Authors: Anne Ursu,Erin Mcguire
Tags: #Juvenile Fiction, #Fantasy & Magic, #Fiction, #Fantasy, #General, #Fantasy Fiction, #Social Issues, #Friendship, #Magic, #Schools, #Body; Mind & Spirit, #Magick Studies, #Rescues, #Best Friends, #Children, #Fairy Tales & Folklore, #Adaptations, #Magic Mirrors, #Mirrors
Drawings by Erin McGuire
For Jordan Brown
t snowed right before Jack stopped talking to Hazel, fluffy white flakes big enough to show their crystal architecture, like perfect geometric poems. It was the sort of snow that transforms the world around it into a different kind of place. You know what it’s like—when you wake up to find everything white and soft and quiet, when you run outside and your breath suddenly appears before you in a smoky poof, when you wonder for a moment if the world in which you woke up is not the same one that you went to bed in the night before. Things like that happen, at least in the stories you read. It was the sort of snowfall that, if there were any magic to be had in the world, would make it come out.
And magic did come out.
But not the kind you were expecting.
That morning, Hazel Anderson ran out of her small house in her white socks and green thermal pajamas. She leapt over the threshold of the house onto the front stoop where she stood, ignoring the snow biting at her ankles, to take in the white street. Everything was pristine. No cars had yet left their tracks to sully the road. The small squares of lawn that lay in front of each of the houses like perfectly aligned placemats seemed to stretch beyond the boundaries of their chain-link fences and join together as one great field of white. A thick blanket of snow covered each roof as if to warm and protect the house underneath.
All was quiet. The sun was just beginning to peek out over the horizon. The air smelled crisp and expectant. Snowflakes danced in the awakening sky, touching down softly on Hazel’s long black hair.
Hazel sucked in her breath involuntarily, bringing in a blast of cold.
Something stirred inside her, some urge to plunge into the new white world and see what it had to offer. It was like she’d walked out of a dusty old wardrobe and found Narnia.
Hazel stuck her index finger out into the sky. A snowflake accepted her invitation, and she felt a momentary pinprick of cold on the pad of her bare finger. She gazed at the snowflake, considering its delicate structure. Inside it was another universe, and maybe if she figured out the right way to ask, someone would let her in.
Hazel jumped as her mother’s voice came from behind her. “Come inside,” she said, “you’ll freeze!”
“Look at the snow!” Hazel said, turning to show her glimmering prize.
Her mom nodded from the doorway. “It’s amazing when you can see the patterns like that. Look at it. See the six sides? It’s called hexagonal symmetry. A snowflake is made—”
People were always doing this sort of thing to Hazel. Nobody could accept that she did not want to hear about gaseous balls and layers of atmosphere and refracted light and tiny building blocks of life. The truth of things was always much more mundane than what she could imagine, and she did not understand why people always wanted to replace the marvelous things in her head with this miserable heap of you’re-a-fifth-grader-now facts.
And then Hazel’s mother said something brisk about getting her inside and something funny about someone calling child protection, followed quickly by a practical warning about getting to school on time and not making things worse there, and then Hazel saw her mom’s head suddenly snap to the right, saw her eyes widen and her mouth open and heard some sound creak out, but before Hazel could make sense of it all, she felt something hit the middle of her back with a
Hazel yelped and whirled around. There, on the front step of the house next door was a brown-haired, freckled boy packing another snowball and smiling evilly.
A grin broke out on Hazel’s face. “Jack!” she hollered, and bent down to gather some snow.
“No you don’t,” said her mom, shooting a glance at the house next door. She reached over the threshold and placed her hand on Hazel’s back to guide her back into the house.
“I’ll get you later,” Hazel called to Jack as she disappeared inside.
“Just try it!” Jack called back, cackling.
Hazel’s mom closed the front door with a sigh. “Look at you. What were you thinking?”
Hazel looked down. She had clumps of snow hanging off her pajama legs. As she moved her head, snowflakes fell off of her hair. She seemed to be shivering, though she had not noticed the cold until now.
“Come on. You better get dressed. You’ll be late.”
