Read Blurred Boundaries Online
Authors: Lori Crawford
“Isn’t that par for the course at her age?”
“To a point, sure, but her mother has her all turned around. She’s campaigning for Mother of the Year by letting her drink and smoke and hang out with boys. It’s totally turning me into the bad guy.”
“Typical Cassandra.”
“I know, right?” Vivian blew out a frustrated breath. “Even if I try to get her to do something as simple as her homework, she throws a tantrum and screams until I back off. The names she calls me? It’s unreal.” Vivian looked at Tam. “Please tell me that we weren’t such little shits when we were growing up.”
“Are you kidding me? If we even looked at our parents the wrong way we’d get knocked into next week.”
“So not an option here. Cassandra is just looking for a reason to take both Missy and Eva away from us.”
“Can she do that? The court did strip her of her rights for a reason.”
Vivian shrugged. “I don’t know. I don’t want to find out. It would kill Peter to lose the girls to that sociopath. I’m terrified that Missy is going to be just like her.”
“What about Eva?”
“The complete opposite. Go figure. We have to beg her to go to her mom’s.”
“Small favors.” Tam checked on Evan again. Vivian caught her and chuckled.
“Yeah. You’re not into him at all.”
“He’s in a strange state. By himself. I don’t want to lose him. Do you have any idea how screwed I’d be if I managed to misplace one of our show’s main stars?”
“Of course that’s it.” Vivian paused. “Oh, my God! That is it.”
Tam raised her brows at Vivian’s exclamation. “What is wrong with you?”
“I just figured out why Evan looked so familiar.”
Tam narrowed her eyes at Vivian. “You have seen the show, right? You said you watched my episode.”
Her friend looked totally guilty and wouldn’t meet her eyes. “And I will. When I have time.”
“Vivian! You totally lied to me.”
“No. I said you rocked it. Which, knowing you, you did.”
Tam clapped a hand to her forehead and fought a smile. Typical Vivian.
“He’s familiar because Missy has a Fathead of him on her wall. She loves that thing.” Vivian gave Tam an evil grin. “She’s going to be devastated when she finds out he stayed in her house and she wasn’t there.”
Tam hopped on board Vivian’s wicked train of thought. This was why they were besties. “What do you think about a little torture? Really make her pay for being such a little shit.”
Vivian grinned Tam’s direction. “I think that this is why I’ve missed you.”
“How was that?” He asked.
She shook her head. “No good. I was too slow. Resetting.” Tam zoomed back in.
“Should I sign faster?”
“Nah. Let me work the zoom. I don’t want to risk changing your signature.” They tried the shot one more time. This time, she was too fast. “Darn it. I’m going to get this.”
“I’m sure it’s fine,” Vivian chimed in from where she was watching in the doorway.
Evan smiled at her. “We’re professionals. Anything less than perfect will not fly.”
Tam was so grateful that Evan was embracing this crazy idea of hers with such gusto. A thirty second PSA from Evan on why she shouldn’t be a little shit would go a long way toward getting Missy to straighten up and act right. Or at least Tam hoped it would.
“Rehearsal’s up!” This time, Evan and Tam were in perfect sync. She was happy with the shot and confident that she could do it live. “Let’s go for real.”
Evan uncapped the Sharpie Vivian handed him and prepared to sign Missy’s prized Fathead. Tam looked at her friend who appeared more nervous than she did. Tam was not a camera person.
“Action!”
Evan signed the decal then faced the camera with his signature sexy smirk. The expression matched the one he was wearing on said decal. He delivered his lines.
“I hope you don’t mind. That Fathead just felt like something was missing. I fixed it.”
He capped the Sharpie and walked around the bed toward Tam. “You’re welcome.”
He held out a hand to Vivian and pulled her into view. He slung a casual arm around her shoulders and she blushed beet red. Tam couldn’t help, but smile. Vivian hated taking pictures. Video had to be a gazillion times worse.
“I bet you didn’t know that Vivian and I go way back. When I stopped by to hang with her, I found out that you’ve haven’t been the greatest daughter lately. That makes me sad.”
He pulled an exaggerated frowny pouty face. “I don’t like it when people aren’t nice to my friends. So here’s the deal.” He and Vivian sat on Missy’s bed. “I’m going to check in with Vivian more often. Specifically to ask about you. If you’re being cool, you can come hang with me on set next season. If not, well. You won’t.
