Blitzing Emily (14 page)

“Are you listening to yourself?” she said. “How can you believe the stuff you say?”

He dropped her hand, and flipped on his side away from her. It was three
AM
. The best thing he could do was calm down. If he got in the car now he would get a ticket at best, because he shouldn’t be behind the wheel. He also wondered what he did to bring this on.

After a few deep breaths, he spoke. “Whatever I have or have not done, I want you to understand this. I have never cheated on anyone I was with. I’ve always taken precautions against disease and pregnancy. I don’t get involved with women who are involved with other men. I wasn’t kidding about the fact my priorities have shifted recently. I’m done running around. I’d like to find a woman I could fall in love with and be faithful to for the rest of my life. If you’re under the impression that I’m some kind of man-whore, that’s your problem.”

An uncomfortable silence fell.

Brandon considered his options one more time. He could get up and go in the other room. He could stay here. He could get in the car, go home, and never see her again. Door number three was sounding increasingly attractive, but mostly he wished he knew why women did the things they did. She’d shoved herself into a six-inch space at the opposite side of her bed.

He had said some stuff he now wished he hadn’t. She had said some stuff that hit every hot button he had. Maybe the best thing to do was simmer down, get some sleep, and try to get to the bottom of it in the morning.

He flipped onto his back. A little while later, Emily also rolled onto her back.

He felt her hand slide inside of his. He laced his fingers through hers again and squeezed her hand.

She squeezed back.

E
MILY AWOKE THE
next morning alone in her bed. The house was quiet. She could hear Brandon’s voice as she wandered into the kitchen to find a fresh pot of coffee. He ended the call, and glanced over at her. “Good morning.”

“Good morning,” she responded. She heaved a sigh, and sat down at the table.

“Did you sleep well?”

He took a sip of coffee. Of course, he looked completely unruffled. She had a bellyful of butterflies. She couldn’t believe he was still here. Despite the early-morning cobwebs, she realized she’d started an argument with him last night because he was less than a foot away, wearing nothing but a pair of shorts, and she couldn’t seem to uncurl her toes when he was around. She was pretty sure he’d heard the words “I think you’re gorgeous and I want to body-slam you” more than once in his life, but she’d prefer to keep a shred of her dignity.

How hypocritical was she, inquiring about the women he’d been with previously while wondering what she’d have to do to achieve the same thing? She owed him an apology, and she’d better make it good. He’d spent the past two days taking care of her. She rewarded that kindness by acting like a piranha with hemorrhoids.

“Brandon, I’m sorry. I said a lot of things to you last night that—” She couldn’t even look at him. “I was wrong. I shouldn’t have said the stuff I did. Again, I’m sorry.” She fidgeted as she made herself shut up.

He was still for a moment. He rose from the table, grabbed the coffee pot and another mug for her, and sat down again. He poured them both a cup of coffee. “I’m sorry too, sugar. My temper ran away with me.” He lifted his mug. “Friends?”

Emily touched the rim of her mug to his. “Friends.” She saw the corners of his lips move into a smile. “How do you feel about a bagel and some cream cheese?”

“Great.” Before she could get up from the table, he reached out and put one hand over hers. “Listen. I’d like to talk with you some more, but I have an appointment downtown in less than an hour. How about meeting up later?”

Emily nodded. “I’m having dinner with my parents, so I might not be here till after seven or so.”

“We can grab dessert or something then.”

He got up from the table. Emily quickly smeared cream cheese on a bagel, wrapped a napkin around it, and handed it to him.

“Breakfast to go. Hope it goes well. Bye.”

“Thanks. It will.”

He bent to kiss her cheek, picked up the bag he’d left in the hallway, and hurried out of the house.

A few minutes later, Emily heard a booming knock at the front door. He must have forgotten something. She was so sure it was Brandon, she didn’t even look through the peephole.

I
T WASN’T
B
RANDON.
She opened the door to a tall, strikingly beautiful, rail-thin woman she recognized immediately from magazine ads through the years.

