Arson

 

PRAISE FOR ESTEVAN VEGA

 

“Vega writes well beyond his years…With his third literary attempt, Vega has hit his stride—one that can only pick up speed.”

—
The Record-Journal

 

“Vega is definitely a talented writer with a white-hot literary future.”

—
The Middletown Press

 

“
Arson
 is not to be missed. It is densely layered, tense, packed with surprising compassion, and written with great courage…Groundbreaking!”

—
Salt Lake City Examiner

 

“In a fortunate writer's career, there is one book that inevitably launches its author to a new level of success and visibility, and 
Arson
 may very well prove to be just such a book for Estevan Vega.”

—
Hartford Examiner

 

“Estevan Vega's Arson proves he is an author to be reckoned with.”

—
The Christian Manifesto

 

“
Arson
 could be compared to other young adult books such as Jumper or even a young coming of age super-hero genre story. And even at times flecks of the Twilight series.”

—
Title Trakk

 

“It's a testament to his talent that Estevan Vega can turn a dark, disturbing story into an intriguing page-turner. Quirky, complex characters and Vega's storytelling skills make 
Arson
 a must-read…and Vega an author to watch.”

—Robert Liparulo, bestselling author of 
Deadlock
 and 
The Dreamhouse Kings

 

“
Arson
 is every bit its namesake: a sinister story that slowly licks at the edges of your subconscious until it fully engulfs you in a firestorm of fascinating characters, twisting plotlines, and an explosive ending. A great read and Estevan Vega is a talent to watch for sure!”

— Jon F. Merz, bestselling author of 
The Kensei

 

“In 
Arson
, Estevan Vega has created a character as unique and captivating as Dean Koontz's
Odd Thomas
. With a fresh voice and an engaging style, Vega's storytelling is something to pay attention to.”

—Mike Dellosso, author of 
Darlington Woods
 and 
Darkness Follows

 

“…[A] gifted young writer, and I expect to see great works from him in the near future.

—Bryan Davis, bestselling author of the 
Echoes from the Edge
 and 
Dragons in our Midst
series

 

“Wonderfully envisioned and readable. The story of a young man with a secret talent he doesn't want to be forced to use keeps readers edgy and waiting, and hoping he'll let it all out.”

—John Neufeld, author of 
Edgar Allan
 and 
April Fools

.”

—James R. Benn, author of 
Blood Alone: A Billy Boyle World War II Mystery

 

 

 

 

For my father, a small spark that lit the great fire.

 

Chapter 1

 

 

THE LAKE WAS QUIET.

A lazy fog hovered over the surface of the gray water, whispering in the wake of currents and steady ripples. The world seemed dead to Arson Gable, silent anyway. Like the calm before a storm.

It waited.

Arson stepped off the porch onto the lawn; his mind was swimming. This was where he came most mornings while Grandma slept. He cut his gaze toward the lake, that black womb which rested beyond and beneath the rickety dock. It was as if the lake knew his name and his heartbeats, much like the streets and corners of this town knew his name, cold and faceless as they were. Whether he wanted to admit it, this place was home, and there was no going back.

A bright light burned in the sky, somewhere far enough for him to notice but close enough to nearly blind him. He breathed deeply and blinked, welcoming the dark rush of black behind his eyelids. From where he stood, he could see the towering oaks rooted deep in the ground. Their thick branches stretched upward into the clouds, some parts draping over the shady spots of the worn-out cabin. One final glance and he was reminded that these tortuous, beaten things seemed to swallow the world. Just thinking about them—how he'd watched them ruin—made him seem small, so worthless.

Arson made a fist and felt the heat swell in his grip. He wanted to run into the brush, to get lost deep in the small section of backwoods Grandma had forced him to avoid ever since they'd moved here. But he didn't move.

This town seemed so close-knit and yet so separated. Less than a mile up the road were a country market, restaurants, and a bowling alley. There was even a liquor store, a cheap pharmacy, and some fast-food chains, and a few miles past that, a movie theater and a nightclub. But at the heart of this place was disunity, a fierce and futile fight to be known and accepted. Arson never understood why Grandpa had picked here to have the cabin built, right beside the lake.

