Belgarath the Sorcerer (38 page)

‘Anything useful?'

‘It's hard to say. Things have a way of getting garbled after they've passed through six or eight people. From what I understand, the Murgos have been moving south into the lands of the western Dals. They almost had to, I guess. The Thulls have started to lose interest in feeding their former masters, and nothing grows around Rak Goska. The Murgos had to either move or starve.'

‘Maybe they'll wander off the southern end of the
continent,' Algar said. ‘The notion of watching the Murgos marching out to sea sort of appeals to me.'

‘Has there been any word about Ctuchik?' I asked.

‘I think he's left Rak Goska,' Riva replied. ‘They say that he's building a city at a place called Rak Cthol. It's supposed to be on top of a mountain somewhere.'

‘It'd be consistent,' I said. ‘Ctuchik's a Grolim, and the Grolims have been in mourning ever since Korim sank into the sea. They adore temples on top of mountains, for some reason.'

‘They wouldn't get too much worship out of me in a place like that.' Anrak said. ‘I'll go to church if it's not too much trouble, but I don't think I'd want to climb a mountain to get there.' He looked at me. ‘Have you ever met this Ctuchik?'

‘I think so,' I replied. ‘I think he was the one who was chasing us after we stole the Orb. Ctuchik more or less ran things at Cthol Mishrak. Torak was concentrating all his attention on the Orb, so he left the day-to-day details to Ctuchik. I know that the one leading the pursuit was either Urvon or Ctuchik, and I hear Urvon didn't go to Cthol Mishrak unless Torak summoned him.'

‘What does Ctuchik look like?'

‘A dog, last time I looked,' Algar murmured.

‘A dog?'

‘One of the Hounds of Torak,' I explained. ‘Certain Grolims took on the form of Hounds so that they could guard the place.'

‘Who'd want to go near a place like Cthol Mishrak?'

‘We did,' Algar told him. ‘There was something there we wanted.' He looked at me. ‘Has Beldin heard anything about where Zedar might be?' he asked.

‘Not that he mentioned.'

‘I think maybe we ought to keep an eye out for him. We
know
that Urvon's at Mal Yaska and Ctuchik's at Rak Cthol. We
don't
know where Zedar is, and that makes him dangerous. Urvon and Ctuchik are Angaraks. If either one of them
comes after the Orb, he'll come with an army. Zedar's
not
an Angarak, so he might try something different.'

I could have saved myself - and a large number of other people - a great deal of trouble if I'd paid closer attention to what Fleet-foot said. We didn't have time to pursue the question, though, because it was just about then that the messenger Pol had sent found us.

‘Lord Riva,' he said to my son-in-law, ‘Lady Polgara says that you're supposed to come now.'

Riva stood up quickly. ‘Is everything all right?' he asked.

The messenger was a bearded Alorn warrior, and he seemed a little offended by his errand. Polgara tends to ignore rank, and when she needs something, she'll send the first person she sees to get it. ‘Everything seems normal to me,' the messenger replied, shrugging. ‘The women are all running around with pails of hot water, and your wife's yelling.'

‘Yelling?' Riva's eyes got wild.

‘Women always yell when they're having babies, my Lord. My wife's had nine, and she still yells. You'd think they'd get used to it after a while, wouldn't you?'

Riva pushed past him and went down the stairs four at a time.

It was the first time that Pol had officiated at a birth, so she was probably just a bit premature about summoning Riva. Beldaran's labor continued for about another four hours, and Iron-grip was
definitely
in the way the whole time. I think my daughter learned a valuable lesson that day. After that, she always invented something for the expectant father to do during his wife's labor - usually something physical and a long way away from the birthing chamber.

In the normal course of time, Beldaran delivered my grandson, a red-faced, squirming boy with damp hair that dried to sandy blond. Polgara emerged from the bedroom with the small, blanket-wrapped bundle in her arms and a strange, almost wistful look on her face. ‘Behold the heir
to the Rivan throne,' she said to us, holding out the baby.

Riva stumbled to his feet. ‘Is he all right?' he stammered.

‘He has the customary number of arms and legs, if that's what you mean,' Pol replied. ‘Here,' she thrust the baby at his father. ‘Hold him. I want to help my sister.'

‘Is she all right?'

‘She's fine, Riva. Take the baby.'

‘Isn't he awfully small?'

‘Most babies are. Take him.'

‘Maybe I'd better not. I might drop him.'