According to Amy, Anastasia Lee followed Brandon to Seattle two years ago, after they’d met at a Victoria’s Secret runway show in New York. She’d probably been wearing a push-up bra and stiletto heels at the time. She jammed one of those stilettos through his heart by announcing she was dumping him during a live interview with
Entertainment Tonight
about a month ago, also according to Amy. “Brutal” was the word Emily’s sister had used. Anastasia also managed to impugn his manhood, his family, and his bank account in less than sixty seconds. Brandon responded with silence.

Now she was standing at the front door, and Emily wasn’t sure what to say to her.

Anastasia brushed past Emily and walked into the house without a word. She was dazzling. At the same time, Emily noticed dark violet shadows beneath her eyes. Someone wasn’t sleeping.

“Excuse me,” Emily said, not using her inside voice. “I didn’t invite you in.”

“Well, I’m here. Aren’t you going to offer me something to drink?”

“You need to leave.
Now
.”

Anastasia cantered away from Emily, and didn’t even bother to turn and look at her when she spoke. “I don’t think so. We need to have a little chat.”

Emily slammed the door shut and followed her into the living room. Not only had Anastasia made herself at home on the couch, she lit a cigarette. She crossed her legs and leaned back against the cushions.

“Nobody smokes in my house. Please put that out,” Emily snapped.

Anastasia looked around. “I don’t see any ashtrays.” She blew out a long, thin stream of smoke.

“Why are you here, and how did you find me?”

“I heard you’re engaged.” She flipped a perfect, shiny curtain of espresso brown hair over one bony shoulder and gave Emily a look that one could only classify as contemptuous. Her eyes were as blue and cold as an iceberg. They were quite a contrast with her blood-red lips.

“Yes, I am.”

“Stay away from Brandon.”

Emily stared at her. “You’re kidding me, right?” She’d evidently walked into some sort of parallel universe.

“No, I’m not. He loves me. He’ll always love me.”

“Didn’t you dump him? Why do you care at all what he does?” Emily shot back.

She saw Anastasia flinch in response. She crossed her arms across her chest to help her resist the impulse to yank a handful of her unwanted guest’s hair out. She also noticed something odd—Anastasia looked like a clothes hanger, but her stomach was slightly rounded. Maybe she was malnourished. In the meantime, her possible vitamin deficiency had certainly not done wonders for her attitude.

“You shouldn’t stand like that,” Anastasia said. “It’s not a good look for you.” Her lip curled. “It makes you look—chunky. Then again, you are a little on the chunky side, aren’t you?”

“When’s the last time you ate something, Anastasia—during the Bush administration?”

“You don’t look like you’ve missed many meals.” She sneered. “Brandon must be mercy fucking these days.”

“Get out. Get out before I call the cops.” Emily pointed toward the front door.

“You let me in.”

“Maybe I should call Brandon instead. I’m sure he’d be interested to learn that you’re here.”

Anastasia’s smile was positively feline. “You do that. He’ll tell you himself that he wants me.” She blew another stream of smoke in Emily’s direction. She was obviously out of her mind.

Emily thought about hosing her down with the spray faucet in the kitchen. She’d probably melt.

“You’ve got ten seconds. I want you out of my house, or the cops are coming.”

Anastasia’s nastiness had finally registered. Emily was an opera singer, not a rocket scientist. Then again, she’d managed to scoop up a man Anastasia evidently still wanted.

“He still wants you, does he? I’m wearing his ring.” Emily held up her hand and watched the diamond sparkle in the sunlight streaming through the living room windows.

The look on Anastasia’s face was indescribable, but the words rage, grief, and revenge came to mind. “Bitch,” she breathed.

“It took me less than a week.” Emily studied her manicure. It was going to be hell to get the smoke smell out of the furniture, but this was worth it. “Maybe you should explain to me how this happened. He loves you, but he asked me to marry him.”

“Rebound. He’ll be back.”

Emily did the best she could to keep the smile off her face. “You keep telling yourself that. I’m sure you’ll feel better, eventually.”

Anastasia dropped her cigarette into a coffee cup left on the end table. “I’m out of here.” She crossed to the front door and yanked it open. She stopped and looked at Emily over her shoulder. For the briefest instant, Emily thought she saw sadness in her eyes. Then they turned hard again and she snarled, “You’ll regret this, Emily.”

