Apples to Oranges (8 page)

Jace blushed and shifted in his seat as he buckled up. “You
too.”

“I didn’t do anything with my hair,” he kidded. “But yeah, I
gots it going on.”

****

Jace groaned when
Brandon
pushed him against the wall once they were inside the trailer. This was fast
becoming a habit. It thrilled him when
Brandon
took control and with his cock throbbing hard, he was ready for anything that
was about to happen between them.

“I can’t control myself when I’m around you. Everything about
you turns me on,”
Brandon
said. “Your smell, the way you feel when I touch you. You fucking excite me so
much!”

They kissed and Jace nearly came when
Brandon
reached down between them to cup his
crotch. “Fuck,” he muttered.

“You like that, eh?”
Brandon
’s
breath was steaming hot against his ear. “I like that I make you fucking horny.”
He licked the side of Jace’s neck. “Let’s go to my bedroom.”

Jace followed as
Brandon
pulled him along to the back of the trailer.

“I’d like to watch you strip.”
Brandon
sat on the edge of the bed and looked
him up and down hungrily. He pulled off his t-shirt and tossed it to the side
of the bed. “And do it nice and slow. I want to see you, all of you.”

Jace undid his belt and then his jeans. Hell, he was actually
nervous standing there in front of the guy, and after he’d removed his t-shirt,
he slid his jeans down slowly over his hips.

“You’ve got a hot little body, man.”
Brandon
licked his lips and leaned forward a
little for a better view. “Turn around and show me your ass.”

Jace turned and let his jeans fall around his ankles and when he
felt
Brandon
’s hands massaging his ass through
his briefs, he groaned a little and nearly lost it when
Brandon
pulled him back until he was sitting
on the dude’s lap. “Oh god,” he said, as
Brandon
pushed up against him, his hard cock pressing into his buttocks. It felt so
fucking good.

“Take ‘em off,” whispered
Brandon
.
“And straddle me.”

****

Brandon
held Jace tight against him as they kissed. Jace’s cock rubbed against his bare
chest and when he jacked it, Jace pulled him even closer and moaned into his
cheek. “Keep doing that. Don’t stop,” he begged.

“Don’t come, babe. I want to make this last.”
Brandon
pulled his hand away and reached
around to grasp Jace’s ass. “I wanna stick my cock inside you.” Never before
had he wanted anyone so bad. Sex had been out of reach for him up until this
moment, but everything…Jace made up for all of that.

Jace wrapped his arms around
Brandon
’s neck and rested his head on his
shoulder. “I’m a virgin,” he admitted. “I’ve never done it before.” There was
worry in his voice.

“Me too. It’s okay. I’d never hurt you. Not in a million years.”
Brandon
wanted
this to be great for the both of them and as his heart thudded hard inside his
chest, he wanted nothing more than to make love to the guy he was holding in
his arms. Everything was good, this was fine and for the first time ever in his
life, he felt halfway normal.

****

Jace closed his eyes when he felt
Brandon
’s fingers working his ass. The
coolness of the lube startled him and when he jumped slightly, he smiled and
felt a little stupid for his lack of experience.

“I could bite your ass,”
Brandon
said. “I won’t, but it’s just so fuckable. I won’t bite it, but I’ll kiss it.”

Jace sucked in a deep breath when
Brandon
’s lips connected first with one cheek
and then the other. “God,” he said, breathing deeply.

“Nice and slow.” Jace felt
Brandon
press into him and the pain. He wanted to tell him to stop, but instead bit
down on his bottom lip and concentrated on deep breathing. If he stayed
relaxed, it would be a hell of a lot easier. He’d read that somewhere, but
couldn’t remember where.

“Sweet fuck. You’re so tight, man.”
Brandon
held his hips in place. “Am I hurting
you?”

“No,” he lied. Stopping now would screw up the moment and while
it didn’t feel so great, he loved the idea of having
Brandon
inside him, connecting them together.
“Just go easy.”

