Armadale (39 page)

‘It shall be as you wish,' he said, quietly. ‘I am sorry for what has happened – but I am not the less obliged to you, Allan, for having done what I asked you.'

His head sank on his breast; and the fatalist resignation which had once already quieted him on board the Wreck, now quieted him again. ‘What
must
be,
will
be,' he thought once more. ‘What have I to do with the future, and what has he?'

‘Cheer up!' said Allan. ‘
Your
affairs are in a thriving condition at any rate. I paid one pleasant visit in the town, which I haven't told you of yet. I've seen Pedgift, and Pedgift's son, who helps him in the office. They're the two jolliest lawyers I ever met with in my life – and what's more, they can produce the very man you want to teach you the steward's business.'

Midwinter looked up quickly. Distrust of Allan's discovery was plainly written in his face already; but he said nothing.

‘I thought of you,' Allan proceeded, ‘as soon as the two Pedgifts and I had had a glass of wine all round to drink to our friendly connection. The finest sherry I ever tasted in my life; I've ordered some of the same – but that's not the question just now. In two words I told these worthy fellows your difficulty, and in two seconds old Pedgift understood all about it. “I have got the man in my office,” he said, “and before the audit-day comes, I'll place him with the greatest pleasure at your friend's disposal.”'
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At this last announcement, Midwinter's distrust found its expression in words. He questioned Allan unsparingly. The man's name, it appeared, was Bashwood. He had been some time (how long, Allan could not remember) in Mr Pedgift's service. He had been previously steward to a Norfolk gentleman (name forgotten) in the westward district of the county. He had lost the steward's place, through some domestic trouble, in connection with his son, the precise nature of which Allan was not able to specify. Pedgift vouched for him, and Pedgift would send him to Thorpe-Ambrose two or three days before the rent-day dinner. He
could not be spared, for office reasons, before that time. There was no need to fidget about it; Pedgift laughed at the idea of there being any difficulty with the tenants. Two or three days' work over the steward's books with a man to help Midwinter who practically understood that sort of thing, would put him all right for the audit; and the other business would keep till afterwards.

‘Have you seen this Mr Bashwood yourself, Allan?' asked Midwinter, still obstinately on his guard.

‘No,' replied Allan; ‘he was out – out with the bag, as young Pedgift called it. They tell me he's a decent elderly man. A little broken by his troubles, and a little apt to be nervous and confused in his manner with strangers; but thoroughly competent and thoroughly to be depended on – those are Pedgift's own words.'

Midwinter paused and considered a little, with a new interest in the subject. The strange man whom he had just heard described, and the strange man of whom he had asked his way where the three roads met, were remarkably like each other. Was this another link in the fast-lengthening chain of events? Midwinter grew doubly determined to be careful, as the bare doubt that it might be so passed through his mind.

‘When Mr Bashwood comes,' he said, ‘will you let me see him, and speak to him, before anything definite is done?'

‘Of course I will!' rejoined Allan. He stopped and looked at his watch. ‘And I'll tell you what I'll do for you, old boy, in the meantime,' he added; ‘I'll introduce you to the prettiest girl in Norfolk! There's just time to run over to the cottage before dinner. Come along, and be introduced to Miss Milroy.'

‘You can't introduce me to Miss Milroy to-day,' replied Midwinter; and he repeated the message of apology which had been brought from the major that afternoon. Allan was surprised and disappointed; but he was not to be foiled in his resolution to advance himself in the good graces of the inhabitants of the cottage. After a little consideration he hit on a means of turning the present adverse circumstances to good account. ‘I'll show a proper anxiety for Mrs Milroy's recovery,' he said gravely. ‘I'll send her a basket of strawberries, with my best respects, tomorrow morning.'

Nothing more happened to mark the end of that first day in the new house.

The one noticeable event of the next day was another disclosure of Mrs Milroy's infirmity of temper. Half-an-hour after Allan's basket of strawberries had been delivered at the cottage, it was returned to him intact (by the hands of the invalid lady's nurse), with a short and sharp
message, shortly and sharply delivered. ‘Mrs Milroy's compliments, and thanks. Strawberries invariably disagreed with her.' If this curiously petulant acknowledgment of an act of politeness was intended to irritate Allan, it failed entirely in accomplishing its object. Instead of being offended with the mother, he sympathized with the daughter. ‘Poor little thing,' was all he said, ‘she must have a hard life of it with such a mother as that!'

