Dad laughed as he let my hands go and picked up his tool again. “What's normal?”
I shook my head. “I mean, I never thought about how Lisa Castillo's house was always noisy with people. Her siblings, her cousins. The neighbors. But Lisa never came over here. I never realized that until the drive home.”
Dad said, “She came over once or twice around the time you two started kindergarten. But there was a time . . .”
“Go on.” Tired as I was, somehow I needed this conversation. Maybe the exhaustion made it easier to deal.
“You probably don't remember. Your grandmother made the two of you lunch, and Lisa said, the way little kids do,
Why does your grandma talk funny?
She wasn't being mean, and she probably meant the accent, but your Gran took it hard. So after that, she stayed in the back room when Lisa came over, and I think your little friend found it strange that you and she were always left alone, so she stopped coming. You didn't seem to mind. When you wanted to play with other kids, you went up the street to the Castillos'. The rest of the time, you had your books and your ballet as well as us. And you seemed happy with your grandmother's company when your mom and I were on the road.”
“But it really was just Gran and me when you guys traveled for work. Gran didn't have any acquaintances, much less friends. Did she ever try?” I slurped more coffee and grimaced at the taste.
“Well, we know now that her accent was Dobreni, but it sounded German to California ears. And you have to remember, after the war, Germans were not exactly popular. Your Gran stuck hard to the French myth, probably in self-defense, but she really hated lying as much as she hated having to speak English.”
“So she closed herself up,” I said, following his train of thought, “with her piano, and books, and us. Okay, so let's leave aside the question of what's normal. LaToya told me to clean up the peanut butter knife, and I swear her words cut worse than . . . worse than memory.” I finished on a sigh. “Dad, why does love hurt so much? It hurts every time I think about Alec or Dobrenica.”
He placed a tiny screwdriver on the table, then scratched his chin through his beard again. “Rapunzel, think how hard it is going to be for your grandmother to face Milo again, the guy she dumped. And she hasn't your strength.”
I looked up. “So you agree with LaToya. I need to deal. I guess I don't know where to begin.”
“You can start by going with us to London. The invitation included you as well, you know. Milo liked you when you two met, last summer.”
“Is Gran strong enough for a flight to England?”
“The physical therapist said yes. The doc said it was her decision. She is determined to go. Feels it's her duty. If you could handle going with us, I think it'd be a good deed,” he went on. “You wouldn't have to stay long, if your job doesn't leave you much free time.”
I grabbed at my one last hope. “They'll never have tickets this close to the holidaysâ”
For answer he reached under a welter of papers, pulled out three airline packets, and dropped them in my lap. “I don't know if this will actually work, but I tried to time it so we'd see the lunar eclipse from the plane. Wouldn't that be cool?”
I paid no attention to eclipses, lunar or otherwise. “Dad, you told me you don't see ghosts or have any arcane powers.”
He grinned and rubbed my shoulder. “No. I hoped you'd show up. Go get some sleep. I'll unpack your car.”
TWO
D
AD'S GREAT PLAN for some family astronomy fun was a total failure, since most of Europe was being hammered by massive snowstorms, as were parts of the East Coast. For us, that meant short flights and long delays in airports that all blended together into a nightmare of loudspeakers, plastic chairs in horrible colors, and the endless rumble of rolling suitcases as people streamed back and forth.
Gran sat between us, quiet and focused on
Lettres de Madame de Sévigné.
Her way of dealing with stress was reading. I triedâI had Dad's copy of the latest Robert Harris novel about Cicero, which he'd lovedâbut I couldn't concentrate on the pages. Not Harris's fault. I still wasn't caught up on my sleep, and I was horribly distracted.
It was right around midnight New York time when I got so restless that I left my stuff with Gran and Dad and prowled around, looking for . . . I still don't know what, because I don't get premonitions. All I can tell you is what happened.
I was walking past one of the shops and caught my reflection in the glass. I turned to check myself outâyou know how you doâexcept my butt-length mane wasn't in its looped chignon on my head; it was short, trailing untidily on my shoulders in total bed head. My long-sleeved T-shirt and jeans had turned into a fashionable shirt and slacks that had to be straight from Paris.
