Black City (34 page)

“Ash.” The word is just a whisper.

I drop Gregory and wheel around. Mom stirs on the ground. I thought she was dead!

Gregory runs out of the crypt before I can finish what I started.

Mom sucks in a raspy, painful breath as sticky blood oozes out of the wound in her chest. I kneel beside her and desperately cling to her hand. I don’t see the Wrath in her anymore, just the woman she used to be. My mom.

“I’m sorry I left you . . . ,” she says. “Forgive me, my sweet boy.”

“I forgive you,” I say.

She faintly squeezes my hand.

“Don’t leave me, Mom. Please . . .”

I feel her slipping away.

“I love you,” I say.

She exhales.

“Please don’t die.”

Her fingers slip through mine.

“Mom?” I whisper.

There’s silence.

“Mom?”

Dad touches my shoulder. “She’s gone, son.”

Natalie wraps her arms around me, kissing my cheek, not saying anything. We stay like that for what seems like an eternity. I don’t want to move. As soon as I do, then the world will start turning again and then it’s real. Mom’s dead. Somewhere in the distance, I hear singing. A mournful, heartbreaking lament. I know it’s Sigur. His dual heart must’ve stopped beating.

“We need to get her ready for So’Kamor,” I say, referring to the Darkling ritual for the dead.

Dad doesn’t hear me at first. He holds Mom’s hand in his, rubbing his thumb over her index finger where she used to wear her wedding ring. Darklings believe the index finger is directly linked to their dual heart. That’s why they wear their rings there.

“Dad?”

“She should be with her own kind,” he says quietly. “We’ll bring her to the boundary gates after curfew. Sigur will let us in.”

* * *

Natalie pulls me into a hug the instant we’re alone in my bedroom.

“You don’t need to be here,” I say, my voice choked with emotion. “I know you’re still mad at me.”

She lightly kisses me. Even through my grief, I ache for her.

“I love you, Ash. Let me be here for you.”

Taking my hand, she leads me to the bed. We climb under the covers. She places a hand over my heart, opening a channel between us.
Soul Sharing.
All my emotions instantly flood into her, my pain, my sorrow, my heartbreak. She absorbs it all, sharing it with me so I don’t have to suffer it alone.

I stroke her skin, kiss her lips, run my hands over her legs, needing her. There’s no embarrassment as our inquisitive fingers and lips explore each other’s bodies. We silently remove our clothes, dropping them to the floor. I take a lingering look at her before lying down and pulling her toward me. Her body fits perfectly against mine, like we’re two halves of the same whole.

“I love you, Ash,” she says.

“I love you too,” I say. “So begins my heart . . .”

“So begins our life,” she whispers back, remembering the words I told her the night we first kissed on Beetle’s barge.

“Everlasting,” we say together.

The Blood Vow.
We’re now united under Darkling law.

I tilt my head to one side, offering my throat to her to consummate our union. Natalie runs a fingernail down my skin and tiny beads of blood bubble out of the wound. She gently licks the blood away.

Sitting up, Natalie scoops her hair to one side to reveal the two puncture wounds on her neck. I hesitate, remembering what happened before at the mansion.

“It’s all right,” she whispers. “I trust you.”

I lightly scratch the scars with the tips of my fangs, opening the wound, and press my lips to her neck. Her hot blood spills over my tongue. It takes all my strength to only drink a few drops, sealing our bond.

She lies back down, and without another word, I maneuver myself on top of her, being as gentle as possible. She lets out a small gasp, then it’s just bliss. All thought of nerves vanish as we kiss each other and let instinct guide our way.

Later, I hold Natalie as she dreams, her head resting on my chest. I can’t sleep, although I wish I could. I know Dad will be knocking on my door soon, telling me it’s time to leave.

Rain splashes through the open window, hitting the bell with a melodic
dong-dong-dong.
The air smells fresh, rinsed. Mom would’ve liked it. From the stories Dad told me, I know she loved the rain. Natalie stirs, and I kiss her head.

I get out of bed and walk to the window. The chilled night air prickles my skin, and I shiver, but I don’t turn from the cold. I stare across the cityscape toward the Boundary Wall, which carves its way through the center of the city like a concrete spine.

The city is deathly still. Lights are out, streets are empty, the world is silent. I go over to the sink in the corner of my room and run some water through my hair, washing the dirt and blood out of it, thinking about the twin-blood boy. I wish I’d known he was in the city. I would’ve visited him and let him know he wasn’t alone. In a small way, seeing him has given me hope that maybe there are more twin-bloods out there, not just me and Evangeline.

I return to the archway and tilt my face up to the moonlit sky. The Darkling in me awakens, lured by the night. I let out a lamenting howl, singing my sorrow for all my brethren to hear. In the distance, my song is picked up by another Darkling, then another, until the entire city is alive with their unearthly music.
“We are here. You are not alone, brother,”
they sing back.
“We love you.”

Natalie stirs.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you,” I say.

“It’s okay,” she replies sleepily.

There’s a soft knock at my door.

Natalie pulls the covers around herself as Dad enters the room. He glances at her quickly, but doesn’t say anything.

I’m surprised to see he’s shaved off his beard, and he seems taller, like the weight of the world has lifted off his shoulders. He’s wearing a smart gray robe, the one he saves for funerals.

“It’s time,” he says.

