Bewitching You (35 page)

Leave. Leave me. Sofia. Why would she doubt me? Love her so much. Hayes. Her mother could have saved him. God. Hayes could have lived. Why didn’t you let him live? Need Sofia. She left. I made her leave. Stupid. She’s gone. I shouldn’t have sent her away. Need her. Did the grandmother leave? Crazy. All of this is crazy.

Penny took a breath and blocked him out. It was too much, but at least there was potential. He hadn’t given up on Sofia. She swiped a tear away, gathered her strength—Lord knew she’d need it for Sofia—and walked out the door.

Chapter Twenty

Sofia ran straight up to her room and fell into bed. Gray was angry with her and with her family, but she loved him and regretted not telling him that before she left.

She should’ve walked right into that room and kissed him until he kissed her back. Held him until he forgave her. Had she known Hayes had been in her home, had she known he was going to die, Sofia would’ve done everything in her power to save his life.

No force on Earth could bring Gray’s brother back to him now. And nothing would change the fact that Gray’s love for her was temporary. How much longer? Today? Tomorrow? Next week? Even if she did gather the courage to go to him, would he push her away? Would she disgust him?

Would he deny he’d ever loved her?

He’d be the same man she’d first met at the restaurant. The one who looked at her as if she were nobody, just some annoyingly clumsy waitress.

Oh, geez. The spell sure had done a number on him, hadn’t it? Now, it all made sense.

He’d never really loved her. She doubted he even liked her.

The time they’d spent together had all been too good to be true. She’d known all along Gray could have any woman he wanted. Why would he want her?

Stop it, Sofe. You are just as good as anyone
.

“Just as good,” she mumbled, as her eyes grew heavy.

Maybe I’ll dream of him
.

~ * ~

Gray walked through the thick grass, keeping his eyes to the ground as he passed each gravestone. Hayes and his parents were on the far corner of the lot, he remembered. He had a ways to go.

A drop of rain hit his cheek, so he glanced up. Clouds hung low and ominous, threatening to release at any minute.
Perfect
. He couldn’t wait to get out of Indiana for a while.

He pulled Sofia’s card out of his jeans pocket and read it for the billionth time.

Sofia Good, Painter Extraordinaire. Call me! 555-0122 or…

He stuck the card back in his pocket. He’d memorized the damn thing in a day.

Call her
.
Tell her you’ll always love her
.

Would she believe him, though? Or was she stuck on this idea that a spell had made him fall head over heels? The idea was plain ridiculous.

He’d give her time to realize it though. All the time she needed. Besides, Gray needed some space as well. How could he look Sofia in the eyes when he knew her mother could have saved Hayes’s life?

They had all these powers, but none of them did any good. None of them could bring his only brother back.

Time to finally say goodbye.

As Gray walked closer to where his family was buried, he noticed a certain strawberry blonde kneeling over Hayes’s grave. Rachel. Her shoulders heaved up and down. She was crying.

He kept moving forward. His anger toward Rachel had dissolved. What was the point in being mad at her? What did it matter any more?

They’d both lost Hayes. They both grieved.

“Hey,” he said as softly as possible, not wanting to startle her.

She jerked her head up and gasped. “Grayson?”

“Yep, it’s me.”

She stood and blew her nose. “Sorry, I didn’t know you’d be here. I would’ve given you your time.”

“It’s no problem.”

She nodded, looking down at the grave again.

Gray read the headstone.
Hayes Abraham Phillips.

“He always hated his middle name,” he said. “Abraham. It was Grandpa’s but it reminded Hayes of Abraham Lincoln.”

“Really?” She met his gaze again. “I didn’t know that.”

Gray teetered on his feet, recalling another memory, and was happy it was a good one. “Did you know we used to break dance in high school?”

She smiled and sniffed. Her eyes and nose were red and puffy. “No, didn’t know that either.”

“It’s true. We were awesome.” He smiled back.

“I have no doubt.”

Silence.

“Rache?” Gray kicked at a pinecone lying in the grass. “You remember when you said Hayes was in your apartment? Said he loved me?”

Her gaze darted toward him then back down again. “Yeah.”

“Was he really there? You know, his ghost?”

“Yes.” She swiped at some stray tears.

“I couldn’t see him. I wish I could’ve.”

“I know. I’m sorry.”

“Is he gone? You can’t see him now, can you?”

She shook her head. “No. He won’t come when I call him anymore.” More tears.

Gray planted his hand on her thin shoulder. Had she lost weight? “I’m glad that you loved him, Rache. He deserved that.”

“Oh, Grayson,” Rachel said and wrapped her arms around him.

He hugged her back. “You’re a beautiful person. I hope you know that.”

She sobbed against him.

“And you know you can call me Gray, right? We’re friends now.”

The crying transformed to laughing, and she stepped back, wiping her face with a tissue. “I’d love to have you as a friend…
Gray
.”

He chuckled. “There you go. That’s not bad, huh?”

“No, it’s perfect. Thank you.”

“For what?”

“For being here. For being you.”