As Arson slowly approached the dock, his mind returned to thoughts of Danny, the only childhood friend he'd ever had. Dim mornings somehow made each memory more real, hard to let go and even harder to erase. Was he always here, always watching? Odd how seven years could come and go without warning, as if the world blinked and somehow forgot to open its eyes again.

In all fairness, it had never been his grandparents' intention to stay anywhere for too long, but it seemed East Hampton, Connecticut, had become a part of them now, a part of him. “One day we'll be like the rest of them,” he recalled Grandpa saying—a man of ideals, empty dreams, and hopes Arson could never freely call his own.

Eventually, they had grown tired of running. This dull corner of the world seemed ordinary enough for them to believe starting over again as normal folks would be possible. “Forget what happened all those years ago in Cambridge,” Grandma said so many times that Arson imagined her screaming it to him while he slept. But it was always there—the memory—a splinter in the back of his mind. No going back. Ever.

Arson staggered across the dock, images of child play and stupid laughter pouring in all at once. Danny's face stuck out the most, and behind that he glimpsed their old home in Cambridge and flashes of his first birthday. His mother wasn't there, though, nor dear old Dad, but that day had been recounted to him only once by his grandfather, and it stuck.

Nevertheless, with every joyous memory, distilled regret was close behind. He sometimes imagined what it might be like to get thrown in jail by some nameless special agent and be forgotten, or to wake up and find strong hands squeezing the life out of him.

Arson was an unusual boy. A freak. He knew it. And he hated it. Whatever lingered inside his bones always left as quickly as it came, breathing out in short moments of fear or rage. Over the years, he'd asked to be examined to locate the source of his imperfection and if possible terminate it. After all, why did he sometimes wake up in the middle of the night with a fever? How come his sweat sizzled when it hit the ground? What was he?

Grandma always argued there wasn't much point in talking to no-good doctors or even finding out answers to questions he was better off not asking in the first place. Some people were just born with demons, she'd say.

Arson swallowed hard and threw a stone into the water. The splash shattered his reflection, and ripples spread across the dark surface. He wondered why he was the way he was, wondered why those little girl's parents quit looking all of a sudden, why the investigation against two stupid boys evaporated. Perhaps they didn't care about retribution, or maybe they were just sick of chasing shadows.

I want to be free
, Arson thought, nausea creeping up into his gut. While boats raced along the surface of the lake, Arson stared in awe. They vanished so easily, like mist gliding across the water and dissolving into nothingness. What if men could do the same? There was a man once, he'd heard, who walked upon water and didn't sink. Maybe he could too. Maybe one day there would be those who believed in him.

Arson's gaze moved over the lake, across to the other side, where Mandy Kimball lived, and her neighbor, his science teacher from the ninth grade. Then his eyes drew back to the ripples spread out before him, to the dying cabin behind him, as he spit. Beads of sweat streamed down his bony frame, his ash-brown hair trapped inside the gritty creases of his forehead. Arson listened for the lake's soothing melody but couldn't hear it. He focused instead on the sound his feet made atop the splintering dock, kind of like the way swings sounded in cheap horror flicks—empty, rocking back and forth to no melody at all. Closer to the edge he came, lingering.

With shut eyes, he stepped out onto the water and began to sink. Peace soon abandoned him to the lake's shallow world. In a blink, he was looking through the eyes of a ten-year-old boy.

“I don't like fire,” he heard the boy say, so frightened, so naïve. “It's dangerous.”

“Don't be such a wimp,” came his older friend's taunts. “Just light it already.”

With each shove and curse, the memory turned alive; it was as if it knew he was watching and didn't like it. The pain still stung, images wilting and dying, only to come alive again and again.

I. Hate. Fire
.

Arson could feel the cold, could even remember the way everything sounded or how there was no sound at all. Until the night shattered. The weight of remembering dragged him down while he sucked in a filthy drag of water, his coffined body jerking. The veins on his head began to swell. He was choking.

