Authors: Nicole Castroman
“Anne! Anne!”
Groaning, Anne quickly ran back through the low archway
and into the garden, unwilling to let Mary find her secret hid-
ing place.
Mary clutched a hand to her chest, her cap falling from her
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head. “There you are! Where have you been? I’ve been looking all over for you.”
An exaggeration, Anne was sure. “I’ve been collecting rose-
mary,” she said, wondering at her ability to lie to everyone in
this household. Until five months ago she had never told an
untruth or stolen anything in her life. There was something
about this place that almost demanded it.
“Quickly, you must come and help Margery and me serve
dinner.”
“But I’ve never done that before. I wouldn’t know what to
do,” Anne protested, taking a step back. Although her father
had never required her to work, she’d never been present when
he entertained guests. She had always eaten in the kitchen with
her mother and the rest of the household servants. Anne had
been caught between two worlds, unsure of her exact place in
either of them.
Mary shook her head, grabbing Anne by the wrist and
pulling her along. Shorter than Anne, Mary was strongly built.
Anne dragged her heels, but Mary didn’t seem to notice, intent
as she was on hauling Anne to her doom.
Ignoring Anne’s protests, Mary made it back to the kitchen
and threw Anne through the door, barring her escape.
“Here she is, Sara. Tell her what you told me,” Mary said,
picking up a tartlet from the table and taking a large bite.
Sara sat on a stool near the fireplace, her face wet with tears.
“It wasn’t my fault! She tripped me! She tripped me, she did.
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She saw the young sir watching me, and she was jealous.”
Anne could barely comprehend what she was saying. “Who
tripped you, Sara?” she asked. “Tell me what happened.” Surely
it couldn’t be bad enough that it would prevent her from fin-
ishing the dinner service. Sara was far too sensitive to work as a maid, Anne thought irritably.
“Aye, I’ll tell you what happened. It was Miss Patience. She
isn’t as pretty as we thought. She’s ugly inside, and it shows.
The young sir winked at me. He winked at
me
, he did, and she didn’t like it.”
Although Anne had yet to see Miss Patience Hervey, she
had
met the young master of the house and could understand how
Sara would catch his eye. Mary, too, was pleasing, despite her
generous middle.
Sara sniffed and wiped her nose with her sleeve. “She
tripped me, and I dropped the soup onto the young master’s
lap. Master Drummond was furious! Oooh, I’ve never seen him
so furious before.”
In this house, people had been fired for less grievous
acts than pitching a bowl of soup into someone’s lap. Master
Drummond often let maids or butlers go without so much as
a warning if their collar wasn’t stiff enough or if their shoes
weren’t polished. It depended on his mood and if he was feel-
ing charitable or not.
Anne patted Sara’s back in an attempt to calm her, just
as Margery flew in. She pointed at Anne, her hand shaking.
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Whether it was from rage or exertion, Anne could not tell. “Go and get changed. Quickly now. Wash up!”
“But I’ve never had to help with a meal. Surely you and
Mary—” Anne’s head snapped back from the impact of Margery’s
hand.
“I said now! Take a bucket, wash yourself, and be back
down here in two minutes. The young master has changed, and
the guests are ready for their next course.”
The appearance of Mr. Edward had turned the entire
household on its head.
Anne raced upstairs, her ear still ringing, and hastily tore
off her dress and shift. The water splashed onto the floor as she filled the washbasin and quickly cleaned herself. Moments later, as she retraced her steps wearing a fresh dress and apron, a pit settled in her stomach.
With one last look at Sara’s shaking form, Anne twisted her
unruly braid under her cap and followed Mary and Margery toward
the dining room, like a sacrificial lamb prepared for slaughter.
Even with her limp, Margery moved with amazing speed.
Anne was breathless by the time they reached their destination,
afraid she would be sick over the polished floor. With each footstep her anxiety rose, till it was all she could do to remain upright.
The sound of muted voices could be heard through the
door. Silverware clinked against the porcelain tableware, and a
woman’s shrill laugh pierced the air.
Margery turned to Anne and whispered, “All right, now. Look
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lively. You watch what Mary’s doing and simply do as she does.”
Anne nodded, her stomach twisting.
Straightening her shoulders, Margery turned and pushed
open the door. She became a different person entirely, at once
confident and discreet. Anne had a hard time reconciling the
image of this competent woman with the hissing witch who’d
slapped her not ten minutes ago.
Anne felt the young master’s eyes on her the moment she
walked in. A flush crept into her cheeks, and she kept her head
averted. The walls of the dining room were covered with lavish
frames filled with maps made by the most sought after cartog-
raphers. The charts marked the routes of Master Drummond’s
merchant fleet. Unlike in other prominent households, there
were no portraits of distinguished ancestors here, as the master himself was the son of a soap maker.
Mary stepped up to the table to clear away the soup bowls,
and Anne had no choice but to follow her example.
The conversation swirled around the room, and Anne took
surreptitious glances at the guests, noticing with irritation that Mary had left her to clear Miss Patience’s place. Miss Patience
was quite the sight in her light blue dress, which boasted a
broad neckline and long sleeves. It was corseted so tightly that she seemed to have trouble handling her cutlery. Her blond hair
was a mass of curls, cascading elegantly over one pale shoulder.
Despite her elegance, her features were pinched, like the sharp
pleats in Anne’s best dress.
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Curious about the young master’s appearance, Anne looked over, and gave a start when she saw his handsome face, now
devoid of the shabby beard. His hair, too, had been trimmed
and just reached the collar of his longcoat. He raised an eye-
brow at her when he caught her staring.
