Authors: Harry Turtledove
Beyond the Gap (28 page)
Hamnet Thyssen wondered why. Maybe the shamans needed the link with the original to ensure that their altered version still worked. He didn't know enough of magic to be sure of anything like that. He didn't have long to wonder, either, for Liv began to chant in a soft voice. He had everything he could do to stay quiet as she'd asked. He wanted to burst out laughing, for the tune she used was the same as a Raumsdalian lullaby. Sure enough, that charm had reached the Bizogots from the south.
Instead of laughing, Count Hamnet watched the owl. At first, he thought its soaring circles were unchanged, and feared the Rulers had some counterspell to deflect or nullify the charm Liv was using. But then he saw
that the circles were getting narrower, and that they were centered on Liv and himself, not on the fire as they had been.
that the circles were getting narrower, and that they were centered on Liv and himself, not on the fire as they had been.
The owl called, a strange, questioning note in its voice. Liv answeredâHamnet could find no better way to put it. She gave back fluting hoots, still to the tune of that song that made babies in the Empire close their eyes in the cradle.
Down spiraled the owl. It flew right in front of Liv's face. She never flinched. Hamnet Thyssen didn't think he could have been so calm with that hooked beak and those tearing claws bare inches from his eyes. Then he remembered what she'd said. Before he quite knew he'd done it, he held out his right arm. The owl perched on it.
It stared from him to Liv and back again. Moonlight flashed from its great golden eyes. Despite that flash, though, it seemed confused. It looked back and forth again, as if wondering how it had got there. Hamnet didn't blame itâhe was wondering the same thing.
“Do you understand me?” Liv asked in the Bizogot tongue.
The owl hesitated. Then it answered, “Yes, I understand.” An owl's beak and throat were not made to speak any human language. The bird managed even so. Samoth, Hamnet recalled, was fluent in the Bizogot speech.
“You are from the Rulers.” Liv didn't make it a question, or need to.
“I am from the Rulers,” the owl agreed, and it nodded its round head, one of the eeriest things Count Hamnet had ever seen.
“Are you Samoth? Does his spirit dwell inside you?” The Bizogot shaman was thinking along the same lines as Hamnet himself.
“I am Samoth. It is not a matter of the spirit. I
am
Samoth,” the owl said. To hear its words hoot and hiss their way forth made the hair at the back of Hamnet's neck want to stand up of its own accord, as if he were a frightened animal puffing up in the face of danger.
By God, what else am I?
he thought.
am
Samoth,” the owl said. To hear its words hoot and hiss their way forth made the hair at the back of Hamnet's neck want to stand up of its own accord, as if he were a frightened animal puffing up in the face of danger.
By God, what else am I?
he thought.
“And you flew here to spy on us?” Liv asked.
“To spy on you, yes, and to spy out the way south,” said the bird that was also a wizard or a shaman or whatever the right word among the Rulers was.
“Hear me, Samoth.” Liv's voice changed from questioning to commanding. If anything, the hair on Hamnet's nape stood higher and straighter. “Hear me,” Liv repeated. “When you flew forth, you found no Bizogot or Raumsdalian travelers.”
“When I flew forth, I found no Bizogot or Raumsdalian travelers,” agreed the owl that was Samoth.
“You did not pass through the Gap at allâthe snowstorm to the north was too strong.”
“I didn't pass through the Gap at allâthe snowstorm to the north was too strong,” the owl echoed. Were its eyes duller than they had been when it landed on Count Hamnet's wrist? He thought so, but he couldn't be sure. He steadied his right arm with his left hand to make sure no quiver upset the owl or disrupted Liv's magic.
Her eyes, by contrast, shone as she thanked him with them. “You turned back and flew off to your camp because you could fly no farther,” she said to Samoth.
“I turned back and flew off to my camp because I could fly no farther,” the ensorceled owl agreed.
“And of course you remember nothing of this talk, for it never happened,” Liv said. When the owl echoed her once more, she nodded to Hamnet Thyssen. He thrust his arm up and forward, as if launching a falcon against a quail. Like a hawk trained to the fist, the owl flew away. It arrowed off toward the north.