Her eyes glinted. ‘Take the baby, Riva.' She said it slowly, emphasizing each word.
Nobody
argues with Polgara when she takes that tone.

Riva's hands were shaking very badly when he reached out to take his son.

‘Support his head,' she instructed.

Riva placed one of his huge hands behind the baby's head. His knees were visibly trembling.

‘Maybe you'd better sit down,' she said.

He sank back into his chair, his face very pale.

‘
Men
!' Polgara said, rolling her eyes upward. Then she turned and went back into the bedroom.

My grandson looked at his father gravely. He had very blue eyes, and he seemed much calmer than the trembling giant who was holding him. After a few minutes, Iron-grip began that meticulous examination of his new-born offspring that all parents seem to feel is necessary. I'm not sure why people always want to count fingers and toes under those circumstances. ‘Would you
look
at those tiny little fingernails!' Riva exclaimed. Why are people always surprised about the size of babies' fingernails? Are they expecting claws, perhaps?

‘Belgarath!' Riva said then in a choked voice. ‘He's deformed!'

I looked down at the baby. ‘He looks all right to me.'

‘There's a mark on the palm of his right hand!' He carefully opened those tiny fingers to show me.

The mark wasn't very large, of course, hardly more than a small white spot. ‘Oh, that,' I said. ‘Don't worry about it. It's supposed to be there.'

‘What?'

‘Look at your own hand, Riva,' I said patiently.

He opened that massive right hand of his. ‘But that's a burn mark. I got it when I picked up the Orb for the first time - before it got to know me.'

‘Did it hurt when it burned you?'

‘I don't remember exactly. I was a little excited at the time. Torak was right in the next room, and I wasn't sure he'd stay asleep.'

‘It's not a burn, Riva. The Orb knew who you were, and it wasn't going to hurt you. All it did was mark you. Your son's marked the same way because he's going to be the next keeper of the Orb. You might as well get used to that mark. It's going to be in your family for a long time.'

‘What an amazing thing. How did you find out about this?'

I shrugged. ‘Aldur told me,' I replied. It was the easy thing to say, but it wasn't true. I
hadn't
known about the mark until I saw it, but as soon as I did, I knew exactly what it meant. Evidently a great deal of information had been passed on to me while I'd been sharing my head with that peculiar voice that had guided us to Cthol Mishrak. The inconvenient part of the whole business lies in the fact that these insights don't rise to the surface until certain events come along to trigger them. Moreover, as soon as I saw that mark on my grandson's palm, I knew there was something I had to do.

That had to wait, however, because Polgara came out of the bedroom just then. ‘Give him to me,' she told Riva.

‘What for?' Iron-grip's voice had a possessive tone to it.

‘It's time he had something to eat. I think Beldaran ought to take care of that - unless
you
want to do it.'

He actually blushed as he quickly handed the baby over.

I wasn't able to attend to my little project until the follow
ing morning. I don't think the baby got very much sleep that night.
Everybody
wanted to hold him. He took it well, though. My grandson was an uncommonly good-natured baby. He didn't fuss or cry, but just examined each new face with that same grave, serious expression.
I
even got the chance to hold him once - for a little while. I took him in my hands and winked at him. He actually smiled. That made me feel very good, for some reason.

There was a bit of an argument the next morning, however. ‘He needs to get some sleep,' Polgara insisted.

‘He needs to do something else first,' I told her.

‘Isn't he a little young for chores, father?'

‘He's not too young for this one. Bring him along.'

‘Where are we going?'

‘To the throne room. Just bring him, Pol. Don't argue with me. This is one of those things that's supposed to happen.'

She gave me a strange look. ‘Why didn't you say so, father?'

‘I just did.'

‘What's happening here?' Riva asked me.

‘I wouldn't want to spoil it for you. Come along.'

We trooped through the halls from the royal apartment to the Hall of the Rivan King, and the two guards who were always there opened the massive doors for us.

I'd been in Riva's throne room before, of course, but the size of the place always surprised me just a bit. It was vaulted, naturally. You can't really support a flat roof safely over a room of that size. Massive beams criss-crossed high overhead, and they were held in place by carved wooden buttresses. There were three great stone firepits set at intervals in the floor, and a broad aisle that led down to the basalt throne. Riva's sword hung point-down on the wall behind the throne, and the Orb resting on the pommel was flickering slightly. I'm told that it did that whenever Riva entered the hall.

We marched on down to the throne. ‘Take down your sword, Iron-grip,' I said.

