So here's the deal. You said one of you was picking up stuff for the food bank?”

“Yeah, me,” said Martinez.

“Well, now I want both of you to go. We'll get a shot of you guys and the mayor getting stuff at Safeway, then you can do a photo op at the food bank. After that, you can just get on with it.”

Josh frowned.

“Get all this done and get the ladies back by four. Temperatures
will be dropping and we'll probably be up to our asses in bent fenders by five. And, Armstrong.”

“Yes?”

“Make sure you smile for the camera,” added the chief.

No need, thought Josh, the mayor will smile enough for all of us.

He was right about that. The mayor not only smiled. She talked, starting the minute Lezlie showed up. Josh tuned most of it out.

“This is such a great idea,” said Lezlie when the mayor finally came up for air.

“We think it's a wonderful way to serve our community,” the mayor said, beaming. “This is why we're all here.”

This is why some of us are here, thought Josh. He looked at his watch. Almost two. Their allotted good-deed time was shrinking. “If you're ready, Mayor, I think we'll get rolling,” he said. He walked out of the station, Martinez falling in step with him, and leaving the mayor no choice but to put her money where her big mouth was and follow.

“I'm still a little unclear,” said Lezlie as they pulled out of the police headquarters parking lot. “Was this the mayor's idea?”

It was now. “I think she said that, didn't she?” Probably.

“Not exactly. She just led me in that direction, hoping I'd think it.”

Lezlie Hurst was a smart cookie. “Well,” said Josh, “you know how it is with things like this. One person gets a glimmer and then others jump in and it becomes a great idea. Sort of like in a think tank.”

“Who got the glimmer?”

“Does it matter? The important thing is what we're doing, not who thought of it.”

Lezlie nodded and wrote in the tablet she had balanced on her lap.

Of course, that was the right thing to say, but part of him wished he'd gone ahead and taken credit for the idea. Surely a certain woman would be impressed if she knew he was a good Samaritan.

Then again, he'd been a good Samaritan and driven her home and walked all the way back to his house in the snow and all he'd gotten was cold feet. But not nearly as cold as Jamie Moore's. Hers were frozen as solid as her heart.

 

“I knew it,” Emma said, when she saw the Wednesday edition of the
Heart Lake Herald
. She stuffed the article about Josh into her purse to take with her to the Chocolate Bar. This was bound to convince Jamie that Josh was the perfect man. Then it would only be a matter of time. At least someone would get a happy ending for the holidays.

Her ending wasn't going to be so happy, not after her meeting with Mr. Pressman at the bank. Of course, she'd known it for months, but now she
knew
. There was no way she could keep her doors open. Come January there would be new retail space for rent on downtown Lake Way, and Emma would be looking for a job. Obviously, she was no business wonder babe like her avatar, Tess L'amour. She could probably get a job somewhere as a sales clerk, though. She knew how to ring up sales. Just not how to make them happen.

The snow was mostly melted now and the streets were clear. No longer snowbound, half of Heart Lake seemed to be out, either walking or driving down Lake Way, finishing errands or heading home. If only a few more of those people had found their way into her shop she wouldn't be facing such a bleak new year.

No tears, she told herself sternly.
This is not the end of the world
. It only felt that way.

If she didn't have the article about Josh to give Jamie she'd have bagged their weekly chocolate binge. A million mochas couldn't make her feel better today.

Sarah had beaten her to the chocolateria and was settled in at one of the bistro tables. She smiled a greeting at Emma, and pulled her purse off the chair next to her to make room. Jamie was at the counter, finishing up with one last customer.

Shirley Schultz.

Emma's despondency began to morph into something with a little more fire. What was Shirley doing in here, buying truffles, when she still owed Emma money for that last bit of fabric robbery she committed at Emma's big sale? She ignored the open chair and moved up to hover in back of Shirley.

Jamie had just rung up the sale. “That will be six thirty-two.”

Shirley opened her purse and began the money hunt that was so familiar to Emma. But instead of coming up empty she pulled out a ten-dollar bill.

“Hi, Mrs. Schultz,” Emma said. “Needing a chocolate fix?”

Shirley gave a start, then turned around and smiled at Emma. “Emma. How are you, dear?”

“I'm just fine, except for the fact that I'm about to lose my business. How are you? Oh, I see you found some money. Got any extra in there?”

“Oh, dear, I'm afraid that's all I have.”

“Well, you can give me that change and I'll subtract it from the bill you owe me. It's only the size of the national debt, but don't let that worry you.” Before Shirley could pick up the bag with her purchase and escape, Emma grabbed it. “Wow, thanks. I could use some chocolate. That's really sweet of you.” She pulled out a truffle and popped it in her mouth. “Mmm, good.” She felt like Jim Carey in drag, doing something wildly psychotic. It felt good. Everyone should get in touch with her inner Jim Carey.

“My chocolate!” protested Shirley.

“Oh, I thought maybe you bought it for me since you felt so bad that you owe me money. Gosh. I'd buy a truffle for you, but I seem to have forgotten my checkbook!”

For a moment, silence reigned. Jamie, who was never at a loss for words, gawked at Emma. Then she felt an arm around her shoulder. “Emma,” Sarah said gently.