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In yet another exercise, students had to choose five traits that seem to best fit the impressions they had of themselves. McDuff chose: Aware, Considerate, Loyal, Productive, and Trusting. Years later, Tim Steglich looked at the word "trusting" and said in disgust, "Yea, he trusted them until he strangled them." When asked to list two negative traits about himself, McDuff wrote "not good at meeting people'' and, in a phrase that would have made Addie proud, "Too trusting sometime."
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The Human Relations course McDuff took at TSTI was divided into units that were, in turn, sub-divided into lessons. He did particularly well in Unit V. Specifically, Lesson 13 dealt with sexual harassment; he made a perfect score on that quiz. Lesson 14 was about Drugs and Drug Testing; he made a perfect score on that one, too. 11
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"He was just a supercharged teenager," said U.S. Attorney Bill Johnston. Some of McDuff's younger "friends," like a boy named Bobby, agreed. He was a "nineteen-year-old in a forty-year-old body." Bobby was not quite right; McDuff was nearly forty-five. 12
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"I don't have any friends," McDuff said, and he was right. A confidential source for federal investigators indicated that McDuff spent so much time talking about killing and robbing people that it became intolerable to be around him. Allegedly, he asserted that he did not like to kill more than three people at one time because he could not dig that many graves in one day. And he liked to talk about graves. He engaged in vivid descriptions about disposing of his victims. He indicated that it was better to put brush over the fresh graves so that the bodies could not be easily discovered. 13
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Very few of those who knew him knew his name was Kenneth McDuff, and even fewer knew he was a kid-killer. He was known as "Mac," "Big Mac," or behind his back, "Crack Mac." The other residents of Sabine Hall called him "Big Mac." They all knew he was weird and dangerous, and yet, some of the younger residents "admired" his utter lack of caution when it came to drugs and prostitutes. About one year after McDuff moved to TSTI, Richard Stroup of the McLennan County Sheriff's Office interviewed about fifty students who had come to know "Big Mac." Every single one of them was afraid of him. 14
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