She was late. Hazel walked out the front door, bundled sensibly now in her green jacket and knit gloves and red boots, to see the yellow school bus disappearing into the distance, its wide tracks scarring the snow-covered street, its puffing black smoke trespassing against the white sky. She blinked and looked toward the front window of her house where her mother’s form was already seated at the desk on the other side. Now she felt the snow’s bite against her ankles like a bad memory.
Chewing on her lip, Hazel unlocked the front door and went back into the house. Her mom looked up at her and let out a nearly imperceptible exhale.
“I’m sorry,” Hazel said.
“I’ll get my keys,” her mother said.
In a few moments, their small white car was bursting out of the garage onto the thickly blanketed driveway. And then there was a crunching from the back tires, and they were stopped.
The car groaned. Her mother swore. The wheels spun, one moment, two—the car lurched forward and backward, and her mother swore even more colorfully, and then they were free.
It was a twenty-block drive to school, fourteen of them down a two-lane one-way street. As they moved toward school, the houses became bolder, sprouting second stories that stood uneasily in their rickety wooden frames. Hazel used to want a house like this—something beat-up and possibly haunted, with a dumbwaiter for passing messages, with hidden compartments that contained mysterious old books—but then she would not live next to Jack anymore, and that was not worth all the secret passages in the world.
The snow was coming down harder now, and Hazel’s mother leaned forward in her seat as she drove, as if to will the car through it all. Shiny SUVs charged through the snow, whizzing past Hazel and the other small cars that crept along like scared animals.
Hazel’s mom started pressing down on the brake long before they got to the big intersection where they were to turn left—the one with the gas station that Hazel and Jack biked to in the summers to spend their allowance on Popsicles and push-ups; where the bakery with the birthday cakes used to be before it became another gas station; where the burger place that her dad always took her to after T-ball games had been before it was replaced by the fast- food Mexican place that her mother said made everything taste like plastic and sadness—but that didn’t stop them from skidding when they hit the patch of ice just in front of it. The car began to spin to the right, her mother wrenched the wheel and pumped her foot furiously on the brake, a horn bleated behind them, and from everywhere around them came a polyphony of screeching tires.
Hazel yelped a little, and the car skidded into the busy intersection and stopped. A car swerved around them, and another, before someone finally stopped and waved them ahead. Her mom sucked in her breath, then straightened the car and joined the slow-moving group in the far lane. Hazel did not think this was the time to tell her she was, technically, running a red light.
“Ah, this car,” her mom said, to no one in particular.
Hazel laid a hand on the gray dashboard as if to comfort it. A year ago her father had bought a new station wagon. Better for driving in these Minnesota winters, he had said. Safer for everyone. Suddenly, they, too, were charging through the snow, leaving all the little cars of Minneapolis to fend for themselves. But that was last year. Hazel did not mind, though; she had lived many years with this old car, she remembered all the dents, and she had no use for gleaming new station wagons—even if they did have antilock brakes.
As they pulled into the side street next to the school, Hazel’s mom let out a long breath and squeezed the steering wheel—though whether out of the camaraderie bent of surviving hardship or out of some desire to strangle the car, Hazel was not sure. As for Hazel, she chewed some more on her lip, because that seemed the thing to do. Her mom’s eyes fell on her. “Well,” she said, releasing the wheel, “that was an adventure.”
Hazel nodded, though her mom knew nothing of adventures.
“I know you didn’t mean to miss the bus, Hazel,” her mother added, her voice gentle. “But you’ve got to try to be practical for me, okay? You’re a big girl, and I just can’t be—”
Hazel nodded again.
“Okay, good. Listen, I’m having coffee at Elizabeth Briggs’s after school. Why don’t you come? I’ll pick you up right from school.”
Hazel squirmed. She did not want to argue with her mom, not now. But—
“I’m going sledding with Jack.”
Actually, this was not strictly true. She and Jack had made no plans. But they didn’t need to make plans, for there was a thick layer of snow on the ground and hills to sled down. Plus she owed him a good pounding with a snowball.
“I thought perhaps you’d like to go hang out with Adelaide,” her mother continued, as if she had not spoken. “She’s such a nice girl. I think you two would really get along, if you just gave it a chance.”
“I have plans.”
“I know, but you can sled with Jack another time. I think you should spend time with . . . other people.”
her mother meant. She scowled slightly, and her guilt plummeted deep into the snow, burying itself where no one would find it. She mumbled her good-bye and hopped out onto the sidewalk before her mom could cancel any more of her pretend plans.
The air was filled with the smells of winter, and car exhaust, and the familiar sausage-y–maple syrupy wafting from the Burger King across the street. Hazel took a moment to inhale it all, to let the smells wash over her—not that they were particularly good, but it was one more moment that she didn’t have to be in school.
This was Hazel’s first year at Lovelace Elementary. After her father moved away over the summer, her mother explained that they didn’t have the money to send her to the school she’d gone to since kindergarten and she would have to switch. Her old school had been very different. The classrooms didn’t have desks. They called their teachers by their first names. Hazel tried that with Mrs. Jacobs on her first day at Lovelace. It did not go over well.
The good thing was she now went to the same school as Jack. The bad thing was everything else. Hazel did not like sitting at a desk. She did not like having to call her teacher Mrs. Anything. She did not like homework and work sheets and fill-in-the-blank and multiple-choice. It used to be that Hazel’s teachers said things like
Hazel is so creative
Hazel has such a great imagination,
and now all she heard was
Hazel does not do the assignment asked of her
Hazel needs to learn to follow school rules
So Hazel stood and gathered herself for another day of the things she did not do and the things she needed to learn, when a voice burst through the air. “Hey!” it said. “Crazy Hazy, are you coming to school today or what?”
Hazel grimaced. Tyler Freeman was walking behind her, sporting a Twins hat like it was exactly the thing to wear in a blizzard, like all the coolest kids in the Arctic wore baseball caps on particularly snowy days. His mom’s minivan sped down the street behind him, ready to crush the snow.
“Miss the bus, Hazy?” he said, his voice taunting.
“Um, so did you,” Hazel said, turning up her nose elegantly as if it were not filled with stale fast-food sausage.
“Whatever,” said Tyler.
Hazel grumbled inwardly. Now she was either going to have to pretend there was something really urgent she had to do right there on the snowy sidewalk, or walk in with Tyler, who hated her because Jack hung out with her during recess now instead of him. She couldn’t help it if she was more interesting. Tyler and his friend Bobby made it very clear that they blamed her for Jack’s abdication of duty. They were sure she must have done something to Jack, because he never would have picked a
over them if he had his wits about him.
Hazel was about to bend down and wrestle with a particularly intricate problem with her right boot when Tyler burst ahead of her and ran through the gate, his messenger bag trailing behind him.
Hazel watched him go. Everyone in the fifth grade had messenger bags, everyone but Hazel, who had not been cc’ed on that particular school-wide email. And by the time she figured it out on her own, it wasn’t like she could have asked her mom for one.
She’d asked Jack, a week into school, why he hadn’t told her. He frowned, looked at his own messenger bag, which he’d had for a year, and shrugged. “Who cares about stuff like that?” he asked.
Now, slinging her perpetually uncool backpack on her shoulders, Hazel headed through the tall fence, up to the side entrance that they were supposed to use if they were late, and buzzed to be let in. She held the door for a group of fourth-grade fellow stragglers, because she was a nice person, unlike some people.
Hazel was decidedly late, and she had endured enough days with Mrs. Jacobs to know how this was going to go. But that didn’t stop her from pausing outside the classroom opposite the hall from her own and peering in the window.
There Jack was, as he always was, sitting in the third row at the end, close enough to the door that Hazel could grin at him and he could make a face back at her. She stood a step back from the window and thought in his direction as hard as she could, as she always did on days they could not walk from the bus to class together. One moment. Two. He would know she was there. He always knew she was there. And then his head turned and he saw her, and a slow grin spread across his face. He waggled his eyebrows at her like a giant goofball—and though she had never before known what it meant to waggle, she did now—it meant
I got you pretty good this morning
I bet you want to get me back
Just try it, Anderson
We’re going sledding later, right?
And all the weight of Hazel’s snow-dampened morning was gone.