“That wasâbravely done,” Hamnet whispered, not wanting to disturb its flight in anyway. “
Bravely
done!”
Bravely
done!”
“My thanks,” Liv whispered back. She let out a long, weary, fog-filled breath. “He is very strong. He almost slipped free of my magic four or five times, even as an owl. As a man ⦠I don't know if I could stand against him as a man. This should have been easy, and it was anything but.”
“You did it. What else matters?” Hamnet Thyssen was determined to look on the bright side. That felt strange for him, but it was true.
“Nothing else mattersânow,” Liv answered. “But if we see the Rulers again ⦠When we see the Rulers again ⦠How strong they are matters a lot.”
He couldn't tell her she was wrong, for she plainly wasn't. “The way you sent Samoth off makes it less likely we'll see them anytime soon,” he said. “It may mean we won't see them at all.”
“I doubt that,” the Bizogot shaman said. “What I wonder is whether he'll stay fooled, whether he'll believe the weather was bad or he'll realize he had a spell put on him. If he does realize I used magic against him, will he know how close his owl-self came to breaking free?” She sighed again, even more deeply than before. “Nothing is ever simple, however much we wish it would be.”
Count Hamnet nodded; he couldn't argue there, either. But he said, “You
did everything you could. It all worked, every bit of it. Be proud of that.”He put his arm around her.
did everything you could. It all worked, every bit of it. Be proud of that.”He put his arm around her.
She leaned against him for a little while, drawing strength or at least consolation from his touch. Then she straightened and took her weight on her own feet again. “I am,”she said. “But it should have worked better. It should have worked easier.”
Hamnet Thyssen almost did argue with her then. At the very end, he held his tongue. He recognized that drive to have everything come out perfect, and the gnawing sense of dissatisfaction when any tiny little detail didn't. He had it himself. If anyone had told him not to worry so much, what would he have done? Ignored the advice and probably lost his temper. Why wouldn't Liv do the same? No reason at all, not that he could see. And so he kept quiet.
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WHEN THE TRAVELERS rode south the next morning, Audun Gilli had the oddest expression on his face. He rode up alongside of Count Hamnet and asked, “Did anything strange happen in the nighttime?”
“Strange? What do you mean?” Hamnet couldn't have sounded more innocent if he'd worked at it for a year.
“I had the oddest dream,”Audun said. “I was flying. I was a bird of some kind, not a flying man, the way you can be in dreams. I know I was a bird, because I looked down and saw myself. I don't know how I could, though, because it was night in the dream. But I did. And thenâthen I didn't. Then everything was all confused, as if I couldn't see at all. And I was flying away as fast as I could. But do you know what the oddest thing was?”
“No,” Hamnet Thyssen said gravely. “You're about to tell me, though, aren't you?”
“The oddest thing was”âAudun Gilli ignored, or more likely didn't notice, his ironyâ“that in the middle of all this, your Grace, I somehow shook hands with you. Isn't that peculiar?”
“Yes, that is peculiar,” Hamnet said. The wizard's occult senses, whatever they were, must have picked up some of what Liv was doing. But Audun never fully woke, and so had only a dreamer's confused notions of what had happened.
Audun sent him a quizzical lookâor maybe a look a little more than quizzical. “You don't seem surprised by what I tell you.”
“Nothing you tell me ever surprises me,” Count Hamnet saidâlet Audun make of that what he would.
The wizard scratched his head. “When we get back to Nidaros, I will buy myself scented soap and a tub of hot water,” he said. “And then ⦔ He didn't go on, not with words, but his smile was blissful.
“Sounds good to me,” Hamnet said, nodding. “Buy one more thing while you're at it.”
“What's that?” Audun Gilli asked.
“A brush with at least medium-strong bristles,” Hamnet answered. “We've been up here a long time, and the soap will need some help.”
“You're right.” Now Audun nodded, as if making sure he would remember. “I'll do that.” Hardly noticing, he went on scratching.