He grinned at her. “It’s been a while since I’ve been here and been me, hasn’t it?”

“Yes, it has. But I’m glad you’re back. So…where’s the lady who’s responsible?”

“Sofia.” His heart ached at the reminder. “I think we’re taking a little time apart.”

“Oh, I’m sorry, Grayson. I mean, Gray.”

He shrugged. “Just for a while. There are some things we have to figure out.”

“I hope it works for you. You seemed happy with her.” She patted his arm.

“It will. But first, I’m going to check out that loft in San Francisco Hayes chose for us. It’s mostly paid for, but I haven’t actually seen it yet.”

“That sounds exciting. Are you moving out there?”

“Maybe. I might put it on the market and sell it. Hayes and I put a ton of money toward that place. Remember? We had all those plans to buy a boat and sail the coast.”

“I remember. It’ll be a shame if you don’t get to do it.”

He shrugged. “Some things are more important. Sounds like you have plans of your own. You were headed to Aspen?”

“I was until I got a visit from my mother. I finally told her the real reason the wedding is off. And I told her I was leaving and never coming back. That I was determined to live my own life and live out my own dreams.” She let out a sigh. “But then she made an offer I couldn’t refuse. She said she’d forgive whatever debt I owed her for the wedding, and if I continued on with law school, I wouldn’t owe her a thing for that either.”

“Ah, Rachel. That woman has her claws in you like nothing I’ve ever seen before.”

“I know. I know. She has issues of her own. At least she accepted that there wasn’t going to be a wedding between you and me. Now or ever.”

“Listen. Let me know how much your parents have put into the wedding and I’ll send them a check.”

“That’s very sweet of you, but it was my fault the wedding was canceled.”

“Bull. I think it’s fair to say we were equally
not
in love with each other. Don’t you think?”

She looked up at him thoughtfully. “What were we thinking?”

“Grief does strange things to a mind.”

~ * ~

Sofia ran down the aisle to seat twenty-two. It was empty.
Thank you, God
. At least Rachel wasn’t on this doggone plane. She’d believed Sofia. Or she’d thought enough about it to change traveling arrangements. Either way, Sofia had at least saved one person’s life.

Evidently, Barbie hadn’t gotten her way this time. The plane was still flying in the air. Breathless bodies still filled the seats. And, obviously, Sofia was still dreaming about this tragedy.

She took a quick sweep of the inside of the cabin to see if anything had been altered in any way. Nothing had changed. There was no point in staying in this dream. She had all the information she needed.

Wake up
.
Wake up, Sofe
.

She sat up in bed. Perspiration dampened her entire body, making her hair stick to her cheeks. Rain pelted against the window in large drops. Her room was gloomy, darkened by the storm. How long had she slept?

The alarm clock on the side table read ten after six in the evening. Was it still Friday? Or had she slept all through the day and night?

She threw the covers off her body and ran downstairs. Whispers halted in the kitchen as she stopped at the doorway.

“Sofia?” Nana looked at her from over her teacup. Her mother turned and stared. A bottle of vodka sat between them on the table. “Did you get enough sleep?”

“What day is it?”

“It’s still Friday, dear.”

Sofia let out a breath. “Thank goodness.”

The doorbell rang, and her mother jumped out of her seat. The rims of her eyes were reddened as if she’d been crying. “I’ll get it. Sit down with your Nana. Have a drink or two,” she said as she jogged past.

Nana appeared to be in good spirits, as usual. She smiled and gestured toward the open seat.

“Sorry, Nana, I don’t have time. That airplane is going up tomorrow, and I need to stop it.”

“Sit down, Sofia.”

“But Nana, I’ve met the owner of the airline. His wife said she’d take care of it, but for whatever reason she hasn’t. I need to run over there and talk to her again. When I get back, I’ll sit all you want. You can even read my mind.”

“You have plenty of time. Sit. Now.”

Sofia pushed a lock of damp hair from her forehead and realized her hands were shaking.

Suddenly light-headed, she slumped down in the chair. “I don’t know what do anymore, Nana.” She sighed. “It feels like my life is falling to pieces, and I can’t pick them up fast enough. People’s lives are in my hands, and there’s not a danm thing I can do about it. Gray probably hates me, or will any day now. You’re a witch and Mom is a palm-reading mercenary.”

“Oh, dear.” Nana frowned. “Remember? We’re
all
witches, have been for generations.”

Sofia wrapped her knuckles against the table. “Why is it you’ve waited this long to tell me? Is that why, when I wished Todd Beltman’s pants would rip during a routine at nationals, they actually did?”

“No. Sounds like a good dose of karma to me. That boy was a Neanderthal, calling you fat. No, Sofia, we are good witches. White witches, as they call it. We help people. We don’t cause people harm. It’s against our nature. Our ancestors believed we were given this ability to practice witchcraft to help us with our gifts.”

“What does it all mean? I can cast love spells that fade, and what else? Turn frogs into princes?”

“Frogs into princes? No, dear. But you can protect good people and bind bad people. Do you think that might help you with your visions?” Nana’s eyes twinkled as they did so often.