Brian Friel Plays 2 (62 page)

I like this hospital. The staff are friendly. And I have loads of visitors. Tony and Betty and baby Molly from this side – well, what used to be this side. They light an odd fire in the house, too, to keep it aired for Frank. And Mary from that side. She hasn’t told me yet but I’m afraid Jack has cleared off. And Billy Hughes; out of loyalty to Frank; every Sunday in life, God help me; God help
him.
And Rita. Of course, Rita. We never talk about the row we had. That’s all in the past. I love her visits: she has all the gossip from the club. Next time she’s here I must ask her to sing ‘Oft in the Stilly Night’ for me. And no crying at the end!

And old Mr O’Neill! Yes! Dan McGrew himself! And Louise – Lou – his wife! Last Wednesday she appeared in a crazy green cloche hat and deep purple gloves up to here (
elbow
)
and eyeshadow half-way down her cheek and a shocking black woollen dress that scarcely covered her bum! Honestly! He was looking just wonderful; not a day over forty. And he stood in the middle of the ward and did the whole thing for me – ‘A bunch of the boys were whooping it up in the Malamute saloon’. And Lou gazing at him in admiration and glancing at us as if to say, ‘Isn’t he just the greatest thing ever?’ And he was – he was! Oh, that gave my heart a great lift.

And yesterday I got a letter, twenty-seven pages long. Frank – who else? It took the nurse an hour to read it to me. Ethiopia is paradise. The people are heroes. The
climate is hell. The relief workers are completely dedicated. Never in his life has he felt so committed, so passionate, so fulfilled. And they have a special bee out there, the African bee, that produces twice as much honey as our bees and is immune to all known bee diseases and even though it has an aggressive nature he is convinced it would do particularly well in Ireland. Maybe in Leitrim. And in his very limited spare time he has taken up philosophy. It is fascinating stuff. There is a man called Aristotle that he thinks highly of. I should read him, he says. And he sent a money order for two pounds and he’ll write again soon.

Mother comes in occasionally; in her pale blue headscarf and muddy Wellingtons. Nobody pays much attention to her. She just wanders through the wards. She spent so much time here herself, I suppose she has an affection for the place. She doesn’t talk much – she never did. But when she sits uneasily on the edge of my bed, as if she were waiting to be summoned, her face always frozen in that nervous half-smile, I think I know her better than I ever knew her and I begin to love her all over again.

Mr Rice came to see me one night before he went away.

I was propped up in bed, drifting in and out of sleep, and he stood swaying at the side of the bed for maybe five minutes, just gazing at me. I kept my eyes closed. Then he took both my hands in his and said, ‘I’m sorry, Molly Sweeney. I’m so sorry.’

And off he went.

I suppose it was mean of me to pretend I was asleep. But the smell of whiskey was suffocating; and the night nurse told me that on his way out the front door he almost fell down the stone steps.

And sometimes Father drops in on his way from court. And we do imaginary tours of the walled garden and compete with each other in the number of flowers and
shrubs each of us can identify. I asked him once why he had never sent me to a school for the blind. And as soon as I asked him I knew I sounded as if I was angry about it, as if I wanted to catch him out. But he wasn’t at all disturbed. The answer was simple, he said. Mother wasn’t well; and when she wasn’t in hospital she needed my company at home. But even though I couldn’t see the expression on his face, his voice was lying. The truth of the matter was he was always mean with money; he wouldn’t pay the blind school fees.

And once – just once – I thought maybe I heard the youngish woman sobbing quietly at the far end of the corridor, more lamenting than sobbing. But I wasn’t sure. And when I asked the nurse, she said I must have imagined it; there was nobody like that on our floor. And of course my little old snuff man must be dead years ago – the man who wanted us to drive to beautiful Fethard-on-Sea. He gave me a shilling, I remember; a lot of money in those days.

I think I see nothing at all now. But I’m not absolutely sure of that. Anyhow my borderline country is where I live now. I’m at home there. Well … at ease there. It certainly doesn’t worry me any more that what I think I see may be fantasy or indeed what I take to be imagined may very well be real – what’s Frank’s term? – external reality. Real – imagined – fact – fiction – fantasy – reality – there it seems to be. And it seems to be all right.

And why should I question any of it any more?

First published in 1999
by Faber and Faber Ltd
Bloomsbury House
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This ebook edition first published in 2013

All rights reserved
This collection © Brian Friel, 1999
Introduction © Christopher Murray, 1999
Dancing at Lughnasa
© Brian Friel, 1990
Extracts from ‘Anything Goes’ by Cole Porter © Harms Inc., reproduced by permission of Warner Chappell Music Ltd
Fathers and Sons
© Brian Friel, 1987
Making History
© Brian Friel, 1989
Wonderful Tennessee
was first published in Ireland by The Gallery Press, and first published in Great Britain by Penguin Books Ltd in 1993 © Brian Friel, 1993
Molly Sweeney
was first published in Ireland by The Gallery Press, and first published in Great Britain by Penguin Books Ltd in 1994 © Brian Friel, 1994

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