She stumbled slightly and moved on.
When the baron’s daughter saw Anne at her side, she jerked
away as if scalded, dropping her spoon onto the floor.
Talking ceased, and everyone turned to look.
Bending to retrieve the spoon, Anne willed the ground to
swallow her whole.
Nobody spoke.
Iron bands squeezed Anne’s lungs, and the bowls clanked
slightly in her shaking hands.
“What interesting help you have. I’ve heard people from
the islands bring all kinds of diseases with them. I find it charitable of you to allow one into your household,” Patience said.
Master Drummond gave Patience a small nod. “My staff
have learned and understand the benefits of cleanliness and the
importance of a sound moral character.”
The air was heavy, the room quiet. Anne waited for some-
one to say something,
anything
to break the awful silence.
Margery stepped forward to announce the next course, cre-
ating a much appreciated distraction. As everyone turned to
admire the roasted pheasant and boiled shrimp, a pair of green
eyes followed Anne from the other side of the table. As if Miss
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Patience’s and Master Drummond’s words hadn’t been humili-ating enough, of all people,
he
had had to witness them.
Anne was sorely tempted to see what would happen if she
threw the china at their heads, and it was only with the greatest effort that she took the other bowls from Mary and returned to
the kitchen.
Sara scrubbed the pots and pans, looking up when Anne
entered. Depositing the dishes onto the kitchen table, Anne
clutched the back of the chair, her heart beating out of her chest.
“Got to you, too, did she?” Sara asked, her expression sym-
pathetic.
Anne nodded.
“Did you go and spill anything on anyone?”
“No, nothing like that,” Anne said, unwilling to share exactly
what had transpired. Sara would hear it from Mary soon enough.
Sara frowned. “Watch her. She’s a crooked one, she is. Miss
Patience will smile at your face and reach around and stick a
knife into your back if you’re not careful.”
Although Sara and Anne had never seen eye to eye before
now, for once Anne agreed with her. “The devil hang them, I
don’t want to go back in there,” Anne muttered.
When dinner was over, there would be a few hours of reprieve
before they were forced to serve a light supper later that evening.
Sara shook her head. “But you must. Any minute now I
expect the master to send me packing. Please, Anne. You’ve got
to do it for me,” she begged, her voice plaintive.
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Smoothing the front of her dress, Anne didn’t mention that Miss Patience was only one of her worries. If the young master
continued to watch her every move, she’d go mad before the
end of the day.
What was the worst that could happen if Anne left this place?
If she did run away, where would she go? She didn’t have enough
funds yet to travel, and there was no guarantee she would be able to improve her situation in a different household in England. At least with Mary and Sara, she knew what she had.
Neither of them had been overly kind to her since her arrival.
In many prosperous families it was fashionable to have servants of a different race to indicate wealth and rank. The girls had initially thought Anne’s chief function was to look decorative. Mary was
the worst and had made all sorts of callous remarks about Anne’s hair and skin color, not caring if she was within earshot or not.
Margery had sometimes joined in. Their cruel comments had
stung. Anne had done her best to ignore them, but she’d been
overwhelmed and depressed by her new situation.
Over time Anne had learned when to keep her mouth shut
and when to strike back, for if she aimed at two, she would not
hit a single one.
Now they all simply lived under the same roof. They were
neither friends nor enemies. They simply existed.
“You have to get back in there, Anne,” Mary said, arriving
in the doorway and holding an empty platter in her hands. “I
can’t do it myself. The master will have my head if you don’t.”
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Anne often wondered what they would say if they knew she was the daughter of another wealthy merchant. It was obvious
Anne was educated, whereas the two maids were not, just one
more thing that set Anne apart from them.
She could have shared her background, but had decided to
remain silent. After all, it hadn’t stopped Henry from kicking
her and her mother out onto the street once Andrew Barrett
had died a year ago. Her mother had been forced to take a job
in the home of an earl, a less than ideal situation that had eventually led to her death. With no discernable skills, Anne had
been forced to clean alongside the poor inhabitants of the city.
No one had come to their aid then. Why would strangers
care about her now? Especially in this cold house.
“Please, Anne. Will you do it for me?” Sara asked, her voice
pleading. Her mother was sick, and it was up to Sara to earn
money for the family. She could not afford to lose her job.
“All right. I’ll go.”
Sara gave her what she no doubt thought was an encourag-
ing smile but actually resembled a grimace, before turning back
to the dishes.
Impulsively Anne slipped into the pantry and scanned the
different earthenware jars that lined the shelves. She settled
upon a small, red one. Ginnie pepper. Her mother had often
used it in her cooking. The seeds were very hot and dry. She
grabbed a few and slid them into her apron pocket, determined
to return to the fight with her own form of ammunition.
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C H A P T E R 5
Teach
The dining room door swung open, and Teach watched as
Anne reentered, her back straight, her expression closed. She
kept her gaze on the carpet, crossing to the buffet and following the other maid’s movements.
He wondered what was going through her mind at the
moment, amazed she had the nerve to come back after Patience’s
and his father’s comments. His father no doubt believed he was
helping Anne by allowing her to work in his household.
Patience was another matter. Teach noticed the frown on
his betrothed’s lips, a sure sign of her unease. He was quite
certain it had more to do with Anne’s beauty than with her
suitability as a maid, or her race. Patience did not take well to competition, especially in the form of a house servant.
When Teach had been younger and had first been attracted
to Patience, he’d found her caustic nature amusing. He’d never
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been on the receiving end and had often laughed at her cutting remarks when she’d discussed other members of the aristocracy.
But now he recognized her comments for what they were: