Big Silence (2 page)

The second bed was empty.

“Matthew?” Hanrahan said, looking around.

No answer. The bathroom door was open. The room was empty.

Hanrahan felt the night breeze from the broken window and stepped on a shard of glass. He knew what had happened before he could put it into words. He ran to the light switch, clicked the room back into darkness, and went for the window, ignoring the glass that cut into his bare calloused soles. The mother’s rented Hertz car, which had been parked in a space a few cars down, was still there. He listened and thought he heard a car pulling out of the hotel parking lot.

Hanrahan went through the window, plowed through the bushes, and ran, leaving a bloody trail of footprints. He was in reasonably good shape and didn’t get winded easily, but the knees, the knees would make him pay later, the joints scraping against each other, the cartilage long gone. He didn’t even think about or really feel the cuts or even anticipate the slings and arrows he would have to face from Kearney.

When he reached the front of the motel, a large white car, maybe a Buick, pulled out of the lot onto the six-lane street that would be packed if it weren’t the middle of the night. It was hopeless. By the time he threw on his pants and got to his car, whoever it was would be long gone in who knows what direction with the kid.

On the way back to his room to call the airport and the state police, Hanrahan wanted a drink, wanted a drink so badly that he prayed silently for Jesus to show mercy and have a large double bourbon on his nightstand when he got back to his room.

There was no bourbon, but there was a telephone and he followed procedure, feeling in his gut that some of Jimmy Stashall’s coke-filled piss-heads had the boy and were heading with him toward someplace he felt was safe. Hanrahan had the feeling that place would be in or near Chicago. All feelings. Little thought. He had lost another witness. His job was supposed to have been easy. The stakes had been high, but the police had put the mother and son on low priority in spite of star witness Mickey Gornitz. And now …

While he sat on the bed removing glass from his feet, two uniformed policemen suddenly appeared at his open motel room door. Their guns were drawn, their faces serious and scared. One of them looked at the bloody trail of bare footprints that led to the man seated on the bed who was pulling glass from the bottoms of his feet. Hanrahan figured they had visited the room next door. He figured they saw the .38 next to the big man sitting on the bed. He figured they took him for the killer. Well, so did Hanrahan.

He put up his hands and said, “Hanrahan. Chicago police. Wallet’s in my jacket. I just called in to the state police. Woman was with her kid. Someone took the kid.”

The uniformed cops had heard many stories, none this big. Their guns stayed out and focused. One of them checked Hanrahan’s wallet and I.D. and said, “William Hanrahan? Aren’t you the football player who —”

Hanrahan stopped listening and supplied his own ending to the sentence. His ending wasn’t filled with the admiration the cop was probably giving. It was supposed to have been easy.

“Aren’t you the cop who keeps fouling up,” Hanrahan thought, and reached for the phone to call Chicago while the two cops who were way over their heads wished for someone to come fast and take over.

Hanrahan hobbled to the bathroom, ignoring the pain. He would wash off his feet till the bleeding stopped and then bandage them as well as he could. Then he would put on two pairs of white sweat socks to cushion the pain.

He didn’t want to think about anything else. Not now.

“You’re lucky,” said the big man in the overalls to the ancient little woman in a white wig tilted slightly to the left.

The big man was filling out papers at a dining room table across from the woman who kept offering him things — coffee, tea, cake, candy. The big man accepted some cake and coffee and finished making out the document. He examined it and handed it to the little woman, who kept putting her glasses on and taking them off to find the best way of reading what was in front of her. It really didn’t matter. She had no way of understanding the complicated words written on page after page. But the big man with the smiling face had been very patient in explaining everything to her.

“It’s a good thing my assistant spotted your driveway, Mrs. Lawton,” said the big man. “You were lucky. Another week, maybe even a day or two and it would have collapsed.”

“You don’t think I should call my grandson in Houston?” she asked, looking at the confusing document before her.

“Frankly, I think we should get started on that driveway tomorrow. I’ll have to pull a few men off of other jobs, but this is an emergency. Don’t worry. There won’t be any extra charge.”

“Thank you,” the woman said. “You said three thousand dollars?”