****

Jace held
Brandon
like a vice and when he was inside the guy’s ass all the way, he stopped and
rested as he caressed Jace’s back. “So hot, babe. You feel incredible.”

Jace nodded. “You too.”

He wasn’t convinced that Jace was telling the truth, but he
imagined that bottoming wasn’t the easiest thing to do. He’d try it soon.
Having Jace fuck him held its own appeal.

“Do it. Fuck me.” Jace moved his hips a little, grinding against
him. “It’s starting to feel good.”

Brandon
pulled back a little and pushed ahead again. Jace moaned underneath him and
pressed his head into a pillow while his hands clutched at the bed sheets.
“That’s it, fuck me,” he begged. “Deep. Go deep. Oh yeah, do it like that.”

Hearing Jace talk like that was enough to set
Brandon
into lust-ridden overdrive. Every
word spurred him on. He wanted to make Jace come. He wanted to make him feel so
damned good. This was their first time connecting in such an intimate way and
he wanted this to be great for both of them and something to remember.

Jace was so tight and being inside him was unlike anything he’d
ever experienced in his young life.
Brandon
leaned ahead and wrapped his arms around Jace, holding them together and as
they moved in unison, he really did feel like they’d become one with each
other. His heart thudded hard inside his chest and when he kissed the back of
Jace’s neck, he’d never felt so happy.

“Oh, God,” said Jace, squirming under him. He was breathing
heavy and when he looked back over his shoulder, he smiled. “You’re amazing.”

“You too, buddy.”
Brandon
meant it. He felt his balls clench and he bit down on his bottom lip as he felt
his orgasm rapture through him. “I’m gonna come,” he announced as he plunged
deeper into Jace’s tight ass.

Chapter Six

Jace was no longer a virgin. That one fact took a while before
it settled into Jace’s mind as he lay there in Brandon’s arms, not sure what to
say or do next.

“I could eat,”
Brandon
said, his words taking Jace by surprise.

“What?”

“I could eat. After that, I need food to help me recover.”

“Is that all you have to say?” Jace teased. In the back of his
mind, he guessed he’d expected more. They’d had full on sex and this was a big
deal for him. Perhaps all gay guys didn’t think like he did. Hell, even now
just lying there next to
Brandon
,
his heart still did flip flops thinking about them being together.

“What else do you want me to say?”
Brandon
asked. He moved to the edge of the
bed and sat up. “Tell me and I’ll say it.”

“It’s just that.” Jace stopped before saying anything else,
taking great care with his choice of words. “Never mind.”

“But now you’re pissed with me, right?”

He wasn’t. Disappointment wasn’t the same as being pissed. “I’m
not. Don’t mind me. Sometimes I ramble and I don’t know what the fuck I’m
saying.”

“Are you sure?”
Brandon
stepped into his jeans and pulled them up. “I think there’s a pizza in the
freezer.”

“Sure, sounds good,” he lied.

****

“It’s not bad,” said
Brandon
,
after he’d taken a bite of pizza. “It’s isn’t as good as the stuff I used to
get in the city, but it’s okay.” He glanced at Jace, who looked like he was in
a world of his own. Something was wrong. That was apparent. Somehow he’d
managed to fuck up. This was still new to him and he was learning. It wasn’t as
if he was experienced being with guys. “You’re quiet,” he said.

“I guess I am,” Jace replied. “It’s getting late and I should
head home. My mom will worry. She’s still going through hard times and the
least little thing sets her off.”

“I’m sorry to hear that. It must still be tough on her about
your dad and all.” He tossed the crust left from his slice of pizza on his
plate. “You don’t have to go. It’s still kinda early. We could watch TV or play
a game.”

“Another time.”

“Then I’ll drive you home.”

“I’ll walk. It isn’t that far and I like the exercise.”

Brandon
followed Jace to the door and grabbed him from the back, by the shoulder. “What
did I do?”

“Nothing. I have to go. I’ll text you.”