My gaze shifted to my eyes. No. Those were not my eyes, though they were the same brown, they wereâ
“Ruli?”
The last time I'd seen Ruli, she'd driven me to the first town past the border of Dobrenica, after I talked her into going through with her marriage to Alec.
“Help me.” I heard her voice inside my head. She said it in French, and then again in English. “
Help me
.”
“Help you? How? Whatâ”
“Ma'am, are you okay?”
I looked up, right into the face of a security guard. She gave me that wary look people get when they might be facing a crazy person. I sneaked a peek back at the window. There I was. No, it was still Ruli.
I glanced back at the security guard, who frowned at the window and then at me. She didn't see what I did.
One quick glance. Now I could see us both, but Ruli was a double image, growing more faint by the second, until she was a blur.
“Ma'am?” The voice was more insistent.
“I'm all right.” I smiled, doing my best to project normalcy. “Jet lag.”
Other bored, tired passengers eyed us from their uncomfortable seats. The security guard asked me a couple of questions, my answers were sane and boring (we've been up for hours, waiting for the flight to London, see that old lady over there? That's my grandmother) and she let me go.
My heart was still beating hard when we boarded our flight a short time later. I didn't tell Dad or Gran what I'd seen, because I still wasn't sure what to think.
Real or not real? I thought in frustration, as the plane bumped down the runway. Though the security guard and the gawkers hadn't seen anything, Ruli's appearance felt way too real, the way that Ron Huber had been real. But Ruli's appearance had also been different than Ron'sâhe'd vanished in a blink, like most of the apparitions I'd seen.
So why did Ruli fade slowly? Either this was some kind of weird form of communication, or something drastic was going on . . . maybe in her dreams. So was Ruli really talking to me? Ron had definitely been talking to me.
I'd only met Ruli twice: once when I rescued her from her family's castle and again on my last day in Dobrenica. She had rich friends, a high ranking family, and she was married to Alec. Given all that, it made no sense for her to be calling to
me,
especially in that ghostly form. But nothing about apparitions made sense.
Thinking such things at thirty thousand feet made me kind of squirmy. But we landed at Heathrow in perfect safety. It was a relief to find Mom waiting at Heathrow, looking bulky and unfamiliar in cold weather gear. She hugged us each, then said, “Milo is feeling funky. The cold. He asked me to apologize for not being on hand to greet you.”
Gran murmured something polite and proper, but in French. When she didn't even attempt English, she was upset, though you would not have known it to look at her. Her tension was another reason I kept Ruli's apparition to myself. At first I'd thought it was due to her flying for the first time, but if anything, landing made her more so.
Yeah. Because she was about to see Milo again; that is, Marius Alexander Ysvorod senior, whom she was supposed to marry back in 1939. Instead, she ran away from Dobrenica with Ruli's and my grandfather, Count Armandros von Mecklundburg, when she was sixteen and Milo was around twenty.
This would be their first meeting since the eve of World War II.
Dad took Gran's arm and walked ahead. Mom gave me a humorous roll of the eyes and whispered, “Milo was bummed about how it'd look not to meet her, but I told him she'd hate a public reunion.”
“Bet he'd hate that, too,” I muttered back.
“Big time.” Mom grinned.
When we got through customs and made our way outside, there was Emilio, the dapper, gray-bearded little man who had been Milo's aide-de-camp for many decades. And Alec's for nearly two.
Beaming with hearty good will, he bowed to Gran and welcomed her in Dobreni. “So good to see you again, Mam'zelle,” he said to me. “How was your trip?”
I mumbled something and then stepped back as Mom introduced my father. Emilio gazed up into my father's face. No two men could have been more dissimilar than the short, trim Dobreni and my rangy, rumpled father with his wild Rasputin look.
“Whoa,” Dad said with his usual cheer. “Winter is
cold
. Nobody ever told me that cold is cold.”
