Authors: Jordan Silver
Jacqueline
It was easier than I
thought to get out of the house, that tree limb that had scared the crap out of
me as a child was now my new best friend. I just had to figure out how to get
my car down the driveway without making too much noise. I eased it into drive
and with the lights off let it roll slowly backwards down the driveway until I
got far enough away from the house to make a U-turn on the lawn and gun it the
hell out of there. My heart was racing so fast and hard I felt for sure I was
going to collapse. My hands were actually shaking and my knees felt weak. But
then a smile broke out across my face. I’d done it, I’d actually done something
I was sure would get me into more trouble than I’ve been in in a long
long
time. I wonder if the fact that both instances had
something to do with my Jake was an omen?
That long ago summer
when I first felt love… there’re no words. He made me feel alive and wanted and
sexy and…all the things I’d never felt before in my life. That first night
after I’d remembered how my tongue worked we’d talked for hours. I was breaking
curfew but I didn’t care, I never wanted to leave his presence. I hadn’t missed
his reaction when I told him who I was, who my father was. I’d half expected
him to give me the brush off just like everyone else did but he hadn’t, he’d
kept me talking until it was past time to go. I honestly don’t remember half of
what was said that first night, I was too full of nerves and the look in his
eyes kept distracting me.
Everyday that I went
to his house under the pretense of tutoring Mindy (who, as far as my parents
now believed was a lost cause in the education department) was like an
adventure. We worked out a scheme where he would actually help his sister
before I even got there and then we’d spend the whole hour or two together. At
first it was just getting to know you stuff. He seemed so attentive, like he
really cared about my life. He wanted to know every little detail. The first
day he passed his hand through my hair I had a very embarrassing moment, which
he of course noticed. He seemed to notice everything about me, which just went
straight to my head. But that day I’d wished he wasn’t so observant. With the
touch of his fingers against my scalp my skin had heated, I’d become flushed
and the seat of my panties was a whole lot wetter than they had been. I don’t
think he would’ve noticed all of that though if I hadn’t moaned out loud and
clenched my thighs together. Then again it had worked out for the best because
that was the first time he’d kissed me.
He’d looked right
into my eyes then and stolen my heart with one touch of his lips against mine.
I almost ate the poor man’s face off so green was I. It was the first time
anyone had ever kissed me and boy was I not prepared. He did everything just
right, from the way he held my head in his hands, the slow way he moved in
while keeping eye contact and then that first tentative brush of lips. He’d
nibbled on my bottom lip once, twice, three times, and then he’d taken my
tongue into his mouth and suckled. After that my panties were pretty much
useless.
“Do you ever see
yourself living anywhere else but here sweet Jacqueline?” I love it when he
calls me that, love the way he touches me when he says it. We were in his
family’s living room. The house was small but neat and full of little happy
mementos. His mom made her own curtains of all things and crocheted little
throw things for the chairs and stuff. Nothing at all like the professionally
decorated mausoleum I’d grown up in. “I don’t know I’ve never really given it
much thought before.” How was I supposed to spend the rest of my life with him
if I couldn’t remember how to breathe in his presence? He had this intense way
of looking into my eyes when we talked, as if all his attention was solely
focused on me and me alone. When I’m with him I don’t feel like the social
misfit or the plain Jane I’d always believed myself to be.
“One day I’m going
to steal you away from here.” He said it jokingly but all I could think was
‘yes please and thank you.’ “When?” Crap I hadn’t meant to say that out loud.
Now he’ll think I’m a needy little girl too green to know when a boy was just
sweet-talking her. “Soon I promise.” Those words had warmed my heart. I’d never
doubted for one second that he’d meant them.
We spent the whole
summer kissing on that couch or sometimes when I was feeling brave enough,
while lying across his bed in his old room. The first time he lifted my shirt I
almost died. “No baby don’t tense up I’m not going to hurt you just let me look
at you.” He’d studied me for the longest time and then his nostrils had flared
and… “I’m sorry, I lied.” He growled those words just before he lowered his
head and took my nipple into his mouth. My womb was no longer speaking, she was
screeching at the top of her lungs for me to get on with it. I think this is
what they mean by self-combusting, at least it should be. Every surface of my
skin felt like it was on fire, my breathing was shot and I don’t think I
remembered how to hold a thought. He chewed on my nipple and I’m almost ashamed
to say I couldn’t hold back the unladylike sounds that escaped me. My hand of
its own accord came up to hold his head in place and when he shifted his thigh
between mine…well, lets just say I rode that horse for all he was worth.