“Total cost,” the big man said. “You can pay it all up front. You’ve got my guarantee and I’ll give you a receipt. I’m sure your check is good. If you want to put up two thousand till we finish …”

“No,” said the old woman, adjusting the front of her dark dress. “My husband knew how to do things like this. That’s him.”

She pointed at a large photograph on the wall, a couple in their thirties. Both of the people in the picture stood erect, smiling. The man shorter than the woman. He was thin, wore a light-colored suit, and had a head of curly black hair.

“A fine-looking man,” the big man said, admiring the photograph.

“A saint,” the woman whispered reverently. “Didn’t fool around. Worked hard his whole life. Never hit one of the kids. Never. Not once even when Tony took the car without permission.”

“Kids,” said the big man. “Got two of my own.”

“That’s nice,” she said. “Don’t hit them.”

“I won’t.”

“More cake?”

“Yes,” he said. “About the check …”

“Checks confuse me,” Mrs. Lawton said. “I go to the bank. Make money orders from the Social Security or savings. My neighbor drives me once a week. I get enough cash for the week. Would it be all right if I gave you cash?”

“That would be acceptable,” said the big man, taking a plate of neatly cut coffee cake from the thin fingers of the old woman.

“I wouldn’t want to get you into tax trouble,” she said. “I know Tony worries about that. He’s a good boy. Busy. Wants me to live with him in Houston, but … my husband and I lived here all our lives. I’ll live here till they carry me out.”

“Let’s hope that’s a long, long time from now.”

“Thank you,” she said, holding up her coffee cup to drink. It took both her hands to hold the cup steady.

“You were saying you have cash? The entire three thousand?” the big man asked with a warm smile.

“I don’t like it.”

“What?”

“This Salt and Pepper shit.”

The young man on the sofa shrugged, started unwrapping his second sandwich, and kept his eyes on the television where Michael J. Fox stood with a perplexed look on his face while the sound track gave off laughter.

“This show ain’t funny,” the young man on the couch said.

The man on the couch was named Irwin Saviello — Jewish mother, Italian father. Irwin was big and burly — heredity, but he also worked out. The papers and the television had been calling them Salt and Pepper for the last two months. Irwin, who was thirty-one and had a baby face, sort of liked it. His partner, Antoine Dodson, Pepper, was black, his head shaven. He shared Michael Jordan’s birthday and wanted to look like the superstar. The truth was he looked more like a bald, nervous version of Richard Pryor on crack, which Antoine used as well as whatever he could get.

Saviello, on the other hand, was clean, always had been.

The two men had met in prison. Dodson had been doing time for breaking and entering. Saviello had been sitting in his cell for manslaughter, a fight in a supermarket in which he had thrown a man into the frozen fish display. The man had died. At the time, Irwin had not quite remembered what the fight had been about. His appointed attorney had told him and then had plea-bargained down to manslaughter.

There was no doubt about who was the brains of the duo. It was Dodson, who had not only graduated from high school but had gone to the University of Illinois at Chicago Circle for a semester. Saviello had not quite made it through Austin High. Neither man had ever had an I.Q. test, but there was a note on each man’s record saying that Dodson probably had a high I.Q. and was definitely a sociopath. The note on Saviello was that he was at least slightly below the low end of normal in intelligence.

Something had brought the two together. Saviello normally didn’t like niggers, but he had met some decent ones in jail. None of them had messed with Irwin. Irwin was big. Irwin was strong. Irwin didn’t mind fighting and didn’t seem to mind getting hurt. He had once taken a makeshift knife in the back and kept fighting the two Mexicans who had attacked him on a clean-up detail. When the fight was over, Antoine had removed the knife, wiped it clean, and stuffed it in his shoe. Irwin had stoically gone to Doc Mirron, an inmate and a veterinarian on the outside, who took care of the wound.

Irwin’s rep had gone up. He hadn’t gone to the infirmary. He hadn’t complained, and though he should have been in pain, he was working and looking normal the next day.

The fact that Antoine and Irwin got out on the same day made it easy for the two of them to just drift into a partnership. It was Antoine who hit on the idea of knocking off convenience stores. The clerks there were told to turn over their money, not fight back, and pray that they didn’t get killed.