‘Why?'

‘It's a ceremony, Riva,' I told him. ‘Take down the sword, hold it by the blade, and introduce your son to the Orb.'

‘It's only a rock, Belgarath. It doesn't care what his name is.'

‘I think you might be surprised.'

He shrugged. ‘If you say so.' He reached up and took hold of the huge blade. Then he lifted down the great sword and held the pommel out to the baby in Polgara's arms. ‘This is my son, Daran,' he said to the Orb. ‘He'll take care of you after I'm gone.'

I might have said it differently, but Riva Iron-grip was a plain-spoken sort of fellow who didn't set much store in ceremonies. I immediately recognized the derivation of my grandson's name, and I was sure that Beldaran would be pleased.

I'm almost certain that the infant Daran had been asleep in his aunt's arms, but something seemed to wake him up. His eyes opened, and he saw my Master's Orb, which his father was holding out to him. It's easy to say that a baby will reach out for any bright thing that's offered to him, but Daran knew exactly what he was supposed to do. He'd known about that before he was even born.

He reached out that small, marked hand and firmly laid it palm-down on the Orb.

The Orb recognized him immediately. It burst joyously into bright blue flame, a blue aura surrounded Pol and the baby, and the sound of millions of exulting voices seemed to echo down from the stars.

I have it on the very best of authority that the sound brought Torak howling to his feet in Ashaba, half a world away.

Pol and I stayed on the Isle of the Winds for about a month after Daran was born. There wasn't anything urgent calling us back to the Vale, and it was a rather special time in our lives. Beldaran was up and about in a few days, and she and Pol spent most of their time together. I don't think I'd fully understood how painful their separation had been for both of them. Every now and then, I'd catch a glimpse of Polgara's face in an unguarded moment. Her expression was one of obscure pain. Beldaran had inexorably been drawn away from her - first by her husband and now by her baby. Their lives had diverged, and there was nothing either of them could do about it.

Algar Fleet-foot left for Vo Wacune after a week or so to have a talk with the Wacite Duke. Evidently, the idea which had come to him in that mountain pass had set fire to his imagination, and he
really
wanted to explore the possibility of establishing a permanent cattle-fair at Muros. Raising cows has its satisfactions, I suppose, but getting rid of them after you've raised them is something else. If I'd paid closer attention to the implications of his notion, I might have realized just how profoundly it would affect history. Revenues from that fair financed the military adventures of the Wacites during the Arendish civil wars, and the profits to be made in Muros almost guaranteed a Tolnedran presence there. Ultimately, I suppose, that cattle-fair was responsible for the founding of the Kingdom of Sendaria. I've always felt that an economic theory of history is an oversimplification, but in this case it had a certain validity.

Meanwhile, I hovered on the outskirts of my little family waiting for the chance to get my hands on my grandson.
You have no idea of how difficult that was. He was Beldaran's first child, and she treated him like a new appendage. When
she
wasn't holding him, Polgara was. Then it was Riva's turn. Then it was time for Beldaran to feed him again. They passed him around like a group of children playing with a ball, and there wasn't room for another player in their little game.

I was finally obliged to take steps. I waited until the middle of the night, crept into the nursery, and lifted Daran out of his cradle. Then I crept out again. All grandparents have strong feelings about their grandchildren, but my motives went a little further than a simple desire to get all gooey inside. Daran was the direct result of certain instructions my Master had given me, and I needed to be alone with him for a few minutes to find out if I'd done it right.

I carried him out into the sitting room where a single candle burned, held him on my lap, and looked directly into those sleepy eyes. ‘It's nothing really all that important,' I murmured to him. I
refuse
to babble gibberish to a baby. I think it's insulting. I was very careful about what I did, of course. A baby's mind is extremely malleable, and I didn't want to damage my grandson. I probed quite gently, lightly brushing my fingertips - figuratively speaking - across the edges of his awareness. The merger of my family with Riva's was supposed to produce someone very important, and I needed to know something about Daran's potential.

I wasn't disappointed. His mind was unformed, but it was very quick. I think he realized in a vague sort of way what I was doing, and he smiled at me. I suppressed an urge to shout with glee. He was going to work out just fine. ‘We'll get to know each other better later on,' I told him. ‘I just thought I ought to say hello.' Then I took him back to the nursery and tucked him into his cradle.

He watched me a lot after that, and he always giggled when I winked at him. Riva and Beldaran thought that was adorable. Polgara, however, didn't. ‘What did you do to
that baby?' she demanded when she caught me alone in the hall after supper one evening.