Time to return to the real world, to release the nightmare once more into the dark of the lake. The struggle eventually pulled him to the surface. Slinging his head back and forth, Arson fought to bring himself out of the bitter current, eventually falling upon dead grass. He tasted the grit of sandy dirt in his teeth. Panting, Arson stood up slowly and staggered toward the cabin, where Grandma Kay's shadow guided him in.

 

There was something strange that came over Grandma when she exacted punishment, like a part of her enjoyed it too much. She said fixing their leaky roof was a good and righteous way of killing the demons inside him. Nothing like hard work. She said there was no way a lake could cleanse a boy's troubled mind anyway and that he was just plain stupid for thinking it could. To ease his frustration, Arson let himself believe that if he had been caught any other day, her scorn might have resulted in worse than fixing a leaky roof, which Arson would've had to do eventually anyway.

Grandma's reasons for why she did things, why she treated him a certain way, seemed to get worse with time. It was no secret that she loathed the idea of him diving into the lake, especially if fully clothed. She even claimed there were toxins in the water from pollution that had supposedly killed a bunch of fish years back. But maybe it was a fair trade. He'd returned to the lake all the toxins he'd soaked up with every vile thought. When considered, Grandma's logic didn't seem all that twisted. She probably just didn't want him bringing any of that evil back with him, infected or not. She was superstitious, so Arson made a promise he knew he couldn't keep and said it wouldn't happen again.

The muggy June morning caused his palms to sweat. Arson almost lost his grip on the bucket during the climb to the top but regained his balance before losing any supplies. Spiderman would have been proud. Reading comic books all his life came in handy now and then.

Grandpa took care of the cabin to the best of his ability, had even showed Arson how to repair the roof years back. “If you want something done right, you gotta do it yourself,” he recalled. But in spite of his grandfather's hard work, it was clear that time eventually wore away all things, even hope.

Arson worked for about an hour before carelessness got the best of him. A loose, jagged shingle sliced through the palm of his hand. Blood gushed from the wound and onto his leg. He swore as the sting began to overwhelm him. He chucked the hammer and tried to keep pressure on the cut.

“What happened?” Grandma's voice echoed from below. “I heard you cussin' all the way in the kitchen. You know how I feel about that.”

“Sorry, Grandma.” Arson was glad she left it at that. Sitting on the roof, he turned slightly toward the sun. 
It's a gusher
, he thought. Then, as he stared in amazement, he watched the wound cauterize itself in seconds. It burned.

“Arson, are you all right up there?”

He looked down at the remaining scar, struggling to make sense of it, neglecting the mess on his clothes. “Just fine, Grandma,” he called down.

“That roof isn't going to fix itself. If I have to spend another night with drops of water hitting my face, I promise you'll regret it.”

“All right,” Arson said. “I'll get back to work.”

By evening, the task was complete. He braced himself and watched the sunset from the rooftop as it melted against a fluorescent sky. Arson listened as Grandma concluded her tea conversation with the man she loved.

Moments later, their time together ended with laughter, and he knew it was safe to come down. Arson caught her while she was clearing away the silverware and china.

“Did you finish the roof, love?” she asked in a pleasant voice.

“Yes, Grandma. It's healed…I mean, fixed.”

“Marvelous. Say, whatcha mean 
healed
?”

Arson grabbed the ladder. “I'm really tired. I'm not thinking straight right now. Maybe I just need some rest.”

“I think you're right. You're not making any sense at all. Say, do you want a piece of cake before I put it away? Grandpa didn't eat much tonight. He's never been much for carrot cake.”

“No thanks. Not hungry,” he said.

“Suit yourself. Put your tools away and get on up to bed, then. A growing boy like you needs his rest. I hope you learned your lesson, though. I don't like you spending so much time in that miserable lake. The very idea doesn't sit well with my soul.”

Arson nodded with reluctant eyes and put away the ladder and the tools. Then he rushed inside the cabin and up to his room to read a comic book before dozing off. Maybe tonight his dreams would be different.