30

ASH

WE WAIT BY THE IRON GATES
as the Legion guard goes to inform Sigur we’re here. The part of the wall that was damaged in the bombing has been crudely reconstructed, and just a single squad of Sentry guards patrols it. We held back until they went on their rounds before approaching the gates.

Natalie peers up at the Legion guards patrolling the wall.

“Don’t worry—they won’t hurt you,” I say softly. “They’re not allowed to attack unless Sigur or his kin orders it.”

The iron gates open, and we step inside the Legion. It’s even worse than I remember. Debris from the bomb is scattered about the wet, stinking earth, and numerous shacks have collapsed. Hundreds of glittering black eyes peer at us from the buildings as I cradle Mom’s body in my arms. She’s wrapped in her Lupine-fur coat—the one Dad got her on their wedding day. He keeps resting his hand on her, muttering soothing words under his breath as if she can hear him. Natalie puts a hand over her mouth as the sights and smells of the compound assault her.

Evangeline is waiting for us, surrounded by two dozen guards. She stares at my mom’s body, her eyes watering. Natalie steps closer to me.

“Sorry about the cavalry. It’s safer this way.” Evangeline nods toward the emaciated Darklings who have come out of their homes, lured by our human scent.

Our escorts jab them with sticks, keeping them away from us. Dad murmurs a prayer.

“Stay close,” I say to Natalie.

Something brushes past my leg. A young Darkling boy runs between us and lunges for Natalie, sinking its fangs into her leg. She screams, and one of the guards pulls the child off. Blood drips down Natalie’s shin, and the Darklings howl.

“Move!” the lead escort says to us.

We run to the boat. I hold on to Mom as my feet slip and slide in the mud. I shouldn’t have brought Natalie here; it was selfish. What was I thinking? Dad takes her hand and guards her. I give him a thankful smile.

Sigur approaches us, letting out a throaty growl. The Darklings back off immediately. They still respect the alpha, no matter how hungry they are. He glares at Natalie.

“What is she doing here?” he says.

“She’s with me. You can trust her,” I say.

Evangeline lets out a derisive snort.

“You should not have brought her here. You’ve put us all at great risk,” Sigur says.

“Please, I need her. You of all people should understand,” I reply.

Sigur glances briefly at my heart. So he
can
hear my heartbeat? He must understand how I feel about her, then.

“My father gave his life for you, Ambassador,” Natalie says to Sigur. “You trusted him—you can trust me. I’m not like my mother. I don’t agree with anything she’s doing.”

“The first sign of trouble, and she must return immediately,” he says to me.

I nod.

We climb into the rowboats and cross over to the zoo. Natalie dabs the Darkling bite on her leg with a tissue.

“I’m sorry about them,” Sigur says, meaning the Darklings. “The Emissary cut off our food supply when the wall was bombed.”

“My mother did that? Why?” Natalie says.

“The Sentry government thinks we collaborated with Humans for Unity to bomb the wall. It’s just another thing to blame on us. Whatever helps them pass Rose’s Law,” he says.

At the zoo, Sigur leads us into a small chamber carved out of the rock. The room is lit by torchlight, casting long shadows around the circular room. There’s a stone altar in the center of the chamber, with an enamel urn on top of it. Sigur places the urn on the floor, and I gently rest Mom on the altar. She looks so small and frail wrapped up in the fur coat.

Sigur tentatively peels back the blanket and looks at Mom. He starts to sob.

“She’s at peace now,” Dad says, his voice cracking.

Sigur embraces Dad. It’s so bizarre, looking at them comforting each other, united in their grief.

Tears spill down Evangeline’s cheeks. We both lost a mother tonight.

“You should go to her. She needs you,” Natalie says.

I do and pull Evangeline into my arms. She cries silently against my chest.

A High Priest enters the room, dressed in floor-length green robes.

“I must prepare her for So’Kamor,” he says.

I don’t want to leave her here alone with all these strangers, except I realize now they’re not strangers. She had a whole life here. She knew these people.

We all go outside. Sigur runs a tired hand over his brow. He looks utterly shattered. Evangeline catches me staring at him.

“Things have gotten worse since you visited last weekend,” she says.

“So I’ve seen,” I reply.

“That’s not the worst of it,” she says.

“What do you mean?” I ask.

Sigur wearily indicates for us to follow him. We head to the hospital that Evangeline took me to the first time I came here. The stench hits me first. Decay. Death.
Wrath.

“The virus has mutated,” Evangeline says as we enter the ward. “Three of the Darklings in here were perfectly healthy last week, and now they’re in the last stages of the disease. Somehow the symptoms have been accelerated, and we don’t know how.”

She indicates the three Darklings that are lying in the metal beds nearest us. They stretch their hands, crying out, “Kill me,” in their own language. Their eyes are yellowed, their skin beginning to rot. The first Darkling is a male, his bitten face a ghoulish green color. Beside him are twin Nordin girls with nubby stumps on their shoulder blades where their wings should be. Their once-flowing white hair is now lank, creating bald patches on their heads. I recognize all three victims; they were at Mr. Tubs’s the first time I went there with Natalie.

I begin to shake as the truth crashes over me in waves.

“I know what’s in the Golden Haze,” I say, my voice quaking.

I look at Sigur.

“It’s Wrath.”

31

NATALIE

I LOOK AT THE SICK DARKLINGS
on the gurney, my mind spinning.

“Bastet venom causes the Wrath?” I blurt out, disbelieving.

Everyone stares at me, even the Darklings lying in the hospital beds.

“What are you talking about?” Ash says.