“That means no more guys in here. No more smoking or alcohol. No more shirking your homework. The more A’s you get, the more friends you get to bring. Got it?
“I know you don’t hear it when Vivian says it, but she loves you and wants you to have an awesome life, Missy. Let’s say we get started on that. Today.”
“Cut.” Tam smiled. “That was fantastic. We’ll shoot some more B roll then cut it together.”
Evan nodded. “Sounds like a plan.”
The next few hours flew by while Tam and Evan played around with different shots and angles. Tam knew they were putting way too much effort into a simple “Stop being a little shit” video for Missy, but she was having a great time working with Evan. Maybe she should go ahead and accept his offer to work on that film with him. She had to admit, it was flattering that he trusted her enough to do it since it would be his directorial debut.
When they were ready to start cutting, Vivian set them up in her dining room since Peter’s home office was more junk room than office. Despite having quite a bit of space, Evan sat shoulder to shoulder with her to share his computer screen. She tapped her pen on the hastily written pages and watched him work. All the while trying not to focus on how good he smelled or how warm he was next to her.
When he viewed the footage of him signing the Fathead, he nodded and smiled. “Nice job.”
“I was just following instructions. Sorry it took so long to get the timing right.”
He turned those gorgeous blue eyes on her. It was so tempting just to leap in them and drown so she lowered her gaze just a bit. Big mistake. Because now she was focused on his stubbled jaw that was oh so near his lips. She could not win.
“You know how this works. It takes as long as it takes to get the shot. And you got the shot.”
She smiled and nodded. It was a terrible idea to accept his job offer on the film. One massive unrequited crush in a lifetime was more than plenty. Besides, the timing was terrible. She’d finally made a nice forward move in her career. No way was she going to jeopardize that by crushing on some two bit actor. Except that was part of the problem. Evan wasn’t just a two bit actor. It would almost be easier if he were. She would find him nowhere near as appealing.
She needed a distraction. Then she remembered that he was supposed to be her distraction from her parents. He was doing a great job because now she needed a distraction from him. Perhaps Teddy Craig would fit the bill. Teddy Craig would distract her from Evan who was distracting her from her parents. Sure. Oh boy. This was getting convoluted.
She realized he was waiting for her to respond. She nodded. “I got the shot.”
“This is going to be great.” He returned his attention to the screen for a moment to load the footage in his editing program. He gave her an inquisitive look. “Think we can talk Vivian into filming Missy’s reaction to seeing this?”
“That’s genius. Yes! It’ll be hilarious.” Tam smirked. “I bet this is the last time Missy decides to use her mother as a weapon against Vivian.”
“You got that right.” He treated her to a wicked grin before turning his attention back to the screen.
Tam couldn’t help herself. She put her hand on his arm. When he looked at her, she said, “Thank you for doing this.”
He looked like he was about to give her a snappy comeback, but thought better of it. Instead, he just nodded and squeezed her hand. “You’re welcome.”
Tam got all warm and tingly inside under his kind gaze. Was he really seeing her? As in Tamara the woman, not Tam the writer? According to Vivian, that was not so farfetched. Yet, Tam just could not see how that was even possible? A more dangerous question was did she want him to see her? Talk about the world going topsy-turvey.
She’d spent all these years wondering what could have been with Teddy Craig if she’d just had the courage to kiss him that night. Now that she was on the brink of finding out if that spark might still be there, here she was catching feelings for someone else. A completely inappropriate someone else because he was far too tied to the career she’d also spent the last twenty years trying to build. How stupid would it be for her to put all of that at risk? Time to nip it in the bud.
“Do I need a whip to crack? Get back to work,” she teased.
“Yes, ma’am!” She thought she saw a flicker of disappointment, but he refocused on the footage. It wasn’t long before they settled into a comfortable rhythm that made it seem like they’d been doing this for years. Well, if Tam had her way, they would be. She just had to keep herself from getting sidetracked. Not the easiest thing to do, but she would find a way.
Vivian tried to keep her amused smile under wraps even though neither Evan nor Tam was paying her the slightest bit of attention at the moment. She quickly washed the peppers she needed to slice in her restaurant grade kitchen and brought them back to the counter that gave her the best view of the couple working at her dining room table. They’d been at it for hours. She couldn’t imagine that a tiny little video required all that work, but then again, they were the professionals. Not her. She was more than content to live a Hollywood life vicariously through her best friend.