Watching him made Hamnet scratch, too, the way someone else yawning might make him do the same. And once he started scratching, he also went right on. “You wizards don't have a sorcerous cure for bugs, eh?” he said.
“Not one that does much good,” Audun Gilli said mournfully. “If we did, we'd be richer than we are, I'll tell you that.”
Hamnet Thyssen scratched some moreâthoughtfully at first, and then just because scratching felt good. “Speaking of rich ⦠Meaning no offense, but Ulric Skakki found you in the gutter. How do you aim to buy your soap and your soak and your brush?”
Now Audun Gilli looked appalled. “Won't the Emperor pay us, reward us, for going beyond the Glacier in his name?”
“Well, I don't know.” Hamnet made his hand stop scratching, lest he rub himself raw. It wasn't easy. He went on, “He may think we can live on fame.” He could himself. Eyvind Torfinn could, easily. Jesper Fletti and the other guardsmen would go back to the duty they'd had before setting out. Ulric Skakki? Count Hamnet didn't know how much Ulric had stashed away, but Ulric was enough like a cat to be able to land on his feet no matter what happened.
Audun Gilli ⦠wasn't. “I hope you're wrong,” he said in what had to be one of the most desperately tense understatements of all time. “Times were ⦠hard for me before I started this journey.”
“I know,” Hamnet said. “No matter what, you have a story people will want to hear, likely a story people will pay to hear. That will help you carry on your trade, too. You'll be a known man, even a famous man.”
“Do you think that will stop me from ending up in the gutter again?” Audun asked. It was a serious question; he sounded as if he really wanted to know.
“Well, I can't answer that. Only you can,” Hamnet Thyssen said. “If you can't keep yourself out of the gutter, who else will?”
“I suppose you're right.” Audun Gilli sighed, almost as wearily as Liv had the night before. “I don't know whether it's good news or bad, though. Well, I expect I'll find out.” As the Bizogot shaman's had, his breath filled the air with fog.
The travelers hadn't left winter behind. The wind didn't howl so hard on this side of the Glacier, but the cold still reached into Hamnet Thyssen's bones in spite of the furs that muffled him.
“Before long, we should run into bands of my folk and their herds,” Trasamund said. “It will good to see my clansmen's faces again. It will be good to see the faces of the women, too,” he added in a different tone of voice. Gudrid's back stiffened.
They started to run low on meat. Things might have got serious if they hadn't come upon a herd of musk oxen. Ulric Skakki slew one bull with an arrow through the eye, a perfect shot that dropped the big beast in its tracks.
“You couldn't do that again in a hundred years,” Jesper Fletti said as they started the gory job of butchery.
Ulric studied him with a mild and speculative gaze. “Would you like me to try?” he asked in a voice so mild that no one could possibly take offense at it. Despite that mildness, Jesper was quick to shake his head. Maybe he didn't think Ulric was talking about shooting musk oxen. Hamnet Thyssen certainly didn't.
They gorged themselves on the meat once they cut it off the bones. People needed much more food in this climate just to fight the cold. Hamnet Thyssen was amazed at how much half-scorched, half-raw flesh he put away. It was as if he were doing hard physical labor even while only riding. When he actually did have to work hard ⦠he needed even more.
The horses were in worse shape than their riders. They had trouble finding enough fodder under the snow. When one of them went down and would not rise, Trasamund knocked it over the head. The travelers butchered it as they'd butchered the musk ox. Hamnet had eaten horse before after similar misfortunes. It was chewy, almost gluey, but ever so much better than nothing.
Chewingâand chewing, and chewingâEyvind Torfinn smiled wryly. “I don't believe my cook down in Nidaros has any recipes for this particular meat.”
“I hope he doesn't,” Gudrid said.
“It may not be wonderful food,” Ulric Skakki said, “but any food is better than going hungry.”
“All Bizogots know this, for we know how hard life can be when winter clamps down,” Trasamund said. “I was not sure a man from the south, where you have bread and grain as a cushion against bad times, would understand it.”
“I've been hungry a time or two, your Ferocity,” Ulric answered. “Believe me, having food is better.”
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