‘I just introduced myself, Pol,' I replied as inoffensively as possible.

‘Oh,
really
?'

‘You've got a suspicious mind, Polgara,' I told her. ‘I
am
the boy's grandfather, after all. It's only natural for him to like me.'

‘Why does he laugh when he looks at you, then?'

‘Because I'm a very funny fellow, I suppose. Hadn't you ever noticed that?'

She glowered at me, but I hadn't left her any openings. It was one of the few times I ever managed to out-maneuver her. I'm rather proud of it, actually. ‘I'm going to watch you very closely, old man,' she warned.

‘Feel free, Pol. Maybe if I do something funny enough, I'll even be able to get a smile out of you.' Then I patted her fondly on the cheek and went off down the hall, whistling a little tune.

Pol and I left the Isle a few weeks later. Anrak sailed us across the Sea of the Winds to that deeply indented bay that lies just to the west of Lake Sendar, and we landed at the head of the bay where the City of Sendar itself now stands. There wasn't a city there at the time, though, just that gloomy forest that covered all of northern Sendaria until about the middle of the fourth millennium.

‘That's not very promising-looking country, Belgarath,' Anrak told me as Pol and I prepared to disembark. ‘Are you sure you wouldn't rather have me sail you on around to Darine?'

‘No, this is fine, Anrak. Let's not risk the Cherek Bore if we don't have to.'

‘It's not all
that
bad, Belgarath - or so they tell me.'

‘You're wrong, Anrak,' I said quite firmly. ‘It
is
that bad. The Great Maelstrom in the middle of it swallows whole fleets just for breakfast. I'd rather walk.'

‘Cherek war-boats go through it all the time, Belgarath.'

‘This isn't a Cherek war-boat, and you aren't crazy enough to be a Cherek. We'll walk.'

And so Anrak beached his ship, and Pol and I got off. I wonder when the practice of beaching ships fell into disuse. Sailors used to do it all the time. Now they stand off a ways and send passengers ashore in longboats. It's probably a Tolnedran innovation. Tolnedran sea-captains tend to be a bit on the timid side.

My daughter and I stood on that sandy beach watching Anrak's sailors straining to get his ship back out into the water. When she was finally afloat again, they poled her out a ways, raised the sails, and went off down the bay.

‘What now, father?' Pol asked me.

I squinted up at the sun. ‘It's mid-afternoon,' I told her. ‘Let's set up a camp and get an early start in the morning.'

‘Are you sure you know the way to Darine?'

‘Of course I am.' I wasn't, actually. I'd never been there before, but I had a general idea of where it was. Over the years, I've found that it's usually best to pretend that I know what I'm doing and where I'm going. It heads off a lot of arguments in the long run.

We went back from the beach a ways and set up camp in a rather pleasant forest clearing. I offered to do the cooking, but Pol wouldn't hear of it. I even made a few suggestions about cooking over an open campfire, but she tartly told me to mind my own business and she did it her own way. Actually, supper didn't turn out too bad.

We traveled northeasterly through that ancient forest for the next couple of days. The region was unpopulated, so there weren't any paths. I kept our general direction firmly in mind and simply followed the course of least resistance. I've spent a lot of time in the woods over the years, and I've found that to be about the best way to go through them. There's a certain amount of meandering involved, but it gets you to where you're going - eventually.

Polgara, however, didn't like it. ‘How far have we come today?' she asked me on the evening of the second day.

‘Oh, I don't know,' I replied, ‘probably six or eight leagues.'

‘I meant in a straight line.'

‘You don't follow straight lines in the woods, Pol. The trees get in the way.'

‘There
is
a faster way to do this, father.'

‘Were you in a hurry?'

‘I'm not enjoying this, old man.' She looked around at the huge, mossy trees with distaste. ‘It's damp, it's dirty, and there are bugs. I haven't had a bath for four days.'

‘You don't have to bathe when you're in the woods, Pol. The squirrels don't mind if your face is dirty.'

‘Are we going to argue about this?'

‘What did you have in mind?'

‘Why walk when we can fly?'

I stared at her. ‘How did you know about that?' I demanded.

‘Uncle Beldin does it all the time. You're supposed to be educating me, father. This seems to be a perfect time for me to learn how to change my form into one that's more useful. You can suit yourself, of course, but
I'm
not going to plod through this gloomy forest all the way to Darine just so you can look at the scenery.' Pol can turn the slightest thing into an ultimatum. It's her one great failing.