Vivian slowly sliced the peppers. She was in no hurry to finish her task because that would mean that she had no reason to stand here and watch Tam fall in love. And with a seriously decent guy, too. The fact that he’d gone along with this whole video message for Missy gained him a lifetime supply of cool points where Vivian was concerned.
“Yum! What smells so good?” Vivian jumped at Peter’s voice behind her. He closed the back door with his hip because his hands were full with his customary two briefcases. She whirled and shushed him. Tam was leaning on Evan’s shoulder, presumably to get a better look at whatever he was doing on the laptop and she didn’t want anything to upset that tenuous connection.
Peter gave her a questioning look, but lowered his voice. “What?”
“We have guests.” Vivian nodded toward the dining room. Peter looked toward Evan and Tam. “Don’t disturb—”
“Oh. Hey!” Vivian rolled her eyes as Peter did the exact opposite of what she wanted. He dropped his briefcase and went to give Tam a big hug. “You made it. Good trip?”
“The best.”
“Vivian didn’t mention that you were bringing a date.” Evan stood and shook Peter’s hand.
Vivian smacked her palm to her forehead. She gave Tam an apologetic look. Peter remained oblivious.
“Actually—” she began, but Evan cut her off.
“It was a last minute thing. I just kind of tagged along.”
“It’s a work thing,” Tam interjected. The men ignored her.
“Thank God you did. I thought I was going to be outnumbered for the next few days.” Peter clapped Evan on the shoulder. “I like a level playing field.”
And just like that, the conversation deteriorated into sports. When her mortification wore off, Vivian noticed that Evan hadn’t been in any hurry to correct Peter’s assumption. Interesting. Despite all Tam’s protests, Vivian had been on point with her earlier observations.
Tam gave up and joined Vivian in the kitchen. “Sorry about that.”
Tam shrugged. “It’s not like you didn’t jump to the same conclusion.” Too bad Tam didn’t understand that Vivian was apologizing for the interruption, not the assumption. Tam leaned against the counter and swiped a sliced carrot from next to the peppers that Vivian had resumed chopping. This time, her movements were quick and efficient. Chef-like.
“I never get tired of watching you do that,” Tam said. “I’d lose a finger for sure.”
“Vegetables are what you want to talk about right now?”
Tam gave her a puzzled look. “What else is there?”
Vivian heaved a frustrated sigh. “Evan. As for instance.”
Tam shrugged. “What’s there to talk about? Except, the video is going to be everything. You have to get Missy’s reaction on camera and send it to us.”
Vivian couldn’t help, but smirk at Tam’s use of the word “us.” Maybe her friend would get there. Sooner hopefully rather than later. If Evan didn’t want to be alone, he was not the kind of guy who had no options. Still, she knew better than to push Tam. It would only have the reverse effect and send her running in the opposite direction. Most likely to the smarmy arms of Teddy Craig. To this day, Vivian could not understand her friend’s obsession with him.
Vivian nodded. “I will definitely film her reaction. She’s going to freak out.” Vivian dumped the chopped veggies in a bowl full of lettuce. “If only you got how obsessed she is with him. The fact that he was in her bedroom when she wasn’t here is going to kill her. It’s going to be awesome!”
The oven timer beeped signaling that the lasagna had finished cooking. Vivian donned her oven mitts and pulled the dish from the oven. “Now to let it set.”
“I think I’m going to take the job.” Tam said, quietly. It took Vivian a moment to remember to which job she was referring. “At this point in my career, I really shouldn’t be turning anything down.”
Vivian gave her a hard look. “Is that the only thing you don’t want to turn down?”
Tam slanted her an annoyed look. “Please don’t start up with that again.” She gestured toward the dining room where the men were getting on like gangbusters. “Surely, you’ve now seen for yourself that we’re just friends.” Tam shrugged so casually that Vivian knew better than to believe her.
What she saw was Tam’s fear of admitting anything. Even to herself. Vivian sighed and decided not to push. She knew how stubborn Tam could be. Evan certainly had his work cut out for him. Vivian would do whatever was necessary to help him out.