This was fucked up. If this was what love, romance, and
relationships were about, he wasn’t sure if he wanted any of it. “No, don’t. I
mean, don’t go off like this. Tell me what’s wrong.”

“Do you even know what you want?” asked Jace. “I’m fucking gay!
There it is, I said it. I’m queer and that isn’t going to change. I knew it
ever since I was a kid. It’s one part of who I am, but I’m not so sure about
you.”

Brandon
thought about what Jace had said. Jace was right. He wasn’t sure of that
himself and he couldn’t pretend otherwise. “Okay, I admit it. I never thought
much about guys before you came along. I can’t change that. I am what I am.
Maybe I’m gay or maybe I’m bisexual. I don’t fucking know.” He couldn’t be more
honest than that and he still didn’t know what Jace’s problem was.

“That’s exactly my point. I don’t know where I stand with you,
Brandon. I think it’s best if we cool things for a bit.” Jace backed away from
him. “It’s better for both of us.”

“And what if I don’t agree?”
Brandon
asked. “What if I don’t want to
fucking cool it?”

Jace shrugged and started to walk down the street.
Brandon
didn’t follow.
Enough was enough. If Jace wanted it this way, then so be it!

****

Jace felt heartsick as he walked away from
Brandon
. He fought the urge many times to
turn and go back to him as he made his way down the street and out of sight.
Sure he was new and inexperienced, and he didn’t quite know what love really
was, but there was one thing he was certain of and that was that he wanted more
from
Brandon
and the guy was unwilling to give that to him. Hiding what they had between
them was getting old. In the beginning it was a little thrilling. They shared a
secret and
Brandon
was so hot. It made Jace feel special that
Brandon
wanted him, yet, he’d just tossed
Brandon
to the wind without much thought.

A car pulled over to the side of the road once Jace rounded the
corner. At first he didn’t notice anyone was there until a voice that was
distinct and familiar called out to him. “Hey, would you like a ride?” It was
Preston
.

Did he want a ride? Hell, at this point Jace was sure about
anything in life. “Sure,” he replied, and in a second was sitting next to
Preston
. “How are things?” He felt mildly uncomfortable
given that since he’d gotten involved with
Brandon
he’d practically ignored
Preston
.

“Things are okay. What about you?”
Preston
asked.

“Things are pretty shitty, actually.” He could have easily lied,
but what was the point?

“You were with that dude, Brandon.”

“
Was
is the key word
with that,” Jace spat.

“You two seem pretty close these days.”
Brandon
pulled the car onto the street. “I
wanted to see you again, but I didn’t want to mess anything up for you.”

“Why would you mess anything up?”

Preston
shrugged. “I dunno. You
two have something on the go with him, right?”

“Why would you think that?” Jace slumped a little in the seat
and kept his eyes straight ahead on the road.

“It’s a vibe I get. Am I wrong?”

Jace went silent for a moment before answering. “No. You’re
right. We had something, but it’s over now. You can’t tell anyone.”

“Of course not. Wow, you and Brandon.”
Preston
sounded dumbfounded. “Why did it end? If I’m asking too many questions, just
tell me to shut up.”

“It’s fine. We’re not on the same wavelength. We want different
things.” Jace decided to leave it at that. He wasn’t in the mood to get into
the dirty details with
Preston
. “You can drop
me off at home. That’s where I was headed.”

“Sure.”

When they pulled up in front of Jace’s house, he thanked
Preston
for the ride.

“We should hang out again,”
Preston
suggested.

“Maybe,” Jace replied. “Thanks again for the ride. I’ll see you
around.” Hanging out meant fooling around. He wasn’t stupid and while that was
fun, he wasn’t in the mood to even consider it at this time.

****

School only proved to be awkward.
Brandon
noticed straight off that Jace was
ignoring him. Their first encounter happened when he passed Jace’s locker first
thing that morning and when he glanced in Jace’s direction, Jace turned away
and pretended
Brandon
didn’t exist. So much for maintaining any sort of friendship.