The two would enter a 7-Eleven or something late when no other customers were there. Irwin would go in first, walk over to the counter, reach over, grab the clerk and hit him, hard, not hard enough to kill him, but hard enough to break a nose or a jaw. Antoine would follow, show his junk gun, a Raven MP-25 he had picked up on the street for forty-five dollars, and tell the reeling clerk to put all the money in a bag and give it to him fast or die. Since the weapon was so small, Antoine sometimes had to fire a shot into the ceiling or through a glass refrigerator window to convince the clerk to cooperate.

While the clerk was moving, Irwin would climb up to the video camera and rip it out. Then he would go in the back room where the tape was recording and remove the tape and stuff it in the bag in his pocket. Later, he would throw the tape away.

It had worked eight times. The money wasn’t bad. The furnished room in Uptown wasn’t bad, though the neighborhood stunk with druggies and drunks looking for small action or trouble. The television worked fine. The two men visited their parole officers regularly, each not saying that he was rooming with a former convict, and went out on job interviews when they were told to do so. Each man had a job, but they both knew they would be fired. It was what they wanted.

“The system is so up to its ass in paper, bodies, and bullshit,” Antoine said, “that they’re letting assholes who rape kids out in two years for good behavior. Shit, sure they behave. There ain’t any kids behind the bars. They’re not gonna send us back ’cause we can’t hold down a job.”

That was all right with Irwin. Let Antoine do the thinking. Irwin sat in front of the television whenever he could. Now he was on his second sandwich. He had taken five from the store they had robbed that night. Irwin liked the tuna best. He always took Twinkies, Little Debbie cakes, and anything sweet and wrapped he had time to grab. He liked unwrapping the cellophane. It was like getting a present.

“Will you turn that shit off?” Antoine said, pacing the floor behind the sofa.

While chewing on his sandwich in one hand, Irwin reached over and pushed a button on the remote. He didn’t much care what he watched. Something that looked like it might be
The X-Files
came on.

“Salt and Pepper,” Antoine said, sitting in the chair near the sofa and draping one leg over it. “Shit, can’t they come up with something halfway original? Racist bastards.”

Irwin shrugged and watched the screen where a woman was turning into something that looked like a big white worm.

“I’m goin’ out,” Antoine said.

“Okay,” Irwin said as the white thing slithered behind an unsuspecting security guard in a blue uniform. The guard was sitting at a desk with a night-light reading a book. Irwin had never been able to finish a book. He didn’t think the guard was going to finish this one.

The door closed. Antoine was gone. Irwin finished his sandwich and reached for the fourth one on the sofa next to him.

He was a mongrel with no name, born in an alley, the only one of the litter of four to survive. He had no memory of how he survived. He never thought about it. For him, life was simply staying alive. There were no dreams, no goals. He did have a small territory in two alleys that he protected. One was behind a run-down transient hotel off of Lawrence Avenue. It had once been a respectable place to stay, even a nearly prestigious place. But that was decades ago, long before the dog was born. Now there was the remnants of discarded meals in the alley at night, put out by an indifferent staff. The dog protected his right to the garbage from homeless cats, large rats, and, occasionally, another dog. Sometimes, though, when the humans were more careful with their garbage, he would have to roam for dark miles with cautious eyes.

The dog’s other main territory was behind an abandoned and boarded-up bread factory on Damen Avenue. It had been closed for years, and the neighborhood was so rundown that no one had any interest in bothering to spend the money to tear it down. There was a loose board in the building’s basement. The dog knew how to push it away so he could get inside and out of the worst of the winter cold. There were corners inside, small rooms, that were almost warm.

The dog without a name slept during the day and roamed for food at night. He did not seek fights, but he did not hold back when he felt there was food or a female worth fighting for. He lived alone and had no instinct to find a permanent mate.

He was a gray and black creature, a bit scrawny, and about average for dog height. One ear was almost gone, the result of a battle with a larger dog over a piece of hamburger. Were he ever brought in to the Humane Society, they would find it impossible to guess the many breeds that had gone into his creation, and there would be no chance that anyone would want the ugly creature.