He called at the cottage himself later in the day, but Miss Milroy was not to be seen; she was engaged upstairs. The major received his visitor in his working apron – far more deeply immersed in his wonderful clock, and far less readily accessible to outer influences than Allan had seen him at their first interview. His manner was as kind as before; but not a word more could be extracted from him on the subject of his wife, than that Mrs Milroy ‘had not improved since yesterday'.
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The two next days passed quietly and uneventfully. Allan persisted in making his inquiries at the cottage; but all he saw of the major's daughter was a glimpse of her on one occasion, at a window on the bedroom floor. Nothing more was heard from Mr Pedgift; and Mr Bash-wood's appearance was still delayed. Midwinter declined to move in the matter until time enough had passed to allow of his first hearing from Mr Brock, in answer to the letter which he had addressed to the rector on the night of his arrival at Thorpe-Ambrose. He was unusually silent and quiet, and passed most of his hours in the library among the books. The time wore on wearily. The resident gentry acknowledged Allan's visit by formally leaving their cards. Nobody came near the house afterwards; the weather was monotonously fine. Allan grew a little restless and dissatisfied. He began to resent Mrs Milroy's illness; he began to think regretfully of his deserted yacht.

The next day – the twentieth – brought some news with it from the outer world. A message was delivered from Mr Pedgift, announcing that his clerk, Mr Bashwood, would personally present himself at Thorpe-Ambrose on the following day; and a letter in answer to Midwinter was received from Mr Brock.

The letter was dated the 18th, and the news which it contained raised, not Allan's spirits only, but Midwinter's as well. On the day on which he wrote, Mr Brock announced that he was about to journey to London; having been summoned thither on business connected with the interests of a sick relative, to whom he stood in the position of trustee. The business completed, he had good hope of finding one or other of his clerical friends in the metropolis who would be able and willing to do duty for him at the rectory; and, in that case, he trusted to travel on
from London to Thorpe-Ambrose in a week's time or less. Under these circumstances, he would leave the majority of the subjects on which Midwinter had written to him to be discussed when they met. But as time might be of importance, in relation to the stewardship of the Thorpe-Ambrose estate, he would say at once that he saw no reason why Midwinter should not apply his mind to learning the steward's duties, and should not succeed in rendering himself invaluably serviceable in that way to the interests of his friend.

Leaving Midwinter reading and re-reading the rector's cheering letter, as if he was bent on getting every sentence in it by heart, Allan went out rather earlier than usual, to make his daily inquiry at the cottage – or, in plainer words, to make a fourth attempt at improving his acquaintance with Miss Milroy. The day had begun encouragingly, and encouragingly it seemed destined to go on. When Allan turned the corner of the second shrubbery, and entered the little paddock where he and the major's daughter had first met, there was Miss Milroy herself loitering to and fro on the grass, to all appearance on the watch for somebody.
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She gave a little start when Allan appeared, and came forward without hesitation to meet him. She was not in her best looks. Her rosy complexion had suffered under confinement to the house, and a marked expression of embarrassment clouded her pretty face.

‘I hardly know how to confess it, Mr Armadale,' she said, speaking eagerly, before Allan could utter a word, ‘but I certainly ventured here this morning, in the hope of meeting with you. I have been very much distressed – I have only just heard, by accident, of the manner in which mamma received the present of fruit you so kindly sent to her. Will you try to excuse her? She has been miserably ill for years, and she is not always quite herself. After your being so very very kind to me (and to papa), I really could not help stealing out here in the hope of seeing you, and telling you how sorry I was. Pray forgive and forget, Mr Armadale – pray do!' Her voice faltered over the last words, and, in her eagerness to make her mother's peace with him, she laid her hand on his arm.

Allan was himself a little confused. Her earnestness took him by surprise, and her evident conviction that he had been offended, honestly distressed him. Not knowing what else to do, he followed his instincts, and possessed himself of her hand to begin with.