Emilio chuckled. “Is this your first visit outside of California, Mr. Murray?”
“Call me George. âMr. Murray' makes me think I've been busted, or worse, I'm back in a suit and tie. Yes, I did see snow once, when I was a kid, but.... Here, let me help forklift the kafuffle,” Dad said, pointing to the bags.
Dad made easy weather chat as the porter got tipped, and the suitcases, along with the box containing the clock, got shifted to the trunk of a beautifully maintained Bentley Mulsanne.
Dad and I were glad to get into the warm car. Although we'd separately made sure that Gran had several choices of outer garments, the weather had been hot when we left, and I'd overlooked the possibility that I might need anything beyond my denim jacket (which had been fine, so far, in Oklahoma). Dad had relied solely on his ancient fringed suede, which had lasted for four decades thus far because in Southern California, you wear a coat maybe three times a year.
Conversation during the drive was a three-cornered question and answer session on what plays were running in London. Dad cheerfully outlined his plan to see everything he could, Mom told us what she'd seen and done, and Emilio made recommendations. I sat next to Gran, equally quiet as I fought against the vertigo induced by traffic on the wrong side of the road.
Finally I shut my eyes. I had to get a grip. When I next saw Milo, I knew it would be his son I'd be thinking about.
I gave Alec up for the sake of the Blessing, and there is no Blessing.
Supposedly, there was this magic protection, the Blessing, that happened around Dobrenica's borders if the five ruling families met in peace on September 2nd for a marriage between two of their members. The little country would be shifted outside of our time-space continuum into something called
Nasdrafus
, which I didn't understand well enough to try translating. (“Fairyland” isn't quite right.) Anyway, peace was a political necessity in a country still recovering from the old Soviet hold, and as for magicâor
Vrajhus
, as they called itâwell, all I can say is, once you've seen Dobrenica, you could totally believe it exists.
But I guess it doesn't exist, after all
. September 2nd had come and gone, Alec and Ruli had married, and Dobrenica was still here. If they hadn't marriedâif there had been some last-second reprieveâthen surely,
surely
, Alec would have shown up on my doorstep on September 3rd.
But no call, no letter. No visions. Nothing.
“Here we are,” Mom said.
We'd already reached Hampstead. When I looked up, the headlights glowed on two rows of snow-dusted trees as we drove down a long driveway.
The house was a Georgian three-story, mostly hidden by trees. The Bentley drove directly into a spacious garage that had probably once been a carriage house. It was only slightly warmer than being outside.
Emilio sent our bags off with a couple of servants and escorted us to a parlor where tea awaited, steam rising invitingly from the spout of the silver teapot. Havilland cups and saucers sat on a silver tray that looked like it had been etched around the time that Paul Revere was learning his trade on my side of the Atlantic.
My recent life having been measured out in daily doses of Styrofoam-encased teabag caffeine reluctantly sloshed out in the faculty nook, I appreciated the marriage of culture with art. Mom set about providing tea and coffee as if she'd been handling this kind of porcelain all her life, instead of our old stoneware at home.
Gran accepted a cup of tea, her back straight, her shoulders tense. She had dressed formally for the plane, in her customary widow's black, her long silver hair pulled up into its bun. Her pulse beat softly, visibly, in her neck as she held her cup and saucer.
A pair of double doors opened. In came a thin elderly gentleman in an expensive suit, leaning on a gold-topped cane. Marius Alexander Ysvorod's face was craggy and lined. If gravitas had not been supplied by his DNA, it had become so habitual that Lord Chesterfield might have used him as an example of it in those letters to his son.
Gran set aside the tea things.
Dad, Mom, and I stood up politely, but we could have been yodeling and swinging from the chandeliers for all the notice the not-yet-crowned King Marius took of us.
“Lily,” he said softly, advancing on Gran, who stood up.
Gran and I (and Ruli) shared the same first nameâAureliaâwhich none of us actually used. Gran's nickname had been Lily. Her twin sister Elisabeth, Ruli's grandmother, had been known as Rose.