There
was
a certain logic to what she was saying, however. Wandering around in the woods is enjoyable, but there were other things I wanted to do, and the art of changing form is one of the more useful ones. I wasn't entirely positive that her talent was that far along yet, though, so I was a little dubious about the whole idea. ‘We'll try it,' I finally gave in. It was easier than arguing with her.

‘When?'

‘Tomorrow morning.'

‘Why not now?'

‘Because it's getting dark. I don't want you flying into a tree and breaking your beak.'

‘Whatever you say, father.' Her submissive tone was
fraudulent, naturally. She'd won the argument, so now she could afford to be gracious about it.

She was up the next morning before it got light, and she'd crammed my breakfast into me before the sun came up. ‘Now, then,' she said, ‘let's get started.' She
really
wanted to try this.

I described the procedure to her at some length, carefully going over all the details while her look of impatience grew more and more pronounced.

‘Oh, let's get on with it, father,' she said finally.

‘All right, Pol,' I surrendered. ‘I suppose you can always change back if you turn yourself into a flying rabbit.'

She looked a little startled at that.

‘Details, Polgara,' I told her. ‘This is one case when you
really
have to pay attention to details. Feathers aren't that easy, you now. All right. Don't rush. Take it slowly.'

And, of course, she ignored me. Her eyebrows sank into a scowl of intense concentration. Then she shimmered and blurred - and became a snowy white owl.

My eyes filled with tears immediately, and I choked back a sob. ‘Change back!'

She looked a little startled when she resumed her own form.

‘Don't
ever
do that again!' I commanded.

‘What's wrong, father?'

‘Any shape but that one.'

‘What's wrong with that one? Uncle Beldin says that mother used to do it all the time.'

‘Exactly. Pick another shape.'

‘Are you crying, father?' she asked with a certain surprise.

‘Yes, as a matter of fact, I am.'

‘I didn't think you knew how.' She touched my face almost tenderly. ‘Would some other kind of owl be all right?'

‘Turn yourself into a pelican if you want to. Just stay away from that shape.'

‘How about this one?' She blurred into the form of a tufted owl instead. She was a mottled brown color, and the sprigs of feathers sprouting from the sides of her head altered that painful appearance enough so that I could bear to live with it.

I drew in a deep breath. ‘All right,' I told her, ‘flap your wings and see if you can get up off the ground.'

She hooted at me.

‘I can't understand you, Pol. Just flap your wings. We can talk about it later.'

Would you believe that she did it perfectly the first time? I should have had suspicions at that point, but I was still all choked up, so I didn't think about it. With a few strokes of those soft wings she lifted herself effortlessly off the ground and circled the clearing a few times. Then she landed on a tree-branch and began to preen her feathers.

It took me a while to regain my composure, and then I went over to her tree and looked up at her. ‘Don't try to change back,' I instructed. ‘You'll fall out of the tree if you do.'

She stared down at me with those huge, unblinking eyes.

‘We're going in that direction.' I pointed northeasterly. ‘I'm not going to turn myself into a bird because I don't fly very well. I'll take the shape of a wolf instead. I'll probably be able to keep up with you, but don't get out of sight. I want to be close enough to catch you if something goes wrong. Keep an eye on the sun. We'll change back about noon.'

She hooted at me again, that strange hollow cry of the tufted owl.

‘Don't argue with me, Polgara,' I told her. ‘We're going to do this
my
way. I don't want you to get hurt.' Then, to avoid any further argument, I slipped into the form of the wolf.

Her flights were short at first. She drifted from tree to tree, obediently staying just ahead of me. I didn't have any difficulty keeping up with her. By mid-morning, however,
she began to extend the distance between perches, and I was obliged to move up from a sedate trot to a lope. By noon I was running. Finally, I stopped, lifted my muzzle, and howled at her.

She circled, swooped back, and settled to earth. Then she shimmered back into her own form. ‘Oh, that was just
fine
!' she exclaimed with a sensuous shudder of pure pleasure.

I was right on the verge of an oration at that point. She'd pushed me fairly hard that morning. It was her smile that cut me off before I even got started, though. Polgara seldom smiled, but this time her face actually seemed to glow, and that single white lock above her forehead was bright as a sun-touched snowbank. Dear Gods, she was a beautiful girl! ‘You need to use your tail-feathers just a bit more,' was all I said to her.