‘My dear Miss Milroy, if you say a word more you will distress
me
next,' he rejoined, unconsciously pressing her hand closer and closer, in the embarrassment of the moment. ‘I never was in the least offended; I
made allowances – upon my honour I did – for poor Mrs Milroy's illness. Offended!' cried Allan, reverting energetically to the old complimentary strain. ‘I should like to have my basket of fruit sent back every day – if I could only be sure of its bringing you out into the paddock the first thing in the morning.'

Some of Miss Milroy's missing colour began to appear again in her cheeks. ‘Oh, Mr Armadale, there is really no end to your kindness,' she said; ‘you don't know how you relieve me!' She paused; her spirits rallied with as happy a readiness of recovery as if they had been the spirits of a child; and her native brightness of temper sparkled again in her eyes, as she looked up, shyly smiling in Allan's face. ‘Don't you think,' she asked demurely, ‘that it is almost time now to let go of my hand?'

Their eyes met. Allan followed his instincts for the second time. Instead of releasing her hand, he lifted it to his lips and kissed it. All the missing tints of the rosier sort returned to Miss Milroy's complexion on the instant. She snatched away her hand as if Allan had burnt it.

‘I'm sure
that's
wrong, Mr Armadale,' she said – and turned her head aside quickly, for she was smiling in spite of herself.

‘I meant it as an apology for – for holding your hand too long,' stammered Allan. ‘An apology can't be wrong – can it?'

There are occasions (though not many) when the female mind accurately appreciates an appeal to the force of pure reason. This was one of the occasions. An abstract proposition had been presented to Miss Milroy, and Miss Milroy was convinced. If it was meant as an apology, that (she admitted) made all the difference. ‘I only hope,' said the little coquette, looking at him slyly, ‘you're not misleading me. Not that it matters much now,' she added, with a serious shake of her head. ‘If we
have
committed any improprieties, Mr Armadale, we are not likely to have the opportunity of committing many more.'

‘You're not going away?' exclaimed Allan in great alarm.

‘Worse than that, Mr Armadale. My new governess is coming.'

‘Coming?' repeated Allan. ‘Coming already?'

‘As good as coming, I ought to have said – only I didn't know you wished me to be so very particular. We got the answers to the advertisements this morning. Papa and I opened them and read them together half an hour ago – and we both picked out the same letter from all the rest. I picked it out, because it was so prettily expressed; and papa picked it out, because the terms were so reasonable. He is going to send the letter up to grandmamma in London, by to-day's post; and if she finds everything satisfactory, on inquiry, the governess is to be engaged.
You don't know how dreadfully nervous I am getting about it already – a strange governess is such an awful prospect. But it is not quite so bad as going to school; and I have great hopes of this new lady, because she writes such a nice letter! As I said to papa, it almost reconciles me to her horrid, unromantic name.'

‘What is her name?' asked Allan. ‘Brown? Grubb? Scraggs? Anything of that sort?'

‘Hush! hush! Nothing quite so horrible as that. Her name is Gwilt. Dreadfully unpoetical, isn't it? Her reference must be a respectable person, though; for she lives in the same part of London as grandmamma. Stop, Mr Armadale! we are going the wrong way. No; I can't wait to look at those lovely flowers of yours this morning – and (many thanks) I can't accept your arm. I have stayed here too long already. Papa is waiting for his breakfast; and I must run back every step of the way. Thank you for making those kind allowances for mamma; thank you again and again – and good-by!'

‘Won't you shake hands?' asked Allan.

She gave him her hand. ‘No more apologies, if you please, Mr Armadale,' she said saucily. Once more their eyes met; and once more the plump dimpled little hand found its way to Allan's lips. ‘It isn't an apology this time!' cried Allan, precipitately defending himself. ‘It's – it's a mark of respect.'

She started back a few steps, and burst out laughing. ‘You won't find me in your grounds again, Mr Armadale,' she said merrily, ‘till I have got Miss Gwilt to take care of me!' With that farewell, she gathered up her skirts, and ran back across the paddock at the top of her speed.