She stomped out, slamming the door so hard Emily heard the pictures on the walls shift.

Emily had never been involved in a scene like this offstage. For once, she said exactly what she wanted to say, at the time she needed to say it. What a charming woman. She must have been late for that dominatrix outfit alteration or something.

She could tell Brandon about all this later. Amy, of course, must know about it immediately. Emily grabbed her cell phone and hit Amy’s number.

Amy was transfixed by Emily’s story.

“She came over there? What’s wrong with her?”

“She says Brandon’s still in love with her.” Emily was opening every window in the house while she talked.

“Maybe you should’ve found out what she’s on, and we could get some, too. What the hell’s her problem?”

“She’s still in love with Brandon. Then again, is it possible for her to feel love? I don’t know. I’d never do that. She doesn’t know me at all, and she thinks she can stomp into my house and tell me how things are. She was
smoking,
Amy. You know how I feel about that.”

“I still can’t believe she showed up at your house.”

Emily resisted the impulse to gloat. “She looks like hell.”

“What?”

“She had these huge violet circles under her eyes. Wait till Victoria’s Secret finds out about this.”

“They’re not going to care. They’ll just airbrush it out of the photos. You need to call Brandon,” Amy told her. “He needs to know she’s resorting to showing up at your house now.”

“It’s not that big a deal, Amy. It was mostly just annoying. I’ll see him later. I’m sure he’ll think this is funny.”

This was a new experience for Emily. After all, she’d never had anyone’s ex show up at her house before. She couldn’t understand why Anastasia would act like this, either. She’d said horrible things about Brandon on television, but suddenly she had decided she wanted him back. It was bizarre at best.

“So, where is your fiancé, anyway?” Amy said. “Are you guys sleeping together yet?”

“God, Amy.”

“You know you want to tell me,” her sister coaxed.

“He had some stuff to take care of today. He said he’d be by later.” Emily let out a long breath. At least the smoke smell in her house was dissipating. “Yeah, he’s been sleeping here, but nothing’s going on.”

“That’s interesting. What did you say to him?”

Of course Amy was mystified. Emily was a bit confused as well.

“I tried to kick him out, and he won’t go. He says he likes the house, the bed’s comfortable, I have beer . . .” It sounded lame, even to her.

“That’s BS.” Amy’s voice was brisk. “He’s interested.”

“This is fake. It’s
fake
. Trust me.”

Chapter Nine

E
VERY
S
UNDAY
E
MILY
was in town, she had dinner with her parents and Amy at her mom’s house. Amy, the Hamilton family’s peacemaker, had started it. After their parents’ divorce, the task of family healing began around a dining room table while passing bowls and platters of delicious food. Sunday dinners had been awkward at times, but things had been relatively calm for the past few months. She was also a bit surprised that both parents greeted her without a fusillade of questions about Brandon.

She sat down at the dining room table and spread a napkin on her lap. Her dad had been torn away from a basketball game on TV, but he didn’t appear to be cranky. Surprisingly enough, he beamed at Emily’s mother.

“It all looks delicious.”

“Thank you, Mark. Amy, would you like some mashed potatoes?”

“Yes, I would, Mom. Thanks.”

They passed the bowls of mashed potatoes, salad, and the platter of roast beef to each other. It was more family bonding time. Emily hadn’t been home for Sunday dinner for almost six weeks. She had multiple performances between Seattle Opera productions, and this meant more traveling. She didn’t see her mom and dad every day anymore. When she did spend time with them, the changes were pronounced. Her mom’s brilliant auburn hair was graying. She’d evidently decided to stop coloring it.

Her dad was not only digging into his plate like he hadn’t seen food for a week, he was smiling at her mother like he meant it. Something was going on.

“This is very good, Meg,” her father said.

Emily’s mother blushed. “I’m glad you like it.”

In the past the only way Amy and Emily had managed to get them in the same room for Sunday dinner was to threaten family therapy; something had happened over the past two months. Emily caught Amy’s eye and lifted a brow. Amy gave her a quick nod. They’d be discussing this later. In the meantime, Meg Hamilton smiled at her daughters.

“Honey,” her mother said to Emily, “How are your rehearsals going, and how are you feeling today?”