“Fuck we have to
stop.” What why who says? Those were my confused rambling thoughts as I fought
to hold onto my sanity. I tried to get his leg back to where it had been a
minute ago but he held me off. “I can’t take you with my little sister in the
other room babe. When I take you it might get loud…”
“I don’t care Jake please…” I tried again, I
don’t know quite what I was begging for but I knew I needed something. This ache
he’d started inside of me wasn’t going away and he needed to put a stop to it
right damn now. I’ve never felt that aggressive and almost violent before in my
life, it was as though someone else had taken over my body. I ached so bad
tears formed in my eyes. “Shh, shh, come ‘ere baby it’s okay.”
“It hurts.” He looked down at me then and back
at the door. “You’re killing me here you know that?” I didn’t answer, couldn’t.
Just looked at him with what must’ve been the most pitiful sight he’d ever seen
because he’d sat up on the side of the bed and removed his shirt. Then he’d
started on me and oh my.
My panties were
stripped down my thighs and my legs spread over his shoulders. He’d looked at me
down there until I turned red and then he’d done what I at first thought was
the oddest thing but then learned was the most amazing thing on earth. He
licked me. Right there on my kitty, his tongue felt like nothing I’d ever felt
before, rough and hard and smooth and shit I couldn’t tell. It just felt too
good to describe. I tried picking up my head to look down at him but the bones
in my neck were no longer working and when he lifted me into his mouth and sunk
his tongue deep inside me I came in his mouth…hard. So much for being quiet;
“Shh baby.” He lifted his hand to cover my mouth and I thought biting him
sounded like the best idea, so I did. And he thrust that tongue harder and
faster and my body moved in ways I never taught it to. He pulled his tongue out
and I came close to killing another human being for the first time in my life.
But then he did something wonderful with that tongue, he licked my clit, and
two long hard fingers sunk into my kitty and she yowled. “Jake what’s
happening?” Leave it to me to die just when I’d found paradise because that’s
what it felt like, like I was going to draw my last breath any minute now.
“Just go with it baby.” Easy for him to say; he kept up that licking and
fingering and growling into my flesh. When I came again he climbed up my body
and covered it with his and I tasted myself on his tongue for the first time
while he pressed his hardness between my thighs. That was the beginning of the
best summer of my life. After that I was like a bee drawn to honey, every moment
we were alone together I wanted more and that’s how we’d ended up in the
backseat of his car that night.
We’d gone out of
town for the first time ever that night, I was too afraid to be seen anywhere
in our town with him because I knew daddy would put an end to us and I couldn’t
have that. Jake seemed to understand and didn’t argue about it. He’d taken me
to a movie and dinner. We’d sat next to each other in a secluded booth and held
hands and stole kisses while we shared our food. It was the most freeing
experience of my life. By then we had been making out almost everyday for two
whole months and I thought I was pretty worldly. He’d taught me things about
myself that I could never forget. I could never go back to being that girl that
I’d been before and I wished more than anything that I could have him for
always. Though he’d never pressured me I knew it couldn’t be easy for him to
hold back all this time. He’d taught me how to take him into my mouth and
please him, that was my new favorite thing and I loved it when he teased me
about it. As soon as we were alone together my knees hit the floor. I loved
that best until he taught me how to suck his cock while he ate my pussy. Jake
said little girls had kitties and women had pussies, and even though the word
made me blush I was getting use to saying it and hearing him he tell me how
sweet mine was.
I can’t take all the
blame for that night because Jake had started it. During dessert he’d worked
his hand up under my dress and fingered me right there in the restaurant while
the waiter went back and forth. It was a test to see if I could be quiet. I
damn near bit a whole in my lip trying to keep my animalistic grunts and groans
at bay.
When we’d left I’d moaned and groaned
until he took me out to the football field. I thought it would be safe there,
school was out and no one ever really hung around out there as far as I knew.
It was a chance for us to be alone together. I didn’t dare suggest a hotel room
because that would’ve been far too brazen so this was the next best thing. “I
don’t think this is such a good idea baby.” He turned to me after parking the
car. The night was warm and bright and the stars blanketed the sky, it was a
perfect night for lovers, just like all those romance novels I used to sneak
and read.
“And why not?” He
looked at me and then back at the seat behind us. “Because I have a hard enough
time keeping my cock out of you when there’re people around that’s why.” He has
such a way with words my Jake does. “Don’t be silly we’ll be fine, I trust
you.” My ass, I’ve been reading, and I know more than enough to know just what
it was I wanted. Pretty soon he’d be leaving again, we’d talked about it. His
idea was that we wait until I finished school, hah later for that. I wanted to
know what it felt like to have more than his tongue or his fingers inside me.
And though the feel of his hardness in my mouth was a bit intimidating I
couldn’t wait to feel it plunging in and out of me. He was playing it safe for
my sake I guess but I knew just how to get him where I needed.
I played the coy
virgin, which in all essence I was, but he had no idea what I had in store for
him. I started off by nibbling on his neck while running my hand across his
chest. He likes it when I tease his ears with my tongue so that was next on my
agenda. “Sweetheart you better stop.” Yeah right. I turned up the heat by
letting my hand drop innocently into his lap and teasing his cock (another new
word that now trips off my tongue with ease). I knew I had him when his hands
fisted in my hair and he took my mouth hungrily. Before I knew it we were in
the backseat and my dress was up around my waist. His mouth was on my pussy
while his fingers dug into the flesh of my ass and I was cumming again. I
pulled his head harder into me as he sucked on me like I was his last meal.
Jake
Shit she played me.
My sweet innocent girl had used my body against me and she used everything I’d
taught her to do it. I never wanted this for her; I wanted her first time to be
special. Maybe on our wedding night even, but she had decided and I was coming
to learn that there was nothing I would deny her. She was so fucking sweet, and
shy. But all that shyness melted away when we were together like this. I never
get enough of her taste in my mouth, the more I ate her sweet pussy the more I
wanted. My cock was hard and hurting but that was nothing new, every time she
left me feeling like this. I’ve fucked her mouth more than I’ve pissed the
whole summer and still it wasn’t enough. Still I’d been willing to wait, to do
things right. She pulled on my hair and begged me to take her. “Please Jake
don’t make me beg.”
“Baby…” I tried one
last time for propriety’s sake. It wasn’t right to fuck the future mother of my
children in the backseat of a second hand car. “If you don’t do it Jake Summers
then someone else will.” That shit made me see red. I had my hand around her
throat and the other covering her pussy before she drew her next breath. “Don’t
ever say that shit to me again, you ever even think of fucking someone else
I’ll kill you.” She smiled up at me the little sneak and wiggled her ass
pressing her hot cunt into me. “Well then…get on with it.” I groaned in defeat
even as I undid my pants. I’d had my fingers and tongue inside her enough to
know that she was small. There was no way she was going to be able to take all
of me especially not in the cramped space we were in.
I took my time after
my cock was free, rubbing the head back and forth over her clit and down to her
opening. She mewled in that sweet way that makes my cock
weep
.
“Look at me.” She looked into my eyes as I eased part of my length into her. I
tested her body little by little until I felt the barrier. Pulling back almost
all the way I plunged forward hard and fast covering her mouth with mine to catch
the scream I knew was coming.
When her body had
adjusted and my head no longer felt like it would explode I started moving
inside her. Short easy strokes at first until she gripped me with her hot cunt
and I couldn’t help but move faster. I wanted to consume her; the need for her
was so strong it was almost frightening. I pulled my strokes not willing to
hurt her even as my body begged me to fuck. She raised her legs and dug her
nails into my ass trying to get more of me inside her, so I gave her another
inch or so but still not all. Whether she knew it or not that would hurt her
and I wanted this night to be remembered only for its pleasure.
“Fuck baby your
pussy’s so tight.” She was moving as best she could in the confined space,
rubbing her clit against me for added relief. I could see her reaching for
orgasm so I used my thumb to tease her clit while deep stroking her pussy. I
was close, so fucking close and we’d only just started, months of pent up lust
was in play. All those times I’d eaten her pussy and nothing else were coming
back to bite me in the ass, I needed to flood her with
my cum
but I needed even more to make her scream. “Cum for me sweet Jacqueline.” I
teased the entrance to her ass with my finger without going in. I hadn’t
introduced her to anal play as yet, that wasn’t big on my list but the added
stimulation could only bring her off faster. That coupled with whispered words
of love did the trick. She tightened around my cock and bit my tongue as she
flooded my cock with pussy juice. I went off like a shot until I remembered
almost too late to pull out. I sprayed her lower stomach and pussy hair with
cum as I stroked the last bit of my seed out of the end of my cock.